Since Su Yunjin told Shen Yuechuan about his life experience, Shen Yuechuan's attitude towards her has always been, not close, but not too alienated.

It's this kind of indifference that makes Su Yunjin confused about Shen Yuechuan's idea.

Until this moment, Su Yunjin suddenly realized.

Shen Yuechuan is not unwilling to forgive her, nor does he hate her.

He's just afraid that he won't get better.

Yes, why didn't she think of it? She was as tough as Jiang Ye. When she learned that he was ill, she told him that he was afraid, not to mention Shen Yuechuan?

The difference is that Shen Yuechuan's fear is not the disease itself, but that his departure will bring pain to the people around him.

Therefore, he not only stimulates Xiao yunyun to give up on him, but also refuses to get close to her biological mother.

Shen Yuechuan thought that as long as there was no emotion, his departure was nothing to them. Even if that day comes, it's just like a stone thrown into a calm lake. After the ripples open, it will soon return to calm.

In fact, after knowing his illness, Shen Yuechuan has been thinking about her and Xiao yunyun.

Su Yunjin covers her face with her hands and suddenly cries.

Even when she sees that Jiang Ye is too thin to be human, she is not so sad.

"Madam," a passing nurse stopped and looked at Su Yunjin, "what can I do for you?"

Su Yunjin waved: "I'm ok, thank you."

The economic strength of the people in and out of the hospital is not weak. Judging from Su Yunjin's appearance, the nurse can conclude that she is a successful woman.

But in front of the illness, everyone is equally vulnerable. The nurse can't determine whether Su Yunjin's family is ill or her own body is out of order. She just hands her a tissue and walks away silently.

Su Yunjin dried her tears and went to Henry's office.

At this time, Henry and Shen Yuechuan's conversation just ended. When he saw Su Yunjin, Henry laughed: "you've just come. I'm going to take Yuechuan for an examination."

Su Yunjin nodded: "I accompany him."

Henry and his assistant lead Shen Yuechuan to the examination room of the first examination. Su Yunjin follows them.

Shen Yuechuan asked, all the inspection items together, it will take about two hours.

This is bad news for the impatient Shen Yuechuan.

But no matter how reluctant she was, she still had to undergo one examination after another. Some of the examinations he had heard of, some he had never heard of, some Henry did it himself, and some were done by assistants

After more than ten years, Shen Yuechuan once again tasted the taste of being "manipulated".

Although he said it was the doctor who "manipulated" him this time, and the doctor didn't have any malice, he still stressed that this feeling was not good at all.

The only thing Shen Yuechuan can accept is Su Yunjin's gentle and considerate company.

There are too many items to check, and they have to run up and down for several floors. Su Yunjin has been following him all the time. He has not said a word that is tiring, and he has helped him fill in some information.

For each project, Su Yunjin communicated with Henry and asked about the purpose of the inspection and how long it would take.

It's not that Shen Yuechuan has never been to the hospital, but he has always been alone.

One registered, one faced the doctor, one paid for the medicine.

He never felt anything. After all, he was not a vulnerable girl and didn't need relatives or friends to accompany him.

Now he knows that he has relatives around him. Even if she can't help you share the pain, it's still different from a person's state.

As the saying goes, it's great that one person can solve all problems, but it's not lonely to have family and friends around.

What's more, even if something happens temporarily, there will never be peace of mind when you are alone.

Two hours later, Henry told Shen Yuechuan that the inspection was finished.

Shen Yuechuan was relieved: "when can we get the result?"

"Be patient for two days." Henry patted Shen Yuechuan on the shoulder. "This time, I'll take my time. Don't worry. Believe in medicine, believe me, OK? "

Shen Yuechuan had no choice but to nod with a smile.

"All right." Henry added, "you can go. It's a good choice to have a meal or a cup of coffee. "

Out of the outpatient department building, Shen Yuechuan stopped and looked at Su Yunjin: "let's have dinner together."

Su Yunjin was overjoyed, but he still tried to suppress the excitement in his voice: "good."

Shen Yuechuan took out his mobile phone: "do you want Chinese food or Western food?"

"Chinese food." Su Yunjin's tone showed helplessness. "I've been abroad for more than ten years, and I'm tired of eating western food. I want to eat authentic Chinese food and drive a long distance. If we do not make use of such convenient conditions in China, we will not make use of them. "

Shen Yuechuan doesn't care. After listening to Su Yunjin's words, he makes a phone call to zhuiyuanju and asks the manager to arrange a temporary position for him.

In the middle of the phone call, Shen Yuechuan has driven the car out of the garage. He stops and comes down to open the door for Su Yunjin.

The hospital is not far away from zhuiyuanju. Within 30 minutes, Shen Yuechuan's car stopped in front of the door of zhuiyuanju. A waiter came up to open the door and led Shen Yuechuan and Su Yunjin into the restaurant.

After sitting down, Shen Yuechuan hands the menu to Su Yunjin, but Su Yunjin doesn't think much about it and blurts out a few dishes.

Shen Yuechuan noticed that what Su Yunjin ordered were all the century old signature dishes of the restaurant, which had been on the menu since the restaurant's opening.

Su Yunjin seemed to see through Shen Yuechuan's doubts and said with a smile, "this is my favorite tea restaurant. I haven't eaten it for many years, but I still remember the taste and dishes here."

She seemed to fall into memory, and after a pause, she continued, "back then, I told your father about this restaurant. We have an appointment to come here to eat the famous dishes after graduation. "

With that, Su Yunjin looks at Shen Yuechuan, and his eyes become a little hazy - Shen Yuechuan really looks like Jiang Ye.

The only difference, perhaps, is temperament.

At that time, Jiang Ye gave people a clean and comfortable feeling. There was no threat. A gentleman had to make people want to get close to him involuntarily.

Shen Yuechuan, on the contrary, is frivolous and elegant, like an unruly wind, which will not take root anywhere. Girls should have been afraid of him.

It's vital that his facial features are so well born that his superior conditions give him a fatal attraction. His words and deeds, his actions and actions all exude a strong attraction, which makes people focus on him involuntarily.

It's no wonder that Xiao yunyun, who is calm and rational, can't escape the palm of Shen Yuechuan's hand, just like Su Yunjin, who can't forget Jiang ye all his life.

Su Yunjin's smile was permeated with a trace of bitterness: "unfortunately, he didn't taste the old famous dish here in the end. His taste has always been very light, so he likes this dish very much..."

Shen Yuechuan thought about it and asked, "was he in pain when he left?"

“……”

“……”

"No Su Yunjin said, "when he left, you were in his arms and I was beside him. He should have only regrets and no pain. "

Shen Yuechuan had something in his heart. He lowered his eyes and tried not to imagine that picture.

He asked the wrong person. When his father left, the person in pain should be su Yunjin.

Su Yunjin wiped away the tears from the corner of his eyes, took out a blue envelope from his bag and handed it to Shen Yuechuan.

Born in the Internet age, Shen Yuechuan has not received a paper letter for more than ten years. He can't help asking, "what's this?"

"Your father left it to you." Su Yunjin said, "before he left, he left two letters with Henry. One is mine. This... He asked Henry to tell me that I'll give it to you when you turn 18. I'm sorry I'm so late for many years. "

Shen Yuechuan took the letter, palming the big thing, less than a centimeter thick, he held it in his hand, but felt it weighed a thousand pounds.

It was the only connection between him and his father, whom he had never met.

"I don't know what he told you in the letter." For so many years, Su Yunjin never opened the letter. "I'm afraid he'll blame me for abandoning you, so I never dare to read it."

Shen Yuechuan collected the letter like a collection of important objects: "when he chose to give up on me, I really don't blame you, and you don't need to blame yourself."

"..." Su Yunjin looks at Shen Yuechuan and wants to say something, but he can't say anything.

"In that case, it's the best choice for you to give up on me." Shen Yuechuan said, "otherwise, I don't know where Su Hongyuan will send me, and I can't know Bo Yan and Mu Qi. My life may be worse than in an orphanage. "

Su Yunjin asked in a trembling voice, "do you really think so?"

"That's right." Shen Yuechuan said, "when I was young, I did blame you and even hated you and my father. But now, I've put it down, and you don't need to put it in your heart. I'm serious

Su Yunjin still couldn't hold back his tears.

She was holding a paper towel, constantly wiping the tears from the corner of her eyes, but the tears seemed to never be wiped out. Finally, she simply covered her face with her hand, and the paper towel was pressed on her eyes.

Abandoning Shen Yuechuan has always been a knot in Su Yunjin's heart.

Over the years, the knot has never been seen in her heart, but it has maintained its vitality. It is tightened from time to time, causing her a sharp pain, which is more regretful and sad than the departure of Jiang Ye.

In this inhuman mental torture, nightmares haunt Su Yunjin all the year round. She always dreams about Jiang ye or Shen Yuechuan when she was just born.

She dreamed that Jiang Ye accused her of not taking good care of their only child. Dream of being a baby, Shen Yuechuan grew up little by little, but told her word by word that he would hate her all his life and never forgive her.

Su Yunjin once thought that she would never have the chance to make up, and she would never be forgiven by her children.

So over the years, she did not even dare to try to find Shen Yuechuan.

Until she receives Henry's call, she suddenly realizes that she can't be so irresponsible. Just because of her own fear, she can't let her child repeat the tragedy of Jiang Ye.

Later, she began to search for Shen Yuechuan, but Lu Boyan intended to protect Shen Yuechuan's information. She searched all over the orphanages in the United States and found nothing.

But the God of luck is willing to take care of her. In order to attend Su Yicheng's wedding, she set foot on her hometown, which has been away for more than 20 years.

As soon as she got out of the airport, she found her only son in the most familiar place

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