When God Made Me

“I had a boyfriend three years ago. ”

“Is it binary or binary? ”

“No, you don't know him. Anyway, he said he started a business. But he's short on business funds. ”

Su-jin spoke with a serious voice, as if reminded of old times.

“And I thought it would be really good for him to explain. That's why you're asking me to vouch for you. ”

“You should have said no.”

“I refused at first. But he kept persuading me. He said he'll do business in my name later. ”

Sujin drank a sip of water as if his throat was burning.

“And I thought he was okay because he was so fond of him. But it turns out he was trying to use me. ”

Sujin thought that his anger was getting worse and worse.

“I loved her so much, I thought it wouldn't be a problem. So I trust him, and I get loans everywhere. At that time, he told me not to worry because he knows everything. ”

Seung-ho felt compelled just by listening.

“That's why I didn't know anything, and I was in debt in my name. I didn't know how much I owed him, and I trusted him like crazy. And then he opens his mouth, and eventually he's gone dark and silent. ”

As Sujin spoke, I felt a rush of emotion.

“At first, you believed it and now you avoid it because it's dangerous. You'll come back one day. I survived thinking about it, and it was two years later. And then I got a call. ”

Seung-ho couldn't say anything, but listened seriously.

“The interest on the principal is 200 million now. 500 a month. At first, I thought I didn't believe it, but then these guys came to my job, and they started yelling and yelling. ”

Sujin began to tremble, as if to think at that moment. Seung-ho held his sister's hand.

“I was forced out of the company and moved to the high school to live my life in Alba. ”

Sujin wiped his tears with one hand and spoke.

“I really wanted to die, but I kept thinking about my mom. That gives me hope. He was a little famous on SNS, and he said he could make money off of it. So I worked really hard to make money by getting paid for advertising. ”

Sujin took another sip of water and sighed.

“That's why we make 60 to 7 million won a month. I thought I could repay you with this. But that's not the case. It's 200 million in debt and a third financial institution, so the annual interest rate is 30%. Five million won a month. ”

Soojin began to shed tears again. Seung-ho approaches her side and claps her shoulders.

“I don't have any money because I go out for 5 million won every month and I pay my mom rent and my living expenses. In SNS, pretending to be so happy, pretending to be pretty, pretending to be happy, but in fact, my life is hell itself. ”

Sujin gives a hollow laugh.

“I've been making a steady buck for a year like that, and I still owe 200 million. He's paid several million won so far, and that's all he's got. I don't have any money in my hands. ”

Seung-ho, who had just heard the story of being tired and tired and hurt, suddenly felt a rush of emotion.

“Why are you telling me this now? ”

“How can I say it! I know what's going on in my house. ”

“You're family!”

“It's obvious your mother is going to get sick and do more work. Can you tell her that? ”

I couldn't tell if Seung-ho was Su-jin's position. Aside from saying no more, I hugged him.

Su-jin wept in Seung-ho's arms, and her voice eventually shed tears because she couldn't control her emotions.

So they hugged each other and cried horribly all night.

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Seung-ho straightened out her mother's blanket, sat on a small chair next to her, covered up her hair, and left the hospital.

5: 00 a.m. It was still early, but there were a lot of cars on the street.

Even in May, it feels cold because it's not cool because of the dawn. Seungho crosses his arms and runs home, rubbing his forearms with his hands.

You turn the key into a doorknob without a door lock to open the door. I didn't come home for one day, but I felt an unknown feeling.

Seungho took off his uniform and put it in the washing machine with his gym clothes that he had taken out of his bag. No matter how poor she was, she had to keep Mother's promise that she shouldn't go around wearing smelly clothes without washing them cruelly.

I immediately took my clothes, went into the shower, washed them, and then boiled one of the noodles, roughly baked breakfast.

Someday at 6: 30. Usually, it's time to get up. I had already finished my cleansing and dining.

Just in time, you hear a reminder that the washing machine has finished. I ran to Huddak Verlanda and pulled out the laundry.

‘Since we don't have a house around here because of the ring, it's good to be able to turn the washing machine comfortably at this time. ’

I put my clothes on the hanger and hung them on the drying rack.

After Seung-ho's father died, when his mother started working, Seung-ho and Su-jin became veterans on household chores.

‘Oh, right. I have to get my clothes.’

Seung-ho went into the room to get his mother's clothes, and his face turned red.

It's my mother's room, but sometimes Sujin uses it when he comes home, so I took my clothes and found a pile of women's underwear.

Although Su-jin's stuff was few and mostly Mother's, Seung-ho was embarrassed about holding her underwear, so she closed the drawer.

‘I should ask my sister to take it. ’

Seung-ho gives up and leaves the room and enters his room. I took the textbooks and pens that I had left out while preparing for the sports competition.

7 o'clock. It's a little earlier than usual, but I left home.

Seung-ho was uncomfortable, but Su-jin said she would contact me right away if anything happened or she needed help.

After this, I was glad that Sujin didn't have a job.

‘If you have a job, you don't have anyone to take care of you. ’

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“What are you doing?"

I sat next to him, poking Seung-ho's cheek, which he was bruising.

“Huh? No, just thinking. ”

Seung-ho's expression was blurrier than ever. The story that was always next to him had to be noticed.

“Is something wrong? I heard you left early yesterday. ”

“Uh · · · It's nothing. ”

Seung-ho crouches at his desk, smiling bitterly and feeling tired. I wanted to tell you the truth because I felt like it, but I felt like I would get sympathetic eyes because I felt sad.

When Seung-ho fell down on his desk, he couldn't talk to Seung-ho anymore, so he prepared for the class quietly.

Afterwards, Sang-wook and his friends approached Seung-ho and tried to ask him what had happened, but a tale next to him stood up and stopped them.

After some time had passed, the teacher came in at the customs time and briefly finished the conversation and called for a separate victory.

It was a word of encouragement and encouragement to tell me what happened last night and if there was anything I could do to help.

Seung-ho got tired of hugging Su-jin all night and crying, "Thank you.” I returned to the classroom with a short greeting.

Yesterday, the school that was full of the heated atmosphere of the gymnastics competition was focused on studying because of the pressure on the simulation in June.

Everyone was forced to focus on studying as one of the three most important exams for the apprentice, the June appraiser simulator.

However, Seung-ho couldn't have noticed the contents of the book.

In his head, only his mother's thoughts were filled with worries about the cost of surgery.

How do you get that kind of money? Besides, if you think about admission costs, it'll keep breaking. ’

The convenience store that I was doing now had no choice but to spend the weekend at night. I kept thinking about Sujin, but she was doing her best to live in her shoes. I couldn't rely on others like an immature child.

I wanted to borrow money from my relatives, but they didn't even show their faces at Seung-ho's father's funeral. If I contacted you about this, I was lucky not to take insults, not money.

‘If I had been better at that audition, I would have been able to pay for the surgery a little bit more. ’

I haven't thought about it since I failed the audition, but when the money was in a hurry, I thought about it.

“Ha.”

Seung-ho sighed again and took out his cell phone. What you searched for was "How to get a payload. ’,‘ arrange the operating expenses. It was about money, etc.

Most writings say, "Jump Nogada. ’,‘ study when you think about it. ’It was the same content or just a lottery or stock story.

The only way to make money in a short period of time was to go out and win an audition program and win a prize.

Someone put a can of soda on Seung-ho's desk and said small.

“Seung-ho, what's the matter? ”

Seungho turns his head, startled by the voice right next to him. Tales were looking at Seungho's cell phone right next to him.

Seung-ho quickly flipped his phone over.

“Why, why are you looking at others? ”

“No, I'm sorry you're looking so serious. ”

Seungho scratches his head and sighs deeply again.

“Drink that. I just pulled it out. You've been sighing every minute since before. You don't have to tell the kids, so you can tell me. ”

The story seemed to be the first time since I confessed to him. However, it was also true that I became as determined as I was serious.

I knew that I wanted to lean on someone because of my difficulties, but I also needed someone to talk to.

“The reason is I need a little more money. · · · ”

It was hard to tell the details, but I said it because I thought there might be a way to tell the tale.

The tale spoke in a smaller voice with a worried face.

“What's going on? I can lend you up to 150,000 won. Can I borrow this if I'm in a hurry? ”

150,000 won. It was money for adults to eat and laugh when they heard it, but it was big money for high school students. Although he hesitated to mention it, he had an unusually small amount compared to the money that needed to be won.

And Seung-ho had no intention of borrowing money from his friends. I didn't want to, and I knew I shouldn't.

“No, I don't want to borrow money. I just need a little more. ”

“Mmm-hmm. ”

Tales have been biting my nails for a long time. He will, too. Who wouldn't use it if he knew the easy thing to do to make a lot of money in a hurry?

“No, never mind. Thanks for the drink. ”

Seungho swallowed a bitter smile and started searching again by tapping on his phone.

“Ah!”

Suddenly, a myth struck my palm and stared at Seungho.

“Why don't you take the quiz program? ”

“Huh?"

“You know, I was thinking about that audition, like the scholarship quiz and the one-on-one thousand programs. Don't you think there's a lot of prizes out there? ”

“Ah.”

Ascension nods at an idea that was unexpected. If you audition for a long stay for a few months, you are not sure if you can get a prize while the program is underway, but it is a short and worth fighting over.

The quiz program usually ends with the main line and the final in two weeks, even if it takes a little time to think about it from the preliminaries. Moreover, the program was mainly memorize-driven quizzes, especially in the Korean language competition, which seemed to be able to be ranked first if memorized like crazy.

“Thank you!”

Seung-ho was so happy that he tried to hug the rest of the tale and was surprised by his actions, ending with a tap on the shoulder of the tale.

‘I almost made a mistake. ’

Luckily, the other students didn't see this, so they fell silent, but the tale was already beating.

"Did he have feelings for me again? ’

A useless myth seed was sown. While she was delusional, Seung-ho excitedly searched for the quiz program and put all the entries into the program.

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