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It's so beautiful that it feels unreal to me.

"You and I……"

I opened my mouth, but my tongue was tied, and I didn't speak a complete sentence.

Liang Ruoling looked at me with something bright like a star in her eyes, but after I stuttered, she gave me a blank look.

"I remember talking to me before you, and I could write a [-]-word short essay, and my heart was stuttering..."

She said, her eyes swept over me, and her brows suddenly frowned.

"Is it the sequelae from before? Do you feel any discomfort? Get up, let's go to the hospital for a good checkup now."

As she spoke, she stood up and put on her coat. Seeing that I hadn't moved, she became even more angry.

"Get up quickly...or are you unable to stand up anymore?"

As she said that, there was a little more gleam in her eyes, she bent down directly, and stretched out her hand to help me up.

The moment I was touched by her fingertips, for the first time I woke up like a dream and couldn't stand up suddenly, but because I moved too fast, she was startled. The moment I stood up, she suddenly backed up, but because of the There was the reclining chair just now, and my footsteps were caught, and I was about to fall down.

I quickly grabbed her by the hand, but due to inertia, the center of gravity of my feet was a little unstable. After I grabbed Liang Ruoling, I used a little more force.

His body fell straight back.

It doesn't matter that there are chairs behind me, but when I think of the ending, Liang Ruoling will lie on me directly!

I hurriedly moved my legs back a step, and stabilized my figure in a herringbone position, but I could control myself, but not Liang Ruoling. When a ball of tenderness bounced off my body, my brain went blank. Subconsciously, he didn't want Liang Ruoling to fall, so he moved closer.

Now, if anyone is looking at the second floor, they will probably think that Liang Ruoling and I are outrageous friends. After all, the balcony is basically open to the air, and it can be regarded as completely exposed to the public.

And our posture is close to each other, I can even feel Liang Ruoling's heartbeat.

"Um...thank you."

Before I knew what to do, Liang Ruoling said softly in my arms, which made me feel like I was getting an electric shock, so I quickly let go of her.

"Sorry, I was distracted just now..."

This kind of explanation is indeed too far-fetched, but in the situation just now, I really can't do anything. Faced with Liang Ruoling's concern, my brain chose to slow down.

She looked down at me, and I didn't dare to speak anymore, the atmosphere was delicate.

"Father, it's a bit cold outside, why don't you take elder sister Lingling to study in the study, you will be frozen all the time on the balcony!"

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Huanhuan rushed out like a timely rain and hugged my thigh.

But I don't agree with this proposal. It's awkward on the balcony. If you go to the study, there are only two people in the confined space...

I was about to say no, but Huanhuan let go of me as if she had sensed something, and turned to shaking Liang Ruoling's arm, "Sister, didn't you say you wanted to visit my father's study before? Now I call me Dad will take you there, okay?"

This……

I don't know what to say, I know very well what my precious daughter is thinking, the main reason is that I don't know whether it is suitable for me to continue contacting Liang Ruoling, and I don't want to implicate her because of my mess.

However, I can't blame Huanhuan either, the way she uses it is as tactful as an adult, so that you can't find a point to blame her.

I was thinking about how to excuse Liang Ruoling and let her go back first, when I saw her pampering Huanhuan's little head, looking up at me as if relieved, with a playful smile on the corner of her mouth.

"My sister wants to go, but I feel that your father is not very happy. I guess there is something important on the facade of the study, and you are worried that I will steal it?"

"How can..."

I was about to explain, but was interrupted mercilessly by Huanhuan, who didn't give me any face.

"No, there are a lot of books in my father's study, I grew up

You must read all those books, and now let sister Lingling go to help Huanhuan read Li Min's books. Huanhuan looks forward to it when she grows up! "

Liang Ruoling was so teased by Huanhuan that she couldn't stop laughing, pinching Huanhuan's chubby little face with her hands, her eyes were full of doting.

"Then go in first."

Soft powerlessness, but I don't resent this feeling.

Huanhuan sent us all the way to the study. In order to carry out the mission smoothly, the two police officers will stay in my house. When I passed the living room, I always felt inexplicably embarrassed when I saw the young man looking at me.

His master patted him on the shoulder and told him to watch TV, but my image seems to have reached an irreversible point.

How about a man who wants to get a divorce, and on the one hand he says his wife is cheating, but on the other hand he behaves intimately with another woman...

Thinking of this, I clenched my fists subconsciously.

The door of the study was closed, Liang Ruoling walked to the edge of the bookshelf, took a book casually, I looked at her, even though the distance between me and her is not more than five meters, there is still an insurmountable gap between me and her.

I really wanted to slap myself hard. I knew from the beginning that Liang Ruoling was not someone I could reach, but I still approached her brazenly again and again.

I'm even worried that the scene on the balcony just now has been overshadowed by others.

Others saw it, or it was photographed and uploaded to some weird platform by good people.

It was as if my novice ruined a pure and flawless flower. Looking at Liang Ruoling's white skirt, it became more and more difficult for me to look directly at myself.

"Tell me what you think now."

The voice seemed to redeem me, I raised my head, and Liang Ruoling looked at me with clear eyes, just like at the beginning, he could see through everything in me at a glance, took a deep breath and finally revealed my latest thoughts all at once.

"I don't think I'm good enough for you. Huanhuan is still young, and her mother's incident may have hit her too hard. That's why she wanted to quickly find someone to take the place of 'mother'."

"I am very grateful to you for taking care of me during this time, but you deserve better, it's too much time wasting for me...I don't deserve your youth..."

My heart seemed to be bleeding, and every time I said a word, it was like a knife was plucking at my body fiercely, and the blood kept flowing out, but I didn't have the idea of ​​stopping the bleeding, I just secretly felt that it was like this Heart death is also very good.

But I didn't expect that Liang Ruoling would rush over suddenly, grab my collar and force me to meet her eyes.

"Do you think what you said just now sounds like someone else? Yao Jinggen, I've known you for almost three months, and you're planning to push me away in such a ridiculous way?"

(End of this chapter)