When the Juggernaut Comes To the Second Dimension

Clumsy, she didn't know what to say.

The two remained silent for a while in this bloody place, and when Yong Ye was about to leave, she glanced at the corpse beside her again with uncontrollable sadness, and locked her eyes on Yong Ye. on the back.

"...Since you want to kill the grass...then, why didn't you kill me?"

"The premise of cutting grass and roots is that there is a threat."

"...I am also a member of the funeral home, Ya has been kind to me..."

"So are you going to fight me? You must have a gun in this kind of action, right? Why don't you shoot a black gun behind me?"

"I... I don't know..."

The girl lowered her head and closed her eyes, feeling the tearing pain deep in her heart, and with her slightly trembling lips, she let out a voice filled with tears.

"...What should I do, I don't know at all..."

"Since you can't do it, it's not a threat, so there's no need to kill the grass... For the sake of our acquaintance, let's just say goodbye today, and you can do it yourself."

He didn't pay attention to the girl behind him, didn't look at the girl's expression at the moment, Yong Ye was worried that if he saw it, he wouldn't be able to bear it, so he just made up his mind to ignore the girl's feelings behind him, and walked out of the center full of corpses without stopping. In the control room, she quickly disappeared from her sight.

The girl who was left alone felt as if a big hole had been opened in her heart, as if her heart had been pierced by thousands of needles at the same time, and the pain seemed to be about to die.

But she didn't know what was wrong with her, and she didn't understand why she felt so sad in her heart, so she could only bite her lip so hard that blood oozes out from the bitten lip.

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"...It's impossible to do otherwise."

Yong Ye, who has become alone again, knows that if she stays by her side, Mo Qi will only suffer innocent disasters. When daath strikes again, it is difficult for him to guarantee that he can protect her. Now that he knows it, it is difficult for him to resist. I don’t know How many daaths would attack, so naturally he couldn't let that silly boy follow him.

Of course... Maybe there is a problem with his position. He does have the obligation to kill those terrorists, but he just took this opportunity to do it ruthlessly.

Rather than losing something, it is better to destroy it by yourself first. If you have to make a lot of sacrifices to protect something, just go all out and throw it all away. This was Yong Ye's initial thought, but he couldn't choose to kill Qi, so he could only choose to show his cruel and ruthless side for Qi's safety, and cut off ties with Qi.

The words that come out are all emotionless and cold and empty, especially the act of killing Chou Shenya and the group of terrorists in front of Qi, presumably it should be enough for Qi to alienate her and not to look for her in a daze. he.

Maybe there are many better ways to deal with this matter, but in fact, it is equally stupid in this respect, and Yong Ye, who can even be called stupid, can't find a better way. He will only use this fastest way to deal with it. achieve maximum efficiency.

"I'm such an overrated guy..."

After he finished speaking, the surroundings returned to tranquility, and suddenly a strong wind howled, blowing his hair mixed with a lot of white hair.

Standing on a tall building some distance away from the airport, Yong Ye observed the situation inside the airport with inhumanly excellent eyesight. The air here was cool, as cold as it was about to freeze.

Standing awe-inspiring under a sad sky, facing the howling cold wind and thick fog, he just whispered alone, "It's good to be alone, so that no one will be hurt."

Even if he didn't intend to hurt anyone, it's not like he didn't know that Qi was still hurt... it was a wound in his heart.

Yong Ye didn't know what other people's choices were, and he didn't intend to understand, but in his opinion, who had been struggling to survive, it was better to be injured in the heart than to be injured or even die.

Because back then, even if dreams had been shattered, even if life had changed beyond recognition, even if you could only struggle in the sea of ​​corpses and blood, even if all the people you knew were dead, even if you could only hang out with unknown warriors, you still had to continue to fight for survival. When no one in the world understood him...he still lived on.

As long as he can survive, it is not a big deal even if his heart is injured. He is used to cruelty and injury, whether it is the heart or the body. ordinary things.

Even if the world and life are meaningless, he still lives, just lives, as long as he lives, there is hope and possibility, and when he dies, there will be nothing left. This is his consistent thinking.

Yong Ye got into the abandoned building due to war and virus, forcibly opened the door with a knife, squatted in the corner of the living room of the ordinary suite, holding the black blade with sheath, and did nothing with the help of the moonlight outside the window , just staring blankly at his palm.

Without faith, he has been cursing the god who threw himself into the doomsday in the past, holding the sword in his hand alone on the Iron Fortress, but unable to suppress the uneasiness, anger and hatred, thinking hard but still helpless against the cruel environment, The unspeakable despair that may die anytime, anywhere, even at the hands of one's own people, but on the same train, it is necessary to guard against the depression and pain that almost drives people crazy.

From the beginning to the end, he has endured everything, and he has endured any pain so far, so he has a very high tolerance for all of this, even if he doesn't want to experience this feeling, but the sad thing is that he has no feelings for it. This kind of thing has become accustomed to, whether it is loneliness or pain.

At this moment, from this scarred palm, there is only loneliness overflowing, as always... and the loneliness that is commonplace.

Suffering from loneliness for a long time, he should have gotten used to this feeling, but the sudden sense of loneliness at this moment is like a biting cold wind under the warm sun.

No, something is still different.

This cold wind blows from the bottom of his heart, as if it makes him fall into a bottomless abyss, this is a loneliness that is better than usual.

This is like a person who had already given up hope and fell into despair. After gaining hope, that hope was severely shattered, adding to the depth and pain of that despair.

And this is not the first time Yongye has experienced this kind of thing, but has experienced it several times.

From the mischievous but somewhat stubborn and stubborn Wuming, to the group of poor cursed children and the idealist Sheng Tianzi with unrealistic and lofty ideals, and now this... is obviously a naturally dull girl.

It is said that there are no more than three things, but this repetition over and over again, really made Yong Ye feel sincere anger after facing the increasingly unbearable loneliness, but he could only try his best to restrain himself. Don't let your expression become distorted.

"Could it be... Is this the unknown god, or the impermanent fate, the punishment for my behavior all the time?"

In this dark living room, Yong Ye, who was squatting in the corner, was talking to himself, but soon couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"...It's ridiculous. If it's punishment... so what, you can do whatever you want, half of your lifespan and one eye will count as a deposit, and then you can do whatever you want, just watch me struggle as much as you want."

He clenched his fist and slammed it hard on the ground, causing a network of cracks on the tiles on the floor of the living room. Bloodstains also appeared on the face of Yong Ye's fist, but he didn't care. He just closed his eyes and prepared to take a rest like this.

It is not the first time for Yong Ye to see the scene of hell piled up like a mountain of corpses and rivers of blood that he saw this day, and it is even possible that those hellish scenes have occupied most of the memories in his mind, and These are bound to accompany him for the rest of his life.

And this is all tolerable.

But he will not stop here, he will not stay here forever, although the nameless ribbon is no longer there, and the two people said "see you later" at that time.

Even though the cute appearance deliberately shown in front of him by the nameless new kimono at the time of parting is as clear as yesterday, but several years have passed.

It's hard to imagine how many years it will take to go back. If the time between worlds is different from what you imagined, then Wuming has been waiting for him for several years?

Although it feels good to see a big girl, but for a few years, he just hopes that he can bear it, and he doesn't want the existence he values ​​to feel the same mood as him.

Not only Wuming, he was also forced by the crying Tina to make an oath that he would definitely go back. If he surrendered, gave up, and surrendered to daath or the damned god, what else would he have left?

Everyone has something that must be defended, no matter if it is spirit or emotion or anything else, everyone has something, and Yong Ye naturally has it too.

It doesn't matter what he does, but he doesn't want to see important people in pain. The things that are really important to him, no matter whether they are painful or sad, or lonely, they don't matter. Even if they lose their lives, they will protect them to the end.

But even so, if he doesn't transform and become stronger, he will lose the meaning of existence, and then he will have to cross many deep valleys and climb many desperate mountains far beyond the past.

What is the end of a long journey? He doesn't know, but...

At the end of this long journey, he will surely reach the agreed place.

Even if he was alone in this abandoned house at the moment, the loneliness that emptiness blows through his chest, and his chest was torn apart by loneliness like this, it was no big deal.

He is not a hero, so he doesn't have much ability. In the long years of traveling to several worlds, he has not really become cold and ruthless. He also has a lot of people who want to save but can't.

Masuda Toshiki, who taught him Shinto-style swordsmanship at the beginning, saved his life and also taught him swordsmanship. Masuda Toshiki's wife is also a very kind person, and they all ate together in the original castle.

He really wanted to save Masuda Toshiki's family, he really wanted to save them, but even though he tried his best to snatch them from Kabane's mouth at the risk of his life, because they were infected with Kabane virus, they died in a short while. Turned into Kabane, he could only kill one by one with his own hands.