If You Want To Flirt, I Will Run Away

It rained in the sky.

In country D in September, the sky is dark.

There are only a handful of sunny days this month, but rain is still not a common occurrence.

Xia Fangzheng glanced at his shoulders, which had been wet with raindrops, and walked to the public notice board of L University's Department of Medicine.

Today is the day when the L big list is released. Although tomorrow's official website can also check the number of the passed test certificate, but this afternoon, the school will post the number of the passed test certificate.

"..."

Xia Fangyu really cared about the results, so he came to school ahead of schedule.

Sure enough, there are many people who are just like themselves, waiting for the top of the list.

When Xia Fangzheng was looking at his admission ticket number, the phone rang.

She glanced at the name and picked it up.

"……Hey?"

"How is it?" Zhou Guanxin yawned.

Because of the different time zones, it should be late at night on Zhou Guanxin's side.

"I'm watching, but I think there should be no problem."

Xia Fangyu lowered her gaze, she wrote all the questions in this exam.

She felt that there was no more complete answer than her own, and she was very confident about it.

Her eyes moved, and she found her exam number.

"Yeah, there is."

Some students behind Xia Fangxun saw their admission ticket number and cheered loudly. Some people did not find their admission ticket number and cried bitterly on the spot.

Xia Fangzheng found that they were really a little too calm compared to themselves.

"Congratulations, you actually passed the L University exam." Zhou Guanxin smiled on the other side.

She never doubted that Xia Fangzheng could pass this exam.

Xia Fangyu still answered without any ups and downs, "Thank you."

"You don't sound very happy, it seems that world-class universities are no longer in your eyes."

"no……"

"Does that mean you can't get used to the life of country D?"

"It's not..."

Xia Fangzheng is used to clothing, food, housing and transportation here.

The people here are honest and friendly to her, and she has even made a few like-minded friends.

Xia Fangzheng is very tolerant here.

It's just that she still really wants, really wants to go back...

"...that is, want to see her?"

"..." Xia Fangyu, who was said to be the center, looked at his clothes wet by the rain, and was silent for a long time.

Zhou Guanxin sighed, "Then why did you go to country D? Don't you regret it?"

"..."

"If you want to say regret," Xia Fangyu's voice became low, "After I came here, there is not a day where I don't regret it."

"Every morning, I wonder why I'm in a place like this."

"Every night, thinking I'm not supposed to be like this."

"Maybe I will regret it even more in the future. When I hold a scalpel, when I consult a patient, when I do an experiment..."

"Then what are you going to do?" Zhou Guanxin asked after being silent.

Xia Fangyu smiled on the other end of the phone, "I will still go to university in country D."

"..."

"But can you help me with one thing? Zhou Guanxin?"

...

After Xia Fangxuan hung up the phone, he reached out to the things in his coat pocket.

--

In Xia Fangzheng's mind, there has always been a composition for the concept of happiness.

This composition is just a moment, like a freeze frame.

This freeze frame is a scene she accidentally saw on the side of the road when she was a child.

A little girl was sleeping on her father's lap, crawling, but after a while the girl woke up.

The girl burst into tears because of a nightmare.

Her father touched her head and started coaxing her.

However, the little girl kept crying, so the mother sitting beside her father hugged the little girl and patted her on the back, "Good, good..."

The child slowly fell asleep again.

At that time, Xia Fangzheng had just been accepted into the Xia family. Whether it was his brother or sister, whether it was his father or his servants, he was extremely indifferent.

Seeing the appearance of those three people, Xia Fangyu couldn't help thinking that they should be the happiest family in the world.

The scene of falling asleep in her mother's arms, her father watching the child tenderly, was deeply ingrained in her mind.

Although she found out later that in fact that kind of happiness is taken for granted in ordinary families, it is very sparse and common.

But for Xia Fangzheng, that kind of happiness is too unfamiliar and too far away.

So let her envy, profound and unforgettable.

If you want to draw a composition for happiness, it is probably that scene.

She always wanted to be in that composition, but happiness was too harsh for her.

When she was with Qin Rou, for the first time, she felt that she could outline the appearance of happiness.

I'm afraid no second person can give her this kind of happiness.

Xia Fangzheng looked at the streets of country D where yellow ginkgo leaves fell.

Thinking of the day she was waiting for Qin Rou to change her kimono at Jiangzhidao.

"Mr. Xia..."

After Qin Rou walked out of the kimono shop, she leaned gently into her arms, she pulled Xia Fangxun's shirt with her hands, raised her head and looked at Xia Fangxuan.

Those amber eyes shone brightly, and it was heart-wrenching.

"Kiss me." Her voice carried a warm summer wind.

Xia Fangxuan hugged Qin Rou in his arms and kissed it.

The green ginkgo on Enoshima in June is obviously completely different from the golden ginkgo in country D.

But Xia Fangyu can always think of Qin Rou like this, intentionally or unintentionally.

Qin Rou's crisp laughter, the soft touch of her body, her thin and hot breath, her talking eyes, Xia Fangxun never forgot every part.

She always felt that there was a faint sweet smell of cream wine entangled in her, which made her dream.

The more I recall, the more reluctant I am.

--

Xia Fangxun has been thinking about what Qin Rou is thinking for the past two months.

The longer she gets along with Qin Rou, the more she can instinctively understand Qin Rou's thoughts.

Qin Rou is a naturally arrogant person.

She'd rather end at the best of times than end when she's exhausted by feelings.

I'm afraid, Qin Rou is also afraid that she will get tired of her.

So she let herself go to country D.

Qin Rou didn't want to go to country D by herself, but she didn't believe that Xia Fangyu could really accompany her to give up her dream without any regrets.

In fact, she couldn't believe it.

If Xia Fangyu wanted to give her the injuries she had suffered on her two mothers, it would be better to let go...

I'm afraid, Qin Rou thinks like this...

Xia Fangzhen shook his head in thought.

--

Qin Rou was having a high fever because of the fever period, and turned over uncomfortably.

"..."

Ye Xiyin was changing the anti-fever paste for her, and slowly moved a chair to sit beside her.

This time, Qin Rou's symptoms have stabilized a lot.

Just because of this fever period, Qin Rou kept shedding tears, which wet the pillow.

"If you can't bear her, why don't you keep her?" Ye Xiyin wiped her sweat.

"...Are you saying that you want me to cling to Xia Fangxun like a grudge? Begging her to cling to her?"

Qin Rou looked at Ye Xiyin with a painful smile, "I can't do it."

"Really?" Ye Xiyin didn't put a small box in front of Qin Rou, "Then what is this?"

Ye Xiyin's tone suddenly turned cold, completely unlike the usual good-natured person.

Qin Rou glanced at the box Ye Xiyin took out, with a serious expression, "Ye Xiyin, I said... Don't rummage through my house."

However, the tears of grievance slowly slipped down Qin Rou's face.

Ye Xiyin was a little surprised to see her cry, but she still asked a question, "...How can you buy something?"

"I felt a little curious, so I bought it, okay?"

"You won't tell me, what kind of new thermometer do you think this thing is?"

There was a hint of accusation in Ye Xiyin's tone.

"Have you not been taught safety measures in school?"

"Meow meow!" Xia Xiaohei ran to the two of them as if he wanted to protect Qin Rou.

There are large beads of sweat on Qin Rou's forehead, but she doesn't admit defeat in a weak tone, "Ye Xiyin, your voice is so loud... it's irritating my ears..."

Qin Rou puffed out her cheeks and turned over on the bed, "I didn't say I couldn't buy a pregnancy test stick out of curiosity..."

"It's just that the estrus period came before I used it. Now I don't need to test to know that I'm not pregnant. What a waste of money..."

Qin Rou's voice was low, but she sighed as if helpless.

This time, Qin Rou's estrus period has indeed been delayed for a long time, because her health has been bad and she is not regular.

Ye Xiyin didn't care, she didn't expect that Qin Rou was quietly worrying about whether she was pregnant.

Thinking of Qin Rou's worries, Ye Xiyin has no way to criticize her.

"When was your last time?" Ye Xiyin asked.

Qin Rou replied behind her back, "It's just a few days before she's going to Country D..."

Ye Xiyin felt that her eyeballs were about to fall out, "It's all that time, you guys are still doing this kind of thing?"

"Can't you..."

Xia Fangzheng, an Alpha who suffered a thousand knives.

Ye Xiyin felt that her head was about to explode with anger, but she suppressed her temper when she saw Qin Rou's current appearance, "Fortunately, I'm not pregnant..."

She was still relieved.

If Xia Fangzheng went abroad to study now and Qin Rou was pregnant with her child, it would be really troublesome.

However, as soon as those words fell, Qin Rou, who had not spoken just now, smiled helplessly.

"'Fortunately, I'm not pregnant'..." She trembled slightly with Ye Xiyin's shoulders on her back.

Ye Xiyin heard Qin Rou's weak sobbing, and suddenly saw Qin Rou wipe her tears with her hands, "..."

Ye Xiyin could only hug her quickly, "Qin Rou, what's the matter?"

"...I don't want it." She hugged Ye Xiyin and sobbed softly, "I don't want it..."

It was obviously a low sob, but that refusal was as distressing as it was heartbreaking repeatedly.

It hurts like I lost something.

"Qin Rou You don't want her child, do you?"

Ye Xiyin was speechless, "Are you trying to tie Xia Fangxu with the child?"

In the words of Qin Rou, it is indeed possible to do so...

So now she's crying because the plan fell through?

Qin Rou's red eyes softened her heart, "Ye Xiyin, I just want her to leave me something."

"So don't misunderstand me." Qin Rou said in a low voice.

"Misunderstanding..." Ye Xiyin looked at Qin Rou as if she didn't know what to say.

Want Xia Fangzheng's child...

Ye Xiyin couldn't imagine that Qin Rou had such a side.

"Qin Rou, let her stay." Ye Xiyin hugged Qin Rou and patted Qin Rou's back, "I will help you convince her..."

"……I do not want."