life thirty

Even though she was very excited about her father finally waking up, it was only when I first woke up. By the next day, she had completely calmed down.

The whole person is well-behaved like a puppet.

To be honest, this kind of Huanhuan makes my heart ache and scares me even more, as if I pushed her into the abyss step by step.

My worst fears still happened.

In the end, she became the poorest victim because of the conflicts between adults.

I don't know what it must have been like for her to see her father lying in a pool of blood the day she regained her sight.

I just feel that it should be desperate, at least more desperate than when I was unconscious.

But I'm cowardly, I don't even have the guts to ask her what she thinks.

After the time was up, Liang Ruoling sent Huanhuan home, and when she fell asleep, she came to the hospital to accompany me.

I glanced at the time, it was around 9:00 in the evening, and I remembered that it was around 9:00 when she sent me good night.

So she felt a little guilty, she went back to rest and didn't need to accompany me, but she seemed to see what I was thinking.

He brought me a cup of hot milk and said with a smile, "Huanhuan lived with me recently and told me a lot. In fact, she is quite smart, and she is different from her peers."

I looked at her suspiciously, not knowing what she meant, but I honestly took the milk and drank it.

"she says

My mother is a big villain, seeing her child being snatched away by the villain, she is indifferent, probably because she is afraid that she and the child in her stomach will be affected, so she dare not even fight. "

This should be the most disappointing expression of a child to his mother. I resented that I was not able to comfort her by her side at that time, and made her worry about me.

My heart became more and more twisted, and Liang Ruoling sat by the bed and looked at me quietly.

"It's all like this, don't you plan to divorce?"

This sentence touches the soul. In fact, I should have proposed a divorce decisively from the very beginning, but I looked forward and backward, and worked slowly, which led to the current tragic situation.

I found Feng Yilan's WeChat at that time and sent the message there.

She responded quickly with a good one.

But it still takes half a month for me to recuperate, which is ridiculous. Before that, I still need to endure, or I can only have deep memories and reflections on all the things that happened before that in the hospital.

I have always felt that I am a person who is very good at summing up and doing positive reflection to improve myself.

And be in awe of everyone you meet.

But this society is very deformed now, and for those who are good at patience, they will be given more suffering.

I recalled that in the evening, Gao Manzhu came to see what I said to me.

"Don't treat people who bully you

Show mercy. "

I just feel that I am useless, and it seems that the whole world is there for all to see.

But I did prepare all the things I could prepare before, and I was only short of the last step, but this last step caught me off guard.

But looking at the whole thing before and after, I can't regret it.

Because of this incident, Song Yu has completely lost her qualifications to be a mother. There is no doubt that Huanhuan will be sentenced to me because of this incident.

But I'm not reconciled to this, all the unreasonable things I experienced during this period were all brought to me by that couple!

I am not reconciled, when the time comes, they will still be able to live happily together as they did in my hallucinations when I was unconscious.

"Do you think I am a very failed man?"

I don't know why I asked this question, but when I asked, I saw Liang Ruoling's clear eyes when he looked at me, and I felt that I had already got the answer.

"Why take the dirty things done by others to yourself, isn't it disgusting enough?"

Unexpected words, but I can feel Liang Ruoling's anger, even though she is still so indifferent, but it seems that I can feel her anger towards me from the very beginning.

And the reason why we can continue to get along seems to be because her anger made me

We found a common language.

I have to admit that I really have a good impression of her, even beyond liking, but at the same time, I also know in my heart that there are other people in Liang Ruoling's heart, and she only treats me out of moral compassion.

For half a month after that, I recuperated in the hospital until I could move freely before I left the hospital. During this period, Huanhuan was handed over to Liang Ruoling to take care of her.

Huanhuan likes Liang Ruoling very much, sometimes when I see them get along, I will have the illusion that they are mother and daughter, and it feels completely different from Song Yu at that time.

Huanhuan treats Song Yu with respect and restraint, and the reason is that Song Yu basically doesn't care too much about Huanhuan's inner thoughts.

In fact, to put it bluntly, after she was born, she didn't care much about Huanhuan, and I was always taking care of those things.

There must always be one person in a family who pays too much attention to family members, and after I play that role, even the indifference of another person will not have much impact on this family.

I always took this situation for granted, but now I realized that something was wrong from the beginning, but I just ignored it.

"I always thought I was a very careful person, but now it seems that I really look like a joke."

I said this sentence suddenly, so hypocritical that even I felt goosebumps when I heard it.

But Liang Ruoling still just smiled, helped me pack my things, then picked them up and walked outside.

"I do writing work. If you are like this, I have written a lot, and I just post what I feel. Don't care about being hypocritical or not."

I didn't speak, just took the things in its hand, walked out of the hospital, the noon sun shone on my body, it was warm, as if I had returned to the real world.

Looking back at the hospital where I lived for half a month, I couldn’t say anything about it, but when I turned around, the busy streets and the hurried pedestrians on the sidewalk seemed to help me get back to the cold and ruthless reality.

I took a deep breath, and at the gate of the hospital, regardless of the people coming in and out, I stretched my waist.

Liang Ruoling next to me also didn't feel ashamed at all, she looked forward blankly, stopped and waited for me by her side.

In an instant, my consciousness was pulled back a long time ago. In the shopping mall where other people were doing activities, if I stayed for a while in a crowded place, Song Yu would drag me away with an unnatural expression on his face.

It looked like I was doing something shameful in public, but I was just stopping for a while, waiting for her to buy something.

People who are open-minded and confident can move freely anywhere.

And those who are twisted in their hearts will feel ashamed to do something casually anywhere.

(End of this chapter)