World of Gods

One, summary of the second volume

The second volume is an obvious stage of growth and accumulation.

This volume is actually not very detailed, because in my opinion the focus is on various foreshadowing and foreshadowing.

Things that seem strange and unreasonable in this volume will be revealed one by one in the future.

When preparing the second volume at that time, it was very simple, that is, since writing ancient Greece, Sparta and sports must be written, of course, the marathon is not easy to avoid.

It's just that because it is a world of magic and divine power, many old things fail, so the process of war is biased towards individual heroism.

This is the inevitable of high-end power war.

At the end of this volume, Su Ye officially embarked on the road of legend.

Like his choice at the end of the second volume.

He decided to develop papermaking and movable type printing, not to show off, not to make money, not to show the superiority of the traverser, not limited to literacy, not to popularize culture, or to the low-level interpretation of the four inventions.

It is to promote the progress of the entire human race, but to ask yourself to do things as a legend. "Why" is very important.

Just like everyone else eats and breathes alive, so it is more important to understand what you are living for.

Su Ye wanted to understand why, so he didn't even care that papermaking and movable type printing would strengthen gods and shrines, because the progress of the times would not leave anyone alone.

Unless you stick to the old days.

Once the era begins to accelerate, then anyone who blocks the wave of the era will be engulfed.

Even the gods.

Even when Su Ye decided to cooperate with the shrine to accelerate the popularization of movable type printing in papermaking, he was ready to make progress with all those who were willing to make progress.

No matter what identity.

The first volume of Su Ye is also devoted to the struggle between civilians and nobles, but in the second volume, he has recognized something deeper.

The battle between nobles and civilians is only the level of the problem. Only when this level is penetrated can the level of problem solving be discovered.

With a wealth of experience, and learning to think about the wisdom and knowledge of the sages and great men, Su Ye has gradually changed.

Not a change in strength, but a transformation in spirit and thinking.

At the end of the first volume, I seem to have said that there are indeed many things similar to preaching. As for why, I will elaborate at the end of the third volume.

The third volume is the turning point of the whole book in the outline.

Yesterday when I was thinking about the third volume, I deleted some of the original content and only prepared to write the main one.

The progress should be slightly accelerated, and starting from the fourth volume, the process will be further accelerated.

Cough, I will take a vaccination. On the two or three key issues, the third volume will still spend a few chapters to explain.

However, after the third volume, Su Ye's spirit and thinking have been transformed, and there will no longer be too much preaching before, but will write a good story, or that sentence, the reason will be summarized after the end of the third volume.

What I can say now is that I’m not really preaching. I’m just writing different people or things in different ways. Or, I’m writing a lot of things that I wouldn’t cover in the previous book. Touching the world."

The text is here, and then talk about something else.

Second, chat

Why can't I change three to four and five every day?

This issue must be viewed from both internal and external perspectives.

Let me talk about the external environment where I think the impact is only 1%. Yes, even if I talk about external influence first, I think the environmental factors are actually very, very small.

For example, the summer weather is too hot, and my sleep is disturbed. For example, the industry is turbulent and I am uneasy. Such as the impact of the epidemic and tangled subscriptions, etc...

Even if I find many factors that will slow down my writing, I still think the impact is only 1%.

I have never denied the impact of the external environment, but I firmly believe that as people age, the negative impact of the external environment will become smaller and smaller, and their own influence on themselves will become greater and greater.

From within me, what is affecting me?

I analyze from two aspects, but the analysis process is very complicated, I try to keep it simple.

I study Suye in the book every day, or those big guys. I try to find a large and complete time of half an hour to an hour every day, focusing on thinking about a problem or a point.

If you can think through a problem thoroughly every day, you can think about 365 a year, and 3650 in a decade. How many problems can a person have in a lifetime? Right.

1. I lack focus.

People who can write for a long time need to have a particularly strong concentration.

I am actually a person who has lacked concentration since I was a child. Even now, don’t look at the self-management I have studied for several years. The concentration has not improved qualitatively.

Of course, I am not in a hurry, take it slowly, I give myself ten years.

As I said before, when people are older, they should understand that they have the greatest influence on themselves, and when they are young, they still have the most outside influence, especially childhood.

Therefore, when I was thinking, I was looking for why my thinking was particularly divergent and unable to concentrate, and I was looking for my childhood.

When I was a kid, I was fostered by my parents in relatives' homes. What about grandma, grandma, aunt and uncle?

Even if I am young, I realize that I am not their real family, they are more pitiful to me, and it is difficult to treat me as a real family, such as the bullying of brothers, the coldness of other relatives, all kinds of things will be right My thinking has a huge impact.

Now think about it, I was quite tragic when I was a kid. Only when my relatives frightened me by a distant father who didn’t impress me at all did I know that I had a father, so it led to the fact that my father was a terrible image.

I will not communicate with my father until now. (Manually cover your face with a small expression)

My first impression of my mother was that when I was in the first grade of elementary school, she took me home.

My relatives at that time were ordinary people. They were very tired to survive, and they all have their own children. It is impossible to put too much attention on me.

This led to my view of the environment at the time: it was an insecure environment because there was no parental protection and no family warmth.

To survive in a dangerous environment, should my mind focus or diverge?

Obviously, I want to disperse all the time, to find various danger signals, and if I am too focused, I may not find danger.

The influence of the environment since I was a child made me form a deep-rooted divergent and even suspicious thinking.

Therefore, I was particularly easy to attract attention from external changes since I was small.

Even in my studies, as long as I study hard, my grades will go up, but I can’t concentrate on my studies for a long time, so what is waiting for me is ups and downs.

Being too divergent to stay focused is one of the main reasons why I can’t stick to writing many chapters every day.

However, the problem has to be divided into two, and divergent thinking prevents me from focusing. Will that bring benefits?

Of course there are.

Divergent thinking makes me get a good deal of "conception" before writing. With rich "imagination, fantasy and delusion" ability, I can have some small achievements in writing.

However, the inability to concentrate has also restricted my further growth.

The reason why I can speak this frankly now is that the fundamental reason is that I no longer interpret the world as a "dangerous environment" as I used to, and I no longer over-prevent.

From my current perspective, the fundamental problem of my childhood is not that environment, but "my interpretation of the environment."

If I explained this at the time: It was precisely because my parents loved me that they knew they could not protect me well outside, so they sent me to my hometown. Although my relatives are not good at expressing, they also love me. Although my elder brother would bully me, it was because they wanted to express themselves, or maybe they felt that I had taken away the love of their family. They did not really want to bully me...

If I explain in this way, then I must be completely different now.

Of course, I am really thankful that I did not encounter extreme situations, such as the kind of things that were locked in the chain and seriously injured by my family and relatives. None of them happened to me. If excessive and serious things happen, you should find ways to fight and fight for your own living space.

Hmm... what the **** am I saying?

This thinking diverges...

To sum up, although I used to look at my childhood with a confrontational mentality and those pasts, I am now slowly reconciling with everything in the past.

Although the past has had a great influence on me, which caused me to over-divide my mind and unable to maintain focus, it is difficult to write for a long time, but I no longer blame the problem on the past. I am now trying to improve my concentration ability.

2. Self-identification.

Whether it is divergence or concentration, whether it is writing or updating, it is just a "representation". We humans have an innate abstract ability.

In the process of thinking, I abstracted a bit. The whole process is actually very complicated. I really want to write for a long time. I will talk briefly.

What is long writing? Is an action.

What is the pre-decision for action? Is judgment.

So what will drive judgment? Awareness, to perceive change or invariance, and then to judge.

So, what was before awareness?

I have been thinking about this for a long time, and finally determined that the preposition of awareness is "self-identification".

This logic line is very complicated because it involves my interpretation of various knowledge and experience. Not much to say. In simple terms, correct awareness requires a correct self-knowledge. A correct self-knowledge must first have self-identification.

Because if we can't identify with ourselves, like my childhood, our understanding of the world will not benefit our own deviations.

And I continue to ask what is the premise of self-identification?

I thought for a long time, it should be "survival" or "existence".

There is no need to question before survival, because that is the purely physiological and genetic level.

Because we need to survive, we have to live, so we need to "self-identify". If we don't identify with ourselves, we will fall into self-destruction without the need for survival, and then everything will be meaningless.

Because I have heard of people with severe depression, their brain structure has changed differently from ordinary people, they will enter a "nil" state, in simple terms, they will neither care about life nor death.

They have lost the need for survival, so their thinking is actually not as good as plants, they will not care about eating and drinking, and even the so-called zisha is just a normal behavior in their opinion, not really want to die, this topic can not say much .

On the basis of this matter, I determined that if I want to survive, I must identify with myself, with my meaning, with my own value, with this world, with everything.

Ok……

Ok……

Ok……

Convergence divergence.

What is the purpose of this, that is, I am not lazy, I do not want to update, I am now cultivating self-identity, cultivating my own awareness, cultivating my own judgment, and only then can I write better and more And then update more quickly and more.

Now everyone understands.

I now want to reconcile with the past me, everything in the past, and also recognize and recognize the present me, so it is difficult to update more at the same time.

However, I believe that as time goes on, I will definitely make more progress.

3. Self-feeding.

This is a vocabulary I see when I seek self-identity, and I am fascinated by it.

This word has been chewing for a long time.

And, there is a preliminary idea.

In the past, if, if, I mean if,

My parents' family did not feed me well in terms of knowledge, thoughts and love.

My relatives did not feed me well.

My school, teachers and classmates, UU reading www.uukanshu. comm didn't feed me well.

My environment, society, acquaintances and friends did not feed me well.

Even, I have done many and many wrong things, and when I think about it, I am so blatantly regretful that I have not fed myself in terms of knowledge, thoughts and love.

So, from now on, I will feed myself well.

I want to feed myself love, feed health, feed positive, feed the good, feed the great thinking, feed the basic knowledge, feed everything I like, I love, I dream, I expect...

The full text is summarized in one sentence, I am not not adding more, but I have been preparing for it! Hahahahaha...

Finally, I hope everyone can reconcile with the past and find their own system. From now on, feed yourself well and make yourself a loving self.

This is today's update, although it is not the main text.

Continue to update the text tomorrow.

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