Love's Got a Hold of My Heart

My son was already in his bedroom. We had a nice dinner with my parents. They come to our house for dinner every Wednesdays as our new traditional set up since we transferred to our new home.

I lay down in my bed after a quick shower. My mind bothered after I met him. Yeah, my crush when I was here, the brother of my best friend. I was young then I never tell Shay about how I felt about him. I acted like nothing in front of him.

Acted like he was just a boy as anybody else but the truth was I was totally into him. I know that time Shane would never like someone younger. I know his reputation in school and he loves hooking up nothing serious.

Two years younger of course he will not mind to look at me seriously even as her sister's best friend. I was contented looking at him from a distance. I even was peeking at me when he was near in house or in school.

I heavily sighed like things will not going to be easy. Our paths were crossed already and I got scared for it. Not that terrifying scared but just a little scared what is going to happen to us.

I know that this will going to happen but I did not foresee it will be this soon. The crush I felt when I was younger was not just infatuation anymore. 

I pictured out his face again when I saw him this afternoon. He changed so much his face became more handsome and his body was beautiful back then but it was more beautiful now as he mature. He was even more appealing than before.

At first, I cannot believe that he was there in my bakeshop and even more unbelievable that he married and had kid too just like me. But the difference between us I was never been married and now he is a widow.

He must love his wife that they even married. The first time he told me about marriage and a daughter. I felt something pinning in my heart. Having a daughter was okay but he being someone else in his arms was something.

When he asked me my number my heart came alive. He did not say about us but I was delightful knowing that he wants to keep in touch with me again.

I will not predict the future but I am okay if things will come up into good one. Speaking of him, the sound of my ringtone that I assigned to Shane rings and his name appears as I grabbed it from my nightstand.

I took a deep breath before I answered him.

"Hello"