After the third month

It's already snowing heavily. Today is the ninth day of November of the lunar calendar, and another month is jingjiajia's 25th birthday. Bu Dongze looks forward to her coming back that day, because he wants to give her an unexpected surprise on her birthday.

Today's Day is a little gloomy, gray, and the cold wind is blowing. In addition to evergreen trees, those trees in the street stand there naked and make bursts of sobs in the cold wind. They must be very cold, just like Bu Dongze's body. His hands and feet have never been hot since Jing Jiajia left.

Jing Niantian came out of the house wearing thick clothes and pulling his face. Bu Dongze followed him with a glass of milk and two pieces of bread in his hand.

"Be obedient, eat breakfast, and then we go to the company." Bu Dongze said seriously.

But Jing Niantian ignored her and even quickened his pace and trotted to the car parked in the yard.

Bu Dongze stopped, sighed helplessly, gave the things in his hand to the nanny and walked to the car.

Sitting in the car, bu Dongze said to Jing Niantian, who was puckering on the window, "if you don't eat breakfast, you won't have anything to eat when you arrive at the company."

But after a while, Jing Niantian still kept silent and lay motionless on the rolled down window. The cold wind didn't feel cold. Bu Dongze opened his mouth. Finally, he thought about it and chose to ignore him. His son's stubborn temper simply inherited everything from him and Jing Jiajia, one word, stubborn, two words, very stubborn, three words, super stubborn.

Since yesterday's meal, Jing Niantian shouted for concessions. Dongze took him to the castle to find his mother. Bu Dongze didn't promise. Then Jing Niantian ate two chopsticks for dinner and fell off. He began to be angry with Bu Dongze. Bu Dongze thought he was just playing for a while. He thought he would eat when he was hungry. Who knows, he hasn't drunk a mouthful of water since last night, It doesn't matter. What's worse is that he hasn't closed his eyes since he sat in bed last night. He didn't even say a word to bu Dongze. Don't you think it's annoying.

Bu Dongze was angry and distressed. He was not willing to fight and scolded and distressed. However, he looked uncomfortable. Finally, he had to compromise and promised him to go to the company for a meeting today, and then take him to the castle to find his mother. Only then did he obediently give in to Dongze to help him get dressed, but he still didn't eat breakfast and didn't say a word to bu Dongze. Their mother and son really rubbed all Bu Dongze's temper. Sometimes Bu Dongze even wondered whether their mother and son were enemies with him in their previous life, otherwise they shouldn't torture him in this life.

"Drive to the company." Bu Dongze said to Yuan Rui.

Yuan Rui looked at Jing Nian Tian in the mirror and thought, the young master doesn't know what's the matter. He has been angry with the young master since last night, and he seems to have a bigger temper than the young master. When the young master is angry, he can't do it for a while at most. It's been a night, and the anger hasn't subsided yet.

"Young master, you'd better close the window," Yuan Rui said softly.

Jingnian said angrily, "don't turn it off!"

"Nian Tian, it's so windy outside that you'll get sick." Bu Dongze said softly.

"If you don't take me to my mother, I won't let you take care of it."

Bu Dongze was patient and stretched out his hand to pull Jing Niantian to himself, but Jing Niantian's two small hands were tightly pulled on the window.

"Didn't I tell you that I'll take you to the castle after a meeting in the company?"

Jing Nian Tian turned his face, stared angrily at Bu Dongze and said, "I don't believe what you said is deceptive. You always said to take me to the castle to find my mother, but it's been three months. You haven't taken me yet. I don't believe you anymore."

In fact, bu Dongze didn't want to go to the castle or find her. However, he didn't dare to go. Even in the past three months, he didn't dare to inquire about any news about her, because he was afraid of the terrible result. He couldn't bear the result if it became a fact, so he had to wait, wait for her to wake up and wait for her to come back.

Reading her diary has become what he has spent almost all his time doing every day for the past three months. He reads her diary word by word again and again. Every time Bu Dongze can't help crying. After reading her diary, he knows how deep he has hurt her, who is only 16 years old, Only then did he understand how painful it would be for a woman to be taken away by a ruthless man for the first time. Only then did he understand why she wanted to treat her son as her brother for seven years. He hated himself. He didn't see this until she left. He hated that he understood her too late.

Bu Dongze ignored Jing Niantian's anger, forcibly pulled his hands from the window, and then asked yuan Rui to close the window.

Jing Nian Tian finally cried. He cried, shook Bu Dongze's hand and shouted, "you let go of me. You're not my father. You don't mean what you say. You're not my father."

Jing Niantian didn't know that his words, every word, deeply hurt Bu Dongze's heart. If you can, bu Dongze really selfish hopes that he can't afford to sleep like her, and he won't live like a year like now.

The car started slowly, out of the villa, out of the villa area, and onto the congested road.

The car was very quiet. Jing Niantian stopped crying and lay quietly by the window without talking. After a long time, bu Dongze couldn't stand the dead silence. He turned his face and looked at Jing Niantian and asked softly, "wait a minute, Dad gets to the company, and you sleep in the office, okay?"

Jing Nian Tian didn't speak, but he nodded.

"If you are sleepy, sleep in your father's arms for a while."

Jing Nian Tian shook his head, looked out of the window and saw a mother walking with her daughter talking and laughing by the side of the road. He pursed his lips and tears fell down, whispering, "Mom, why don't you come back?"

Bu Dongze took a deep breath, leaned his face against the seat, and gently closed his eyes. Jiajia, if you are still well, I beg you, don't torture us again, will you come back?

"Mom, I miss you, very much, very much..." Jing Niantian choked. Suddenly, he turned his head and lay down in Bu Dongze's arms and cried again.

Bu Dongze didn't open his eyes, but raised his hands and wiped his face. Then he held Jing Niantian tightly in his arms and buried his face in his son's neck.

Bu Dongze patted Jing Niantian on the back and whispered, "go to sleep. When you fall asleep, you won't miss your mother again."

"But I can't sleep."

"Close your eyes and count in your heart. You can fall asleep from one to a hundred. Go to sleep."

Jing Niantian really closed his eyes, tears still hanging from the corners of his eyes, put his hands tightly around Bu Dongze's neck, leaned against his chest, and soon fell asleep.

Another cold wind blew, whistling the branches on both sides of the street. Although it could not be heard in the car, bu Dongze glanced out of the window. A touch of red flashed past his eyes. He immediately got up with Jing Niantian in his arms and lay down on the window and looked back. Just now, there was a young woman in a big red coat, but she was not Jing Jiajia.

Bu Dongze withdrew his eyes in disappointment, leaned back on the seat, looked down at his sleeping son in his arms, stretched out his hand, gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and deliberately lowered his voice, "Nian Tian, in fact, my father also wants to go to the castle to find my mother, but my father doesn't dare to go."

Yuan Rui clearly heard Bu Dongze's words. His heart suddenly trembled and dared not? In Yuan Rui's memory, the word "dare not" never seemed to have anything to do with him, but today, listening to such two words in his trembling voice, his heart was both sour and uncomfortable.

He raised his head again and quietly looked out of the window. Bu Dongze remembered that jingjiajia also had a red coat. He still remembered that day she stood downstairs of the company. It was still raining that day. She was drenched in the rain. That day, when he was still zhe Hangmin, he gave her a heavy slap in the face. He never hit a woman, but only her, He beat her in the forest nine years ago, and then forced her for the first time. At that time, she was only 16 years old. A year ago, he beat her in Jinlan on the condition that she be his woman. At that time, she was 24 years old.

Gaga, I'm sorry, I have brought you harm, which I can't forgive myself in my life, and I don't expect your forgiveness.

The heart jumped quickly for a moment. Bu Dongze frowned incomprehensibly and looked at his son in his arms. He slowly moved his hand to his chest and covered it tightly. This feeling was very much like when she was in his arms, his nervous heartbeat and joy were sandwiched with a trace of anxiety and panic. Did Jia Jia her and bu Dongze's eyebrows stretch out all of a sudden? She woke up and must have woke up.

Jing Nian Tian opened his eyes vaguely and his little face wrinkled into a ball. He also covered his chest, looked at Bu Dongze and said, "Dad, I'm so uncomfortable here."

"What's the matter? Are you hungry?"

Jing Nian Tian shook his head. "It's not the stomach, it's here."

Bu Dongze stared at his son's hand tightly covering his chest and whispered, "is your heart beating fast?"

Jing Nian Tian nodded. "It seems to be about to jump out, Dad. It's so uncomfortable."

Bu Dongze's originally happy face was like pouring a basin of cold water. The result he had been worried about happened. She didn't wake up, but would never wake up again.

"Dad, it's really hard..." Jing Nian Tian snorted again.

"Listen to Dad, close your eyes, inhale deeply, and then spit it out. Just go back and forth a few times."

Jing Nian Tian did it back and forth several times as Bu Dongze said. If his heart didn't beat so fast, he covered his heart that gradually tended to beat normally, carefully let go of his hand, and suddenly grinned, "Dad, it really doesn't jump, it's back in my stomach."

Bu Dongze pulled the corners of his mouth unnaturally, without words.

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