life thirty

Of course, most of the time it’s not that you stand still, your enemy will let you live in peace, even if I have been honestly shrunk in my turtle shell, even if I have the police close protection around me.

Even though I've ruled out my family...

But things are still out of my control, like a speeding train, the moment it derails, even if I try my best to pull it back on track, there is nothing I can do.

Although those things are far from now, but the last comfortable days left for me are running out.

"What are you thinking about?"

Just after eating, I sat on the balcony and watched the children and parents playing in the open space not far away, and I was in a daze. At that time, I didn’t know that what I did today would add to my future self invisibly. A lot of trouble.

And after hearing Liang Ruoling's voice, I was more like a tired bird thinking about the old forest, completely giving up thinking about those things before.

People have such inertia. Recalling that when they were in a place that they thought was comfortable, or near things, the whole person would become particularly lazy.

What I thought at the time was probably that I should be able to understand why many people shouted to "escape from the comfort zone".

Liang Ruoling is my comfort zone.

Although the intersection and all aspects of me and her seem very strange, even though the relationship has not been settled yet.

But just getting along in such a weird way, I also feel inexplicably comfortable.

That's a feeling I didn't have when my family was whole.

"It's nothing, I'm in a daze after dinner, just for fun."

As I spoke lightly, my face suddenly turned cold, and I turned around in a jerk, and an ice pack appeared in front of my eyes.

Liang Ruoling didn't say anything, but she saw my embarrassment from the beginning to the end.

This way of not exposing is indirectly saving my face, and at the same time caring for me is not lacking.

In my impression, people who usually stay at home and rarely go out have little understanding of social aspects, so if you don't make trouble for you, it's flattering you.

And Liang Ruoling, who lives in a closed life, only stays at home and relies on takeaway food for survival, takes good care of me in almost every aspect.

"Thank you."

I took the ice pack and slapped it on my face. The coolness made me shiver again, but when I came back, I took a look in the rearview mirror at the place where Cheng Kai slapped me. Obviously, it should be Highly swollen.

I actually didn't want to go home and let them see me in such a miserable state. It would make them more worried if the computer didn't come back.

Diedajiu had been rubbed on my body in advance, and the smell was very strong. Seeing that Liang Ruoling was about to sit down next to me, I quickly stood up and moved my seat.

"What's wrong with you? What's wrong with me that makes you uncomfortable?"

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Slightly wrinkled, I couldn't hear any emotion in my voice, but I stopped subconsciously when I stood up and moved my position.

"I have a strong smell of medicinal wine, I'm afraid it will smoke you..."

As I said that, I shrank back again, not daring to look at Liang Ruoling, but she sneered, as if she heard some funny joke.

"My grandmother's house was used to dry herbs when I was a child. I have always liked the aroma of herbs, and I am used to the smell of medicinal wine on your body. Of course, if you feel uncomfortable when I am here, I can go back now."

Such rhetoric made me more and more embarrassed. I just felt that I was standing or sitting for a while.

Huanhuan turned her head and got along very well with the two police officers. Even if I wanted to find an excuse to go in, I was too reluctant.

"It feels like you hate me recently?"

What I was most afraid of was what Liang Ruoling said, but she said it in the end.

I really want to answer without thinking: No, how is it possible!It's too late to like you!

But this does not match my age and experience.

Even if Liang Ruoling doesn't feel exaggerated, I can't pass my own test.

I could only sit down with a dry smile, and the faint aroma of her body infiltrated my nostrils, which actually suppressed the smell of medicinal wine on my body a lot, "Why do you think so..."

"I feel that you are not as free and easy as before, and you are not used to seeing me?

"

I'm not used to it...

But that's all my own problem. It's because I'm not open-minded. A divorced person was blessed by God and given me a heart-to-heart friend. I really only want to keep her as my own.

Faced with too good food, the thought of being ashamed made me feel that I am still a human being, knowing that I am not worthy of Liang Ruoling, but on the other hand, it made me fall into deep pain.

Can't get enough of love.

I think this is how I feel about Liang Ruoling.

But a despicable creature like a human will always over-modify his dirty thoughts in his subconscious. I don't know what disgusting thoughts are brewing in my subconscious, which makes it hard for me to look directly at myself, but I do have a kind of An indescribable sense of suffocation.

"It's a little unaccustomed. The computer is my fault. You don't have to think too much. The problem is all on my side."

"Hahaha, what is the problem is on your side. Isn't it a matter of both parties when you meet and feel that the other party is not right?"

"That's what I said, but there are always exceptions. Well, it may be that I have encountered too many things recently, so I haven't adjusted my emotions well. You don't need to worry about me. I will just find time to adjust myself."

I said lightly, breathed a long sigh of relief, leaned back, and the cool evening wind blew on my face, which made me wake up more and more

.

On the mobile phone, Xiao Zhang's girlfriend sent a message that Xiao Zhang was out of the dangerous period, and asked me what the police meant when they said there were some signs but little hope.

My heart sank suddenly, my expression became solemn, I thought about it again and again, but I still didn't send the recording in my hand to her.

The less people know about Bian Wenbin, the better.

"You are very active in chatting with others. Why don't you respond to my messages so positively?"

The strange tone made me feel like I was getting an electric shock. I turned my eyes away from the phone and saw Liang Ruoling looking at me with a smile on his lips.

The corner of the curved mouth pierced my chest like a sharp knife, and my heart almost stopped for a moment, and I didn't even dare to take a breath, for fear of disturbing her and shattering the beauty of this moment.

"If you look at me like this, I will feel embarrassed..."

A blush appeared on Liang Ruoling's face, he grabbed a book on the small table and opened it, covering his face.

I just felt that a certain feeling that I had been silent for many years was completely awakened by her at this moment. I picked up the phone with stiff fingers, and replied to Xiao Zhang's girlfriend, and also gave a formal reply to the company's temporary vacation notice.

In an instant, the whole person was unbelievably relaxed, as if all the burdens on his body had been unloaded, and the person in front of me was my favorite person right now, everything was so beautiful.

(End of this chapter)