bit of dream

33. I confess that she accepts it. Happiness is as simple as that

Hard work pays off, our hard work has brought about a lot of success, gradually I have begun to pass the English test, and gradually I can guarantee full marks in the math test. I am actively working hard to increase my ability little by little, I believe As long as I have her company, I will definitely achieve my own success, enhance my strength, change this status quo, and find our own happiness...

A dream tells me that happiness is created by myself. Since true love should not give up easily, we must fight and strive for it... It is this dream of happiness that guides me to struggle and persevere. It is this dream that makes me realize myself success!

In this way, we spent the second year of high school under the company and guidance of this love, and we ushered in the most important time in high school, which can even be said to determine the success or failure of life in a certain sense-the third year of high school.

For us this year, the importance is not only whether we can be admitted to the ideal university, but also whether we can come together in the future!In the summer vacation of the second year of high school, I asked her out to play many times, but she was always busy every time. On this day, in desperation, I got in touch with Xue with a little pain.

I asked Xue: "What has she been busy with lately? Why do I never have time every time I ask her out?"

Xue told me: "You should know that her biggest dream is art. She hopes that she can be admitted to an ideal art college in Beijing. She is studying hard in various art tutoring classes in Beijing, so there will be few Time to accompany you, she hopes that you will put the college entrance examination at the top of your heart this year, and you can all work hard and fight for the ideal university in your mind for the college entrance examination!"

Since I learned the news, gradually, I began to think about a problem by myself.

"She realized her art dream, and I realized my math dream, so will we still be together? Does that mean that if I want to keep this relationship, do I have to give up my math dream?"

I always like to think about this problem when I am alone. Although she is studying in the tutoring class, she always takes some time to chat with me every day. I am really happy and happy. I like her more and more. I believe more and more that dream is true, she is the one who will accompany me in my life, but I always remember our dream in my heart, gradually I also find that I really cannot do without her more and more, I Can't imagine how miserable my life would be without her?I think that kind of life must have no laughter and laughter, and must be full of boredom and pain.

Gradually, my math dream began to waver. After all, I was not sure of winning the math dream. Although she accompanied me to study English for a year in the second year of high school, everyone was studying and progress was not so easy. Finally, I decided to do it for this goal. Happiness, for the sake of the angel my father gave me, I gave up my uncertain mathematics dream, because I have another "specialty", I am better at writing some things, but I don't know what major to study. So I consulted with one of our local high school teachers.

She tested me according to my strengths, and she told me that it is more suitable for me to study the major of cultural management. Management, for example, I can study directing as a major, so that I can enter the art circle. I am happy. Thinking about Longer, I feel that happiness is in front of me. I will definitely persevere until the end and get this happiness!

Finally, the two-month summer vacation time passed, and the day before school started, I told my mother.

"I want to study art as a major, and the teacher told me that I have the advantage of studying cultural management as a major."

My mother said to me: "Child, art is not so easy to learn. You had no foundation before. Besides, you know our family's financial income after your father left. To learn art, you must be rich and powerful. Our family support department You! You should study your cultural lessons with peace of mind and realize your math dream!"

I was a little disappointed and impatient and said:

"What kind of math dream? The college entrance examination is not just because you are good at math, you can be admitted in an exception. My other subjects, such as English, are so poor that I will not realize my math dream. Then I have to realize my art. Isn't the dream bad?"

After communicating for a long time, my mother did not agree with me, and I was a little disappointed. Finally, my mother told me a secret.

Mom took out a note from the drawer, which was written on a mathematical formula we had discussed together when Dad was there, and Mom told me.

"Son, I have never wanted to tell you this secret. I was afraid that it would affect your normal study and lead to your partial subjects. I really never thought that you would consider giving up your dream of mathematics? Now that you have this idea, then I'll tell you, do you remember this formula?"

I replied to my mother: "Remember, I discussed this formula with my father."

Mom went on to say: "Have you researched it now? Dad always told you when he was here, don't give up easily, stick to it to the end! Do you know that since you started researching this formula, Dad has been holding this paper every day. Research on the note when you have nothing to do, do you know where I found this note?"

I asked my mother a little curiously: "Where did you find it?"

My mother said: "This is the only thing your father held tightly in his hand when he was in a car accident. We struggled to push his hand away before taking it out. Son, you have to understand Dad's expectations...you give up halfway like this, he is in heaven. Can you rest assured?"

After listening to my mother's words, I was startled, my mind was suddenly confused, I went to the room to lie down alone, and my heart was extremely painful. I will not be sorry for my father, but...

What decision should I make?My mind is full of dad, I cried, I really don't want my dad to be disappointed, but I really don't want to lose this happiness, at this moment I remembered a sentence my dad told me before his death.

"No matter what you do, do the next thing on the premise of completing the previous one. Don't do two things at the same time, or you will not succeed in doing one thing."

Suddenly I understood what I should do. I will definitely not disappoint my father. I will not give up on these two dreams, but I will pursue them one by one. The dream given by my father is naturally the first one. I decided not to do anything after school starts. I will definitely research this formula. I will not disappoint my father in heaven. Maybe I have completed this research, which proves that I am not a child who gives up halfway. I will go to Pursue my artistic dream and happiness dream, I believe my father will understand and support me, because this dream and this angel are also given to me by my father!

I made a decision... Tomorrow early, my mother and uncle sent me and my brother to school. We quickly finished packing, and my mother and uncle drove back home safely, but she did not come to school. Tell me that she is learning professional knowledge in the tutoring class now, and she will come back to school after finishing the study. Although I miss her very much, I tell myself that thinking and worrying now are useless. If I want to really get her and have her for the rest of my life She must fight now to realize her artistic dream, only then will we come together!But I can't forget what my father said, and I can't disappoint him, so I calm down and tell myself that the next goal is to successfully research my own formula as soon as possible.

When we came to the school at the beginning of school, we were senior high school students. It would not be so easy. Soon we entered a normal and tense study state, and I always told myself that I could not disappoint my father and persisted to the end. , self-study, etc., except for the time in class, I have used it in the study of mathematical formulas, and my hard work pays off. After a period of hard work, I finally successfully researched my own mathematical formulas and obtained my mathematics The praise and affirmation of the teacher and the class teacher, and finally got the approval of the school leaders. With the approval of our principal, my formula successfully published the first paper in my life in a national publishing house. As a student, I am very happy to publish a paper on my own research results, and feel very successful!

But I was not dazzled by my success for a while. I told myself that the first thing was done, and the next step was to do my second thing. I was busy researching formulas for a while, and my grades naturally declined. a lot.

I'm in the third year of high school, and I suddenly feel a little sad in my heart. I don't know if it's right to do so, but every time I see her innocent smile, I always affirm my choice, and I start to pursue my second dream. Watching her disappear from my eyes, even if I can't get her after working hard, because then I can tell myself that I have worked hard, and I can't get this love, at least I can be worthy of my conscience...

I started to be busy again, but I didn't feel tired. I asked the relevant professional teachers and started to follow those professional students in class. The students began to be curious about my busyness. My buddies asked me in the dormitory that day.

"Lin, what have you been up to lately? You are sometimes absent from math class now. What is so important that you have to put down even math..."

I smiled and said, "I'm planning to study cultural management, I want to learn to be a director..."

The buddies all laughed and said, "That's amazing, I'll call you Director Lin from now on..."

I said, "What is Director Lin? He's just learning to play. I don't know if he can learn to the end."

The buddies smiled and said: "It's still a joke, pretending to be innocent, right? We all understand that it is definitely not a joke that can make Brother Lin put down mathematics. Hey, the power of love is great, work hard!"

I said: "Don't think about it, what is the power of love, you have to think twice before acting."

Buddy: "Okay, okay, think twice before you act, then you should think twice slowly, and wait until you graduate and you and Longer live in two places before you act!"

I smiled, and I knew in my heart that what my buddy said was right. If I didn’t pursue her hard, then we could only be separated after graduation. If I really love her and want to cherish this love, then I can’t For this result to appear.

In the same last class that day, I went to the professional classroom with the special students. After a while, the professional teacher came. The teacher told us that it was time for the second batch of special students to register. The teacher talked to me. The teacher said to me:

"Bolin, you study with these majors every day. I think some of your portfolios are usually good. With your grades and your enthusiasm for learning this major, I think you chose this major. The major will definitely realize your dream successfully! Now that the last batch of major students have signed up, have you made up your mind? Assuming you don’t sign up again this time, you don’t need to learn from them in the future..."

I nodded, smiled reluctantly, and said to the teacher:

"Teacher, you don't need to talk about it. I understand all of this. I know. I want to ask, how much is the registration fee?"

The teacher said: "1200, maybe some funds will be needed for exams in the future..."

I nodded and I told the teacher.