bit of dream

29. Deathly pain, regret!

The companion said: "Who are you calling stupid?"

I said, "I mean the answer to the question is stupid!"

Then I said, "Does she really think I'm stupid?"

The companion said: "I think you are really stupid, can she think you are stupid? It's a good sign that she calls you stupid, it means that she doesn't really hate you, and you didn't see the word hate in the question Quotation marks?"

I took a look, and there was indeed, I smiled and said:

"Hey, understand..."

The friend said: "It's really stupid, take my word for it..."

I smiled and said: "Believe, believe, absolutely believe!"

After that we hung up the phone... After I opened the space, I saw two words in her latest news, which caught my attention, and one of them was.

"I'm sorry, I hope you don't misunderstand, I thought we were good buddies, the conversation between us that night was all jokes, I just used this as a joke to punish his mistakes... I didn't consider that you are Seriously, my negligence, forgot to consider your feelings, sorry!"

Then I saw the following reply from a friend: "Did you really think that what you said that night was a joke when you met a good friend? Is it really impossible between us?"

Her reply was: "It's really impossible, I don't want to deceive you, the person I like is not you..."

The friend replied: "Um, I see, the person you like is him, right? If it was him this time, you would definitely agree to him, right?"

Her reply: "I'm still not sure if I really like him. At first, I just liked him lightly, but now I find that her position in my heart is becoming more and more important. Even if he starts to affect my mood, I don't think so." I know why this is and what it means... If it were him who confessed his love to me this time, I might agree to him!"

The friend replied: "If all this is true, then allow me to withdraw with a haughty attitude, and fulfill the happiness of your true love!"

Long Er finally replied: "Well, if the relationship between us is really what you said, then please allow me to thank you for your blessings on his behalf..."

After reading all the dynamics of this talk, I realized that she had deliberately acted that night, and I gradually became a little excited. With this excitement, I went to read the second talk:

"Now I am really helpless. I really don't know whether I should accept him or not. I feel like a fish lost in the North Pole. I don't know where to swim..."

After watching it, I found confidence in that gleam of excitement, and replied to her: "Accept him, swim to his arms..."

After wandering around in her space, I closed her QQ space. After waiting for a while, she finally went online. As soon as I saw her online, I took the initiative to talk to her, and I said:

"Little slob, wake up..."

She said, "Who are you? Are we familiar? I'll let you take care of me!"

Immediately afterwards she said: "Who wants you to call me a slob, don't act like we are so familiar and close!"

I said: "Uh, well, my fault! Classmate, you haven't chatted with me for a few days, please chat with me for a while..."

She said: "Leave me alone, I don't want to talk to you... go talk to someone else!"

After reading her reply, I always felt that she was acting like a baby with me. I imagined her appearance, she was so cute, and I actually laughed. I said:

"Hmph, don't act like a baby with me, it's cute enough..."

She quickly replied: "Don't be so stinky, who is acting like a baby with you... I'm telling the truth!"

I replied to her: "Stop making trouble, go and see your space and I'll reply to you..."

After a while, she asked me:

"How do you know the answer to my space question?"

I said: "Haha, such a naive question, a fool can think of it!"

She said, "Oh, I see you are better than a fool!"

I said: "That is, I am much better than a fool, that is to say, you are similar to a fool, with such a simple and childish question!"

She said: "Believe it or not, I will block your QQ right now!"

Seeing the word "pull black", I was frightened, and I said:

"I believe in it, but you must block me..."

She said: "Then watch your language and don't mess with me!"

I said: "Yes, yes, Miss, you ignored me and reflected a lot these days. Some of the things I did these days seemed to prove that I don't understand your heart. If you want to be disappointed, you must love me. Very disappointed, I hope you can give me another chance, I will definitely cherish it!"

She said: "Enough is enough, don't say any more, be careful to blackmail!"

I said, "Okay, stop talking, let's talk about something else!"

She said: "Let me ask you, did you read all the reply conversations between me and my friends when you commented on me just now?"

I said, "I just looked at it inadvertently..."

She said: "If you read it, just say you saw it, and you don't care about it. Anyway, there is nothing wrong. You don't have to fantasize! Don't be smug, the person I'm talking about is not you, it can't be you at all! Am I right?" will be with you..."

Seeing her reply, I laughed and said, "Student Longer, my Chinese is not good, can I ask you the meaning of an idiom?"

She said, "Say!"

I said, "What does it mean to be a thief with a guilty conscience?"

She said, "Are you showing off your intelligence to me?"

I said, "Where is it, how dare you?"

She said: "Don't be shy in front of me, be careful of my blacklist!"

Immediately afterwards she said: "Don't be delusional, don't be smug!"

I laughed, and I said: "Haha, is this a manifestation of 'being guilty of being a thief'? I didn't say that person was me, and I didn't have any fantasies. Why do you always remind me not to have fantasies... There must be something wrong! "

Immediately afterwards I said, "Hey, if it's me, just say it directly, what's so embarrassing..."

She replied: "Who is 'guilty'? It's not you or you or you. I know your hobby is self-indulgence, so I remind you... Besides, I will blacklist you!"

I said: "Um, well, I understand, let's not talk about it, let's talk about the next one, have you read the content of my reply?"

After a while, she replied to me again: "Thank you, I think I should agree to him, and I really want to swim to his arms, but it's a pity, that he is not you, the handsome guy who thinks he is passionate!"

Then she said to me on QQ: "I forgot to tell you, I found a boyfriend, and we are living happily now... You can feel that I am lying to you, I don't care... Anyway, I know it's true That's good, how about I show you a picture of him?"

After reading it, I felt something was wrong. Are you deliberately lying to me?I want to ask her to send a picture first to see!So I said, "Okay, give me a picture of him, and let me see where he is better than me?"

She replied to me immediately: "Okay, I'll give you a picture of him, and see how he is not better than you, and don't hurt your self-esteem after seeing it!"

Immediately afterwards, she sent me a photo. The boy in the photo was really handsome, dressed in a non-mainstream way. Looking at the photo in front of me, I wondered if it was real or fake?Is she really...

I told myself not to dream, it was impossible, the sudden discomfort and fear made me speechless, she sent me a message saying:

"How is it? Is he more handsome than you? Hmph, if you don't believe me, let me believe it now. I will tell you that this girl's 'secret boyfriend' has many good ones... not bad for yours!"

I didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say at this moment. At this time, she replied again: "Why don't you speak, don't be too sad, and don't feel inferior! Haha"

I really felt heartbroken after reading her relaxed reply, I didn’t want to face her again, I couldn’t find the confidence and courage, so I changed my QQ status to offline, and then she came again information.

"Why don't you talk to me, and change your status, run away, and dare not face it! Don't be too sad, although it's not a crime for a man to cry, but don't cry alone..."

At this moment, my mind was full of her, I was so annoyed, I just wanted to be alone, so I quit QQ and talked to my mother, and went out to relax by myself, just like this person wandering around the county town again and again, in my mind Thinking of that man's photo, thinking of Long Er, with a trace of fear and worry...

In the evening, I ate something at the night market alone and went home early. After returning home, I turned off my mobile phone and didn’t turn on the computer again, so I went to bed...

Mom asked me: "What's wrong with you?"

I said, "It's okay, I'm just a little sleepy..."

My mother didn't say much, she said, "Oh, let's have a good rest at home during the holidays!"

Lying on the bed, I didn't want to think about anything, and soon fell asleep. That night I had a dream:

Today is Valentine's Day, I called and asked her out to play, we went shopping together in the morning, went to the supermarket together, we were very tired, at noon the two of us went to a hamburger restaurant for dinner, where the two of us had a quiet meal, I confessed to her, and I said: "Longer, I really love you, promise me, let me take care of you?" After that, I grabbed her hands that I wanted to save, and I said : "Leave yourself to me, please? Believe me..." She nodded slightly... I was happy, I shouted, and she said, "I'd like to give you a chance to try, don't I am disappointed, I must be happy..." I smiled and nodded vigorously, we hugged each other happily and smiled happily..."

After waking up in the morning, I remembered my dream and felt very happy, but I felt that the realization of this dream seemed a little far away... After I got up, I washed up and went to the dining table. During breakfast, my sister asked me.

"Lin, what do you want to eat? I won't go home after get off work today. Tomorrow's Valentine's Day, your brother will take me out to play. Tell me, what do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you..."

Valentine's Day?I remembered the dream of last night, I froze, and I said:

"What? Valentine's Day?"

My sister said: "Yes, why... what do you want to eat!"

I said: "Anything is fine, just buy what you see is delicious..."

My sister laughed. At this time, what I was thinking about was the dream of last night. The dream last night was that I asked her to come out to play on Valentine’s Day before I had a chance to confess my love. It’s Valentine’s Day tomorrow, this is really God Is it guiding us to happiness?I thought this dream was a bit miraculous, but when I remembered what her friend said, opportunities are created by myself. I told myself that when the opportunity came, I would seize it, so I quickly finished my breakfast and turned on the computer. After logging on to QQ, her friends sent messages.

"You were not unhappy yesterday, were you?"

I said, "What's wrong? How do you know..."

She said: "Yesterday after the two of you finished talking, she told me this, and she asked me to call to comfort you..."

Then she said: "I called you last night but I couldn't get through, and I sent you a message and you didn't reply!"

At this time, I suddenly remembered that my mobile phone was turned off early last night. I took the mobile phone and turned it on to see that there were indeed missed calls and unread messages. I am very happy...

Her friend said: "She also specifically asked me not to say that she asked me to ask you... Last night I told her that I couldn't get through to you when I called you, and she was very worried about you when you didn't reply to my text messages, and she seemed a little As if regretting, he kept muttering in a low voice."

"If you don't... I won't say those things..."