Trusting Logan

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I finally free myself from Logan's arms and look at him. He's cheeks are pink and he has the biggest smirk on his face. He looks so hot. Uhh. AMBER YOU ARE NOT CRUSHING ON LOGAN. THAT IS GROSS. HE IS A SLUT WHO CANT KEEP HIS BOY PARTS IN HIS PANTS!

"I told you." I stare at him knowing this is not going to go well.

"Told me what exactly?" I say angrily crossing my arms over my chest.

"That you love me Amby and that you have for awhile."

"Logan you are delusional if you think I love you. Those puppy dog eyes of yours may make mecome to you for comfort on a sad day, but don't worry this will not be happening again and also I don't love you, you're a walking STD ad."

"Well I for one thinkit just scares you to know you are in love with me and I don't have any STD's." I look down not really sure if he is being Logan or if he is actually telling me the truth. No way do I love Logan and plus he is a slut.

"Yeah that may have been true before you slept with Jennifer. We both know she is a bigger whore than even you." He looks pissed.

"Why do you care if I slept with Jennifer if I remember correctly you are the one who called me a man-whore and then decided to go get busy with Chase and if it wasn't for me you would have been raped." I shudder at the thought of Chase almost rapping me. I feel my throat going tight and my eyes watering up. I think I am over being mad and scared and annoyed and I have officially hit sad. "aww...Amby...I am sorry. I didn't ..." I feel his arm going around my shoulder trying to comfort me.

"look I have homework and stuff to do so I am going to go and you probably should to. Josh will be looking for you." I walk away before he can answer or try to comfort me.

I go into the house and decide to take a large sleeping pill and knock out. Today just hasn't been my day.

-several hours later-

"AMBER WAKE UP." I hear Josh calling. Wow talk about déjà vu. I hear my bedroom door opening. I sigh opening my eyes. I open my eyes and see Logan in my room. Now this would not be weird if I was wearing clothes instead of sleeping in a big shirt with no bra and a black underwear on.

"erm... Logan what are you doing here?" He looks at me. I can feel his gaze on my chest. He is smirking like an idiot. I pull my blanket closer to me.

"I just was making sure you're okay and I also wanted to apologize. I didn't mean to upset you. I was just being a jerk.." See this is why I hate Logan cause he says the sweetest things in the world but the entire time he is staring at my boobs instead of my face. He is stilling grinning like an idiot. I look at myself to see if I am missing something important like my butt is showing but nothing seems to be showing.

"Oh ...erm thanks. I am fine really Logan. You can relax."He still is grinning like an idiot. "WHAT IS SO FUNNY?"

"I was only smiling because that is my favorite shirt. I have been looking for it for ages. But I have to say it looks a lot better on you." I flush how the hell did I end up with his shirt? Oh wait I know he gave it to me the other night after he saved me.

"oh erm...sorry I didn't know it was yours. I just found it in my room so I threw it on." He walks up to me pretending to be totally oblivious to the fact that I am not wearing a bra.

"It's okay like I said you look good in it." I blush a deep red as he whispers into my ear.

"Yeah somehow I think that has more to do with the fact that I am not wearing a bra than it looking good on me."I say glaring at him.

"Yeah probably."He says smiling shamelessly.

"DUDE!!!! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING ON MY SISTERS BED? WHY ARE YOU ONLY IN HIS SHIRT?" Josh screams walking up to Logan ready to punch him.

"Oh god." I say rolling my eyes "Josh we are not having sex. I would rather die a virgin than sleep with your horny friend. I have standards." I say pulling my blanket higher up.

"You know those little remarks are hurtful. I have standards too and you definitely meet them." Logan says while scanning me up and down. Talk about perving on a girl.

"Bite me."I say glaring at him.

"Gladly." I roll my eyes at Logan but decide its better to ignore him before he gets his butt kicked by my brother. Even though watching Josh beat the crap out of him would be fun.

"Dude that is not cool . She is my little sister. You stole my car for a week only because I said your cousin was hot and now you are shamelessly flirting with my sister in front of me."

"Guys!!!! Can you get out of my room and finish this conversation somewhere else?" I say.

"Dude she was like 14 years old and she came to my place because her dad beat her."

"Yeah so? Amber is 15. It's one year and I didn't say I was going to get in her pants...right away anyway."

"yeah and I never said I was getting in Amby's pants. No matter how bad she wants me or how hot she is, I swear dude. Its against the bro code and I respect the code."

"GET OUT OF MY ROOM OR I WILL CALL EMILY OVER AND WE WILL START DISCUSSING OUR PERIOD."

"I'm out. Just don't call Emily. We don't need an annoying, judgmental, uptight bitch over. Your enough." I roll my eyes.

"She is not an annoying, judgmental, uptight bitch. And you just don't like her because she is not totally in love with you like every other girl in the school."

"You know what Amber you are totally right. I as your older brother should respect your friends."Josh says suddenly way too nice.

"What do you want?"I ask flatly.

"Mom and dad are coming home they have some business meeting thing. They need to host some dinner party and blah blah blah...so can you as my sweet little sister arrange the party crap?"

"ugh...fine. How long are they coming for?" I ask Josh.

"sweet Mrs. T is coming."Logan says grinning.

"Dude that's my mom."Josh says shoving Logan.

"yeah but she is hot." Logan says shrugging.

"Okay gross!!! Logan that is beyond nasty even for a slut like you to say. Do me a favor when my mom comes leave your Logan part in your pants."

"I second that."Josh says grimacing.

-Amber's Birthday/dinner party with the Thorns and associates a while later-

I had not seen my parents in ages and I wanted them to well I don't know stay longer or something like that. Truthfully my 16th birthday was today so maybe they are over to surprise me with a present. I mean they said out of the blue that they where coming home and they want a party on my birthday. So, I am hoping for a present like a car or a trip to Europe or something crazy fun.

Josh gave me an early present and threw me a small sweet 16 party, which basically consisted of me, Emily, Logan, Him and alcohol for the boys. It was fun watching them make idiots out of themselves until Jennifer showed up and ruined it. She decided to do body shots and watching my brother and Logan lick salt of her belly then drink a shot of patron and suck on a lemon in her mouth is not my idea of fun. So me and Emily decided that the best way to teach those boys a lesson was to paint on there faces. At the end of our fight we all ended up having to take 4 hour shower to try to get all the paint out of our hair. Jennifer and Logan decided that they would much rather shower together which was totally gross until I turned of the hot water.They ended up running out of the shower pissed off. Logan forgot his towel and oh my gosh that was a birthday present in itself. His face turned red out of embarrassment and he ran so fast you would have thought someone lit his butt on fire.Emily, Josh and I were rolling on the ground laughing for hours at Logan's expense.

I finally found the perfect dress, a purple and black lacy basic strapless dress that reached my mid-thighs and made me have curves. I had spent the whole morning finding my dress for this party. I wanted to look perfect. I even straightened my hair and put on a pair of heels.

"oh honey you look lovely but you should have gotten a more colorful dress. This one is so plain." Well that comment wouldn't have sucked had I not spent all morning trying to find this dress. That's my mom for you. I couldn't help but pout a little at her comment on my dress. I looked around the room and saw that Josh and Logan were sitting in formal clothes too.Well if you call jeans, a button down shirt and a clip on tie, formal. And mom said I was the one who dressed plain? Why is their always a double standard for boys and girls?

"umm yeah."

"Amber, You look great. Happy Sixteenth." Josh said reassuringly.

"Damn Amby...I could do you right here." I roll my eyes at Logan.

"Dude we talked about this. No more comments on my sister and her do-ability." Josh said punching Logan in the arm.

"Don't worry Josh, his...'charming personality' is not gonna work on me." Josh just nodded glaring at Logan.

Logan simply got of the couch and started walking over to the kitchen but not before whispering , "really? It seemed to be working the other day when we where making out. Or was I just imagining you moaning at my touch?"His cool breath against my ear made me shiver. I blushed a tomato red as he brought up the kiss. We had not revisited that specific moment since it had happened. I was kind of hoping it could stay that way. I mean I have kissed like 2 guys in my entire life and I have to say Logan was a very good kisser. Also it doesn't help that he has some magical spell over me that makes me oggle at the sight of his gorgeous body. I mean I don't like Logan but I am starting to get why he is a man-whore. He has his moments of being irresistible.

I walk around the room and see that my mom and dad talking to a man in a black suit. "oh darling come over here. John, I would like you to meet my wonderful daughter Amber."

"well Elizabeth, George you weren't kidding she is beautiful." Well talk about awkward moments.

"yes. Our Amber is perfect. She is on the cheerleading team ,she is a straight A student and she is so mature for her age. She arranged this whole party for us because we had an business trip. We were heart broken we couldn't be here to help her. We believe strongly in having quality time with the family. We believe that families should know their children and be together for all the important moments in each others lives, birthdays, graduations etc." Wow how does this guy not see past all the phoniness in my mothers words. We haven't had a simple family dinner in 5 years not even during the holidays. But BIRTHDAYS this means maybe my present is so on its way.

"Yes. That is why we are so excited to be taking on your book and turning it into a national bestseller." Wait did he just say a book. I thought this was a birthday party.

"Oh. I can't imagine."Mom gushes.

"um....excuse me I have to go." I say walking away even though I know my parents will not notice me missing.

What the hell it is my birthday and this is for some stupid business deal of theirs. I can feel tears starting to come down my face. I run up the stairs and hear my mother calling after me.

They didn't even remember it was my birthday. I spent all week trying to make this party perfect for them. I went out and got a dress I would never wear and high heels that make my feet hurt and put on make-up that makes me feel like Malibu Barbie so they can sign some guy and make money.

I sigh knowing I shouldn't have gotten my hope up. I walk into my closet and take off the ridiculous dress I am wearing and throw on Logan's shirt. I then walk over to my bed and decide to just sit there and let all myself cry. I cry for what seems like forever. I cry over being raped and losing Rebecca, and having an ugly pink room and thinking my parents actually cared about me and for not being able to do what I want. I should just run away and go to Europe and study art or something, but I know I wont because I am the nice daughter who sticks around and does what she is told. I hear my door creek open.

"oh honey whats wrong? You just stormed out of the room and then never came back. Mr. John almost didn't let us sign the deal."

"oh sorry. I was just a little ...t-ired." my voice cracked a little at the end.

"oh its okay. How about you come back down and we all have dinner. And don't forget to put on your dress and please redo your make up it is all smudged." Was she really that blind. I have puffy eyes and a red nose and my mascara is running. I mean hello, I was Crying. I should just say no I don't want to come down and I hate that dress. You know what that's exactly what I am gonna say.

"mom! I-I...will be down in a few minutes." Okay so I can't say that to her. I am a chicken, sue me.

"alright dear. And hey when these clients leave we can talk. Me and your father are staying for an extra day, so we can hang out."

"that would be great mom." She leaves the room and I start changing back into my dress I take off my shirt, I mean Logan's shirt. I walk into my closet and find my dress. I suddenly feel a warm arm around my waist and someone's cool breath against my neck. I turn around ready to kick the living crap out of the person until I realize that it is Logan.

"what are you doing?"

"shh...no talking." he said putting a finger to my mouth.

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