so-called happiness

"You love him, and he loves you, so you can get married, right? You don't fear marriage, do you?"

"A little bit, you know, I have no life experience at all. What if the marriage fails? I'm no longer a young girl at that time."

"Hey, you are Yi Yi. You have experienced countless love scenes. Are you still afraid of a man? I think you are afraid of him because you care too much about him." Isn't there a saying that says: Love gives people armor , It also makes people have a weakness.Yi Yi really fell into it.

"If after getting married, you suddenly find out that you have made a mistake, there is no room for turning around," she said.

This concern is not unavoidable, "Who said there is no room for change? At worst, divorce, if you meet a scumbag, didn't you tell me before that if you don't meet a scumbag, your love life will be imperfect? "

"That person is Yang Jie, do you think he is a scumbag? And you two are not together, even if he is a scumbag, you have nothing to lose."

Who says there is no loss?Obviously lost the youth that has been lost for many years, okay? "Let's take a step back, Tang Can is not necessarily a scumbag, I think he is pretty good. What do you think he doesn't follow you?"

Yi Yi drank five bottles of snowflakes by himself, and was so drunk that he couldn't be persuaded. Later, he didn't know where Yi Qingchen and Yi Yi's boyfriend came from.Seeing her relieved, her boyfriend should have panicked him.

"I said, in fact, it's not that Yi Yi doesn't want to get married. She's afraid. She's afraid that you two will get closer. If you find her bad, you'll dislike her. Don't look at her chic, in fact, she's very soft in her heart. When she sobers up, You should have a good talk with her yourself. Also, Yi Yi really likes you, I have known her for so long, but I haven’t seen her drinking for any man, so cherish it.”

In the end, her boyfriend carried her back.Yi Qingchen told me that the boy had been looking for Yi Yi all afternoon, and finally found him. Yi Yi sent him a message, saying that he was having dinner with me, and that's when he found him.I said, why such a coincidence?

When I went back, I walked along the river, and the heat of early summer dissipated slowly in the river wind, and the chuī felt very comfortable on my body.

"Have you ever drunk because of a boy?" Yi Qingchen asked me.

I think about it, I really drank it. On the last day of 2018, the day I decided to confess my love, I drank two bottles in the restaurant, and the wine was so strong that I would not be able to say it.However, it is useless to say it, it does not change anything.

"Last time, at the bar, it was also because of him?"

"Not all of it, I was so happy because so many students got together that time."

"Still like him?"

I shook my head, it's not the first time he asked me this question, the question is the same, the answer is the same.

"Have you never thought about liking someone else?"

"I have thought about it, but liking others is unfair to others, and I have wronged myself too much." While there is one person in my heart, trying to put another person in it is not fair to anyone.

"Actually, there are many people who like you."

"Yi Yi told you?"

"You can look back and see those people you missed. There are many better than him." Yes, there are many better than him, but I can't see it. I'm like a frog in a well. Yes, this is my sorrow.

"Why don't you turn around?" The voice came from behind, I subconsciously turned around and looked back, he was looking at me seriously.He was talking about himself?Is he in love with me?Is this a confession?

"Do you still remember your chat records from that year? Actually, I really want to scold you, little girl. There are so many people in the world, why does it have to be him? I don't know who I will meet in the future. How can I say no? Give up, but I want to beat that boy even more. How can I let you go and like someone else. But I didn’t know you at that time, so I have no reason to tell you this. Every time I see Yi Yi in these years, I always think I wonder if that little girl was still waiting, persisting, and doubting that she was wrong. When I saw you last year, I found that you were the same as before, still stubborn in your heart, but sincere. It’s very beautiful, and I have unlimited expectations for life.”

"My ex-girlfriend left because of me to a large extent. If I insisted on not letting go, she would not have left. I saw in you the persistence that I didn't have back then. There is another reason why I turned to Western medicine. I Bet her that as soon as I meet someone I really like, I'll change careers."

"Sui Feng, I love you, I don't know if you have let go of the past, and I don't know what his appearance means to you, but I want to give myself a chance, and I also hope that you can see that besides him, other people's minds."

This is the first time I have heard such a moving confession, so many people like me, but no one is serious and formally says "love me" to me.These words are even more gentle when they come out of this man's mouth.I thought that I was not worthy of anyone's love in my life. It turned out that there was such a person waiting for me, who knew me a long time ago and always wanted to scold me.

But he was right. I didn't let go of the regrets and attachments I had in the past. If I agreed, it would be unfair to him, and my feelings should not be desecrated like this.

"Thank you, thank you for liking me, loving me, but I'm sorry."