You From The Game

"I take the liberty to call you here." Xia Qiu said, "I really want to ask you something very important."

Mother Shen looked at the woman in front of her, the perfectly lit glass window leaked clear sunlight, she seemed to feel uncomfortable, she wore a blindfold, showing a perfectly curved chin and a slight appearance Pale lips.

She couldn't help but think of the capable person she had seen at the acquisition meeting, as well as Shen Tian's disappearance, the very anxious look after taking her to the car.

And that photo…

She is Shen Nian's obsession.

Mother Shen's hand curled up slightly, then let go, "What's the matter?"

Xia Qiu couldn't see her slightly abnormal movements, her voice softened slightly, "It's about Shen Tian."

Mother Shen raised her eyes, the fear of being pierced by someone flashed in her eyes for a moment, but when she met Xia Qiu's eyes, she fell silent again, "Sweet?"

"Yes." Xia Qiu said, "Because of the incident, I didn't ask clearly...I want to know now, about Tiantian..."

Xia Qiu considered her tone and said softly, "She hasn't appeared for a long time. Has this happened before?"

"Never appeared." Mother Shen's eyes dimmed, "...the previous personality has always been sweet."

Xia Qiu frowned slightly.

"But since you rescued her..." Shen's mother clenched her hands, "since you became blind...I never saw that child again."

"Tiantian is a very sensitive child. Although she looks proud, she has always been vulnerable. She must be apologetic and dare not face you, so she will let Shen Nian keep showing up..."

Xia Qiu subconsciously thought of that day, a flash of familiarity.

It is a sweet feeling.

Mother Shen's voice choked: "But in this case, sooner or later, she will disappear."

Xia Qiu suddenly felt at a loss, "...don't you want Shen Nian to appear?"

Then I felt like I was asking a stupid question.

In her opinion, Shen Nian is a protector.

But others don't see it that way.

Mother Shen was silent for a while.

She seemed to find it a little inexplicable.

"Mr. Xia."

After a long time, Xia Qiu heard Mother Shen's voice, "Shen Nian, not my daughter."

"She is an aggressor."

"She grabbed Sweet's body."

"She's a stranger I don't know."

The sound insulation of the ward is actually very good.

Shen Nian leaned against the wall, her gray hair was originally pulled up, but now there are a few naughty strands hanging down.

Shen Nian also doesn't understand, he obviously has so many things to do, why can he still stand here and listen to the mother with this body and say some irrelevant things.

"...Because I'm a stranger." Xia Qiu asked, "So I'm going to be abandoned?"

The woman's voice was quiet, like she was being let off her at night.

Shen Nian's pupils shrank slightly.

"Shen Tian is my only daughter." Mother Shen's voice choked, "You don't understand..."

Sweet smile and kindness made her survive so many lonely and difficult years.

Mother Shen just passed by her side, and Shen Nian's eyes were full of strangeness, feeling that her heart was going to die.

Mother Shen said, "Shen Nian is a madman and monster who can only destroy. She only looks at the world with a sneer. No one loves her, and she doesn't love anyone."

Mother Shen said, "...she should never exist."

—Should not exist.

Shen Nian's eyes were empty, as if returning to his childhood.

—"Father, mother doesn't like me."

—"Because she's scared."

—“Why are you afraid?”

—"Because I'm afraid you will take away the person she loves."

“…”

—"Why don't you love me?"

—"Is my existence redundant?"

Father stroked her hair and sighed, "Of course not."

"It's just how shallow the eyes of the world are."

"They will only see the possession and plunder of you floating on the surface of your pupils."

"Remember."

"You can have these."

"But you can't have that."

—You should also have love.

The moon was shining with silver light that day, my father's palms were wide, and his eyes were gentle and loving.

It's just Shen Nian, never understand.

“…Sorry.”

Xia Qiujing waited for Shen's mother to clear up her emotions, and she felt that she was almost done, before she said softly, "Roughly obliterating someone's existence to prove another, this kind of behavior is meaningless."

"But Tiantian is about to disappear!" Shen's mother finally couldn't hold back her excitement. She stood up with red eyes, trembling with excitement, and finally could only hold Xia Qiu's hand, "I beg you...even if only once, please take her to see a psychiatrist...please!"

Xia Qiu was also shocked, and hurriedly reassured her: "Don't get excited."

She said softly, "I'll let her go."

This is what she meant when Mother Shen came.

She felt compelled to learn more about the meaning of duality from the doctor.

Mother Shen suddenly raised her head and looked at her, asking word by word, "Do you love Tiantian?"

A meal in summer and autumn.

Mother Shen saw her attitude, her heart became cold, she peeled off her hands little by little, and said quietly: "I can't see the skin, so I don't care about the soul."

"Or."

Mother Shen said, "You just like it."

"It doesn't matter which one."

…

The waiting time was quite slow, Shen Nian felt that he couldn't even wait for an answer.

Is it the default?

Shen Nian wanted to think like this, but didn't want to think like this.

She thought darkly, if she likes Shen Tian, ​​then she should be a bad person.

—If Xia Qiu was asked this question at the beginning, Xia Qiu would definitely find it funny, it was like a friend asking her, "Do you like me who eats ice cream on the bike, or do you like it in Hao Hao? I was crying in the car."

No matter what she is, it is her.

But even thinking about it is a little uneasy and uncertain.

Finally, she said, "Love."

Mother Shen was also stunned, "What?"

Shen Nian's pupils shrank, and for a moment, his whole body was cold.

Yes...Xia Qiu likes Shen Tian.

From the beginning.

How could she like Shen Nian...

Back to hell.

Mother Shen said: "You don't love Tiantian at all! If you love her, you can't not hate Shen Nian!"

"You're just—"

Shen Nian didn't want to hear anything.

She just wanted to hear that person's answer.

"Why should I hate?" Xia Qiu's voice was soft, "You said you love Tiantian, but when Tiantian was lonely, you didn't have company, and when you were the most helpless and lonely, you didn't either. Appear."

Mother Shen suffocated.

"To say the most sweet person in the world."

Xia Qiu said softly, "It's Shen Nian."

Shen Nian stiffened.

"She's been protecting her since the beginning."

"To protect her innocence by degrading herself into something that everyone hates."

Xia Qiu will never forget the way Shen Nian raised the gun.

The eyes are full of blood and cold, and hopeless and world-weary.

It makes me want to cry.

"I love Shen Tian." Xia Qiu said quietly, "So, I also love to protect her Shen Nian."

"No choice."

"As long as she is, she is worth loving."

…

—How shallow the eyes of the world are.

—Only see your possession and plunder floating on the surface of your pupils.

Shen Nian put her hand on her chest, and slowly clenched the clothes on her chest, tightly, tightly, the darkness of **** almost swallowed her up, but it seemed like there was another light coming to take her back world.

…It’s okay.

A little bit.

She doesn't fight with Shen Tian.

As long as she has a little love for her, let her survive and live in the world.

Just fine.

==

Mother Shen left the address of the mental hospital and the contact information of the doctor.

Xia Qiu couldn't see it, so let the assistant concept tell her.

The result was an unexpected sound.

"XXX Hospital."

It's Shen Nian.

The voice is very shallow and faint, like it is about to disappear, but it is familiar and distressing.

Xia Qiu was stunned, and a bad guess appeared in his heart: "..."

She... just heard it all? ?

Dog left: "...play off."

Xiaqiu: “…”

In fact, when Xia Qiu said those words, she was only angry with Shen mother.

Mother Shen's attitude, as if Shen Nian was just an irrelevant stranger.

She also wanted to make Mother Shen angry on purpose, so she said those words.

But now that I think about it, it's really scum...

Now facing the master, Xia Qiu suddenly felt a guilty conscience.

Looking at the woman who seemed a little overwhelmed, Shen Nian didn't say much, she put the business card aside, her voice was indifferent, "When do you want me to go?"

Xia Qiu was slightly surprised and wanted to ask her that you are not angry or something, but I found that it was too bad, and paused, "…Anytime."

"I'll accompany you."

Shen Nian did not speak.

The two were silent for a long time.

I always feel that there is a dangerous Asura field in the air.

But when I asked the dog left, the favorability did not drop...

“…”

Xia Qiu finally couldn't hold back and coughed softly, "Just now..."

Shen Nian said: "I know."

Xiaqiu: “…”

"I'm very happy that you can protect me." Shen Nian's voice was indifferent.

Xia Qiu was startled.

"I'm not like Shen Tian, ​​I can easily like something." Shen Nian paused, then slowly said, "It's hard for me to have a good impression of something."

Like the rag dolls she shreds, cats and dogs she kills.

Deliberately approaching, or Shen Tian deliberately flattering, always makes her feel disgusted and disgusted, there is nothing in this world that can make her happy.

Even Father Shen, just because if he was injured because of Shen Nian, Shen Tian would not let her go.

She is a sub-personality, but the main character's strongest desire is also the rule she will abide by.

She will allow him to approach.

She didn't call her father like Shen Tian, ​​but called him, father.

Xia Qiu listened quietly.

"My father said that the biggest difference between me and Shen Tian is that we don't understand like and love." Shen Nian said, "But I always feel like I'm walking in hell."

"I don't see what's so lovely about this awful world."

When she saw this world for the first time, she was pushed into the water by Shen Wan, the icy water soaked the princess dress and long gray hair, she looked like a person who appeared in the deep sea Shallow water fish, struggling desperately, to no avail.

This is the first time Shen Nian sees this world.

No one laughs, no one is happy.

Only the gray and calm water drenched in the eyes, and the suffocation all over the chest.

==

Xia Qiu's heart twitched slightly, she stretched out her hand and said softly, "Come here."

Shen Nian walked over.

She touched her, the corners of her mouth curled up slightly, and soon straightened again.

"I saw a sentence before." Xia Qiu said, "Say, everyone comes to this world, selected, picked, given a mission, killed, abandoned, halfway through Died, helpless."

Her voice was soft and comfortable, like a breeze blowing through her heart.

Shen Nian looked at her with some fascination, her heart seemed to be caught and soft.

She wanted to kiss her lips.

This is the person she puts on the top of her heart.

Maybe she doesn't know what true love is, but she knows that she is obsessed with this feeling.

It was like a ray of light shining into her world.

"They went through the most painful thing in the world, fell into the dirtiest mud, struggled and couldn't get over... They hated it."

Xia Qiu was like reading a poem, slowly, slowly, gently stroking her gray hair, "Then one day, white seagulls swept across the blue sky, bringing high sun."

She held her hand, warm and strong.

"This is not hell." Xia Qiu gently kissed her hand, "Niannian, welcome to the world."

There are many ghosts wandering in the dark.

If possible, she will try to hold her hand and show her the real world.