Disaster Artist

Mi Yang is tired, she is really tired—

Not because of dreams, but because of faith.

"Believe", this requires great courage and perseverance. Believe in dreams, believe in hope, believe in yourself, and believe in the future. As words, they are just a few light words. It couldn't be simpler, just like eating and drinking water.

However, in real life, a word of "believe" needs to exhaust all one's energy, shouldering the weight of life, shouldering the cruelty of reality, shouldering the doubts of others, and shouldering one's own hesitation. Convince yourself once and for all to continue to believe that even if you are covered with bruises and bruises, you need to continue to grit your teeth, day after day, year after year, until all energy is exhausted.

Faith and beliefs slowly dissipate like this, and the day when you no longer believe, it means the death of youth, and then, you grow up like this—

So, they begin to refuse to believe, refuse to believe in dreams, refuse to believe in hope, refuse to believe in themselves, and likewise, refuse to believe in the future.

In order to escape from themselves, and to convince themselves that this is the right way, they use maturity and sophistication to explain their evasion and cowardice, and then wantonly ridicule, trample on, and wantonly despise those young people who still believe in dreams and hold beliefs, waiting They are also bloody, and they call themselves "successful people", proudly showing off their growth, and pointing the country condescendingly with the attitude of someone who has experienced it.

But is this really "success"?

Or... is this really growing up?

Lan Kai chose to give up, choose to compromise, and kept convincing himself that this is success in the eyes of others, and this is the life he longs for.

but…

but!

Looking at Mi Yang in front of him, Lan Kai saw the scars in those eyes, a little bit of timidity, a little bit of pain, a little bit of struggle and a little bit of tiredness, but he still couldn't hide the faint light flickering in the depths of the child's hole, and finally That ray of faith is burning, and it has never been extinguished.

Mi Yang is still struggling, she still hasn't given up her faith and hope, but she is afraid, afraid of being disappointed again, afraid of being hurt again—

No hope, no disappointment, no hurt.

Lan Kai stared at the fragility in Mi Yang's eyes, his heart curled up fiercely, he saw himself, the self strangled to death by his own hands.

Until now, Lan Kai finally understood the reason why Mi Yang and himself quarreled—

He no longer believes it.

He chose to bow his head, choose to compromise, and gave up, and told himself that it was for Mi Yang, but in fact, it was only because he was afraid that he flinched and he wavered, and then he used Mi Yang as an excuse to get into the pink bubble built by Song Qiao Paoli, enjoying the surrounding light with peace of mind.

But what about Mi Yang?

What about Mi Yang who is still steadfast in her belief?

She was left in place like this, fighting alone.

Sticking to the belief, sticking to the dream, sticking to the hope, it is really too difficult, the reason why they can do it is because they accompany each other, walk side by side on the road of persistence, warm each other, support each other, accompany each other, hide in the dark The light of hope in one piece is also slightly brighter.

Until he turned and left, Mi Yang was forgotten in the endless darkness.

What did he do?

Lan Kai stared at Mi Yang in front of him, his breathing was cut off in an instant, his eyes were covered with mist in a sudden, the pain firmly grasped his heart, hard, hard, hard, all the internal organs curled up When he got up, the destructive force completely destroyed his defense line.

He raised his head in embarrassment and looked at the sky, the sky was filled with starlight, but he couldn't remember the last time he looked up at the starry sky.

take a deep breath.

Lan Kai looked at Mi Yang again, "Why?"

Mi Yang was slightly taken aback, and looked at Lan Kai incredulously, "Why?"

"Why don't you want to continue?" Lan Kai asked.

Mi Yang paused, "Because I've been hurt deeply enough, because I'm tired..."

Lan Kai shook his head lightly, interrupting Mi Yang's words, "You are a giant baby."

Mi Yang's eyes widened, "I'm not a giant baby, I'm trying to mature..."

"No, you are. You cry like a giant baby." Lan Kai scanned Mi Yang with disdainful eyes, his face full of expressions that he didn't want to continue arguing.

"You have an audition tomorrow at 5:30 p.m., and I'll be over at 8:00 a.m. Maybe you'll show up, maybe you won't. I don't know."

While talking, Lan Kai had already returned to his car, started the engine, and refused to continue communicating.

Mi Yang stood there, dumbfounded, unable to turn his head for a while, and finally—"How did you find me?"

Lan Kai pointed across the street, "The house opposite the library."

Mi Yang once said it once, and only once.

The next morning, at eight o'clock sharp, Lan Kai was waiting at the door of Mi Yang's parents' house, but the time was passing, and it was already eight and three in the blink of an eye, but there was still no movement, and Mi Yang was nowhere to be seen.

Lan Kai was about to give up, started the engine, and was about to leave, but Mi Yang appeared from behind. The hand that was about to open the door failed to grab the handle, and the car flew out. Mi Yang stood there dumbfounded, After eating a mouth full of ashes, he looked at Lan Kai with a face full of astonishment—

Hahaha!

There was a burst of laughter in the screening hall.

Of course, Mi Yang got into the car smoothly, she just went to buy breakfast.

Lan Kai accompanied Mi Yang to the audition site. This was the first time he accompanied Mi Yang to the audition. The air was a bit quiet. UU Reading www.uukanshu. Even Lan Kai became nervous.

Finally, it was Mi Yang's turn—

"You are very welcome to audition. At present, we do not have a script for the time being. The script is in the hands of the director. The shooting location is in Essonne. We may need two to three months of training and rehearsal time, and another four months of shooting time. Director I believe that this needs a process, and he hopes to see the role gradually formed in the actors."

Mi Yang was slightly taken aback.

It was different from any of her previous auditions, not only formal but also contextual.

Mi Yang didn't even realize it, and the smile on the corner of his mouth rose slightly, "Okay."

There is no nonsense, the audition director has already cut to the point, "Next, I hope you can tell us a story."

Mi Yang was stunned, "About what?"

The camera was aimed at Mi Yang in this way, close-ups and close-ups, fully presenting all the expressions on Mi Yang's face in front of the audience.

Audition Director, "Anything, any story is fine, just say whatever story comes to your mind?"

Mi Yang was obviously not ready, "Is everything okay?"

"Yeah, anything, you're the storyteller, and we're here to listen."

Mi Yang was stunned again, today's audition was different from any previous one, everything was brand new, she claimed to have participated in countless auditions, and had seen all kinds of scenes, but this audition was the first time, her The brain needs to organize its thoughts.

"You can start when you're ready."

Mi Yang looked up at the audition director, but his eyes were still blank:

tell a story? What story?

The brain was blank, but miraculously, the smile on the corner of the mouth rose slightly, and the memories gradually overflowed in the mind like a tide.