Jian Songyi did not expect Bai Han to keep him just for him to say this.

 

While marking something on the document with a pen, Bai Han asked carelessly, “do you remember the words engraved on Zhimian’s tombstone?”

 

“I remember.”

 

When I was born, I would like to love the world; When I die, I wish the world would no longer love me – Wen Zhimian

 

“That’s what I promised him when we got married. So, I am doing my best to accomplish it.” With the document still in his hand, he seems to be talking about something he doesn’t care about.

 

However, it takes a sensible, calm, gentle, and influential person to make such a pact when they love each other the most.

 

When the other one has passed away, all the love the other has will only turn into pain. Thus, they’ve arranged that if the other dies, the other must stop loving the deceased. 

 

Jian Songyi lowered his eyes: “But you can’t do it…”

 

Bai Han turned another page from his document. “This is why I do not want Bai Huai to invest too deeply in feelings. It only ought to make him weak.”

 

Jian Songyi calmly said: “I never thought that in the ten years that I grew up with Bo Huai, we have become less good because of each other, on the contrary, I think we have both become better.”

 

Bai Han did not deny it: “I remember saying that you grew up very well.”

 

“And then you let me provide for Bai Huai while also forcing him to be at the top of the class every time.”

 

“Children really do hold grudges…” Bai Han flashed a rare smile. “That’s true, but it’s only because I am holding the two of you accountable for your own choices. I haven’t done anything wrong.”

 

“I thought you wanted me to ease your relationship with Bai Huai, but you don’t seem to think you’re at fault.”

 

“I am right, and I do not need to fix my relationship with him. I am his father, but that’s all to it. He will not accompany me all my life, and he has never done anything for me in this lifetime of mine either. I have done things for him only because he is my son. Because of that, I do not have to love him that much.”

 

Jian Songyi never knew that there was someone who could be so cold and irrational yet so calm as if he had only loved one person all his life, and after that person left, he was just unable to love.

 

Even his own son.

 

Meanwhile, Bai Han felt that there was nothing wrong with it. “You don’t have to worry. I’ve made Bai Huai known of this. After his father left, I told him.”

 

As soon as he heard what Bai Han had said, Jian Songyi could not help but clench his teeth together to refrain from bursting out right in front of him.

 

Jian Songyi can only whisper through gritted teeth: “Even if you think strongly think of that ideal, do you have to tell him? After saying that, what’s the difference between him and an orphan? You know, at that time, I wanted to hold him every day for fear that he would be a little sad, but you were his father and said such a thing. “

 

Jian Songyi felt his heart ache for Bai Huai that he could not breathe. 

 

He, a bystander, was already heartbroken after hearing what Bai Han had said. Jian Songyi could only imagine how Bai Huai felt after hearing that from his own father. 

 

Bai Han finally closed the folder: “So, I made you stay here today to tell you that you will be the only one left in Bai Huai’s life later on. He has not become a more indifferent person than me, so you must become stronger. You must become stronger so that one day he will never break his heart because he was unable to protect you. That’s what you need to do, do you understand?”

 

Without waiting for Jian Songyi’s answer, Bai Han said faintly, “Alright. That’s all I want to say. Get out of the car.”

 

It only snowed harder as the vehicle started to drift away.

 

Jian Songyi stood in the snow as he suddenly didn’t know what to say. He took a deep breath and turned around only to crash into Bai Huai’s arms.

 

He blinked back at him: “What are you doing down here?”

 

Bai Huai had an extra umbrella in his hand as well as an extra scarf. He opened the umbrella to keep out the snow and put the other end of the scarf around his neck, and whispered, “There’s nothing to see up there, so I came down.”

 

“Isn’t there anything?”

 

“Nothing. It’s empty.”

 

“:…..”

 

Jian Songyi was unconvinced.

 

Bai Huai just hooked him by the shoulder as he held out the umbrella: “I am hungry. Let’s go out for dinner and then go back to the hotel.”

 

“Won’t you ask what Bai Han said to me?”

 

“If you want to tell me, you’ll say it without me asking.”

 

“He said that I should love you and never give up on you for the rest of my life.”

 

Bai Huai knew that Jian Songyi was a little liar, but he pretended to believe him still as he said with a low laugh, “Did you promise him?”

 

“I promised him.”

 

“Then you must stay true to your words.”

 

“We will see as it depends on how someone behaves.” Jian Songyi lifted his chin with pride and delicacy.

 

The two then walked out of the community. Outside is a bustling commercial street decorated in some fancy shit. People come and go while flyers fly and Christmas lights twinkle, making the atmosphere as lively this winter.

 

When Jian Songyi thought of something, he suddenly turned and stood in front of Bai Hua: “Can we skip class for a day tomorrow? I am going to spend one night in Beicheng.”

 

Bai Huai smiles gently: “Why? Do you want to spend the night with me? Should I upgrade the room service?”

 

“Get out! How can you be so indecent?!” Jian Songyi was a little embarrassed and said, “I just want to spend Christmas with you.”

 

Like other couples, Jian Songyi wanted to have dinner, watch a movie, buy a bouquet of flowers, and kiss.

 

He wanted to double the sweetness that others owed to Bai Huai.

 

Seeing what he was thinking, Bai Huai reached out and rubbed his head: “Does your boyfriend look so amorous? I booked a restaurant for the evening.”

 

Jian Songyi thought about it too, but how is Bai Huai always ahead of him?

 

He had a sense of frustration. How can he treat Bai Huai well when he is already like this.

 

Can’t this guy be a little worse?

 

Jian Songyi bowed his head and kicked the snow on the ground. And then he acted incorrectly by bringing up financial matters: “Don’t you have no money? You can’t even afford coffee. How can you get the money to buy air tickets, and book a hotel and a restaurant?”

 

“…..” Bai Huai remembered that he was still listed on the sea, but his heart did not change his face. “I asked Lu Qi Feng to lend me 20,000 yuan.”

 

Without saying a word, Jian Songyi took out his mobile phone. He opened WeChat and clicked Lu Qi Feng’s chat interface. Transfer: 20,000 yuan.

 

Then he looked up at Bai Huai and said, “if you lack anything in the future, tell your boyfriend. He has money!”

 

He said so proudly.

 

Bai Huai did not know what to say at the moment.

 

This is Jian Songyi’s way of being nice to him. He is a little slow when it comes to interacting with others, but he always remembers the kindness of others towards them. So in return, he would want to pay them back as soon as possible, resulting in showcasing it clumsily like this.

 

Nonetheless, Bai Huai is pleased and cherishes this kind of thought from Jian Songyi.

 

Thus, he indulges himself: “it’s good to have such a reliable boyfriend.”

 

“That’s right.” Jian Songyi raised his chest proudly. He turned around and walked forward with his head held high.

 

However, as soon as he turned around, he almost met a child. Jian Songyi wanted to ask the child if he was all right, but without even looking at him, the child ran away with a bouquet of roses and ran all the way to an AO, who was obviously a couple. He took out a rose and asked sweetly, “Sir, do you want to buy a small rose?”

 

Jian Songyi straightened up and curled his mouth angrily. “Why didn’t he ask me if I wanted to buy little roses?”

 

“Maybe because we both look like an Alpha so much that kids don’t think of us as anything serious.”

 

Bai Huai felt that complimenting Jian Songyi might do the trick. However, he is too more than frustrated.

 

Other people’s boyfriends would be stopped from buying roses. Why shouldn’t his boyfriend be able to? Is it because he’s not as cute as other Omegas?

 

“I think we both look like a couple.”

 

Bai Huai found that Jian Songyi was becoming more and more childish, chuckling and preparing to comfort him.

 

Only to find that Jian Songyi suddenly tugged at the other end of the scarf. He twisted it and then turned towards Bai Huai.  

 

The scarf now wraps between the two of them, blocking Jian Songyi’s chin as it only lets him see both of his beautiful eyes. 

 

Jian Songyi blinked back at him and tried mimicking the child’s tone: “Would you like to buy a little rose, sir?”

 

Bai Huai did not know what his role in this play was and chuckled: “Buy, huh? I am a little poor and do not think I can afford it.”

 

“It is very cheap. Just a kiss would do.”

 

Jian Songyi looked at him seductively with his lovely smile.

 

Bai Huai’s heart was moved. He bowed his head and gently held his lips. “Then I’ll be buying 990. Will that be alright?”

 

“No.”

 

“Why?’

 

“Because I want to sell 30,000 pieces of roses to you every day.”

 

“Then won’t I be paying off debt for the rest of my life?”

 

“But you will have little roses every day for the rest of your life.”

 

“Seems like a good deal.”

 

Bai Huai pulled the scarf a little higher to block most of their faces before kissing Jian Songyi deeply.

 

“Then say yes. Thirty thousand a day, not one less.”

 

 

 


……….

Lu Qi Feng: *suddenly sneezes



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