94 – Caregiver_Warrior

Ryan went out and Lane came in. Carrying trays and bowls.

It’s okay that people come in one by one, but I don’t think it’s a bit much to bring the same food as if it were salty. If I had been a big eater, I wouldn’t have been picky about my taste buds, so I would have kept pushing it, but I was far from eating a lot.

So..

“I can’t eat. My stomach is really full..”

He said he couldn’t eat it to be honest.

“Huh? Uhh.. It’s a pity..”

Lane set the tray down on the dresser. Seeing him put it down without saying anything, he let out a sigh of relief. I’m glad you understand.. really..

Lane, who placed the tray, naturally sat down next to me. very close

When an arm that had the softness of a woman’s body and whose strength was not easily reminiscent of was touching my arm, my body trembled involuntarily. It seemed like my brain was getting complicated in an instant.

The first reason was because it was just Rain, the second reason was that I remembered the secret that Rain had previously revealed, and the third reason was that when I explored the labyrinth with Rain and Priersil, I remembered how she attacked me.

The third reason came to me really out of the blue, but for some reason it got mixed up with the two reasons above and was wandering through my head.

“Uh uh uh uh…”

“What’s wrong? Is it bad?”

Lane panics and starts using her holy power.

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Naturally, the condition of a full stomach was not resolved. But somehow, thanks to the holy power, my mind calmed down a bit.

so? I confessed, but was it really the truth?

Lane never said that what he said was the truth. I just assumed it was real because of the atmosphere at the time and Rain’s personality.

“What are you thinking?”

‘I don’t believe!’ I tried to think, but I couldn’t completely erase the gap of memories that had already been embedded. What kind of expression was Lane making at the time? What was the mood and why did you say that?

I couldn’t answer Lane’s words because I was slowly retracing my memories.

“..what are you thinking?”

Maybe he thought I hadn’t heard, but he says the same thing with the same accent without a single misspelling. It was like a machine.

‘Didn’t you say you masturbated thinking of me before? I was wondering if it was real or not.’ Called! I won’t tell you. For Rain, it might be a memory he wants to erase.

“Oh, I know what it is.”

Lane lightly touched the bracelet I gave her and said calmly.

“Are you conscious of me? Is it because I confessed to you before?”

“I’m sorry..”

I bit my tongue in amazement at the sharp guess that seemed to be reading my thoughts.

Rain, who did not stop at the point where he hit the mark, continues the story as if pushing forward.

“It must be a lie. You must be thinking, right?”

“Uh… isn’t that a lie?”

I had already noticed by the time the story came up to this point. However, in order to increase the grace period even a little, I dared to ask if it was true.

Lane looked worried for a moment, but gently shook his head. It was a gesture of denial, but what he actually said was neither true nor false.

“I’ll tell you later. Right now you’re going to be complicated too. Just believe whatever you want to believe.”

What does that mean?

If I believe it will be real? Do you have any ability to manipulate reality?

If you look into the truth for no reason, you may only get hurt. I didn’t tell you, so I’ll make my own judgment and understand. Everything Rain Guardon said back then was a lie.

After taking a little distance from Lane, who was trying to fit right next to him, he got to the point.

I didn’t talk about Solar and Lian so that I wouldn’t be swept away by the atmosphere that other kids would participate and agree. Only to confirm Lane’s will.

Even if you get rejected, you should consider everything.

There are so many things I have already received so far, so I can’t be greedy for selfishness anymore. It would be a little regretful if I really refused because Lane is the biggest reason for my mental state.

“So, I want you to lend me your strength.”

Lane listened to the whole story without interrupting even once, much longer than before. There were very few cases where I stopped talking from the beginning.

Lane, who had never been distracted and listened to him, replied without hesitation as if he had waited, but then blurted out as if he had remembered something.

“Of course it’s possible. If it’s your request… No, but the academy’s job…”

Did Rain actually want to have an adventure with his back to back like before? It is the appearance of thinking about the work of the academy belatedly after giving an immediate answer at the level of unconditional reflection.

The last time I saw it, I had seen a mountain of papers piled up on Lane’s desk.

He probably took most of the work himself instead of passing it on to people below him.

“Distribute the work a bit. Don’t live a hard life alone.”

I said that, but for some reason the arrowhead at the end of my words turned 180 degrees and seemed to be stuck in me.

“I will try.

“Yes. Try to live a lazy life.”

Who is giving advice to whom? A person who has a job, income, power, and honor openly, and a person who has nothing say, ‘Lean your strength and live!’ I am giving advice.

If a third person had seen this scene, they would have hit the back of my head hard enough to make a loud bang. ‘None of your business!’ while shouting

“What is this drug?”

“The one the princess gave me.”

“Princess… what do you think of the princess?”

Lane said in an uncharacteristic crawling voice. Did you even fight?

“Isn’t there anything in particular?”

“Just.. I feel it with reason..”

“Huh? Of course I feel it with reason.”

“..what?”

In an instant, the surrounding air cools down. When Lane asked again in short words, it was as if he was saying ‘I’ll pretend I didn’t hear it’.

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No, listen to the end.

Even so, he had no romantic feelings for the princess. I know my subject well, so I definitely feel the gap. That’s why even the slightest crush is ‘Ah me?’ The thought of it is completely erased. As if automatically pushing the favor away.

Therefore, it is safe to say that I have a pure heart that is infinitely closer to white. Maybe he’s worried that he won’t be able to control his lust, but he never will.

“Because you’re a woman, it’s natural for you to feel like a member of the opposite sex. There’s no such thing as you think, so you don’t have to worry.”

“Yes. I’m glad.”

Good thing. Was I that ugly? I was a bit upset for no reason, so I kept my mouth shut for a while.

But when I thought about it, I had no choice but to do so. Looking back at what I had done so far, I couldn’t help but feel unreliable. Maybe I should be grateful that I’m not hostile.

“So, what’s important to the academy? If that’s the case, I won’t force it.”

“The academy always has important things to do.

As if he realized what he had said, Lane nodded as if he had properly made up his mind.

“Yes. Let’s work hard together. Just the two of us.”

“Huh? Aren’t you two alone?”

“Huh? Are you hiring mercenaries? But the action is just the two of us…”

“Solar, I’m going with Rian. I’m going to tell Odrox to go with me too.”

As if she was a little flustered, Rain scattered a bit of golden magic, but she soon regained her posture as if she understood.

“I guess you meant to do it like the old days. I was mistaken.”

“If you say there are other kids for nothing, it sounds like you’re putting pressure on them.”

“That’s also true. So when are you going to tell Odrox? Shall I do it for you?”

“No? It’s something I started, so there’s no point in entrusting it to someone else. I’m going to go tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.”

“You’re feeling cold. What if you go to a cold place and your condition gets worse?”

It is a wise word. Shall I ask you to move the space?

But just ‘I started it, so I’ll do it!’ Wouldn’t it seem too rare to ask Solar to move in space?

..Ay, it’s better to be embarrassed than to be sick.

“I have to ask Solar. This is something I can’t do anything about.”

Lane agreed with my words. Rain can also use teleportation, but he hasn’t mastered it perfectly. Like the chant, the efficiency of magical power, it’s a difficult magic to handle.

Space movement has long been said to be one’s weakness, but wouldn’t casting that magic itself be far from a weakness? It is said that a certain wizard wanted to use space movement and invested more than half of his life in researching that magic.

“Then is that over?”

“Uh. I have nothing more to say.”

“So, shall we talk about something else now?”

talk about something else? Are you asking me to find something to talk about? great. Then the story of my previous trip to Eormigin…

“You’ve been feeling bad lately, haven’t you?”

The words that suddenly stabbed to the core stopped my movements and thoughts at the same time.

I tried to manage my expression and remain ignorant, but Lane just stared at me unsteadily, as if demanding only the truth.

His intense gaze, as if piercing through a wrapped bandage, pokes at the scar and tickles it.

Are you feeling unwell? do you mean that

Serious. If you go a little deeper, you can even hear hallucinations again. But I couldn’t show the appearance of whining because it was hard.

I just made up my mind to face it head-on, but if I lower my tail right here, it really won’t do anything.

He lowered his gaze slightly and raised his gaze upward again. Even though it was clearly covered, the face seemed to be visible.

“No? Are you okay?”

“lie.”

A short answer that comes back like a knife.

I could have made an excuse, but I didn’t. I couldn’t.

The moment I remembered those blue eyes and drew them in front of my eyes, it was as if all the excuses and lies were washed away in my head.

“But, believe me. For now.”

“..Now is?”

“It’s not fair to go first by yourself, is it?”

right? Even though I was asking for empathy, I couldn’t catch the galpi at all from my point of view.

What are you going ahead alone? What’s unfair?

“Um… that’s right.”

As if giving a shy, rough answer was enough, Lane nodded and got up from her seat.

“Then I’ll go. I need to quickly finish the work to be done in my name. Make sure the handover is done.”

It’s so sincere that it’s blinding. To the extent of washing away the negativity of a rotten person.

“Don’t overdo it until you feel better. Even in the North, don’t go out of O’Drox’s house.”

“Yes. Thank you for your concern.”

He took the tray Lane had brought and went outside.

If I had been asked to eat again, I think I would have been forcibly pushing it into my full stomach without refusing.

..it was fortunate that they didn’t tell me to eat it.

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