Trusting Logan

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"Please Ambi one chance? All I want is one chance to prove to you that I am serious about us. One date. ONE DATE." Logan says to me as we are sitting and watching 50 First Dates ironically enough.

"Do you know who my brother went out on a date with?" I ask changing the subject.

"Nope, but I know she is not a normal choice for Josh." Logan says moving closer to me on the couch.

"I think he really likes her. He seemed nervous when he was leaving today." I say as Logan pulls me so I am lying on the couch with my head in his lap.

"That is good." He says with a smile and then adds, "Josh deserves to feel the way I feel about you." He then slowly leans in and kisses my nose.

"Uhhm." Is my genius response because I am too shocked to come up with something better.

"So can I get one date?" He says conversationally.

"Logan it is not a good idea. I don't want my brother finding out."

"I can keep my mouth shut."

"Yeah well I don't trust you. You are the one who wants him to know."

"I think that he deserves to know. If it were the other way around wouldn't you want to know? Don't you think your brother cares enough about your happiness to not get angry with you or me for going out? Come on. Please. I can't believe you are going to make me beg for a date. But if I have to beg on my hands and knees, I will. "

"Logan Clifton begging to go out with a girl. I never thought I would see the day." I say with a grin.

He rolls his eyes and then says "Are you really going to reject me?"

"Yes. It would do your ego some good hearing the word no once in awhile." I say evilly.

"Honey since I have been with you that's the only word I hear." Logan says bitterly amused.

"First of all I am not your honey, second of all you are not with me, and third of all you could screw the whole world for all I care." I say letting venom seep through my words.

"Alright then. I will." He says angrily sipping his beer. After this, we both just sit watching the movie.

"You're not really going to screw the whole world are you?" I ask awhile later despite myself.

"Maybe. What's it to you? As I recall you could care less if I decided to screw the whole world." He says with a smirk. Jerk.

"Right." I say. He doesn't say anything else and just turns back to the movie. I know he is doing this to bug me and it is working. I bite my bottom lip as I think of some slut in Logan's arms. How do I know it's a slut? Because isn't it always a slut in the arms of a person you like?

"Ambs. You don't need to bite your lip off." He says running his fingers roughly over my lips to get me to stop. "Why would I ever bother with another girl when I got my girl in my arms?" He says.

"I don't know you said it." I say bewildered.

"Well then you don't have to worry. I won't be screwing the whole world. You're all the women I can handle." I blush crimson.

"Am I really that much of a handle full?" I ask as an afterthought.

"Yeah." he says with a sigh. I wrinkle my nose. Well maybe I can be a bit stubborn and all over the place. I feel Logan's eyes on me before he says, "But I wouldn't have it any other way."

"If you think sweet talking your way into this date is going to work your right." I say with a grin. He smiles at me and kisses my forehead. "So IF I was to say yes to this date what would we be doing?" I ask.

"I would take you to an Art Exhibit." I smile. Leave it to Logan to pick somewhere I would absolutely love.

"Then?"

"We would have a picnic in this spot up on the Hill and watch the sunset." He says blushing. Adorable big blue eyes, dark sexy bed-hair, gorgeous body, sweet smile...Why am I saying no again? "So what do you think?"

"That sounds nice. I think I would be stupid to say no, but it is probably for the better to say no. You're my older brother's best friend; there are some serious rules against dating you." I sigh in defeat along with Logan.

"Ambs why do you always have to make other people happy but not yourself?"

"Because."

"If you keep trying to follow these rules of yours you will never be happy. Come on. One night wouldn't kill you. I know you want to. Screw the rules."

"Logan I don't think that's such a smart idea."

"Ambi Bambi, I care about you would I ever make you do something that could hurt you?"

"YEAH!" I say with a huge grin making Logan make a face. "No you wouldn't, but you would find a way to get me into a compromising position."

"Hey! You begging me to have my way with you is not my fault entirely." He says with a smirk. "I can't help it if I am just irresistible."

"Do you hear yourself? You're so full of it."

"Daisy-poo please." he says making a puppy dogface.

"Logan that is not fair. You cannot pout your lips and make your eyes all big that's like cheating times a million. I would be heartless to say no to you after something like that."

"So say yes."

"Alright one date. But the second you get all big and mighty, I am ditching you."

"Fine. Done." He says with a smile. "Ambs I have been trying to tell you something but ..." and just as he is about to finish his sentence the lights turn of and I scream. "Shh....the powers out because of the storm." He says as his hand covers my mouth. I nod my head in understanding even though he can't see me, but he seemed to understand because he took his hand off from over my mouth."I am going to go find a flashlight. Wait here."

"What?! No. I am not waiting alone. What if it is a murderer and he is just trying to get us alone to kill us slowly and painfully?"

"Okay we are not watching scary movies from now on because you are letting your imagination get the best of you. Come on." He says grabbing my hand and dragging me along the house. We climb the stairs slowly using our cell phones as flashlights. We search both of our rooms and Josh's but don't find any light. Finally, Logan decides to check the second floor. It is sad to say this but I haven't been to the second floor of my house since the day Rebecca left.

I had sat there the whole night waiting for her and when she never showed up, I didn't want to believe she wasn't coming back. Eventually Josh and Logan came up and found me. They had sat with me as I cried and explained how she probably wouldn't come back anytime soon. At the time, I had been naïve and thought she was just away on vacation but when weeks passed by into months, I got the message. She had left me and nobody cared. To this day, I have no idea what had happened to make her so angry and force her to leave.

As we walk towards the door of her room Logan says, "I will check if there is a flashlight. You stay here." I know he is trying to do this so I won't breakdown, but it was 2 years ago. I can handle the truth now.

"N-no, I will help you." My voice cracks despite my effort to sound nonchalant. He doesn't say anything to me but I could have sworn I heard him mumble something about me being stubborn.

The second I walk into the room, I smell the faint scent of Peach and Cinnamon perfume. When I was little, I would watch Rebecca get ready to go out on dates and she would let me try on all her make-up and perfume. She used to say that one day I would steal some boy's heart because of how pretty I looked. I think she only said that cause I was her baby sister but it was still sweet. I don't actually end up helping Logan because by the time I get out of my daze into the past he has found candles to light up. He hands me some and grabs the rest of them. As we turn to leave, I look back at the room and decide I am going to come up here when the lights come on. We walk back down setting the candles in a circle around us and Logan pulls out his lighter and lights them all on fire. Logan doesn't say anything for a while; I think he is giving me time to get a handle on myself or something. After a while, I get bored and end up just staring at Logan with the candlelight. I wish I had my pastels, Logan looks so freaking hot. His eyes look deep blue and his face is pale, which is in good contrast of his red lips and dark hair that is messily perfect. I keep starring at him until I just blurt "You look good in candle light."

He laughs at me, "Thanks. You look good all the time." I blush.

"Ambs I have been trying to tell you something but ..."

"But?" I say with a smile as Logan's cheeks burn red. "Why Logan Clifton, are you blushing?!" I say with a laugh.

"But I keep getting distracted or something. So I am just going to say it. AmbsIloveyou." I sit there for a minute in utter shock. He is Logan Clifton. Logan Clifton doesn't fall in love. Much less, tell a girl he loves her.

"What?" I say to clarify.

"I love you."

"You love me?"

"Yeah. I guess I have for a while." He says this and I stare at him. I am not sure what I am suppose to say. Do I say I love you too or run or say thank you? I probably shouldn't say thank you because that just is dumb. So run or say it back. Do I love him? No. Maybe. No. MAYBE.

I am about to open my mouth when "Guys?!" Josh screams as he walks into the living room. "The powers out."

"No duh Sherlock? Do you think we are sitting in a circle of candles to summon the dead?!...Idiot. "I say angrily.

"Dang? What is up your ass?" He says looking equally pissed. I sigh. I look up at Logan and he has a smile on his face but I can tell it is taking him some effort to put it there.

"How was your date? Hell, who was your date Joshie?" I ask.

"It was good and you don't need to worry about it."

"Aww...come on."

"Did you tell me the second you were going out with Adam? Or did you tell me right away when you broke up with Adam?"

"No, but..."

"Exactly?"

"Please. I will be your best friend forever and ever."

"I already got one thank you." He says while he and Logan do that boy thing where they nod their heads and fist pump each other.

"Fine be a poohead." I mumble as I grab a candle and start walking up the stairs looking briefly back at Logan. He is looking at me in a way that makes my bones go all spongy. I think I might actually love Logan Clifton. What the hell has that boy done to me? First, I become a cheater, then a slut and now I am one of those lovey dovey people who actually feel cheesy things like their bones going all spongy and actually get jealous of the idea of him being with other girls. Uhhh...I hate him.

I sit in my room freaking out for about an hour before I can't take it anymore and then I walk into Logan's room. He is still not here yet. What the hell are those two doing down there? I sit on Logan's bed, wrap his blanket around me, and wait until midnight before I finally fall asleep.

Sometime later, I feel the bed depressing as someone, Logan, lays down on it. He starts pulling on my side.

"Mmm?" I mumble.

"Ambs share the blanket."

"Mm-mm."

"It's freezing."

"Shh...sleep." I say. He finally just lifts me up, grabs the blanket, and puts it around us both.

"Happy...sleep." He says. I turn around to face him. I look at his face. I run my fingers across his cheek and trace over his lips.

"Logan." I say.

"Yeah." He says.

"You love me." I state..

"Yeah." He says looking unsure and kind of defeated.

"Logan?" I say again.

"Yes Ambs?"

"I think I love you too." I say. Logan's eyes become all wide as if he really didn't see that coming, then he gets up, pulls me up with him, and kisses me with so much lust that I find myself wanting to rip his clothes off and jump his bone. He finally pulls and looks into my eyes making me

Blush.

"You love me?!"

"You seem surprised."

"Well truthfully I am. You're not really big on emotions if you haven't noticed."

"Well I am sorry if I can't be one of those pathetic losers who is over dramatic and needs to share everything she is feeling." I say angrily.

"Aww...Buttercup I never said it was a bad thing. Don't be angry at me besides me and you both know you love me." He says with a playful smirk.

"I hate you." I say darkly.

"No you don't."

"I knew I would regret opening my mouth."

"Well if you want next time I can shut you up."

"How wo-?" I start to say but his lips are on mine. That is a good way to shut me up. "Mmm." is all I can say.

"Ambs you promise not to get mad at me?" He says briefly.

"What did you do?" Why does he have to kill the moment?

"Promise?"

"No you got all the promises you can get for one day. Now what did you do?"

"You know what? Nothing. Don't worry about it." I look at him suspiciously, but decide I don't want to know. We eventually did fall asleep despite Logan constantly kissing me and making my heartbeat too fast to let me sleep, which I wasn't totally complaining about.

The next morning I go to get ready for school after a brief kiss from Logan. When I am completely dressed, I walk down the stairs and see Josh looking at me oddly. I shrug my shoulders deciding I am still annoyed with him for not telling me about his secret date. Just as I am about to grab a chewy bar Logan grabs me and kisses me. When he pulls away and I get over the initial haze his kiss gives me.I freeze with shock realizing he just kissed me in front of my brother.

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