I walked into the mansions fuming and worried. Angry that he had decided to ditch work simply because of we fought, and worried because it was not his thing.

"Chukwuma." I called walking into the parlour. I needed to do away with calling Him kuku so he knows how serious I am. "Chukwuma. Oh my God." I screamed on seeing him. He was sitting dejectedly on the floor with bottles of empty alcohol and holding an almost empty one. I rushed to him immediately.

His eyes were open but he seemed to not be seeing. "Chukwuma what is this?" I muttered frustrated. His eyes fluttered open slowly.

"Zara you came." He laughed. "I didn't think I was important. I thought you wouldn't notice my absence." He slurred.

I face palmed. "Why the hell will I not notice the absence of my deputy?"

"Oh I'm now your deputy. It's now only about work is it?" He laughed bitterly.

"You know its not just about work. I was worried about you and angry. Maybe now that I think about it I think I was angry because I was worried. You are my friend kuku and I love you." I said while slowly walking to him.

"Friend. I don't want to be your friend. I love you Zara. I love you so much." He cried hugging my legs. My heart sunk, my eyes waterd. "Please give me a chance."

"I love Someone else. I don't want to hurt you. I don't." I sighed trying to push him away from my legs. The harder I pushed him the harder he held me.

"You never loved me did you?" He asked finally letting go of my legs. He took a Long drag from the bottle of red wine.

"You have to stop drinking." I said. I tried to take the bottle away from him but he held on to it like his life depended on it. "Look give me the bottle. Do you want to kill yourself."

"Yes. Yea. I do. Maybe all I need to get you is a suicide attempt of my own." He shouted. I froze. It was a low blow, a very low blow.

"You don't have to make fun of Wale. He is actually going through a lot."

"And I'm not? No one has it easy. But do you see me trying to kill myself. No. He just wanted to get at you. He wants to chain you. I'm the one who loves you genuinely can't you see. You will be happy with me and not him." He spat getting up.

"I love him."

"You don't. You love me. I'll show you." He looked animalistic and very very drunk and I stopped feeling safe. I was just about to leave and ask for help when he grabbed my waist.

"Stop. What are you doing." I shouted trying to get his hands off Me.

"I'm giving you what you deserve. He doesn't want to f.u.c.k you right. Well I do so let me. You will love it I promise." He whispered in my ear and I was repulsed. I stopped struggling and tried to cash my breathe.

"He has the right to say no. He is a human too. He has the right to refuse s.e.x." I said calmly. If only I knew this, I told myself.

"So what now." He spat bitterly. He spun me around to face him. "So now you want to spend your whole life proving your love for someone. He's damaged. No woman should be taught that love is how much bullshit she can take from a man. You are no Angel neither are you his God."

"Let me go."

"I won't." He smashed his lips against mine. Forcefully claiming my tongue. I tried to push him but he was far much stronger. "I want you so damn much I've always wanted you. My body is in need of your warmth." He said into my mouth. I cringed when he held me closer and tighter his p.e.n.i.s touching my stomach. "You are so beautiful." He whispered grabbing my a.s.s. I stopped struggling, if struggling won't get me out then I needed to catch him of guard and that's what I did. His grip on me became softer when I stopped struggling of course he thought I loved it now.

"God. Zara." He yelled holding his balls. "What was that for?"

"You were trying to **** me and you ask me What that was for." I seethed.

"I thought you wanted it and_"

" no I don't. I don't want you in that way. I love you I do but not in that way. How many times am I going to say it. You obviously don't get it and you don't love me, at least not in the way I want to be loved."

"Zara." He cried. I shook my head determined not to fall prey again.

"Clean yourself up and better be back to work tomorrow." With that I walked away without looking back

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