crossroads between life and death

Maybe if I didn't go to that store, my life wouldn't have changed.It won't be this bad, it won't be that painful... Also, there won't be any more fun to speak of, and no more good memories to lament.So, when she told me that she was leaving, I could only silently send her away.That is not only the love she gave me, but also my respect for her.I'll take this rope and go everywhere...