Disaster Artist

Yan Huaishu closed his eyes in pain, his ears were filled with the arguments between Lan Kai and Mi Yang, anger, confusion and helplessness surged into his heart again.

She understands, she understands all of them, in fact, they are all right, but under the pressure of life, facing a crossroads, they make different choices——

Lan Kai thought that Mi Yang hoped that he could find a stable job, stop having unrealistic dreams, and live a good life down-to-earth.

But Mi Yang is worried that Lan Kai has to make compromises in order to make a living, and even loses herself. She has no dreams and no happiness. She is worried that Lan Kai will not be happy.

Mi Yang hopes that Lan Kai can continue to pursue her dreams. She believes that as long as Lan Kai pays enough sincerity for Lan Kai's jazz bar, people will feel it.

But Lan Kai believes that his own happiness is no longer important, and he aspires to become a successful person in the eyes of the world like others and bring happiness to Mi Yang.

In Lan Kai’s view, Mi Yang’s humiliation in front of his parents, his difficulties in front of his friends, and his lack of happiness. He hopes that Mi Yang can be happy, and also hopes that Mi Yang can wholeheartedly pursue his dream of being an actor, so he chooses to sacrifice.

In Mi Yang's view, Lan Kai's humiliation is not happy. For an income, she not only buries her dream, but also her persistence in music. She sincerely hopes that Lan Kai can be happy and enjoy every day even if she is poor.

actually…

Mi Yang is thinking about Lan Kai, and Lan Kai is also thinking about Mi Yang. They both love each other deeply and support each other in their own ways; Too much living space—

Perhaps, only fools continue to believe in dreams.

Seeing that Lan Kai and Mi Yang were hurting each other while clearly thinking about each other, Yan Huaishu closed her eyes, but the memories in her mind made her lose her armor and she needed all her strength to control herself. Then he opened his eyes again and looked at the two people affectionately.

The orange candlelight reflected the faces of two people, stubborn, confused and angry, but they were too young to know what happened.

Lan Kai lowered his eyes to hide his slightly red eye sockets, so that he ignored the light tears in Mi Yang's eye sockets, he was struggling.

"Maybe you only like me when I'm poor, because that will make you feel good about yourself." Lan Kai finally said it out.

Su Changting couldn't help holding his breath, and the world went blank.

Mi Yang didn't speak, and stared at Lan Kai with a face full of astonishment. He just looked at Lan Kai's expression carefully and carefully, trying to find a trace of familiarity from that face he loved so much. However, Lan Kai He raised his eyes stubbornly and angrily, and met Mi Yang's gaze coldly.

"...Are you joking?" Mi Yang finally spoke, but the tears in his eyes could hardly be suppressed.

"No." Lan Kai was hard-hearted.

Mi Yang looked at Lan Kai quietly without speaking, but in those eyes, she could see that the world was falling apart. She raised her eyes in embarrassment, looked up at the sky, trying to control her tears, but the hotness in her eyes was gone. more and more.

Silence is spreading, the vinyl record has long since ended.

Until the smoke alarm sounded, the sharp sound cut through the silence, Lan Kai got up and went to the kitchen, Mi Yang picked up his backpack, turned around and walked away.

boom!

With the sound of closing the door heavily, the siren disappeared, and the big screen fell into darkness.

In the entire auditorium, there was no sound, only the voice of heartbreak was surging.

— Mi Yang's stage play is finally about to be staged.

premiere day.

Lan Kai unfortunately missed the performance because of an interview with an authoritative magazine arranged by Song Qiao. When he arrived at the theater, everything was over.

"it's over."

Mi Yang looked at the apologetic Lan Kai and was heartbroken.

"it's all over."

"I'm done with this self-defeating life. Enough is enough. I'm done."

"There was no audience at all, and I couldn't even pay for the theater space. It was all..."

It’s not just that there are no audience, there are only two or three kittens; even after the show, the audience thinks that the show is a complete joke, “I’ll forget it with one shot”, “What the hell”, “Thousands of Don't quit your job and focus on acting like she did hahaha", total disaster.

Mi Yang, finally had enough.

Mi Yang left and walked away, leaving Lan Kai standing alone in the red neon lights of the theater, his lonely figure stretched the old elders.

The story of Mi Yang and Lan Kai seems to have come to an end—

Mi Yang left Lanchuan, returned to his hometown, and returned to his childhood room; Lan Kai stayed in Lanchuan, but he left Songqiao's band and started to pick up some casual jobs one after another, such as at the wedding party I worked as a pianist in the past, but life will never be the same after all.

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Then, a phone call disrupted Lan Kai's life, but it was not from him, but from Mi Yang, a call inviting Mi Yang to audition.

The owner of a well-known professional casting company, she watched Mi Yang's stage play, she liked it very much, she liked it very much, so she invited Mi Yang to audition for an important movie, but Mi Yang's mobile phone was turned off and she couldn't get in touch, so, They found another call in the resume.

Lan Kai rushed all the way to Mi Yang's hometown overnight.

However, what never occurred to me was—

"I'm not going, I'm sure I'm not going. If I go, if I go...it will be a worse death."

Mi Yang refused.

Lan Kai couldn't understand it, and it was rare to see him. Lan Kai became angry and yelled recklessly in the middle of the night, expressing his opposition with all his strength.

Mi Yang begged bitterly, UU reading www.uukanshu. com had no choice but to express his true thoughts.

"Because...because I've been in countless auditions and every time the same thing is repeated over and over again."

"When I'm interrupted in the middle of a show because someone wants to order takeout, or I'm crying and they start laughing, or I see a bunch of actors sitting in the waiting room, They're like me, but prettier than me, better than me..."

"Maybe it's because I'm not good enough."

Lan Kai looked at Mi Yang who was about to collapse, "No, you are already good enough."

This sentence made Mi Yang's emotions stay in the air, "No, I'm not..."

"You are good enough."

"Maybe I'm not enough."

"You are enough."

"No, no, maybe I'm not enough..."

"You are enough."

Over and over again, over and over again, Lan Kai kept giving affirmative replies like this. Finally, Mi Yang finally gave up arguing and turned his head in embarrassment to hide the tears in his eyes, but he couldn't control it even with all his strength.

Mi Yang slightly raised his head to look at Lan Kai.

"Maybe I'm the kind of person who has fantasies but lacks strength. Everything is just a daydream and will never come true. You said it yourself, you changed your dream, then woke up from the big dream, and finally grew up .”

"Perhaps, I am just one of the ordinary people who are doomed to be mediocre."

"I, I can go back to school and find some things I should do. At the beginning, I left my studies and went to Lanchuan, but six years have passed, and I don't want to continue anymore. I can't, Lan Kai, I can't..."

Mi Yang looked at Lan Kai, with despair slowly showing in his eyes, struggling gently in pain.