It's not like, it's love.

It's love

Shen Yuechuan didn't know how he left the bar. On the way back, he had a splitting headache.

If the tortuous life experience is a joke made by God, what about Xiao yunyun's feelings for him?

A bigger joke?

He couldn't understand that he was no longer allowed to live a normal life. Why couldn't Xiao yunyun love her and spend her life well?

It's enough to tease him. Why should Xiao yunyun fall in love with him?

Looking back from the memory to now, Shen Yuechuan suddenly found that as long as it was what he wanted, he not only never had it, but also affected the people around him.

As a child, he wanted a complete home. But as soon as he was born, his father died, so Su Yunjin suffered from severe depression, and soon he became an orphan.

Now, he wants to fall in love with Xiao yunyun like a normal person. However, blood relationship is like a wall made of steel, which blocks them and makes them suffer.

He asked himself that he had done no evil in his life. Did he make any mistakes in his last life?

Back downstairs, the driver saw Shen Yuechuan still holding his head and looked at him anxiously: "Shen tezhu, are you ok?"

Shen Yuechuan didn't speak. He just waved to the driver to get off.

The driver was very worried, hesitated for a moment, asked: "do you want to contact Mr. Lu?"

He is very clear about the relationship between Shen Yuechuan and Lu Boyan.

He believes that once Shen Yuechuan has an accident, contacting Lu Boyan is the most correct choice.

"No need." Shen Yuechuan raised his head abruptly and said solemnly, "I'm ok, but I haven't had a good rest these days. My head hurts a little. You can get off work. Don't tell President Lu about today. "

The driver didn't think that Shen Yuechuan was uncomfortable. He thought that Shen Yuechuan just wanted to hide what he had seen Qin Han. He nodded and got off the bus.

Shen Yuechuan stayed in the car until his headache relieved, so he pushed the door open and went back to his apartment.

As in the past, all the household appliances and furniture in the apartment are put in order, spotless and orderly. It looks more like a cold and rigid temporary residence than a home.

Shen Yuechuan suddenly thinks of Xiao yunyun's apartment, which is much smaller than his apartment.

He has been there several times, and each time is different from the last time, or there are more aromatherapy candles, or there are more flowers, or there are new cloth covers on the sofa.

Every time, it looks more warm than last time, and it's easier for people to have a sense of belonging.

He asked Xiao yunyun, "are you going to transform this place?"

"When my cousin let me live in, the hard decoration of the apartment was in place. I was only responsible for the soft decoration." Xiao yunyun said with a smile, "where I live, how I like it and how I toss it!"

At that time, Shen Yuechuan secretly thought, if one day he successfully turned Xiao yunyun to his home, how would she toss this apartment?

In fact, Xiao yunyun can do whatever she wants. Even if she wants to dig a swimming pool in her apartment for a swimming pool party, he will help her contact the construction team immediately and won't have any opinions.

He as long as Xiao yunyun stay here with him - accompany him to sleep, accompany him to wake up, repeat a lifetime he will not be bored.

Such a tiny wish can't be realized.

Now, maybe

As long as he goes to Xiao yunyun and tells her that she is not the only one who has been suffering these days.

He and Xiao yunyun can be together immediately.

But he can't be so selfish.

They are not allowed to be together according to the common law.

Just considering his current physical condition, he can't persuade himself to confess to Xiao yunyun.

More than 20 years ago, after his father died, Su Yunjin suffered from depression and lived on drugs. Will he let Xiao yunyun taste the pain again?

Even if his illness can be cured, Xiao yunyun doesn't have to bear the pain of losing her lover. The fact that they are brothers and sisters can't be changed.

We can imagine how many rumors and criticisms they will face after they are together.

He can give Xiao yunyun all the love, but he can't guarantee her happiness.

What's more, Xiao yunyun works in a hospital. He can't imagine how much trouble rumors will bring to her later career.

The worst result is that he dies like Jiang ye, leaving Xiao yunyun to face everything alone.

In this case, even in hell, he will not forgive himself.

In any case, he should not use Xiao yunyun's feelings selfishly to cajole her to be with him. This is not happiness for Xiao yunyun, but the greatest misfortune in this life.

He should let Xiao yunyun completely forget him.

After making this decision, Shen Yuechuan only felt that all the pain on his head was transferred to his heart. After a while, he felt pain.

He went to the balcony, looking at the lights within the line of sight, or lit a cigarette.

At this time, apart from tobacco and alcohol, nothing can divert his attention.

Xiao yunyun, who is in the same area with Shen Yuechuan, doesn't feel that her biggest secret has been revealed. By 12 o'clock after reading, the sleeping pills she took half an hour ago have worked. Surrounded by a dense sense of sleepiness, she falls into bed and soon falls asleep.

At 7 o'clock the next day, Xiao yunyun woke up on time. After washing, she ate some breakfast, got on the crowded subway and went to the hospital.

He can take a taxi, but occasionally in the same way as the sardine can, the morning peak subway can make her awake to realize that there are many things more important than love.

Like survival.

So many people live well without love. She can't abuse herself because she can't be with Shen Yuechuan.

This kind of encouragement is effective. Xiao yunyun's life is recovering day by day.

She thought that she had finally recovered. When she was about to give up sleeping pills, she suddenly received a news that was enough to break her soul——

This morning, as usual, she came out of the elevator with her bag. She felt that there were many problems in her life.

Such as what to eat at noon, crowded subway or take a taxi to work?

"Beauty

A familiar voice without warning, Xiao yunyun subconsciously follow the past, is actually Qin Han.

She was stunned: "Why are you here?"

Isn't young master Qin supposed to be on his way to the company? How can he be here?

Qin Han leans on a 7-digit sports car and smiles with a charming smile: "I'll pick you up to work."

Xiao yunyun went over and was about to tease Qin Han when he heard Qin Han say, "by the way, I'll tell you something."

"... what news? Xiao yunyun suddenly felt that the news was the key point, suppressing the heart beat of bang bang acceleration, "say it."

"You have to be prepared." "This is not good news," Qin said

“……”

Qin Han hesitated again and again, and finally said: "Shen Yuechuan has a girlfriend."

He knew that this news would bring a great blow to Xiao yunyun.

But it's a fact. Xiao yunyun has to face it sooner or later. It's better to know sooner than later.

Xiao yunyun understood every word Qin Han said. After the words were put together into a smooth sentence, it was like someone hit her soul hard and her heart sank suddenly

It's not disappointment, it's not loss, it's just... I feel my heart will never beat again.

At this moment, Xiao yunyun is standing in the center of the city, but she feels that she has been thrown into the barren Northern Wilderness. The cold wind and cold rain are roaring and encircling her. The monster is opening her mouth to swallow her

As if after a century, Xiao yunyun finally found her voice and asked: "when did it happen?"

"Just a few days." Qin Han said, "I confirmed it yesterday. It's true."

Xiao yunyun "Oh" voice, trying to make themselves appear not to care, red eyes but betrayed her mood.

"I'll tell you ahead of time, so that you won't be able to react when you meet by chance." After a pause, Qin Han asked, "how about going to work? Do you need me to ask for leave for you?"

"... No." Xiao yunyun closed her eyes and forced her tears back. "If I don't go to work, I will think more."

Qin Han agreed with Xiao yunyun.

No matter how emotional failure, professionally, Xiao yunyun is a conscientious doctor. Going to work can divert her attention.

Qin Han opened the door: "then get on the bus, I'll take you there."

"Thank you."

Xiao yunyun sat in the passenger seat, mechanically fastened her seat belt, and the pain was unbearable.

She was afraid that she would cry, so she had to close her eyes.

She warned herself, don't think, don't think.

But reason can't control the mind at all.

What kind of girl is Shen Yuechuan's new girlfriend?

He said that he wanted to settle down. Could this girl really be Shen Yuechuan's last girlfriend and then become Shen Yuechuan's wife?

The expensive and eye-catching sports car is struggling ahead in the morning rush hour. While waiting for the red light, Shen Yuechuan takes a look at Xiao yunyun and says, "don't think about it."

Xiao yunyun shook her head: "if Shen Yuechuan wants to get married, I can't accept it."

Qin Han hesitated and asked tentatively, "if he really loves that girl, does that girl really like him?"

He thought Xiao yunyun would say, so she could rest assured, at least Shen Yuechuan was married because of love, at least she would take care of him in the future.

He thought that Xiao yunyun would at least keep such a sense.

However, Xiao yunyun's reaction was completely unexpected——

"I know I should bless him." Xiao yunyun gave a bitter smile, "but I don't think I can do it."

Qin Han: "wipe!

Xiao yunyun really can't because she really likes Shen Yuechuan.

She wants to be with Shen Yuechuan, to hug him, to kiss him, to do all the intimate things with him, to spend her whole life with him.

But now, the person who wants to do these things with Shen Yuechuan has become another girl.

How can she sincerely send her blessing?

Qin Han could not help sighing: "you are really sincere. However, what if you don't wish for it? Can you still rob Shen Yuechuan on his wedding day? "

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