My 26-year-old Female Tenant

Mi Cai's eyes that didn't give up until he got the answer made me feel depressed, so I lit a cigarette for myself, and after smoking half of it, I put the cigarette out in the ashtray, and then said to Mi Cai : "This advertising business was negotiated for Jian Wei and Jinding Real Estate...I..."

   "You don't need to go on."

   "I want to say."

Mi Cai shook her head with tears in her eyes: "Zhaoyang, I really doubt my position in your heart. You keep saying that you care about me, but what? You are willing to come to Suzhou to manage the bar for Le Yao, and you are willing to work for Jian Wei advertising company to negotiate business, but I don’t want to work for Zhuomei…”

   "...It's really not what you think it is."

   "Tell me, what do I think, and then tell me, if this happened to other women, would they be indifferent?"

  I sighed, and lit another cigarette in agitation, but my speech suddenly became clumsy, and I didn't know how to explain it at all.

  Mi Cai turned around and walked towards her room, and then heard the sound of packing clothes.

  I suddenly felt tired, and I didn't even have the strength to stop it. I just looked at the TV cabinet with distracted eyes, but saw a guitar placed vertically beside the TV cabinet.

  I stubbed out the cigarette in my hand again, then went to the cabinet and picked up the guitar, and then looked at it.

   This exquisitely crafted guitar is obviously custom-made, and I suddenly understood that this is the guitar that Mi Cai said to give me a few days ago.

  I saw a pattern of a rainbow and a rising sun on the back of the guitar. I knew that the rising sun was me, and the rainbow was her. Although our names were not engraved on this guitar, it was better than having our names engraved on it.

  My heart hurts as if being thrown into chili water. I raised my head and tried my best to let my breath go smoothly, then put down the guitar, and gently pushed open the door of Mi Cai's room.

She has packed the clothes she had left here and refused to take away into a big suitcase one by one, my heart seemed to be emptied a little bit, and then I felt panic and suffocation, only to feel that I fell down again In the sorrow of love.

I finally couldn't control myself, walked to Mi Cai's side in two steps, and then hugged her tightly, not letting her continue to pack up. Whenever there is a piece of clothing missing in the closet, my heart seems to be hollowed out , I can't bear this pain of emptiness.

  Mi Cai struggled: "Let me go."

   "Don't go, okay?"

"go away."

I hugged her even tighter, choked up: "Don't go, don't go... I don't know how to tell you about some difficulties, I'm stupid, I really don't know how to describe... But, I love you... I really love you , you leave, I will be empty, empty into a skin!"

  Mi Cai bit her lip tightly, with tears in her eyes.

  I kissed her recklessly, she refused desperately, and then gradually catered to her, catering jerkyly.

I could no longer control myself, carried her to the bed, and unbuttoned her clothes one by one, her body was exposed in front of me, and I was in a madness and pulled her lower body to sleep I was wearing pants, but my face was inadvertently pressed against hers. The tear-wet feeling woke me up instantly, and I gradually stopped the movements of my hands, then raised my head and looked at her.

  Her face was covered with tears, but she turned her head away from looking at me. This scene made me lose my physical desire quickly. I looked at her at a loss and said after a while, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry!"

  Mi Cai fastened the buttons of her clothes and looked at me for a long, long time: "Zhaoyang, let us all calm down, calm down, okay?"

   "How long do you have to calm down, I'm afraid you won't come back after you calm down like this."

   "I'm even more afraid that you are entangled with so many women... This is not the love I want!"

   "I don't want to get entangled with them, but... the reality..."

   "Tell me, what happened to reality?"

   "Reality... makes me need that money."

   "Why didn't you tell me you needed money?"

   "Don't you understand? What I want is a sum of money earned by my own ability, not a gift from others!"

  Mi Cai shook her head in pain: "Now we even have obstacles in communication... Don't talk anymore, the more you talk, the deeper our misunderstanding... Let each other calm down, calm down."

  I raised my head to prevent the warmth from the corners of my eyes from turning into tears, but I felt an overwhelming sense of powerlessness in my heart. I was powerless to restrain Mi Cai and let her stay here.

  …

  I thought: I will never forget the back of her dragging the suitcase that night, because the full suitcase contained not only her clothes, but also my soul.

  …

I sat alone in her room until dawn, and I gradually understood that the most unplanned thing in this world is love. We can indeed dream of love very beautifully, but the real life is always smeared, so that We get lost in the mud flow of love.

   And now I can only hope for her words "let each other calm down, calm down", because she hasn't said "break up" yet and didn't really sentence me to death!

  I was so sleepy and tired, I fell asleep on Mi Cai's bed, but her residual temperature has completely dissipated!

  …

  I slept until noon before waking up, and then wandered around the room like a body without a soul, standing for a while, sitting for a while, and taking two steps for a while.

  It wasn't until the phone rang in the room that I rushed into the room, praying that it was Mi Cai who called me, but it was Jian Wei who called.

  I lit a cigarette and connected the phone. I didn't speak, just waiting for her to speak first.

   "Zhaoyang, I'm sorry... I originally put the bank card in your pocket, but Zhao Ke (the person who took me home) was afraid that you would lose it after drinking, so I gave it to Mi Cai for safekeeping..."

  I interrupted Jian Wei and asked, "Will Xiang Chen be unhappy if he knows that I help you with business?"

   Jian Wei hardly thought about it, and said, "Why does he interfere with my work?"

   "Then why do you care that Zhao Ke gave the bank card to Mi Cai instead of me? We only met because of work, right?"

   Jian Wei breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's really good that it doesn't affect you."

   "Hmm... nothing else, I hung up the phone."

"alright, bye."

I hung up Jian Wei's phone, and then I saw an unopened message. I opened it and looked at it. It was Jian Wei who sent it to me last night. She told me that the bank card was in my pocket and attached The PIN of the bank card.

  She didn't lie, all the troubles I have now are just because of Zhao Ke's unnecessary actions, but can I blame others? After all, they also have good intentions, so at this moment, I am willing to believe that this is a catastrophe that Mi Cai and I must go through on the road of love.

  But why Jian Wei can say why Xiang Chen interferes with her work, but I can't say the same about Mi Cai?

   Come to think of it, love is never equal, Xiang Chen and I are the weak side in love, while Mi Cai and Jian Wei are the favored side.

  …

In the evening sunset, I came to the moat with the guitar that Mi Cai customized for me. Looking at the pattern of the rising sun and rainbow on the guitar, I suddenly missed her very much, wanted her to be by my side, and listened to me for her. Playing the last song is an extravagant hope after all. She has tolerated me for a long time. This incident is just a fuse that ignites a long-term conflict, but am I really wrong? I'm really not sure about the authorities.

  The wind brought the smell of spring again, and the willow trees by the moat also broke through the shackles of the cold winter and pulled out the green shoots of spring...

  The spring in front of my eyes made me not want to think about anything. I just watched the rainbow on the guitar and the rising sun burst into fascination.

I think: the beauty of the rainbow is because it has experienced the baptism of wind and rain, the brilliance of the morning sun is because it broke through the shackles of the night, she is the rainbow, I am the morning sun, we are destined to be together, and now the short separation is only because of that The wind and rain and night that hinder us, one day I will see her beauty, and she will bathe in my brilliance!