My Husband Turned Me To His Maid

Immediately I walked into my office I closed the door and knelt down by it. I leaned against the door and continued crying my heart out.

I wanted to stop crying but I couldn't. I was shallow so shallow. I knew there was something wrong with him but all I cared was having s.e.x with him. I had seen the size of his d.i.c.k from his trouser the first day we met and really the most reason why I wanted to go on a date with him was because I needed a good f.u.c.k.i.n.g. I was just like his sister, using him for s.e.x. Seeing him as a toy forgetting that he was f.u.c.k.i.n.g human. That this huge dildo was actually attached to a body with a heart.

I heard a knock on the door and I moved away opening it. I knew it was kuku, I let him come in.

He hugged me immediately he did.

"Hey. Zara stop beating your self. You are not responsible for him. Wale is a full grown man who can take care of himself. You are not his mum or sister. This is not your fault " kuku whispered to me.

I cried. I didn't respond. I couldn't. It feet like my tongue was tied, anytime I tried to speak I ended up saying nothing.

After a long day after work kuku drove me home.

"Are you still going to give me am answer today." He asked as I was about to go down. I opened the passenger door, my right leg was already out when he blurted out his question. I put my leg back in and exhaled.

" I'm still in love with Wale." I whispered. Keeping my head straight.

"I know. You have always said that and I have always known that. But just as you know you love him you know he is not good for you. He is not only broken he is twisted. He just might have turned out gay for all I know. Do you want to live your whole life acting as someone savior. Please be logical, does he look like he can be saved." He paused and faced me. "Look at me Zara."

I didn't. I looked straight ahead not wanting to look into his eyes. I was confused and tired. "I don't. I don't know anything else. I'm not sure of anything else except my love for him." I cried into my hands.

He moved closer to me tilted my chin and kissed me hard. "You are sure of something else he said into my lips. You know that the good life you want you will have it with me. You know that Zara. Please. I have known all this while that I was his substitute but think. Think Zara please be logical you know I'm saying the truth." he pleaded.

"Stop." I shouted pushing him away. "Stop its enough. I've had enough for today. Yes. Yes. He's broken yes he's twisted. Yes yes I won't have the perfect life with him. Yes I'm not responsible for him. Its all true. You know what else is true?" I laughed sadly. I seemed to be crying without an end today. "I love him. And I'm shallow. I have had things easy all my life all I have hardly fought for something with my heart without being logical. I have never taken one risk. Not one. I want to take one. If that one is helping a broken man, gambling on my love then fine. Fine."

"He's dead inside. You should have seen his eyes. " Kuku spat spitefully.

"I'm beginning to wonder if you are any different." I laughed. I pushed the passenger door open with as much anger as I felt.