When You’re Gone

Gu Hansheng's anger is urgent and fierce this time.

In my impression, Jingxing has hardly seen him so severe.

Even if he was caught in trouble before, Gu Hansheng never treated him like this.

At this moment, Gu Hansheng is not like a strict elder brother. He is more like an executioner. He is walking in Jingxing every word. It seems that in Gu Hansheng's eyes, disaster has not yet been caused, and Jingxing seems to have become a murderer.

He kicked the leg bend pain, Jingxing gritted his teeth, bear the pain, also bear Gu Hansheng's anger.

In addition to Gu Hansheng and Jing Xing, there are Wen MINGTING, the housekeeper LIANG Qing, and other servants standing far away.

Jingxing looked up at Gu Hansheng stubbornly, knowing that he had done something wrong, but his eyes were still stiff. He said, "I didn't want to hurt her, how could I hurt her..."

"I allowed you to talk!" The man's cold and fierce voice interrupted Jing Xing's words.

He stood in front of Jing Xing with a negative hand, looked down at him and sneered coldly, "I have said more than once that you are twenty years old, not two or twelve years old. When will you be mature?"

"Do you feel proud to be able to avoid my eyes and find the place where ah Yun stayed? I open one eye and close one eye, do you still think you can turn to the sky? "

As Gu Hansheng spoke, Wen MINGTING watched his fingers slowly tightening behind him. She was a little scared and came forward, "Hansheng, calm down, ah Xing certainly didn't mean it!"

If in the past, when the old lady came forward, Jingxing would have to say something charming, but today, he knelt straight and only pursed his lips tightly.

Gu Hansheng is different from the past. He doesn't give the old lady face.

He sneered again, staring at Jing Xing for a long time before he opened his lips. "I can't accommodate you tonight. I'll take you or you go by yourself."

LIANG Qing's face is dignified and looks at Wen MINGTING.

It's no use for them to come forward at this time.

Jing Xing looks upstairs, suddenly stands up and leads a Yun out.

A Yun is Gu Hansheng's dog. Even if he is punished, he still faces Gu Hansheng.

Jingxing leads him to the door, and the dog doesn't want to go. He sits arrogantly at the door and doesn't look at Gu Hansheng, but he just doesn't want to step out of the door.

Jing Xing did not pull twice, threw the dog rope, pressed the hat on his clothes on his head, and rushed into the snow.

"Ah Xing..." Wen MINGTING called behind him.

"Let him go." Behind him, Gu Hansheng lightly exports.

Liang Shu is resting upstairs. Naturally, he doesn't know that a smoke of gunpowder has just happened downstairs.

When Gu Hansheng went upstairs, the man who had just lost his temper had changed his mood.

He knew that Liang Shu was not asleep.

Gu Hansheng sat by the bed and looked at her quietly. After a while, he said, "this is my fault. I won't let ah Yun appear in front of you again, eh?"

The woman hugged in the quilt, face toward the French window, no response.

Gu Hansheng was not annoyed when this happened. He stretched his hand into the quilt and held her hand easily.

Liang Shu wants to take back her finger like she is frightened, but there is no way to compare the strength of a woman with that of a man. She can't take it away.

"If I had known that this would happen tonight, I would not have brought you to take care of the house. Don't be angry with me, eh?"

There was another silence.

With a smile on his lips, the man with mild eyebrows and eyes well concealed the careful thinking of calculation in his dark eyes. He pinched her soft fingers and said, "the old lady is still blaming herself downstairs now, for fear that our relationship will be stiff."

Well, it's time to move out of the old lady and crush her.

Liang Shu turned over at this time. She raised her eyes and looked coldly at Gu Hansheng. Her lips were pale. "Is our relationship better?"

Smell speech, man thick black eyebrow quietly slowly wrinkle.

"The old lady doesn't know what's going on with our marriage. Don't you? I don't know what heaven and earth have forced you to do. This is the relationship between us now. "

I don't know whether he deliberately lost his strength or what. When he had a pain in his hand, Liang Shu frowned silently.

After a long time, Gu Hansheng said, "who else do you think can force me in the world?"

Liang Shu didn't think deeply about this problem, and didn't understand the deeper meaning of this sentence.

She took advantage of this moment directly pulled back his fingers, and then raised the quilt to cover the whole head, "who dares to force you."

The man suddenly laughs, who dares to force him?

Who else but her?

Gu Hansheng stretched out his hand to lift her quilt. He had great strength and was naturally relaxed.

Instead of giving lengshu a chance to respond, he leaned forward, put his right palm on her shoulder, and looked down at the scar on her neck.

Now it's been bandaged by the doctor, and I can't see anything.

When he got closer, the tip of his nose was almost touching her cheek. The sweet smell of wood, which belonged to the man, ran slowly into his nose. He said, "does it hurt?"

Simply a pain, but did not want to directly forced out the tears of cool ease.

A drop of transparent tears into her dark hair, cool Shu closed his eyes, did not speak.

It was he who was kissing her.

It's just a little bit of a kiss, and it doesn't mean lust.

He said, "ah Yun won't appear in front of you in the future, I promise you?"

Liang Shu suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him, "the old lady probably told me the meaning of a Yun to you, because I just let it never see you again. Is it worth it? Are you willing? "

He was funny, "one of you?"

He gently followed Liang Shu's long hair with a big palm, lowered his head and gave her a kiss in the middle of the eyebrow. "Mrs. Gu, you look down on your position in my heart."

Liang Shu's fingers clenched quietly, and she slowly closed her eyes.

The curative effect of this is so strong that the heart begins to spread sour and soft pain at the moment.

She pinched the palm of her hand tightly and told herself in her heart that some things were poisons that she could not touch.

In this short period of more than 20 years, she has come all the way, through thorny thorns, this way has not opened any flowers, some are just full of scars.

What is scarred is not only the road she has walked for more than 20 years, but also her heart.

For those who have experienced her all the way, she is not the poison of these people?

She once swore that Jiang Ping Sheng was the end.

She's not going to harm anyone else.

But she will not let go of those who have left scars on her body and heart.

This night, Gu Hansheng was afraid that Liang Shu would leave a shadow on him. He said to her, "you go to Hanshan Temple to ask for a peace talisman for the old lady. As her daughter-in-law, I am very grateful to you for thinking of this."

"The number of times you come to Gu's house is very small. We have been certified that even you have little contact with the old lady, but it is really rare to notice what she likes in this short time."

"The old lady believes in Buddhism, but I don't believe in Buddhism, but I often hear her say that when people go to the world, they not only need to see the beautiful scenery, but also have to experience their own disaster, so it's a disaster no matter how big or small. Can ah Shu let go of that?"

Can you let it go?

Liang Shu doesn't think so.

But his tone obviously coaxed her as a child.

"Then why don't other people have this robbery?"

The man took her into his arms, a deep voice came from the top of his head, "others haven't had that chance."

Liang Shu is silent.

If someone asked her at this time: have you been married to Gu Hansheng for more than a month, has he been good to you?

She would definitely answer: OK.

As a husband, he is impeccable.

Even everything has been done, no details.

They had nothing to do with each other. She became his wife Gu by dishonorable means and took away the position that should have belonged to him. Why didn't he get upset?

Liang Shu is doomed to fail to understand this problem.

She is grateful to Gu Hansheng, so big Yucheng, once almost no place for her, and the future, probably not.

The only thing she can do is to cling to Gu Hansheng.

……

That night, Liang shuwo thought of "hell" in Gu Hansheng's arms.

In the traditional sense, hell refers to the place where people, or people in the world, will go after death.

Hell is full of sorrow and torture.

Now hell, though its essence has changed, remains unchanged.

It's the same torture.

Liang Shu is thinking, what is her hell?

It was the same night.

It's past eleven o'clock in the night, and Lu Jinsheng has just finished a dinner.

Chen Xian pinched the time to call him, "Mr. Lu, I'm afraid you need to come to the hospital."

At half past eleven, it snowed harder and harder.

Lu Jinsheng drove to the hospital. On a cold day, the road was wet and slippery. He was not fast, but he opened the window.

The cold wind poured in from the wide open window, but Lu Jinsheng seemed not afraid of the cold at all.

What is Cheng Geling doing at this time?

She sat cross legged on the bed with a tiny needle in her hand, which was aimed at her throat.

Chen Xian stood at the door, she woke up the mobile phone screen to see the time, "Mr. Lu has been on the road."

Cheng Geling turns her head slowly. She hears Chen Xian's words, but now she is full of the face that suddenly appeared in the ward this morning.

When Lu Jinsheng came, he took the wind and snow in the night of Yucheng.

Hearing the sound of opening the door, Cheng Geling's eyes flashed. Regardless of her weak body, she walked out of bed barefoot and rushed to Lu Jinsheng's arms.

She threw the needle held by her fingertips, put her arms around him tightly, and put her pale cheek on Lu Jinsheng's cold coat.

"Jinsheng, you have come to see me at last."

The man was very cold, so he stood, looking down at his head buried in his arms.

After a while, he faintly smile, "is not injured, where hurt, I see?"

He walked toward the sofa, and Cheng Geling followed him.

He took off his coat and threw it aside. He sat down and Cheng Geling sat down beside him.

She showed her bandaged wrist. "Here, it hurts."

The wound was wrapped tightly by the white bandage. Lu Jinsheng's lips were stained with a smile, but he didn't see it in his eyes. He held Cheng Geling's hand, and his thumb was just right on the position of her wound.

The next second, he in Cheng Geling that pair of innocent poor eyes slowly force.

Cheng Geling had a pale face, now because of the pain has become more pale, her right hand tightly grasp Lu Jinsheng's clothes, can't help calling his name, "Jinsheng, pain..."

Slowly, red marks spread among the white bandages.

Lu Jinsheng let go of her hand, he was laughing, smile Yin soft, "Ling Ling, since now know the pain, that cut wrist when how don't know the pain?"

She gritted her teeth, a drop of tears suddenly fell from her eyes, and then suddenly fell into his arms, "sorry, sorry, I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't cut my wrist, I know I'm so despised by you, but I just love you, I just love you, is that wrong?"

Some tears rubbed against Lu Jinsheng's clothes. He reached out and pulled a piece of paper to lift her face up. He gently wiped her tears.

He said, "how much do you love me?"

Cheng Geling choked and said, "I'm not a star. I just need to be around you, OK?"

"You're not always with me, are you?"

Another hot tear fell on Lu Jinsheng's fingers. He looked down and half closed his eyes, loosening his grip on her face.

Cheng Geling suddenly held his hand, "I..."

That sentence I want to be your wife almost blurted out, but Cheng Geling is good now, she dare not gamble.

She said, "I won't say it. If you don't like it, I won't say it any more. As long as you don't have anyone else around you, it's good. It's good."

Lu Jinsheng stopped talking.

He just stares at her face, like countless times before.

But Cheng Geling was not as usual this time. She couldn't hold back her tears.

Lu Jinsheng's face turned from mild and soft to impatient. He pinched her face again and said in a cold voice, "don't cry!"

But Cheng Geling couldn't help it.

She tried to hold back her tears, and her lower lip was almost bitten by her.

Finally, she said, "Jinsheng, please don't do this to me."

Although she was thinking, Cheng Geling never dared to mention the word "marriage".

Lu Jinsheng went out to answer a phone call in the middle of the way, and his coat was put aside, while Cheng Geling sat and stared at his coat, which was just like being stunned.

She clenched her teeth and told herself, just take a look.

With that, she reached over and took out Lu Jinsheng's wallet.

It's just, unfortunately.

Lu Jinsheng came in suddenly.

He stood at the door, still holding the phone in his hand. His face didn't change much, but the radian of his mouth became bigger and bigger.

The wallet in Cheng Geling's hand fell to the ground. Her pupils were very tight and she opened her mouth.

The man came over. He picked up the wallet on the ground and put it back into Cheng Geling's hand again. His voice was gentle, "what are you looking for?"

She shook her head and tucked the wallet back into his coat pocket.

There was a moment of silence in the ward.

Cheng Geling sits on the sofa and looks at the man who is smoking in front of the window. The half person high window in front of him is wide open. It's snowy outside, and all the cold air is pouring into it.

In a trance, Cheng Geling even felt that there were snowflakes floating on her face.

She shivered and walked up to him, "Jin Sheng, I'm too cold. Please close the window."

Because of this open window, all the heat in the room seems to be absorbed.

Lu Jinsheng takes a hard breath of the smoke. When he turns around, he vomits all the smoke on Cheng Geling's face. Cheng Geling is choked out of breath, and she coughs.

When the man saw her, he put the cigarette between his lips and bit it. Then he bent over and held her to the bed. Behind him, his broad body seemed to block all the wind and snow.

Cheng Geling's heart warms up gradually. She sits on the bed and looks up at the man whose face is hard to distinguish.

The next moment, he said, "Lingling, is it cold?"

Without waiting for Cheng Geling to speak, the voice on her head continued, "remember the first day you met me? At that time, did you ever shout "cold"

That night three years ago, Cheng Geling squatted under the bushes near the parking lot. It was the same weather.

Lu Jinsheng stood down in front of her. He squatted down and looked at her with equal eyes. He asked her, "is it cold?"

Cheng Geling didn't feel cold at that time. She thought it was the reflection of the living. She didn't feel hungry or cold, but she was shaking all over, but she still shook her head and said, "it's not cold."

Then Lu Jinsheng took her to the car.

However, Cheng Geling did not know that many years ago, there was a little girl squatting under the bushes covered with snow. Her clothes were simple and old, and she couldn't keep out the cold at all, but on such a cold day, she didn't even tremble.

Cheng Geling didn't know where she had done wrong again. She looked at him and said, "I also want to ask where I went before. You are so nice that I almost lost myself."

This makes Lu Jinsheng in a trance. How could someone say he is good?

He threw his cigarette butt into her drinking cup on the bedside table. "Do you really want to marry me?"

Smell speech, Cheng Geling stares big eyes, then nodded.

She thought, why didn't she.

She loves him very much, and her parents also like Lu Jinsheng very much.

Cheng Geling said Lu Jinsheng is good. How good is Lu Jinsheng?

The two old people came to see her from the border town by train for the first time. It was Lu Jinsheng who arranged the driver to pick her up at the railway station.

Cheng Geling and his parents had lunch together. He was so busy with his work that he had to come here. Although he didn't have dinner together, he had a word with the two old people in a hurry, and then he said to charge the money to his account.

He even bought a big apartment for her.

Her parents said: good boy, you find a good man, you must take good care of it.

The night she proposed to marry him, she was almost strangled by him.

Later, he squatted on the edge of the bed and looked at her gently. Cheng Geling was trapped in that kind of eyes, as if she suddenly came back to life full of blood. She took off her clothes in front of him.

He let her die and let her live.

He never touched her, even if she shamefully exposed herself to him.

This is the real reason why Cheng Geling cut her wrist.

At the moment, he asked her if she really wanted to marry him.

Cheng Geling's answer is: she wants to.

She saw Lu Jinsheng smile, and the end of her eyes flashed a little cold and thin. This time, Cheng Geling heard what he said clearly.

He said, "good girl, I should reward you, she dare not go to hell, you dare."

He / she dare not go to hell, you dare.

Cheng Geling doesn't understand the meaning of this sentence. She just stares at Lu Jinsheng.

Lu Jinsheng Fu Hansheng patted her face, "another time, the blood on your body is dry, I will not come to see you once, remember what I said."

……

That night, Liang Shu stayed with Gu Hansheng in Gu Hansheng's bedroom, which is now their wedding room.

That night, Lu Jinsheng came out from the gate of the hospital with a cigarette between his lips. The wind blew up a corner of his coat. He looked up at the flying snow and narrowed his eyes.

That night, Qu Eucalyptus walked up and down the corridor with the contraceptive found in the bedside table on the other side of Liangshu. She was puzzled. She was hesitant to tell Gu Hansheng about it.

For the children, Qu Eucalyptus thinks Gu Hansheng is looking forward to it.

Liang Shu is not in good health. He has told himself more than once to ensure that his wife's food is nutritionally balanced, so it's almost a habit to have a cup of hot milk before going to bed.

Of course, it's more than that.

Two days ago, the old lady came to take care of her and brought some medicine for her.

At that time, Qu Eucalyptus picked up Wen MINGTING from the door, just as Gu Hansheng came down from upstairs.

Wen MINGTING said to Gu Hansheng, "ah Shu is not in good health. I'll take this medicine for her and make it up."

Wen Yan, the man of No.0 residence quickly steps forward and takes the package of medicine from Wen MINGTING's hand. He looks down and looks at it seriously. Wen MINGTING asks, "what are you looking at?"

Qu e'an only remembers that under the bright light, the man's eyes are rarely gentle. He burst out a smile on his lips and said, "ah Shu doesn't like bitter things. I'll look for them and pick out all the bitter herbs, leaving only the sweet ones."

Wen MINGTING glared at him, "such a big man, still talking nonsense."

Gu Hansheng smiles, then embraces Wen MINGTING's shoulder, "take care of ah Shu's body slowly, even if it's a tonic."

But Wen MINGTING was not happy, "when can I have a grandson?"

The man mouth corner has the melting smile to spread to open, "is working hard."

With that, Gu Hansheng handed the medicine to qu'an and said, "qu'an, take it and put it well. It's better to fry it under the supervision of the old lady."

This jest caused Wen MINGTING's dissatisfaction.

When Qu eucalyptus leaves, the voice of Wen MINGTING and Gu Hansheng comes from his ear. Wen MINGTING asked: "to be honest, don't you want children yet?" Gu Hansheng replied: "how can I not think about it? Wait a moment, wait a Shu is better..." now, Qu Eucalyptus found the contraceptive in the cupboard on that side. Should I tell Gu Hansheng about this and make Qu Eucalyptus in trouble The next morning. Gu Hansheng woke up earlier than liang Shu. When he came downstairs, he saw Wen MINGTING holding the scarf that Liang Shu had given her last time and drawing on her neck. Seeing Gu Hansheng coming down, Wen MINGTING said, "I didn't answer a Xing's phone call last night. Please look for it and see where he lived last night?"“ It's OK. Don't worry“ How can you not worry? I said you were the same. Ah Xing didn't mean it. What you said last night was too heavy. " Gu Hansheng looked at the scarf around Wen MINGTING's neck. The stitch made his eyebrows twist slightly. He said with a smile, "the key point is to learn a lesson."“ What about Shu? "“ It's still early. Let her sleep a little longer. " Wen MINGTING sat down on the sofa, "you didn't do this wedding, wedding photos still have to be taken first." Gu Hansheng rubbed his mobile phone and said with a smile, "it's in the plan. It took some time to make wedding dress." There is no wedding, but wedding dress is essential, which is not only the meaning of Wen MINGTING, but also the meaning of Gu Hansheng. Last night, because Liang Shu was bitten by a Yun, the call failed. Gu Hansheng this morning, dial the string of numbers embedded in his mind only once. from now on. Start with this phone number. His wife Gu will be peeled off by him layer by layer to see what is hidden in her.