The alarm of the monitoring instrument suddenly stopped, as if to tell Su Yunjin that something is completely over.

Su Yunjin shook his head and instinctively refused to accept the fact.

She doesn't believe that Jiang Ye just left.

Their child has just been born, and Jiang Ye's spirit is getting better and better. He should get better, listen to the child call him father, and watch the child grow up.

How could he just leave?

Su Yunjin's heart is like a blade cutting. The great pain surrounds her in a narrow space. She opens her mouth wide and cries silently. As if she can't breathe, tears flow down her face and fall on Shen Yuechuan's face.

Shen Yuechuan, who just came to this world, seemed to feel something. He moved his hands and feet and burst into tears.

At this time, the attending doctor and several experts rushed to the ward.

After seeing the eye monitoring instrument, the attending doctor knew that there was little hope. After checking, he took off his glasses and looked at the nurse heavily: "the patient has no vital signs. Time of death: 17:44, October 12, XXX. "

Su Yunjin suddenly realizes that the doctor is announcing Jiang Ye's death.

She got up and held the doctor's hand like a life-saving driftwood: "doctor, please don't give up. Can you save Jiang ye and save him? Maybe he can wake up as before! Our child has just been born. He can't just leave us... "

It's not a long sentence. Su Yunjin chokes for a long time and says it intermittently. His tears flow without any image. The pleading at the bottom of his eyes is distressing.

However, Jiang ye no longer has any vital signs. Even if he invites the most authoritative experts in the medical field, he is unable to return.

The attending doctor patted Su Yunjin's hand: "Miss Su, I'm sorry, Jiang Ye has gone. I'm sorry

Su Yunjin instinctively refused to listen to such words, stubbornly shook his head: "no, doctor, there must be a way, please rescue him as before! As long as I get him back, I'm willing to give everything... "

The doctor is used to seeing death in the hospital for a long time. However, in the face of Su Yunjin, he still can't help feeling compassion and comforting: "but the rescue is useless. Miss Su, there is an old saying in your country: you can't come back from death. I'm sorry that Jiang Ye has gone. But you have a new baby to take care of. You have to be strong. "

Su Yunjin begs to see the doctor, and suddenly sees the doctor's helplessness and sympathy.

She realized in despair that Jiang ye had really left the world.

The person lying on the bed and losing his temperature is not Jiang ye, but Jiang Ye's body.

Jiang ye will never open his eyes and look at her with tender eyes; I'll never hold her in my arms again.

He will never say, Yunjin, I love you.

He has gone somewhere. It's a place she's never been able to reach in her lifetime.

In an instant, Su Yunjin fell to the ground crying as if he had been drained of all his strength.

The attending doctor silently put a handkerchief on Su Yunjin's palm, and told the nurse: "go to my office, open the drawer for letters, and take the two letters inside."

The nurse quickly took the things over and the attending doctor handed them to Su Yunjin: "these are the two letters Jiang Ye gave me a few days ago. He asked me to hand them over to you after he left."

Su Yunjin takes it with trembling hands and opens the letter Jiang Ye left her.

At the beginning of the letter, Jiang ye said, "Yunjin, I don't want you to see this letter. Because when you see this letter, I must have left you. This is the last thing I want to happen. "

Su Yunjin forced to close his eyes, but still burst into tears.

Just as he expected Su Yunjin to cry, he continued:

"Yunjin, don't cry.

"In my whole life, my greatest luck is to meet you, but God's will, I can't live with you forever. I'm sorry to have the most rare disease in the world.

……

"If heaven can see the world, I will always look at you, so Yunjin, you must be strong to live - together with my share. Promise me that when my things are over, you will be more and more happy and full day by day. Otherwise, I can't rest assured.

"Yunjin, I hope you are safe and smooth every day without me. I hope nothing can hurt you any more.

"Yunjin, this is the last time I write your name one stroke at a time. I love you."

……

"Pa Ta" a, Su Yunjin's tears fell on the white letter paper, Yin opened a pool of water, he put the letter into his arms, close to the heart position, finally can no longer restrain, burst into tears.

Seeing this, other doctors and nurses left one after another. The attending doctor put his hand on Su Yunjin's shoulder: "I feel very sorry, just like the movie said: in this world, there are always some people who can't grow old together."

For a long time in the past, Su Yunjin raised her head and raised her tearful lips: "doctor, I will grow old with him forever. It's just that the world is apart."

The attending doctor was stunned, patted Su Yunjin on the shoulder, and then left the ward.

Since Su Yunjin said so, he has reason to believe that she will be strong in the face of Jiang Ye's death.

It turns out that the attending doctor was not wrong.

Su Yunjin suppresses the pain, calmly informs his friends about Jiang Ye's death, and holds a memorial service for Jiang Ye. Then, on a sunny day, he lets Jiang Ye sleep in the ground.

No friend does not comfort Su Yunjin, but Su Yunjin always pretends to be strong and answers: "I can hold on."

"Do you need us to take care of your children?" The friend said, "Yunjin, you have just given birth to a baby and you are very weak. We are worried that you will be hit so hard again..."

"Don't worry." Su Yunjin interrupted his friend, "when Jiang Ye was admitted to the intensive care unit, I had expected this day. Although it's hard to accept, I'll always go through this stage. The child is my biggest spiritual support now. Let him stay with me. There won't be any problem. "

Su Yunjin thinks that she can survive with her teeth, and her friends believe and support her, but the fact is that it is much harder than she imagined.

Because Su Hongyuan chose this opportunity, constantly harassing and attacking Su Yunjin, and even used all his relationships to ask the hospital and friends from the study abroad circle to urge Su Yunjin to pay back.

Su Yunjin not only has to accept the fact of Jiang Ye's death, but also has to take care of a newborn child and face a huge debt.

She can carry all these things. What makes her collapse is that when the house is due, she is driven out of the apartment by the landlord, and her cash can't even pay the rent of the cheapest slum house.

She had to take her children around the homes of her friends.

Shen Yuechuan, who was just born, is very sensible. Except when he is hungry, he seldom cries. He sleeps all night. He also sleeps most of the day. Occasionally when he is open, he just looks at the ceiling with dark eyes.

The more he is like this, the more depressed Su Yunjin is. She would rather have her child crying and making her upset than her newborn child accompanying her in silence.

Because the more silent she was, the more despair she felt was about to explode.

It is Su Yunjin who finds himself hallucinating when he is aware of his abnormality.

She always thinks that Jiang Ye is still alive. When she hears the sound of opening the door, she will subconsciously look up, smile and cry, "Jiang Ye."

But what I see is often friends who come back from work.

In the middle of the night, she always feels that Jiang Ye is by her side. Or she is just like before, curling up in Jiang Ye's arms.

But when I reached around, I only touched the cold air.

She always feels that Jiang Ye calls her and answers happily.

But in response to her, there was only endless silence.

Su Yunjin feels desperate and depressed. Finally one day, she slaps Shen Yuechuan who is quietly looking at the ceiling. Shen Yuechuan looks at her and cries.

She wakes up and holds Shen Yuechuan up crying, but she can't coax her child.

When my friend came back from work, he saw Mother and son crying together and asked, "Yunjin, what's the matter?"

Su Yunjin gave her child to her friend and rushed into the bathroom to wash her face with cold water.

When she looked up, she saw herself in the mirror. Her face was yellow, her hair was disordered, her pupils were lax

This where is Su Yunjin, is clearly a person she does not know.

Before that normal Su Yunjin, how can he attack a child?

Su Yunjin confessed the situation with a friend, found a friend who studied psychology to chat for two hours, the friend told her: "Yunjin, you are suffering from depression."

To make matters worse, Su Hongyuan finds Su Yunjin again at this time and proposes to ask Su Yunjin to return home to meet Mr. Cui, who has always been thinking about Su Yunjin.

Su Yunjin naturally won't agree, but Su Hongyuan inquired about her depression and threatened: "if you don't come back, I will apply to the court and let me raise the child."

"What are you doing?" Su Yunjin is emotional, "I am his biological mother, you have nothing to do with him!"

"Just because you are suffering from depression, you may end your life at any time, more likely to end that child's life!" Su Hongyuan holds the full appearance, "also, you are penniless now! My blood relationship with that child is uncle nephew relationship. If I use a little more relationship, do you guess the court will award me the temporary custody of the child

Su Yunjin believes that Su Hongyuan can do such a thing. In order to hide from Mr. Cui about her child, once the child falls into Su Hongyuan's hands, he doesn't know which one he will be sent to.

However, Shen Yuechuan is always in danger when she stays with her. She doesn't know when she will lay a heavier hand on her children or herself.

When Jiang Ye leaves, Su Yunjin is not so desperate.

At that time, her life and the world she saw were all gray, and she thought of death countless times.

Finally, she decided to give up Shen Yuechuan.

Since she can't take good care of Shen Yuechuan, she may endanger the child's life at any time. Su Hongyuan is also eyeing the child. It's better to gamble once. Maybe the child will have a better life.

At that time, Su Yunjin had decided to put down Shen Yuechuan and end his life.

So, she didn't leave too many clues on Shen Yuechuan, but wrote that his biological mother was from city a, and asked the kind passers-by to send the abandoned child to the orphanage.

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