Ablackwing

Black

"Because you were supposed to forget that." Yeah, as if she would ever want to forget those moments if she had a choice.

The truth was I didn't want to tell any of that. I was just afraid. I was afraid she would come to know about all the horrible things I did and would feel I was a disgrace. I was afraid she would hate me for what I had failed to do.

Life is cruel. I spent all these years trying to stay on the path of righteousness that she showed me that day. But then a storm came silently, stabbed me in my back, took away my wing and pushed me into the dark pit in an instant. She filled me with kindness but I just had to foolishly give in to my wrath.

I had lost her once in my life. I didn't want to lose her ever again.

And I lied...

She was standing and I knew she could see I was lying. Nothing escapes her eyes. She has this special ability to look deep inside others to those places where they can not themselves reach. And even though she knew, she didn't ask me again. She understood everything.

She had always been like this even when she was a kid. So understanding and kind and beautiful.

Maybe that's why I fell so hard...