It seems that the sun hasn't fully risen yet, and Jingjia has woke up early.

"Husband, we're going to get up. We're going to take wedding photos. Don't sleep anymore. Get up quickly." Jing Jiajia stretched out his hand and rubbed Bu Dongze's face.

Bu Dongze slowly opened his eyes and smiled at the well, "husband, it's time to get up."

Bu Dongze looked outside. It seemed that the sky was still gray. What time was it? He looked up at the clock on the opposite wall. God, he was right. It's only 5:30 in the morning!

"Wife, what time is it?"

"It's almost eight o'clock." Jing Jiajia's face is not red and his heart doesn't jump.

"Take a good look again." Bu Dongze said, closed his eyes again, and held her tighter in his arms.

Jingjiajia looked quite surprised. "EH - why is it only 5:30? Just now I saw that it was 7:30. Why did I step back for another two hours, husband? Is this watch broken?"

"It must not be bad. Be obedient and sleep a little longer."

"No, people can't sleep, husband. Don't sleep either. We have to make breakfast, eat, and then drive to the photography building. You get up and don't sleep again."

Bu Dongze slowly opened his eyes and gently scraped the bridge of her nose. "Wife, it's OK to go at 10 a.m. anyway, at the beginning, he planned to take photos for three days. Don't worry, take photos slowly. If he can't, take photos for two more days. Anyway, the divorce ceremony is nine days."

"But -- husband, I can't sleep. What should I do?"

Bu Dongze thought for a moment, "then sleep with your husband and watch next to you."

"I don't look at you. I don't look good at all. I want to get up."

"Sleep a little longer, just two hours, and then it's over. Be obedient," he coaxed softly.

Jingjiajia shook her head and had to get up. How can this man not understand her heart? Taking wedding photos is the most important photo in a woman's life. Can you not be excited? He must not be excited, because he took photos once. Thinking of this, Jing Jiajia felt a little uncomfortable. She stopped talking, turned over in his arms, gave her a back, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

"What's the matter?" Bu Dongze asked softly and forced her over.

"Nothing, go to sleep." jingjiajia said faintly, as if she didn't want to say anything to him, and she closed her eyes.

"Honey, what's the matter? Did your husband say something wrong that made you angry? My husband apologized to you. Don't be angry, okay?"

"Sleep, I'm sleepy, I want to sleep." jingjiajia turned over again and turned his back to bu Dongze.

Bu Dongze turned her over again, hugged her tightly, no longer gave her a chance to turn over, and asked softly, "what's the matter?"

Jingjiajia pursed her mouth and opened her eyes. She saw that tears were about to flow out.

Seeing her like this, bu Dongze was flustered, "don't, don't cry, wife, what's the matter with you? You said, don't cry, your husband made a mistake and apologized to you immediately, OK?"

"People want to take wedding photos and can't sleep excitedly. You're not excited at all. I know that although you took photos once, it doesn't count. We only count, but you don't look forward to it at all. Don't you want to take photos with me?"

Bu Dongze had an impulse to cry. She didn't know what was wrong these days. She always asked him if he didn't want to marry her. He always felt that she was hiding something from him, but she just didn't say it.

He sat up, stretched out and picked her up. "Gaga, what's on your mind?"

Jingjiajia pursed her mouth and looked at him with tears in her eyes, but she didn't say what happened. Bu Dongze's heart was more worried, "wife, what happened? Tell me, will you?"

Suddenly, jingjiajia put his arm around his neck and lay on his shoulder crying.

With her trembling body and gentle sobs, Dongze became uneasy and stopped asking why. He pulled up the quilt to cover her, then leaned against the head of the bed and let her cry. When she wanted to say, she would naturally tell him. When she didn't want to say, even if he asked her again, he wouldn't say that he knew her, just wanted to know himself.

After crying for a long time, gradually her sobbing stopped, and her body no longer trembled. Bu Dongze picked her up, gently wiped away her tears with his thumb, and said softly, "you can't cry any more. Your eyes are swollen. How can you take pictures today? Smile, my Gaga is the most beautiful to laugh, and it's not good to cry."

Jingjiajia lowered her head and pulled her hand, whispering, "husband, if I --"

"I can't have children anymore. Will you still love me?"

At first, bu Dongze was stunned and didn't understand what she meant, but in two seconds, he suddenly remembered something, "Jiajia, we don't want children. We already have three. There's enough. Don't want them, okay?"

"But I want to give you another one and let him follow your last name. And you always want another one, don't you?"

"Fool, that's all a joke with you. I told you that although children are the crystallization of our love, in my heart, your position is always more important than them. I love you more than them. I told you how you forgot."

Jingjiajia shook his head and kept crying, "Ze, no, I want to have another child for you, but I can't have another child, no more..."

"Jiajia, look at me." Bu Dongze held jingjiajia's face up, bowed his head and kissed her lips. He wanted to tell him that he really didn't care whether she could have children, because he didn't want to have a child at all. Last time he told her to have another child in front of his family, and then told him his last name, because if he didn't say that, Mom certainly wouldn't agree to let the three children be named Jing, so he said that. Since the children were born early in the last explosion, he vowed that he would never let her suffer like this in his life. Giving birth to a child was a woman walking on the edge of death. He was afraid of her accident, so he asked the doctor to put a contraceptive ring on her without her permission at that time, But he never told her about it.

Although jingjiajia put her arms around his neck and responded to the kiss, her tears still kept coming. She really wanted to have a baby for him, really.

Loosen her and look at her tearful face. His heart is like countless mole ants drilling, "don't cry, be obedient, we won't take photos today, go to the hospital."

Jingjiajia shook his head. "I won't go. I won't go. I've checked it. It's useless."

Holding her shoulder tightly, bu Dongze said remorsefully, "Jiajia, I'm sorry, there's one thing I haven't told you. In fact, after xun'er and ya'er were born last time, I asked the doctor to put on the contraceptive ring with you. I'm afraid of another accident, so I, I didn't tell you."

Jingjiajia suddenly widened her eyes, but within two seconds her eyes dimmed again, "thank you, husband, but it's not because of this."

"Why is that?"

"I went to the hospital for examination, but the doctor didn't find out that I had a contraceptive ring. She said I would never be pregnant again."

"Where did you check it?"

"Central Hospital."

"When did it happen?"

"When you were not discharged two days ago, you went home to cook."

Bu Dongze laughed.

"What are you laughing at? Do you even laugh at me? Laugh at me for being a woman who can't have children." Jing Jiajia's heart is very uncomfortable. If she once had a child, she no longer expects anything. Who knows that God gave them two daughters later, so she was greedy. She wanted another son, but this time she was not so lucky, In fact, how she wished she could be lucky again and have his child again.

"No, fool, why don't you tell me? I say you always feel like you have something on your mind for a few days. It's because of it."

"What's the matter? Isn't it important?"

Bu Dongze shook his head. "It's very important. In this way, we'll go to the hospital and check again later, OK? But you have to promise me that if the contraceptive ring is still there, it won't be removed now. We'll have another child in two years. The doctor said that we can't get pregnant within three years after caesarean section, otherwise the wound will crack, so we'll have another child in two years."

"But none."

"Do you believe in your husband?"

Jingjiajia looked at him and nodded, "believe it."

"Then don't cry. Let's go to the hospital after dinner. How about it?"

Jingjiajia still didn't believe what he said. He raised his small face and asked softly, "well, you didn't lie to me?"

"Really not. Have you forgotten who opened the central hospital? It was opened by your husband and me, little fool."

"You have to swear that you didn't lie to me."

Bu Dongze raised three fingers, put away his smile and became serious. "Jing Jiajia's husband Bu Dongze vowed that everything I said is true. If there is a half empty word, I will --"

Jingjiajia's little hand blocked his mouth, "well, I believe you."

Bu Dongze saw her tightly in his arms and sighed slightly in his heart. He was not going to tell her about it, but today he had no choice but to tell her, "that wife, if she is really pregnant at that time, we will only have this one and never want it again, okay?"

Jingjia looked up at him with a smile and nodded, "Well, in the future, if you let me have a baby, I won't have a baby, and I'll be a pig again. It's all over. Then we'll go to the hospital after dinner. We won't take wedding photos today, and we'll take photos tomorrow. I want to take photos at home. There's also my home and the garden downstairs of your company. At that time, the place where we first met was not in the forest, but that The place is still there. "

"Gaga, don't you hate me for destroying the forest?" Bu Dongze asked softly. If he knew at that time that he would fall in love with her and everything about her, he would not destroy the forest in those years. Therefore, life is unpredictable, just like no one knows what will happen tomorrow. Therefore, at every moment, he will cherish, love and love her For a second, although he never told her these sweet words, he really did.

"Maybe I hated the man who destroyed the forest before, but I didn't know it was you at that time. When I knew it was you, I already fell in love with you and couldn't hate it. So you should love me more and hurt me, or you'll be sorry for me. If you're sorry for me, I'll leave with the children so that you can't find me again, so I'll be there This man marries himself, then has a group of children with him, and then annoys you. "

He imprisoned her more tightly and said overbearing, "I can't and won't give you this opportunity. Dishonest little guy, his mind is full of these things. If you are mine, you will always be mine. Don't think about it all the time."

Jingjiajia beat him, smiled happily and stuck it tightly to his chest. "Arrogant man, I hate you. You have to take care of other people's thoughts and ignore you."

"Who makes you mine, so whether your people or your heart, including your thoughts, must be mine. I am such an arrogant, selfish and overbearing man. Who makes you fall in love with me?"

Jingjiajia straightened up. "I hate it. I wonder how it sounds like I'm on a thief ship."

"No, no, it's my husband who got on your ship of happiness."

"That's about the same."

"Husband, let's go to the hospital and see Mo Rong by the way?"

Bu Dongze lowered his head and stared at her for a long time before he said, "Jiajia, I don't know how to face her now. Although my aunt and uncle were finally out of danger, I still can't forgive her. I'm afraid I'll kill her when I see her."

Jingjiajia sat up, sat face to face with him and said slowly, "Ze, in any case, she is your own sister and the daughter of your aunt. Your mother and son should also find time to have a good chat. The reason why Mo Rong became like that is not her fault or anyone's fault. All these are the tests given to us by fate. Now the test is over, and everything should return to the original origin, that is, the beginning of love."

Stop, she continued, "Why can't you forgive Mo Rong because I forgive grandpa? She's your sister. Now Bo is dead and alive. The only person she can rely on is you. If you don't forgive her, she will blame herself more. I saw her yesterday. She blames herself very much. Although she still has a cold attitude towards me, I can still feel her heart It's really melted, but she's so strong that she doesn't want to admit it. Ze, listen to me. Let's go and see her later, okay? "

Bu Dongze took a deep breath, looked out of the window and didn't answer Jing Jiajia, because he couldn't convince himself. Maybe one day he would forgive her, but at least not now.

Jingjiajia sighed slightly, stretched out his hand to pull his face and forced him to look at himself, "Ze, if you want to let go of anything, you can let go all at once. In this way, you can let go of yourself and others. I love you, so I hope you are happy and don't want to see even a trace of unhappiness in your eyes."

"But, Gaga -"

Knowing that he had actually shaken, Jing Jiajia smiled and shook his head. "We won't talk about it. We'll go to the hospital for examination later and see my aunt and uncle."

"Of course not." Bu Dongze nodded with a smile.

"Well, let's get up. We won't sleep today. We'll go to bed early in the evening."

Bu Dongze nodded, unbuttoned her pajamas, looked carefully at her wound and said, "OK, but change your wound first, and then we'll wash our face, brush our teeth and cook. After a while, the children get up."

"Well, anyway, you cook in the future. I just eat."

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The cemetery in the suburbs, although the sun shines warmly, is still very cold, and the cold wind makes people shiver.

In front of a new tombstone stood a woman with long hair and no blood color on her haggard face. She had been standing in front of the tombstone for three hours.

"Dad, why haven't you told me about it for more than 30 years? I'm your daughter. I'm the Rong son you held in your hand since childhood. Why is it like this? Why are Bu Dongze and I brothers and sisters? Shouldn't I just be your daughter? Why not?"

Her expression is always light, even her voice is very light.

A gust of wind blew her long hair up. Her dark and shiny black hair has lost its luster. For her, it has been a century since she released the Buddha in these short eight days. She doesn't know how to face the twin brother who was born almost at the same time with her. If he was someone else, maybe she would be easier to accept, but he No, he is bu Dongze, the man she once wanted to kill.

No one came to see her these days, except Jing Jiajia. In fact, she was more or less sad. She even looked forward to him coming to see her for a moment. Although she didn't know how to face him, she was inexplicably happy when she knew that he was her own brother, because her father left. At least she had a own brother, but he had never seen him for a few days Someone has stepped into that ward, even standing at the door to look at her.

However, these are not enough to make Mo Rong painful. Her pain is her incomplete love.

"Dad, I don't blame you, but I don't know how to face you from now on. Today is the last time I come to see you. Tomorrow I will leave here. Ling Fei is gone. Even if he doesn't go, he can't love me anymore, and I have no face to see him again. So I blame you and you make my life like this. How I wish I could be with Jingjia In that way, live happily with the people you love and have three lovely children. Dad, forgive my ignorance, but I'm really tired. If I still have a chance in the future, maybe I'll come back and see you. "

Mo Rong walked very slowly. It seemed that he needed a lot of strength to fly every step.

The setting sun pulled her figure very long

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