Deep spoiled I: The beloved of the Devil's Boss

The winter cemetery looks more depressed and cold. This is the first time that Shi Lian has stepped here in so many years.

For so many years, in fact, he didn't want to come to see her, nor did he have time and Kung Fu, but he didn't have the courage to step here. Today, if it wasn't for jingjiajia's company, maybe he still didn't dare to come.

Her photos on the tombstone have turned white, and I can't see her smile clearly. Shi even bent down and gently stroked Lu Le's photos, whispered, "Le'er, Dad came to see you."

There are still seven Qionghua and seven white lilies. Jingjiajia gently put them in front of Lule's tombstone and knelt on the ground. "Mom, my grandfather and I have nianer, xun'er and ya'er to see you. I'm sorry that Lele hasn't seen you for more than a year."

"Grandma, look if nianer has grown taller. Last time my mother brought me here, I wasn't as tall as this thing. Now I'm over it." Jing Niantian whispered over the tombstone.

With that, he took his two sisters and said, "grandma, this is xun'er and this is ya'er. The three of us are all mother's babies. Xun'er and ya'er are twins. Do they look like their mother and are all very beautiful?"

Jingjiajia gently pulled the corner of her mouth, stretched out her hand to let the three children come to her and said softly, "nianer will kowtow to grandma later, and then you will take your sisters and uncle Helian to the car first, and mother and great grandfather will sit here for a while."

Jing Nian Tian nodded, knelt in front of Lu Le's tomb, kowtowed three heads, and then took the twins away.

Jingjiajia stood up and held Shilian. "Grandpa, let me help you sit down and talk to your mother."

Shi Lian nodded, "OK, Grandpa should talk to your mother. It's been 12 years. Grandpa has too much to talk to your mother. You can go to the car later."

Jingjiajia answered, holding Shilian in front of the tombstone, and then she turned and left.

Although the sun is still bright today, there is a cold wind. A gust of wind blows the plastic paper wrapped with flowers. Shi Lian looks at the flowers on the ground, gently picks them up and puts them in front of his nose. He takes a deep breath and closes his eyes. This flower is her favorite flower.

"Le'er, dad knows that you have always refused to forgive dad. Dad knows that all this is Dad's fault. However, Le'er, do you know why dad fell in love with a woman who is enough to be his daughter? Because she looks so much like your mother, you first told dad. Do you remember that day when you came back from outside and said to Dad happily, you say, dad Dad, uncle Xiang's daughter is the daughter he adopted. She looks very much like her mother. Next time I let her come home, see if it's right. That's when Dad deliberately investigated Xiang min. at first, Dad's feelings for her were just that of uncle to niece, but gradually dad found that this feeling had changed, but reason still prevailed over emotion. Dad opened up She began to deliberately alienate her, but one day soon after, she suddenly came home and said she liked me and wanted to be with me. At that time, I was confused. I was very confused, but I didn't know who to tell. Because you had run away from home for several years, dad couldn't find you. After two days of thinking, Dad finally rejected her. After all, she was only 18 years old at that time , and her father is 50 years old. When her father is more than enough, how can he be with her. "Shi Lian said for a while, stopped, sighed gently and looked into the distance. He has been hiding it in his heart for so many years, and no one has told him. He frowned tightly. The next words seem to make him more tangled.

After a while, he spoke slowly again, "And she didn't seem to mention it from that day on. Occasionally she still went to the castle. I thought she had forgotten what she said that day, so she calmed down a little. In this way, we maintained such a relationship for nearly a year. At this time, it has been seven years since you left home. In these seven years, my father has used almost all his strength, but he has lost his silk As like as two peas, what's more, I'm not in the news. So I've been drinking all day, and I've been drinking all the time, and I don't want to ask anything anymore. She stayed in the castle all day and took care of her drunken me. Gradually, I found that sometimes I just had a thought of seeing her, that is, to make her give birth to a child for me, and to have a daughter, exactly the same daughter as you. On the, I told her, Xiangmin, would you like to have a daughter if I asked you to give birth to me? She was stunned at that time, but then she smiled and nodded. She said she didn't ask for any status, she just wanted to be with me. That night I changed her from a girl to a daughter. That day was her 20th birthday. "

Standing in the distance, looking at Shi Lian's rickety back, Jing Jiajia's heart was sour. Although she couldn't hear what grandpa was saying to her mother, she knew that it must be his apology to her mother, because he had always felt sorry for his mother for so many years, so he didn't have the courage to come here. At this moment, Jing Jiajia suddenly wanted to come forward and hold her gently He told him that his mother had forgiven him very early.

As he spoke, Shilian's eyes began to wet. He wiped his tears and smiled gently, "Lele, is Dad an asshole? In fact, dad is an asshole! One day three months later, she excitedly told me that she was pregnant and had been pregnant for more than a month. At that time, I didn't mention how happy I was. For more than a week, I was very excited and looked forward to the child's coming to the world quickly. However, it hasn't been three days, which made me very angry The angry thing happened. She went to the hospital with me for abortion. I was crazy at that time. I dragged her out of the hospital directly, threw her into the car, took her home and locked her in the basement. But when I went in again, I found that she didn't know when she disappeared. It was raining heavily that night, in an open space outside the castle, I found that she was connected with Xiangzhe It was Lian Lian who saved her from the basement. I didn't even think about it at that time. I fired three shots directly at Lian. He died at that time. Then I asked Xiang min where the child was. She told me that she was dead. I kicked her in the abdomen and kicked her out for several meters. That's the kick. I killed my child and her by myself. I didn't know it until later, and it was also true Later, I sent her to the hospital, and I knew that she had to leave and deliberately pretended to abort the hospital because she had breast cancer and had reached the advanced stage. The doctor told her that she could not live for three months. That night, I not only killed her, killed me and her children, but also linked up with her, so it was so many years that my father had not. I'm sorry. Dad knows it's dad's fault, but dad really loves you. Dad doesn't want to control your life. He just hopes you can marry a good man, not a married man, but dad didn't think of it... " Shi Lian choked and could hardly speak. He put a hand gently on his shoulder, and then his upper body was wrapped in a warm embrace.

Jingjiajia held Shilian tightly and whispered, "Grandpa, in fact, my mother has forgiven you for a long time. Really, since I can remember, every year my mother will take me to sit outside the castle for a day. I asked her, mom, why do we come here? She said, cen'er, my mother misses my father, it's your grandpa. So, Grandpa, don't be sad. Mom really doesn't blame you any more."

Shi Lian shook his head, "no, she hasn't forgiven me, otherwise she won't go home until she leaves. She hasn't forgiven me, she hasn't forgiven me."

Jingjiajia wiped her tears and said, "Grandpa, do you know why my mother named me Cen?"

"Why?" shylon twisted his face.

"Because my mother thinks of Grandpa, cen means a small and high mountain. Grandpa should remember that my mother said to you, 'dad, our family is on a hill. My father is like a tall tree on the mountain, and I always grow under my father's tree. One day when I grow up, I will grow taller than my father, and I will protect my father.'"

Of course, she didn't even forget this sentence. This was said by Lu Le when she was 16 years old. It was raining heavily that night, and she had a fever and was unconscious. He didn't have time to call someone, so he ran directly to the hospital with her on his back. After her fever subsided, it was more than four o'clock in the morning. She said, "Dad, I want to go home. I want you to carry me on your back. You haven't carried me for many years." He nodded and walked home with her fever just gone. At that time, the day was about to dawn and the rain was not falling much. Looking at the faint hill in the distance, she said those words just now.

Looking at Shi Lian still in a daze, Jing Jiajia gently leaned on his shoulder, "Grandpa, this is a passage I saw in my mother's diary. I was not born when my mother wrote these things, and she had already taken this name, so Grandpa and mother actually forgave you very early. She also misses you, really."

Shi Lian pursed his mouth and nodded. Looking at the smiling appearance of his daughter in the picture, he also smiled. Whether Cen er's words were true or false, he believed them. He didn't know how long he could live. It was much better for him to say these words in his heart today.

"Grandpa, it's windy today. Let's go back and see mom another day."

"Well," Shi Lian nodded, stretched out his hand and gently stroked Lu Le's picture, "Le'er, dad will go back first and come to see you with cen'er another day."

The grandparents and grandchildren helped each other and slowly walked towards the gate of the cemetery. At this time, the wind had stopped and the sun had become more brilliant. The people who took photos were warm and the cemetery

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Third, the update ends today.