27 – my god

nothing would have happened

I’m glad I did that

Obviously that person would think so.

I don’t know what happened before I joined the group, but he was too insensitive to the goodwill that came his way. To the point where I thought he was deliberately ignoring it.

– Priest. A person who serves gods and uses holy power to create miracles.

But the image of the god I had to serve had long since disappeared from my mind. Because of him.

Those eyes like the night sky keep making my heart beat.

Eye smiles tickle my chest.

My cheeks get hot at the kindness of taking care of me.

are trusting

admiring

I love you.

Belief in God, even whether it exists or not, has been blurred for a long time. However, the holy power was not reaped. No, it has risen again.

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Now, even the mechanically repeated prayers did not contain the heart. Nevertheless, denominations and people who want a showy response give meaning to it, saying, ‘Peace on the continent maintained thanks to the saintess’.

It just repeats the same every day like a machine in a huge temple emptied for me. In recent years, even this prayer has been simplified and lost its meaning.

You made me laugh a lot.

After receiving my healing magic, he thanked me every time, and if I ever got hurt, he would be the first to run to me and give me first aid. Even knowing that I can heal myself.

i love you like that Ever since I was saved by you.

Even during the treacherous and dangerous journey of subjugating the Demon Realm, I kept following you with my eyes.

Even if you moved away from us without any news, I was still thinking of you in the corner of my heart.

Since we broke up, I have been praying to God every day.

The request is a very personal request.

The first few months ‘I hope he doesn’t get hurt while traveling’

While waiting for a call that never comes, ‘I hope that the relationship with you continues’

several months after that. Waiting for you who still have no news ‘I hope we can meet you again, hope that our hearts will be connected’

Except for supporting a few adventurers from the academy, the rest of the time was spent praying sincerely and formally in the temple. Keep going just for you.

But God does not grant my earnest wish. Did I feel that the reverence for God within me had faded?

I repeated it though. Recalling the past on the side of praying like this is the only pleasure in my life right now.

I definitely realized after you disappeared.

you were my hero

you were my everything

you were my god

I wish I would have realized it a little sooner. In the meantime, I was killing my heart while wandering around because of the dignity as a saintly woman and the thought of belonging to a religious order.

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Negative emotions such as self-reproach, confusion, sadness, etc. fill your head. When letters come to Rain, Solar, and Odrox, he said that they are always living the same daily life.

But no. I was devoting myself to prayer all day, eating only enough food to sustain my life in the temple. I had never prayed so earnestly.

Even when Odrox was pierced right next to his heart and was in danger of death, when Solar ran out of control and was in danger of annihilation, and when he was facing the final battle with the demon king, he had never been so desperate.

It was sincere.

I wanted to see you again. I wanted to give you my heart and be with you.

I wanted to see those eyes like the night sky again.

And met.

For the first time, I felt grateful for receiving the vain status of 7 stars.

I tried to just ignore it and pray, but it was to my advantage that I moved because I thought they would come out too.

reunited I ran into you because I couldn’t believe the feeling of the longing disappearing.

When the familiar, but slowly fading body scent swept through my nasal passages again, my body trembled with joy.

It didn’t matter that Solar brought you here. Whoever finds it first, in the end, the one who has the biggest feelings for you will be the one who wins in the end.

That confidence stopped the moment his figure came into sight.

Gifted with seeing wounds, I could see what was hiding inside the bandages he was wearing.

I wanted to ask him about everything that had happened to him and comfort him saying he was okay. But I couldn’t say anything to him who smiled as if nothing had happened.

Countless cuts around the eyes. Slightly crushed eyeballs. Shallow scars in areas covered by clothing. But that scar, where there is no place my arms can’t reach.

It was clearly a sign of self-harm.

I couldn’t understand why you, who had a talent that no one else would envy, would do such a thing…

I tried to cast healing magic by sending holy power. However, it was not possible to remove the scar that had already regenerated while leaving its shape. It only relieves the pain that may or may not have disappeared.

how much it hurt

─If you hurt yourself again,

Can Rain’s low holy power heal you?

Will Solar be able to take care of you?

you won’t be able to There’s nothing to gain from him being by their side. Only the scar around the eye will continue to grow.

He doesn’t want to be burdened, so he won’t say his feelings now.

However, if I hold down my sincerity like that, it will explode someday.

So, for now, I will only think inside. I’m still glad I met you. If I approached you burdensomely and then you left again, it seemed like I couldn’t turn back then.

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Now I can say it clearly. That I’m the only one who can embrace your freewheelingness.

yes. The person who will be by your side…

only me

Being able to empathize with the wounds you have hidden, and being able to cover up the wounds you have inflicted on yourself.

Money, fame, body, mind, everything I can give you.

only me

there is only one thing i want

That you will never leave my side forever.

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“Let’s stop laughing when we meet again. Solar was too harsh. Apologize to Lian.”

Although she said it like an elder, Solar is the same age as me and has much greater talent than I do. Will you pretend to hear me?

“sorry.”

“..no. It’s okay.”

Solar, who threw an apple quite coolly, looked at me. Does it mean the same thing as saying, “I apologized meekly, so cheer me up?” Anyway, this isn’t what’s urgent right now.

“Shouldn’t we go in soon? I think it’s delayed?”

“Ah. That’s right. I think so too. Enough then. If you want to talk to Ron later, come see me first.”

Why go to you first? Before I had time to say anything, Solar grabbed my arm and threw herself into a hole presumed to be the entrance to the labyrinth.

The unfamiliar momentary feeling of floating for a while. Get your posture right in the air and land perfectly.

However, the sorceress Solar, probably not accustomed to handling her body, jumped out and tried to hit her butt, so I hurriedly grabbed her and hugged her.

For some reason, it looks like we’re hugging the princess… But if you look at Solar and I, we’ll probably look like a dubious boy and girl who wouldn’t be weird if they were reported to us.

“Go.. Thank you..”

Even if you pretend to be so shy, it doesn’t work for me, who knows all about your original personality.

Can you tell me what are you hiding? Are you really suffering from infantile regression? Or are you wanting something from me?

“Um… over there Ron…”

“ok?”

When I put Solar on the floor, Solar stares at me. Knowing that this is inside the labyrinth, are you digging your eyes like that? I wanted to say that, but the great wizard Al Solar was probably the first to finish the chant and use magic even if he was attacked, so I didn’t say it.

-Where did you come from?

As if to cut off Sola’s hesitant words, a monster’s voice could be heard from close range.

This low, resounding voice accompanied by a gurgling cry was clearly the common language of the continent. It was said that monsters with intelligence were quite rare, but I met such an existence as soon as I started, perhaps because it was a demonic realm.

“Did the others come in? This is the maze of plates, right? It looks like it’s right from the grass wall that curves sharply.”

“..Yeah. That’s right. Pan’s labyrinth. That’s why I can’t even check if another team has entered. Maybe the entrance is in a different place even if they entered the same place.”

-Don’t ignore me human… I’ll chew you up alive!!

With a thud, a giant with a cow’s head appeared. His height, which seemed to be at least three times my size, and his swollen muscles, which seemed like he could easily step on Thor, were very impressive.

And I was calm Didn’t even pull out the knife.

That would be true, because the person next to me right now was Al Sola.

Solar was growling low, shooting red mana like firecrackers in all directions, probably angry that the mumble he was about to say had been cut off.

“Who eats whom alive? Damn him…”

If I had to argue, I’d rather be a beast than a guy. You’re not the type to hate monsters that much.

Solar memorizes an incantation. The simultaneous reading, which I can’t even interpret, ends in a short time of less than 3 seconds. The cow monster was preparing to charge while scratching the floor with one foot.

After preparing to attack, the cow monster snorted and kicked the ground.

“[black spot]”

Even with several layers of eyes covered, you can feel the momentary release of intense light.

The light that lasted for a few seconds disappeared and went dark at the same time.

And the return result is annihilation.

Clearly, the 5m tall cow monster in front of me had disappeared without leaving a trace. At least, only the hooves, which were out of the range of magic, lay on the floor.

“Really, it’s no joke.”

When I said that in front of an overwhelming talent that doesn’t allow comparison or self-deprecation, Solar glanced at me.

“Isn’t it? If you’re next to me, you don’t think there’s anything dangerous? How about living with me?”

It seemed that he thought I was intimidated by his magic, so he made a joke to lighten the mood.

hahahaha. How many years have I been adventuring with you? Even when the other kids were scared of you, I wasn’t too scared.

Still, I felt proud of Solar’s care, so I responded in a joke way.

“That’s not bad. You’re going to make sure you don’t get a drop of water on your hands, right?”

He said it while laughing, so he must have recognized that it was a joke.

Thanks to that, the atmosphere seems to have calmed down, so even if I proceed slowly..

“Ah.. yes.. no, yes.. of course..”

..uh.. you know it’s a joke, right?

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