Ablackwing

When I woke up, I realized that I was back on my bed. But this time, there was no one on the other side of the bed in the morning. I sat down and looked around. Nothing had changed.

Was everything just a dream?

I so wanted to believe that but deep inside my heart, I knew it wasn't just a dream.

My eyes turned towards the ring on my finger. The ring that told me that there was a man who gave me all of his world. And I called that man a monster.

Regret. That was what I felt.

I closed my eyes and looked inside the ring. My eyes wandered omnipotently in that little realm. And I saw a small folded paper placed in the exact centre.

Without knowing, I had become too proficient in taking stuff out of the ring. I called forth that letter in my hand.

'To my dear wifey'

'Let me make it clear to you honey. I AM NOT ANGRY AT YOU. Your words did wake me up before darkness could engulf me.

When I fell on Gaia, I found hope. I thought I could leave my past behind and look at the future together with you. But that couldn't be possible with the way I am.

I'm sorry. I couldn't control myself. Not making excuse but let me explain. Being a bloodthirsty, there is this wrath in my heart, just like a deep unfathomable sea. I thought I had calmed that wrath but when I saw those demons had tried to harm you, that sea brew a storm and I lost control of myself. Again... As a bloodthirsty, it is my destiny to become a demon.

I realized last night I will never be able to quench my wrath, love. Even if you get a scratch, a storm will rage on... I've always been running away from my evil nature. It is time for me to embrace my darkness.

I won the stolen kisses, right? I didn't ask you anything at that time but today, I hope you grant my wish. Honey, let me be a monster for one last time.

I promise I will return to you as soon as I can and when I return, I will not be a monster anymore. And I will escape my destiny.

Yours,

Ablackwing

Ps, I've taken away the kittens. I know that you're still not used to them.