Walking Dead: Fight Till Dawn

Chapter 422: Farewell 2

I sniffed, reached out to touch the key's face, and blushed and said to her: "Mom misses you."

The key is very puzzled: "Why does mother miss me and brother?"

I took her into my arms and said in a gentle tone that is rare: "Because my mother loves babies so much."

The two of them have reached the age of being able to distinguish languages. My sudden nasty words made them both laugh wildly, covering their mouths, and the two of them bent over and thought they laughed quietly and talked: "Mom said she loves We, the bride, speak like this."

Chen Mo also covered his mouth, revealing the child's immature appearance: "Mom is the bride."

The key retorted her: "Not mother, mother is an old lady."

"Mom is not an old lady!!" Chen Mo changed his face in a second, much faster than flipping a book: "You are not allowed to say that to Mom!"

The key has always been a poor little beast who knows good or bad. Knowing that he can't beat his brother, he immediately stopped insisting on his position: "Okay, okay, mother is a bride."

Upon hearing this, Chen Mo and I both smiled with satisfaction.

I laughed and shed tears. As I wiped my tears, the key turned and threw into my arms, giggling and shouting: "Mother bride, mother bride..."

I once took the two of them to a wedding. They rarely held weddings in the sanctuary. They were not like children in the past who could often see such scenes. Only on that occasion, the bride wore a very ordinary white. The wedding dress made Key and Chen Mo remember deeply, and they regarded each other as a god, and then the bride was synonymous with beauty and **** in their eyes.

The naive dialogue between the two children made me feel both happy and extremely sad. I am happy that they can grow up healthily by my side. What's sad is that I don't have enough time to accompany them.

The two of them are at the stage of chatting, and they talk a lot. I have never listened to the conversation between them quietly. After listening for a long time, I found that although the child does not understand the world and is not exposed to dust and smoke, there is a kind of relationship between them. Innate perception, you can never pretend and hide in front of a child. They are clean, and all dirt cannot be hidden from them. In fact, children are the ones who can see the world purely.

We are all too complicated. Take those complicated emotions to watch the world. The world is shrouded in complexity. In fact, this world is so innocent. The complexity is not it from the beginning to the end, it is us.

After eating, my parents took the children to bed, my stomach went back to the room, and I took out the new clothes of the two children I had stored before to wear them for the New Year, and folded them again and again, until I had all Stopped when I was annoying.

Looking at the little clothes of the two babies on the bed, I couldn't help it anymore, covering my face and crying silently.

I'm still vulnerable as always.

No matter how I feel that I have undergone drastic changes, I am so vulnerable.

God has treated me very well, he has given me two treasures, has given my parents and family safety, and has given me a good husband.

God treats me badly. He gave me everything, but he didn't give me a healthy body. He had everything but couldn't stay with me. This feeling is not as good as having nothing at the beginning.

When Lin Wei knocked on the door and came in, I was still covering my face and did not come out of the collapse.

She stood quietly by the side, without disturbing my tears.

It wasn't until I was tired myself and looked up at her with teary eyes that she sighed deeply and walked beside me.

"Be silent, don't cry."

I shook my head, I just felt the bitterness in my heart that no one understood, and for a while I couldn't speak.

Lin Wei probably felt unbearable after looking at me for a while, turned her head and looked at the ground for a long time, and finally said slowly: "In fact, you already knew it, right."

I didn't answer, and Lin Wei didn't seem to be waiting for my answer.

"The day you knew that I was sick, I happened to take Nuonuo to get an injection. I saw you sitting paralyzed in the doctor's office and heard the conversation between you." Lin Wei raised her face, her eyes flushed: "I was shocked at the time. I can’t believe it and feel so sorry for you. That feeling is really... the first experience in my life. I want to help you but I find that I can’t do anything. I thought you would collapse, but After you come back, you are like a okay person. Really... Your appearance makes me really start to wonder if I am dazzled. The person in that office may not be you at all, but you are different... Others don’t I know, but I know, you are not the same as before. You have lost weight recently, but you have never been fat. Others will not notice this. You don’t eat anymore... He Mo, you Can you feel it by yourself? You have started to skip meals now, and your face is pale even when you go upstairs to the top floor. I know He Mo. Others don’t know all this, but I all know, what method did you use to make it? Have you survived until now?"

I turned my head to look at Lin Wei, eyes hurt so badly that I couldn't speak normally because of choking in my throat.

Lin Wei cried, twisted her body and grabbed my arm: "He Mo!! How did you hold it?!!! How did you hold it!!!" She cried and increased her voice, and kept shaking. My body: "How can I make you better?! How can I?!"

I kept crying, letting Lin Wei sway me, only felt that there was not a trace of strength on my body to say something.

If you don't face death, you will never know what is called powerlessness, what is powerlessness, what is reluctant to give up, what is meaninglessness.

Chen Ming is unwilling to give up. If it weren't for these things, I would never know what Chen Ming was desperate for these days. He wanted to resist those powerless, resist death, resist destiny, and let me live.

If Chen Ming can do all this with ease as he did before, I will definitely put all my hopes on him.

But these days, I deeply understand a truth.

Chen Ming has lived for so many years now, longer than any of us. Perhaps he and Suotian are unique in this world, but he is also a human, and he has too many helpless things, and he has something that he can’t do. thing.

He is very tired and has taken too much. I clearly know what it means to compete for the things that are at the center of the vortex this time. I don’t have the courage to stop Chen Ming’s life with my own bad life. There are kids... if we are both gone, what will they do?

For a long time, Lin Wei may have been tired from crying, or maybe this mental struggle has consumed her last hope when facing me, she left my bedroom and Chen Ming's bedroom without a god.

After a long stay, I turned around and continued to fold the baby's clothes.

After stacking it again and again for a long time, I sighed heavily and got up from the bed.

I picked up a simple small backpack under the sofa, which contained some painkillers, a pistol, a dagger, two lighters and a kettle.

He carried the backpack in his arms and glanced at the clock. This time was when there was no one in the living room of our house.

Finally, I glanced at the two little red cotton jackets and trousers on the bed, and I left the room.

When I went downstairs, my steps were heavy, and I looked at their doors one by one, and I gritted my teeth to prevent myself from crying.

In the living room... a figure sat in the living room that was supposed to be empty.

Xiaoyou...

She sat on the sofa and looked at me quietly, her eyes undulating, she was suppressing.

I walked slowly to the opposite of her, without speaking.

Xiaoyou sat and I stood. She looked up at me, her eyes flushed quickly: "Go... gone?"

From the very beginning, I knew that it was impossible to keep Xiaoyou from all things. Even if she is no longer involved in those things, I secretly read the information about her investigation about her identity.

She used to be a commissioner for ZF, the Intelligence Bureau.

Others may not work, but no one is better at gathering intelligence than their organization.

When I saw the information, I still smiled bitterly for a long time, why are there crouching tigers, hidden dragons all around me.

Looking at Xiaoyou, I really like her. It’s the kind of love that hates seeing each other late, and even the inexplicable love that is different from Da Bai and Xiao Yulin Wei. Maybe she is too similar to the former Zijun. , Maybe it's another reason.

Pursing my mouth, I nodded to Xiaoyou and said softly, "Well, let's go."

Xiaoyou gritted her teeth but still cried: "Also... still coming back?"

I shook my head: "Not back."

Xiaoyou glanced at me, tears came out poppingly, it seemed that the people around me were always surrounded by sadness.

Life is often sadder than sadness flows backwards.

She stepped forward and hugged me, choked into my ears and said, "Don't be afraid of being alone."

I nodded: "Not afraid."

She let go of me, turned around, her voice was already trembling softly: "Goodbye... He Mo."

I looked at her deeply, took a deep breath, turned my head and hurried out of the living room.

I was worried that I would go slower, so I reluctant to leave.

Sorry Chen Ming...

I must ensure your safety and stay to take care of our children.