so-called happiness

I'm sorry, but I can't accept your love, at least not right now.You are so kind, if I don’t erase the past with me like that, I can’t stand with you.

It's so difficult to like someone, but it's so easy to reject someone. Just say, I'm sorry, it means you don't like it.But it takes a lot of courage to say a word of like and love.

I didn't know how to get home, Yi Qingchen said to see me off, but I didn't agree, it was too embarrassing to sit in the same car.I, I deserve to be single for the rest of my life.

Yi Yi called me very late and asked me how I was doing. I lay on the bed and didn't want to move.

"I refused, Yi Yi, did I do something wrong?"

"Oh, it's okay, I knew you would refuse, but my brother insisted on doing so. You are right, and so is my brother."

"Yi Yi, if there is no Yang Jie, I will promise him, I will really promise, he is really good."

"I know, damn Yang Jie, if I see him again, I will definitely kill him. But Sui Feng, it's been so long, so many years, it's really time to let go. If you two have the possibility, you won't Wait until now."

I also have the urge to hit him now.I really want to hear what he has to say, why he made me wait so long, why he asked me to let go of this person, why I just can't forget him.

Yi Qingchen, in fact, I also like you a little bit.I like the way you are indifferent, the way you stare at me, the way you are helpless, the way you ask me to bring you food, the way you send me home, and what you said to me today.But this liking is just a habit, not worth my 7 years of waiting.

Sorry, Yi Qingchen.

Spending the weekend in a daze, and going to work on Monday, Tang Meng thought something happened to me, I told Tang Meng about Yi Qingchen, she didn't have anything to say to persuade me, I smiled. "It's okay, you can't be lovers or friends, just like you and Brother Fei."

"Hey, this Yang Jie is haunted." Tang Meng sighed.

"Or we'll kill him."

"Okay. Get off work."

She couldn't act even after get off work, and she was called away by someone.

It was a week after I saw Yang Jie. I don’t know what kind of evil he was. He was waiting for me downstairs in the company. I was talking to Liu Yusheng. she arrived.

"What's wrong?" He seemed a little serious.

"I want to talk to you."

This is the third time he told me about this matter, and seeing his posture, I couldn't avoid it.

"Tell me." Seeing him getting serious, I also looked like "in a meeting".

"Sui Feng, I regret it."

"what?"

"I regret it, I regretted it a long time ago. I have been looking for you for the past few years, but unfortunately they are unwilling to tell me."

"I like you very much, I really like you, I have been thinking, what is so good about me, for a little girl to like you like this, I am a bastard in the eyes of others, but in your eyes, I see the right My expectation, the kind of expectation for the future.”

"Can Sui Feng give me a chance to love you again?"

love me again?again?Ever been in love?Have you given up halfway?Why give up?Even I never thought of giving up, so why do you give up?

"Before, because you were too good, I rejected your liking. Later, because I didn't dare to approach you, I got together with others. However, after going around, I returned to the original point. I thought I missed a lot. It turns out that , you are also at the origin."

"No, I'm not at the original point, Yang Jie, I'm very touched to hear you say these words, really, I thought I couldn't wait for a word of love from you, but when I did, it was too late. These Over the past year, I have been thinking about why I like you, and I haven’t figured it out until now, but my love has been worn away by time, and it has drifted away with the wind, and I can’t find it.”

"That's right, I'm waiting for your words of like and regret, but I know in my heart that it's not because I still like it, but because I feel wronged, because I want revenge, and seeing you regret it means that you are sad, so I will be very relieved , at least I’m not suffering alone.”

"Actually, my biggest expectation for you is not to be with me, but for you to be happy. I hope you will never regret it, never blame yourself for a certain decision of yours, I want you to be happy Live, that's why I like you, but I don't bother you. I don't want my likes to be your burden, do you understand?"

"But you said today that you regretted it. I'm very sad. I was wrong. I shouldn't have met you again. I shouldn't have had too many interactions after seeing you. The fate I thought was late was actually just My illusion."

"What about me? You don't like me anymore?"

"Do you like me? Do you really like me? Don't you ask because you can't get it? Yang Jie, what I always ask for is sincere love, willingness without any other pressure, just like what I did to you before emotion."

"I'm sorry, I'm not waiting for you at the same place."

If this love came six years earlier, in the year of graduation, I would definitely walk to him without hesitation, hold his hand, and say "Mr. Yang, please give me advice for the rest of my life."But time has passed for too long, and I have forgotten the feeling of never turning back, and my liking for him has become more and more vague, and I can't grasp it anymore.