You From The Game

Because it's just hearsay, and Butler Lin just said it all.

But Lu Hui couldn't imagine what it was like.

She couldn't remember the woman who was sitting quietly in a wheelchair, with a dull face, and the poor child in the mouth of the housekeeper Lin.

She just felt that her heart ached.

The pain became more and more painful, and the feeling sank with more and more complicated pain, and the sinking became a kind of thing that was even more incomprehensible.

Like a book.

When you first saw it, you might just like its name, its cover, or an interesting legend about it that your friends casually talked about.

Because of superficial liking, you began to try to get close, and you couldn't help turning the first page.

You are attracted.

Even if you read it and feel sad, even if you just get close, you feel a kind of breathless sadness.

You know, many things that are more important and deeper and that you want to understand have been hidden for a long time.

The source of all evil that makes people sad, hidden in that person's sad body, hidden in the straight spine, she was blinded by the mist, looking down at all beings from above, and after falling into the clouds , in the struggling eyes.

"Later, Miss Xia didn't let anyone in that room." Butler Lin said, "I heard that Xia Shi cried and wanted to go in when he was a child, but was chased away by Miss Xia."

"Oh, we'll talk about these things in private." Butler Lin sighed again, "In front of Xia Xiao... President Xia, don't mention it."

"Well, I know." Lu Hui nodded obediently.

They looked at the flowers in the garden for a while, and soon the twilight fell.

Butler Lin went to the kitchen, and Lu Hui sat at the door of the basement as before, looking at the teeth marks on his index finger.

Tooth marks are very deep.

It seems to leave scars for a lifetime.

Lu Hui was a little worried that it was not deep enough, she even started to think about whether to get a tattoo.

Rings will be lost, promises will change, only deep scars can be seen and remembered for a period of time.

Lu Hui looked at the scar on his hand, thinking about what Butler Lin said, and couldn't help but start to feel uncomfortable again.

There is a small scar on her finger that hurts to the touch.

I don't want to believe in reality, I don't want to accept Xia Qiu who lost both legs, how uncomfortable it must be.

Lu Hui was stunned for a while, thinking that it was time for her to eat, she thought about it, took two mints from her pocket and put them on the ground.

She loved to have a fever and sickness when she was a child. Her grandparents were worried about her, and they gave her a very bitter and very bitter medicine every day.

It made her cry every time.

Later, my grandmother sewed a pocket for all her clothes, and it was full of candies.

She didn't understand it at the time, but her health gradually improved. She never took such bitter medicine again, but the same sugar also lost its sweet taste.

But she still used to wear clothes with pockets and put a lot of sugar in the pockets.

She squatted at the door of the basement, looking left and right, she felt that putting sugar here, no matter how you look at it, it looks like a tribute...

And the tribute appears to be at risk of being trampled on by a wheelchair.

Lu Hui: "…"

Lu Hui silently took the candy back, looked around, and finally found a pot of Chlorophytum, guessing that Xia Qiu's hand was just within reach, he hung the Chlorophytum at the door of the passage. high.

She hid the sugar under the spider orchid leaves of the orchid.

After a pause, she said, "Sweet enough to cry."

“…”

"Forget it, don't cry, I'm a little unimaginable." Lu Hui said to the orchid, distressed, "If you don't cry, I feel distressed to death, if you cry , I'm afraid I'll have to die on the spot."

Besides, Xia Qiu doesn’t look like someone who can cry at all.

She can't read this treasure, but she wants to make her future better.

He Ran, the maid changed her clothes and came over, just when she saw Lu Hui like this, she rolled her eyes impatiently, thinking that she was indeed a native turtle from the countryside. They all hate these messes, and they must be unhappy when they see it.

But she won't remind this "young grandma".

She walked behind Lu Hui and said coldly, "It's dinner, young lady."

Lu Hui looked at the spider plant a little reluctantly, and finally touched its leaves before leaving.

On the way to eat, why followed behind her, they passed a small garden built by the road, and heard someone whispering something inside.

"It can't be true..."

"I can only think of it this way, Mr. Xia asked the young master to give the way... The young mistress kneels down, isn't she just trying to humiliate the young master by her identity as a young mistress?"

"No...I don't think it should be like this...Mr. Xia is very fond of young master..."

Just give the young master a warning..."

"I don't think so. Maybe Mr. Xia hates Mrs. Lu very much. She has no reason to refuse the arrangement at home, so she wants to use the hand of the young master to drive the young lady out?"

"For whatever reason..."

“…”

“…”

Lu Hui tilted his head slightly, and finally left as if nothing had happened.

But she didn't get far.

"No thoughts?"

The woman's voice, with a hint of sarcasm.

Lu Hui didn't look at her and walked straight forward.

The maid behind.

The woman was a little angry that she was ignored, she endured and said, "Mr. Xia doesn't pay attention to you at all! Do you think Xia is always venting your anger today? You are just Boss Xia's hand. The tools inside! Or Xia always wants to drive you away! Maybe you will face the revenge of the young master, and the end will be even worse, you are just a dead chess—”

Lu Hui did not hear.

He Ran's speech was ignored, and she became angry.

"Don't be complacent, do you think you will be fine? President Xia is just a lame man, and the Xia family is only temporarily in her hands. One day, all this will be the young master's, She ended up being just a cripple, humble enough to be dust-"

Lu Hui suddenly stopped.

She somewhat understood why Xia Qiu dismissed many servants, and now she even felt that the high severance pay Xia Qiu paid was a loss.

"Oh?"

A tone of indifference.

With a casual girlish feeling, she tilted her head to look at her, her gray hair was **** high, her pale cheeks and lips were light, seemingly harmless, but those eyes brightened the moment she mentioned Xia Qiu. With a sharp edge like a knife.

When the knife is unsheathed, it is never sharp, harmless, and can even be a tasteful ornament.

Using a knife to describe people, Lu Hui is not a famous knife, she can even say that it is just a wild knife with beautiful and delicate patterns.

However, some knives are not named by the craftsman, but by the person who chooses it, or in other words, the person chosen by it.

In this moment.

Lu Hui spoke up.

"Do you know why human existence makes sense?"

I thought I was facing a harmless sparrow, but I was caught off guard by such a sharp aura.

“…what?”

She took a step back subconsciously.

"I ask you, why does human existence have meaning." Lu Gui took a step towards her.

I don't understand, don't answer nonsense-"

"It's like why some people have to drink 82-year-old red wine, some people eat in a five-star restaurant, and some people wear famous brand names..." Lu Hui ignored her and just took care of himself Said, "People give something noble meaning and hold them and let them show their own taste."

"Then they have a 'noble' meaning."

"But you know, these things are meaningless."

Lu Hui said, and when he got closer, his eyes were dark, "Once people no longer recognize them...that's a pile of waste, right?"

Why didn't she understand why Lu Hui suddenly said this to her, but she could understand this person's eyes.

She looked at her as if she was looking at a pile of useless scum, with a little pity and mockery.

Lu Hui spent many days here, she looked at these servants with respect and indifference to her on the surface, and infinite slander and belittling behind them.

The queen who should be in control of all this, quietly closes her eyes and the world, confines herself to the dark underground, does not listen, does not ask or hear, obviously should be the master of the sky, But live more indifferently than anyone else.

"You may not understand what I mean." Lu Hui looked at He Ran's blank eyes and smiled, "But I can explain it to you."

"Many people in this world are just doing nothing and don't even know why they are alive."

When a foot hurts a little, they have to stomp on it, like jumping ants, all they can do is to easily envy others, hate others, and use this to find a sense of existence—

But I don't know that when the clouds fall, the sun burns.

"I mean." Lu Hui looked at her and said softly, "The person you are standing here today, talking recklessly, is the one who gave you meaning."

"She gave you a satisfying job and gave you the ability to stand tall in front of me."

He took a step back subconsciously.

She didn't know why she stepped back, maybe because of Lu Hui's eyes, maybe because of that sharp aura.

Not a fox.

This is a real tiger, under the skin of a harmless and innocent cat, with unknown claws.

Actually, she looked down on Xia Qiu a bit. She was from Xia Shi's side. In her eyes, only a healthy young master could inherit all the orthodoxy.

And Xia Qiu, with a gloomy and irritable personality, is not only a lame man, but also a girl, even if he has an extraordinary business acumen in business, but so what?

She is a lame, destined to not go too long, too far.

"Your rudeness today may be her indifferent acquiescence. I can choose to ignore it." Lu Hui's voice was quiet.

He took a step back subconsciously.

Facing Lu Hui, she felt that she had been seen through.

This seemingly innocent, unremarkable, and even weak young grandma seems to have a bottom line called Xia Qiu.

Before the bottom line, there is a harmless scabbard, and after the bottom line, there is an indestructible blade.

Lu Hui's eyes were like unsheathed knives, sharp and cold, with a little naive sharpness.

"But I want you to know."

She is the star in the sky, the distant sun, and all the mysterious and unreachable in this world.

She is also the best person she has ever met.

She's someone she...likes.

"And I'm not the same as you." Lu Hui changed the subject and said, "I know what I mean."

Why subconsciously ask: "…meaning?"

Lu Hui turned his gaze to the starry Milky Way far away.

She is Xia Qiu's wife.

"I like her."

Under the floating moonlight, the girl turned her head slightly, the knife returned to the sheath, she seemed to have become the harmless ornament again, her voice was innocent and brave, "So I want to protect her ."

She is not allowed to hear anyone say that Xiaqiu is not good.

She has never liked anyone, so when she meets such a good person, she... really wants to protect her.

Didn't you hear what those people said just now? Don't you care at all? You are a dead chess player! A victim! President Xia doesn't care about you at all! Young master won't let you go!"

"It doesn't matter."

Lu Hui never cared about himself.

She is not afraid that she will be used by her, nor is she afraid that she will be pushed to the cusp of the storm. She will even feel that it is good.

She doesn't know Xia Qiu, she doesn't know what she's thinking, but she knows what she thinks, that's enough.

She has never gained anything, so she has nothing to lose. She only has superficial likes. She is such a superficial person. off.

What can I do?

She is stubborn and naive, wishful and fearless.

"I'm never afraid of being used." Lu Hui laughed, his gray hair fluttering, and his cheeks were dimpled, "I'm just afraid that I'm useless."

She is like a warrior fighting on the battlefield, she can be invincible for her beliefs.

He Ran looked at her as if she was looking at a lunatic with deep scheming.

She always thought that Lu Hui was just a lucky man who turned a sparrow into a phoenix, but now, he is still a stupid crazy sparrow.

Are you more important?"

Lu Hui looked at He Ran, with a little pity in his eyes, "What kind of love can there be? It's just that I feel happy when I see it, and then I'm mad. Of course I am very important, but I can meet someone who sees it. The person she wanted to send her even with her life, I have only met this person in my life, and of course it is more important than me... You don't even understand this, physical scars can be healed, and psychological disabilities can't be cured Doctor."

He is so angry.

It doesn't make sense to talk to a madman, so she told herself that she shook her skirt, put on a gesture that she was too lazy to talk to a madman, and gritted her teeth and walked away.

Lu Hui didn't care, she stood where she was, feeling like a superhero who used her bravery to drive away the bad guys.

Her hands were rubbing against the teeth marks, and the sky was full of stars. She thought of the look in Xia Qiu's eyes when she looked at Xia Shi that day.

The kind who fell from the clouds into hell, covered in bruises, cold and numb, revenge for everything but powerless, with a bit of sad ferocity.

She said to Xia Shi, that is because I am a lame man, and I am unwilling.

"I am most afraid that I will be useless." Lu Hui said to himself, "I will be braver."

Be braver and come near you.

Lu Hui looked at the wound on his hand, "No matter what you are facing..."

No matter why you are unhappy.

"Hope you are as good as I love you...go ahead."

She knew that she liked Xia Qiu, and the first liking came from the throbbing and shouting in the depths of her soul.

As if someone was talking.

It's her, it's her.

To protect her, to love her, to live for her, to die for her, even if there is a sea of ​​fire, you must move forward bravely.