If You Want To Flirt, I Will Run Away

"Woooooooo-"

"Mom, why don't you want me anymore?"

"I'll be a good boy... You said I was a good boy, didn't you?"

Qin Rou wants to grab Bai Lingqiu's hand.

Bai Lingqiu shook Qin Rou's hand away.

"Qin Rou, listen carefully."

"Qin Chiqing will give you a better life. She is your mother."

"But, I haven't seen her for a long time, and I hate Alpha..."

"That has nothing to do with me, Qin Rou"

"Mother……"

Qin Rou turned over and opened her eyes.

The face Bai Lingqiu had when she left her was a past that she could never forget no matter what.

No matter how she grabbed Bai Lingqiu's hand, hugged her, and begged her, she was finally thrown away.

That was the first time she knew what it was like to be abandoned.

After Bai Lingqiu handed her over to Qin Chiqing, she did live a better life.

only……

"Xiao Rou, the matter of living with you should be considered insignificant..." Qin Chiqing lowered her head.

"What do you mean...?" The fork on Qin Rou's hand stopped.

"She is pregnant, and I must take this responsibility. I have not been a good mother so far, so, at least this time, I must take this responsibility..."

—Because you failed with me. Because you are not a good mother in front of me.

- So, you want to be a good mother to your new baby? As compensation, to experience what it's like to be a mother in another child?

"...What about me?" Qin Rou covered her eyes with her palms.

Am I not your child?

"Do I have to be your failed past?"

Xia Fangzheng also swore that she would not leave her.

However, she is now going to university in country D...

Whenever, she is always thrown away like this easily.

"why?"

Qin Rou's voice gradually became lower.

"..."

Sure enough, Xia Fangzheng would leave him just like those two people.

Qin Rou's toes curled tightly, hugging herself like a baby.

Big tears fell to the ground.

"always like this--"

"..." Qin Rou lowered her gaze.

At this moment, her doorbell rang.

--

open the door.

Xia Fangyu looked at Qin Rou with red eyes, and was a little lost for a moment.

"Qin Rou, why are you crying?" Xia Fangyu wanted to reach out to help Qin Rou wipe away her tears.

As soon as she stretched out her hand, Qin Rou wanted to close the door and shut Xia Fangxu out.

Rather than listening to Xia Fangyu saying that she was going to Country D and wanted to leave herself, Qin Rou would choose to leave Xia Fangzheng herself.

Qin Rou pulled the door behind her resolutely.

Xia Fangyu saw Qin Rou's tendency to close the door, and grabbed the door without flinching.

Her fingers grabbed the crack of the door, trying to pull it open.

"Qin Rou, listen to me, please..."

Qin Rou's two hands tried hard to close the door.

But Xia Fangyu still didn't let go of his hand, and the moment his hand was caught by the door, Xia Fangyu groaned in pain.

"hiss!"

Qin Rou heard Xia Fangxun's voice and let go of her hand, "..."

Xia Fangyu squeezed into the door, "Qin Rou, why don't you want to listen to me..."

Qin Rou glanced at Xia Fangxun's hand.

Several joints in her fingers had been pressed red by the door.

"...Come in, I'll find medicine for you."

Qin Rou was a little unhappy and let Xia Fangyu enter the door.

"I didn't expect you to do something like a ruffian. You deserve to hurt yourself by doing this kind of thing." Qin Rou complained while opening the medicine box.

"If it wasn't for the local ruffian, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to let you open the door." Xia Fangzheng replied succinctly.

"……Fool."

Qin Rou said in a low voice, and sprayed the potion on Xia Fangxun's fingers.

She was clearly distressed.

"I came here because I have something important to tell you..." Xia Fangyu thought for a while and finally spoke.

Qin Rou said coldly with no expression: "I know about your going to Country D."

Xia Fangzheng looked at her and smiled, "I have been preparing for a long time, because I have always had such a goal, there are many N award winners in D country L University..."

Qin Rou knew that Xia Fangxun had been studying all the time and that she worked hard.

But seeing her smiling so calmly and talking about leaving her, Qin Rou lowered her eyes unpleasantly, "I know."

"..." Xia Fangyu touched her head, "I'm not going."

Qin Rou looked at Xia Fangxun and was silent for a while, and there seemed to be a faint light in her eyes, "What do you mean?"

Xia Fangyu gently pressed his head against Qin Rou's head, "Qin Rou, if you don't want me to go, I won't go."

Qin Rou looked at Xia Fangyu in disbelief.

"Xia Fangzheng, you spent a lot of time preparing."

"Indeed, I've been preparing for this all the time, and now I can finally relax."

"I also learned D language."

"When we travel to country D in the future, it will be very convenient to ask for directions."

"You..." Qin Rou leaned against Xia Fangxun's shoulder all of a sudden, her eyes seemed to be filled with tears, "...Are you really going to give up for me?"

"Is it bad?" Xia Fangyu rubbed Qin Rou's ears.

Qin Rou shook her head, buried her head in Xia Fangxun's arms, and did not answer, "..."

She held Xia Fangyu tightly in her hands, "Xia Fangyu, you always wanted to see me wearing earrings, didn't you? Can you pierce my ears today?"

Xia Fangyu brought her ear piercing needles when she came here last time, but she didn't understand why Qin Rou's attitude changed, "Is it really possible? Obviously every time I mention it, you don't want it."

"...don't you want to see it?"

Xia Fangzheng paused, "Well, yes, I want to see..."

--

Xia Fangyu used a cotton swab to disinfect Qin Rou's ear.

Qin Rou's shoulders trembled because of the cool touch of alcohol.

Her fingers grabbed Xia Fangxun's shoulder, "That thing in your hand hurts just by looking at it..."

Xia Fangyu smiled helplessly when he saw that his clothes were caught with fingerprints.

While she thought that Qin Rou was so cute, she started to lie again.

"It doesn't really hurt, it'll be fine in no time..."

"..."

Qin Rou's body began to shrink back.

"Didn't you ask me to fight for you? Why did you start fighting back at this time?" Xia Fangxun firmly took Qin Rou's hand.

"Well, I fought for you..."

Qin Rou finally leaned on the sofa obediently, her chest heaving slightly for fear.

Xia Fangyu looked at her like this and couldn't help but kiss her.

Her left hand gently stroked Qin Rou's back, so that she would not step back, but the ear piercing needle in her right hand was aimed at Qin Rou's ear.

- Click.

The sound of metal piercing the earlobe sounded.

"……Well."

Qin Rou bit Xia Fangzheng in pain.

Xia Fangzheng felt the **** smell on the tip of her tongue, and after licking her lips, she got up gently and sterilized the needle again indifferently.

Qin Rou looked at her with tears in her eyes, her face full of disbelief.

It wasn't until Xia Fangzheng turned to look at her that she whispered, "Liar, it hurts to death."

Xia Fangyu touched her head and wiped her right ear with alcohol.

"It didn't hurt as much the second time." Xia Fangzheng lied.

"Don't treat me as a child..." Qin Rou raised her head and looked at Xia Fangyu with hazy and ambiguous eyes.

Xia Fangyu leaned over and kissed again, "...Is there a child like you?"

After the earrings were put on, Qin Rou's earlobes were hot and red, as attractive as a strawberry.

Xia Fangxun put the tools aside and carefully touched her red earlobe, "Does it hurt?"

"Yeah." Qin Rou's already red eyes started to shed tears again.

"It won't hurt in a few days." Xia Fangyu gently picked her up and patted her back.

Qin Rou put both hands on Xia Fangxun's shoulders, and quietly asked in Xia Fangxun's ear, "Does it look good?"

"Good-looking." Xia Fangzheng kissed her chin again, his eyes soft.

Qin Rou is wearing the earrings she chose.

As beautiful as she imagined.

Xia Fangyu looked into Qin Rou's eyes and licked Qin Rou's tears lightly.

"Qin Rou, now... can you?" Xia Fangxun's glands were burning with nerves.

"Are you so happy to see me wearing earrings?"

"……Ok."

Qin Rou kissed Xia Fangzheng back, "Yes."

--

Qin Rou slowly recovered from her panting, and she lightly kissed Xia Fangxun's forehead.

"Xia Fangzheng."

"Go to country D, don't stay."

"..." Xia Fangzheng looked at her, and her throat suddenly became a little dry.

"why?"

"No reason, I didn't ask you to stay for me."

"Don't you want me to stay?" Xia Fangyu looked at her in disbelief.

Qin Rou looked at her for a while and said, "I don't want to."

Xia Fangyu looked at Qin Rou blankly.

After a while, Qin Rou looked at Xia Fangyu, "I also have my self-esteem, Xia Fangyu."

"Go to country D, don't stay."

"..."

--

Xia Fangyu didn't know how he got home.

She couldn't help thinking of what Shu Yanqing said.

"Are you really willing to stay for her?"

"Give up your dream to be with her?"

"You will feel regret every time you think about not being a doctor in the future. Because this regret has passed, you can no longer fill it..."

Shu Yanqing made a gesture of ashes.

"Will your relationship really not be worn down?"

"You don't imagine what it would be like to be a doctor from time to time, you don't blame her, you blame her for thinking, so you can't become a doctor."

"You can't help but imagine another future."

"Because that's what you've always wanted."

Xia Fangzheng was silent.

After a while, she slowly raised her eyes and replied, "I won't..."

Shu Yanqing glanced at her, and she repeated it in a noncommittal tone, "'You can't'? Is it?"

"Maybe, everyone thought so at the beginning."

"But, even if you were that special person, you wouldn't think so, but wouldn't she think so?"

"Will she not care? Will she really be happy when she thinks that you gave up your dream because of yourself?"

--

In July, Xia Fangxun passed the interview of L University as scheduled.

As soon as August arrived, she went to country D to take a written test.

For a month, Qin Rou didn't make a call or answer a call she made.