"You, you -" Jing Yi's eyes widened and looked at his mother standing on the ground in shock, "when can you walk?"

Jing's mother smiled, but her smile made her back cold and cold.

She replied in a crisp voice, "I can walk all the time."

As soon as Jing backed back, the soles of his feet tripped over the threshold and squatted on the ground.

But she didn't feel pain. She just felt incredible that her mother could walk all the time!

Mother Jing looked at her daughter sitting on the ground. Dai Mei frowned slightly, "get up one by one. The ground is too cold. How can you sit on the ground?"

She held out her slender and beautiful hand even though she was old.

Jingyi looked at the outstretched hand and felt terrible. She was so busy that she got up with her hands.

She took a few steps back and kept a safe distance from her mother.

She looked at the middle-aged woman. She wondered, if she had been the child who was almost strangled by her mother but fortunately didn't die, but finally thrown away by her mother, what would her fate be like now?

She can't imagine it. She really can't think of it at all.

But she knew that no matter what, maybe better than now, maybe worse than now, but no matter what kind of result, it was better to be steadfast and warm with her father and mother.

She thought of Liu Cheng and his life experience he had told her.

Liu Cheng said that I was lost by my parents as soon as I was born. My adoptive parents picked me up in the roadside grass, but when I was six years old, my adoptive parents lost me again.

She listened to what Liu Cheng told her and said from her heart. She didn't feel much because she thought these things had nothing to do with her. She couldn't imagine what it would be like. She just hypocritically sympathized with his tragic experience.

But at this moment, she can deeply understand Liu Cheng's helplessness and sadness when talking about his life experience, as well as her inner desire for a home.

Since I don't love him or her, why did the parents give birth to him or her?

Perhaps, parents will say that when they give birth to him or her, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, but what will really happen tomorrow. Therefore, since these things are unpredictable in advance, there is no way to make a choice.

But she wanted to say that when you choose to give birth to him or her, you have to be responsible for him or his life. This is obligation, responsibility and conscience.

Is it something a mother can do to throw away her child born in October and even want to kill him?

Liu Cheng asked her who she had told her that animals were inferior to animals. She scolded animals and insulted animals. She thought at that time that she would never say this again. It would hurt people. She had to accumulate some morality for herself.

But now she felt that there was no need to accumulate morality. When it was time to scold, she had to scold hard and bloody!

Even though this person was her mother, she felt that she was unworthy of being a mother.

She couldn't imagine that it was her brother. Now if he was still alive and had grown into a mature man, where was he now and how was he? But as long as she thought about it, her heart began to ache.

At this moment, she especially wants to see Liu Cheng and give him a hug.

Jing's mother looked at her daughter and looked at the contempt and mockery in her eyes. She spoke slowly——

"One by one, Ma knows you can't accept it. You despise Ma, but so far Ma hasn't regretted the decision she made. There are some things you don't experience. You will never realize the hatred, despair and grievance at that time."

"11. Grandma doesn't love your dad, but from the day she married him, I told myself that if this man was kind to me, I would live with him wholeheartedly all my life. When grandma gave birth to you, she not only thanked your dad for saving his life, but also wanted to go through the process of being a mother. Every woman will be a mother from the moment she becomes an adult My dream. "

"11. Grandma loves you very much. Even though I don't love your dad, I still love you. No mother doesn't love her own children. Similarly, I love your brother, but I have to throw him away, because I know that if he follows me, his life will be ruined. I will put all my hatred for his father on him. You can't imagine one growing up in hatred What will your child look like in the future, because I can't even imagine being a mother. "

"One by one, people always have to experience such painful choices in their life. If you choose, don't regret. It's no use regretting. Even if it's painful, go on and smile. I never regret loving that man when I was young. I still can't forget him, but I know that I hate him more. How deep I love, how deep I hate."

Jing Yi didn't speak up. She felt that she was a person with a particularly weak will and was particularly vulnerable to incitement and shaking.

This is not true. When her aunt said this, she felt that it seemed to be such a truth. She also felt that she looked down on and hated her aunt just now. It was too much. After all, she really hadn't experienced the things her aunt had experienced.

In that era more than thirty years ago, a woman was unmarried and had children. She looked forward to the return of her beloved man, but the result was the betrayal of the man. How can it be heartbreaking and unbearable?

Jing sighed, turned and sat on the threshold, holding his chin in his hands and looking at the gate.

After a while, she said stiffly, "but Ms. Lu Qi, can't you have nightmares for so many years? Dream that you almost strangled your child and threw your child away. If he was picked up and adopted by a kind person, it's OK. If he was sold by a villain, or frozen to death or starved to death, can you have a good conscience?"

Jing's mother stood in place and moved her legs and feet. She didn't sit down again, but walked slowly in the yard.

Her leg fell and her waist was hurt, so there was a pain like thousands of ants gnawing in the bone on a rainy and cold day. The pain was unbearable, but it was not that she couldn't go, but that she didn't want to go. She felt tired after walking for so many years and wanted to have a good rest.

But she didn't count. This break was more than ten years.

In the past ten years, she watched Jing Zhen from a strong young man to a middle-aged man today, and watched his tolerance and love for her. Although she was a hard hearted woman, the stone was covered hot in the end.

The operation done some time ago can't be said to be useless. After all, her legs and waist were injured. She recovered after the operation. These days, she found that her legs didn't hurt in rainy days. Therefore, she thought, she should stand up.

I didn't say anything, just for the man who took care of her for more than ten years, but never complained.

Thirty years east and thirty years West, Feng Shui has always taken turns.

In the first ten years, he took care of her on the sick Guangmu. Then in the next ten years or even longer, let her take care of him.

She shook her legs and said, "I'm so upset. I really don't know, because I never dream."

Jing didn't say a word. What else could she say?

In the evening, Liu Cheng and Jing Fu came back from the outside. Liu Cheng was carrying a plastic bag in his hand.

"Mom, one by one, dad and I just bought some vegetables and baked cakes in the street. I'll cook a soup later. Tonight we'll have some soup and some vegetables and baked cakes."

Jing nodded and didn't speak.

Jing's mother just nodded, and the atmosphere at home was still tense.

Liu Cheng felt it. He didn't know what contradiction the mother and daughter had made this afternoon.

Jing's father found a problem, because Jing's mother was not sitting in a wheelchair at this time, but sitting in a chair in the main room, and her leg seemed a little different.

Jing's mother inadvertently looked up and saw that Jing's father was staring at his legs. She sipped her lower lip, stood up, came to him, squatted down in front of the wheelchair and held his hand. She found that his hands were sweating and trembling slightly.

She smiled, wiped the sweat from his palm with her own palm, and then said in a warm voice, "ah Zhen, my legs can walk."

Father Jing looked at her with an incredible look on his face. After a long time, he trembled and asked, "really, really?" then he said with a simple smile, "look at me, you have come here. It's good! It's good!"

His eyes were red with tears.

After more than ten years, she was finally able to walk.

Just

He sighed in his heart and looked down at his legs. Now that she can walk, he has completely become disabled and lost one leg. He is a big man to take care of her and a little woman. In turn, let her take care of him. How can this work.

He had been thinking about this before, but at that time he was still thinking that her legs could not walk down for a while, so he was not really worried. Now she was suddenly able to walk, but he was unprepared.

"One by one, let's go out and buy something with me. Mom can walk. We're going to celebrate tonight."

Liu Cheng put the bag in his hand on the table, grabbed Jing Yi's wrist, pulled her up from the chair and left home.

Walking out of the house, Jing Yi shook off his hand and didn't go.

Liu Cheng bent down and looked up at her. "What's the matter? Depressed, quarrelling with his mother?"

Jing Yi's mouth was flat, like the mouth of a little duck. He didn't say a word when he looked at him.

Liu Cheng reached out and pinched her nose, squatted down in front of her, "come up and carry you on your back."

Jing Yi suddenly remembered the older brother who was 12 years older than her abandoned by her mother. She felt that Liu Cheng might be her own brother, so she didn't hesitate to jump up and lie on Liu Cheng's back.

Liu Cheng cried, "Jingyi, you did it on purpose! You crushed me!"

"Well, who made you my brother!"

This tone, as if you were my brother, you had to let me bully you. It's a matter of course.

Liu Cheng thought it was a good feeling. Although she almost pressed him on the ground just now, as she said, who made him her brother!

If she hesitates and doesn't wriggle, it means that she hasn't really regarded him as a relative in her heart.

Liu Cheng smiled, crossed his hands behind his back, held her, and walked slowly along the street.

The setting sun has set, leaving only some golden sunset in the western sky, quiet and beautiful.

Talking about shopping is just an excuse.

On the way, Jing saw someone selling stinky tofu. She suddenly wanted to eat it.

Liu Cheng frowned and bought her a large portion. He really didn't understand. Why do girls like her like to eat such smelly things? The key is, don't you think of something when you eat these things?

He wouldn't eat such a thing anyway.

"Brother, it's delicious. Really, you can taste one." Jing 11 held a disposable bowl in one hand and disposable chopsticks in the other hand, and sandwiched a tofu Fortress into Liu Cheng's mouth. Liu Cheng dodged. She chased them. They ran back and forth in the crowded street in the evening, and then ran all the way from this end of the street to the other end of the street.

At this time, it is completely dark. It gets dark very fast and early in winter.

However, there are lights in the street, so I don't think it's dark.

Standing at the end of the town, Jing Yi found a trash can and threw away the boxes and chopsticks after eating. He took a packet of napkins from Liu Cheng's coat pocket and smoked one, and the rest was stuffed into his pocket.

She always forgot to bring paper when she went out, but when she went out with him, she found that it didn't matter whether she took it or not, because no matter when it was, it would be in his pocket. She just took it out of his pocket when she needed it.

Liu Cheng is addicted to smoking again, especially when night falls. If he doesn't smoke a cigarette, he will be very melancholy.

He took out his cigarette from his pocket, took out his lighter and sent it to his mouth. Then he asked Jingyi, "I'll have a cigarette."

Jing nodded, "HMM."

He lit a cigarette immediately and couldn't wait to smoke.

But the next second, she heard her cool voice ring out, "can't you hear the irony? Huh?"

Liu Cheng half opened his mouth and closed it again. The smoke was burning between his fingers. The white smoke floated in the breeze and streamed into his nose.

It smells so comfortable.

"I just smoked one. I haven't smoked for a day. It's a pity to lose it." he said, and the cigarette has been put into his mouth. He smoked two large mouthfuls quickly and continuously, and a cigarette has been reduced by one third.

Jing Yi stared, stood on tiptoe, stretched out his hand, pulled the rest out of his mouth, threw it on the ground and stepped on it. Then he took out the cigarette box from his pocket, poured all the cigarettes on the ground, stepped on it with his feet, and put his lighter into his pocket. These actions were done at one go.

After that, she looked at him with provocative eyes and some contempt. She put the Buddha on the floor and said, hit me, hit me!

Look, what a child!

Liu Cheng looked at her, then raised his chin and slowly spit out the full mouthful of smoke. Although he only smoked so two mouthfuls, he was much more comfortable.

Jing Yi feels very boring. It's really bad to hit cotton with a fist.

"Go home. I'm hungry. You make me fried rice cake. I want to eat pickled rice cake!"

She turned and walked back.

Liu Cheng turned to look at her. After looking at her for a while, he also turned around. He put his hands in the pocket of his coat and slowly followed her.

"You make me kimchi fried rice cakes at night, and I'll tell you a secret!" Jing Yi suddenly stopped. When he came up, she said.

Liu Cheng, with an expression of vowing not to be bought, glanced at her and said he was not interested in the secret, and then continued to walk slowly like the boss.

Jing Yi jumped up from behind, jumped on his back, hugged his neck and climbed up.

Almost strangled by her, Liu Cheng had to take his hands out of his pockets and hold her in the back. After taking a breath, he said, "after strangling me, you don't want a brother!"

"Not necessarily, I have a brother!" when she said this, Jing Yi specially looked around and found that there were not many people. She just lay down in his ear and shouted.

Liu Cheng stopped, "dear brother?"

"Well, a mother's brother."

"Why didn't I hear you mention it?"

"I didn't know until today."

"Not a dad?"

"Yes."

Liu Cheng didn't ask again. He probably guessed something. His heart was suddenly sad. He thought that if her brother came back one day, could he stay at home? Will he have no home then? Did you become the homeless man again?

Jingyi saw that he was suddenly silent, and his face was still a little bad. It was a girl, and his mind was more delicate.

She held his face, asked him to look at her, and said seriously and sincerely, "don't worry, even if your brother comes back, you are also my brother!"

This is like comfort and assurance.

My heart is as warm as the scorching sun.

He smiled and nodded, "OK!"

On the way, they bought some pickles and cold dishes and a pot of Tremella wolfberry soup. Then Liu Cheng brought the soup and Jing Yi went home with the dishes.

After dinner, the family sat in the hall, watched TV for a while, and then went to wash and go back to their room.

Jing Yi just returned to the room after washing. He knocked at the door, "one by one, can I go in?"

"Well, come in. I haven't slept yet."

Jing said without looking up. When Liu Cheng came in, he saw her lying on the table, holding a pencil in his hand, drawing on the paper. He looked at it and smiled.

"Didn't you say you couldn't draw it?"

"Painting is about feeling and heart. Now I have in my heart, so I can draw it."

Liu Cheng pulled up a chair and sat down next to her. Watching her painting seriously, his heart was warm in a mess.

"One by one, do you like to study medicine, or do you study medicine because your parents are in poor health?"

"There are both, but I don't think I can study medicine well. I'm afraid when I see a nurse give an injection."

"Then change your major next semester. Go and learn painting. I'll find someone to do it."

"Learn to draw?"

Jing Yi has never considered this problem. Although she is very interested in painting, it is not enough for her to learn. She feels that if she really deliberately learns painting, she can't really express her heart.

"Well, learn to draw."

Jingyi didn't say anything until he finished drawing the figure sketch, but he didn't continue to talk about it.

Liu Cheng picked up the painting and said, "give it to me."

"Pay."

"How much? I'll give it to you now."

"Look, give me any number."

Liu Cheng took a new mobile phone out of his pocket and put it on the table. "I asked someone to buy a mobile phone and brought it this afternoon. Do you like it?"

Rose gold large screen mobile phones look good.

Jingyi happily picked it up. "I like it. Thank you, brother."

"Just like it. I didn't fill in the number. I've got a new card for you. You can use it for the time being, and then fill in the number when you get back to Yuncheng."

"Yes!"

"Go to bed early."

After Liu Cheng left, Jing Yi leaned against Guangmu with her mobile phone. Shao Shen's number was already in her mind without any intention. She saved her home fixed line phone, her father's number and Liu Cheng's number on her mobile phone. She also saved Shao Shen's number. Although she won't call or send messages again, it's a thought to keep it.

Lying in the quilt, staring at the string of numbers word by word, she was in a trance and wanted to sleep, but she still wanted to hold on and tried to lift her eyelids. At this time, her eyelids were as heavy as gold and closed heavily.

Once again, but it's different from the last time.

Last time she fell asleep and took a short breath. This time, she fell asleep and dialed the phone.

After two beeps, the phone was connected.

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