The atmosphere suddenly became violent. Seok-jun seemed furious. Seok-jun placed the documents on the table and coldly looked at the girls.

“Let's start with Ha-yeon. ”

I could see her hands trembling less in front of her.

It was an important moment in my life. The pressure she felt would be substantial. Even the arrogance of life did not overcome the pressure, nor did it collapse. After that, I did nothing and became obsessed with inferiority.

She thought she was greater than herself. At least she made it that far. I could see how hard he was prepared. I could also see that Seok-jun was hiding his grief behind the furious expression.

‘My efforts were nothing. ’

I had never done anything fierce before I was trained to do nothing. And maybe it's still the same now. I even stepped in the path of the actor, but it had nothing to do with my dreams or passions.

‘I · · · · · · · · · · ·. ’

I was pushed all the way here, but I realized I shouldn't do that anymore. In the middle, it only hurts those who choose themselves and care for them.

There were a lot of people who tried to come to Gunwoo's place. I was ashamed that Gun Wook had omitted such things and had come to this place.

Several thoughts passed.

I would have gone through a process like that. There may be controversy in his character, but his efforts cannot be ignored. By comparison, aren't you more like a free car?

The power of the shaman was clearly great, but his mind was not perfect. Gun Woong thought he should try harder than now.

‘Let's try hard. ’

At least to be beaten by himself.

I felt the frustration surrounding me disappear. If this was an epiphany, it was an epiphany.

Gun looked back at the practice room. It was an atmosphere that felt fierce with skin. You only hear the sound of breath in the sinking silence.

Tension, pressure, and fear.

Such emotions were dominating that space.

Seok-jun's atmosphere was overwhelming. I could feel the years of his life in that gunning atmosphere. It would have been a hard and intense life, but not to lose yourself.

Seok-jun was an admirable person. I was proud that Seok-jun Gun was there as if it was his job.

Hayeon swallowed her saliva and began to sing. It was a pop song with good tones and quite rich qualities.

But that was it. The notes, rhythms, and techniques were similar to those of current Idols, but felt something stiff. The repeated mechanical feel amplified awkwardness.

Gun was able to figure out what it was.

"Feelings?"

Isn't the essence of a song supposed to convey emotion? Isn't it the primary purpose of conveying emotions that can't be expressed in writing?

Gun Wu thought so.

Emotions.

The Jade Shrine was a mason that was closely related to emotion. I could feel and see new things because of the low hardship, but the use of them was limited.

‘Mmm · · · · · · · · · ·. ’

I looked at Hayeon, raising the Jade Shrine. I could feel her emotions stiffening. I did not know the exact emotion because it was low, but it was clear that it was rigid. The old habits and the singing skills of the body seemed to work rather badly, closing emotions.

“Enough.”

Seok-jun, who was listening to the song, put down the document roughly. I did not like the look on my face. Then Hayeon became even more nervous.

“Phew, try again. ”

Seok-jun gave me one last chance.

She was even more nervous and her lips were trembling. There was no possibility of Gunwoo seeing either.

I wanted to help her at least a little. I wanted to ventilate my shortcomings and repay my enlightenment. It was Gun Woo's way of repaying grace and revenge many times over.

‘I just need to loosen up the stiffness. ’

Gunu launched the Jade Shrine. I feel hot inside. I'm sorry, but it wasn't dangerous because I had experimented on Leon. The idea was to make the method safer.

Bringing power beyond the air is only possible for masters beyond the glasses, but not the archaeologist. Of course, if the distance is far, the energy of the Jade Shroud Shroud will weaken and many parts will be lost, but there was no major difficulty in operating.

I had to resonate with the stiffness of my emotions, not incite them as in Leon's time. It would also be possible to completely shake your emotions if you used all your strength. However, there's also the case of Leon, so it's just a slight influence to avoid side effects.

The wavelength extending from Gun Woo reached Hayeon.

As soon as the wavelength hit, Hayeon's face was bitten with comfort. She turned her gaze toward Gun Woo, whether she felt something approaching her.

She stares at you dazed for a moment.

“What are you doing?"

“Yes? · · · · · · · · · · ·. ”

When Hayeon turned her gaze to Seok-jun, she handed it to him. I assumed that the sensitivity wouldn't suddenly become abundant, but something would change.

‘Maybe my work is not just for me. ’

Gun lifts his head, thinking seriously for a moment. He seems to be staring at himself. I smiled and moved on.

Seok-jun was running a little late, so I thought it would be better to go and wait.

* * *

Ha-yeon was a fourth year practitioner. I've been having a hell of a day every day to join a group of five idols that I've recently organized at YS. In YS, trainees who saw toughness first but did not have abilities could not survive.

The support for the trainees was abundant, so there was no problem in life, which served as greater mental stress. There was no excuse for a bad evaluation.

Since I was young, I was told I was a genius and was introduced as a prodigy in a real talent program. When I entered YS, I thought no one was better than me. I felt confident that I would be able to make a debut soon. But the reality was not. Geniuses from all over the country, even from China and Japan, gathered together. His talents were an ordinary axis here, and his confident appearance did not work either. That's why, over time, my confidence was shrinking and waning. Now every time I get a lesson, I get so nervous.

“It's an ambush check today! ”

“Oh, this is bad. ”

“We're screwed.”

I've been loosening it up lately. But there was a reason for all of it. Whatever you do, you won't be able to get to the top. Seok-jun felt that he had to practice diligently rather than just preparing for the test.

Those who had lived a long life as practitioners always feared when Seok-jun would check it, but as a person, they soon forgot when they became accustomed to comfort.

Hayeon practiced harder than anyone else. I returned home and lived in the practice room. I supplemented my lacking choreography skills and practiced vocalism until my neck rested.

I thought Vocal was my best strength, but I couldn't endure practitioners who grew up abroad and learned that culture. There was a difference that seemed to have rhythms engraved on the DNA. South Korean ballads had important feelings, but she was still young and lacked the emotional experience of starting her life as a practitioner at too young age.

Practitioners have gathered in the main practice room. Although it was limited to female trainees, I began to practice nervous whether the story had been told by male trainees as well.

Seok-jun appeared in a static state. Seok-jun's force was not a joke. He was so big that if he didn't smile, he was not intimidated because he seemed to see an angry bear. When I was a guitarist in the past, the legend about beating up gangsters never seemed to lie.

YS choreographers brought in documents with the profiles of the trainees and moved chairs and tables.

As soon as she saw the appearance of Seok-jun, she was stiff.

“Let's start with Group A. ”

The lower half was Group A. The group was divided between A and D, with A being the best pair. It was a promotion from below. However, even Group A could not be careless. It was almost routine to fall and go up. The competition was intense. Those with complicated or personalized privacy could not enter YS in the first place, so they were mostly good. That's why Ha-yeon's mind was harder. I could have hated it if it was evil, but it was a fight with me because there was no place for everyone.

I started with Group A. Breathing was very important because I had to sing and dance at the same time. Hayeon danced desperately, but she was deeply moved by Seok-jun's gaze. Others were the same.

“Are you going to do this? ”

“ · · · · · ·. ”

“You're not a choreographer. What have you been doing? You're looking very fat. If you've been practicing, shouldn't you at least try not to regress? ”

Seok-jun's face distorted. She couldn't say anything. It was definitely a mess. That's why I had to bow my head even more like a sinner. The tension and pressure was too much for the trainee to handle.

There was a personal test. We couldn't see all of them, so we took the most noteworthy trainee and tested him, and Hayeon was named. Hayeon sang a pop song in a trembling voice. I also had a good pronunciation and a rhythm to add to the lip, but Seok-jun's expression was not good.

“Enough!”

When Seok-jun put down the paperwork roughly, Ha-yeon flinched back. Seok-jun looked at Ha-yeon while shaking his head excitedly.

Hayeon's confidence flooded.

“Try again. ”

Her mouth didn't move because she was nervous. My hands are trembling. While Seok-jun put pressure on it on purpose, he lost his confidence.

She swallowed the saliva. I tried to take a deep breath, but I didn't listen as if my body had become paralyzed. Seok-jun was disappointed in his appearance. If I don't overcome this kind of pressure, I will sit down under the pressure of so many audiences.

Hayeon seemed to have ended up like this. Then I felt the warmth on the left and looked at the side. It felt like the sun was approaching. There are windows in the practice room, but the sun doesn't shine because they're covered. Moreover, the side that felt warm was the side of the hall.

Hayeon's eyes widened. The pupils were dilated and I felt dazzled. Someone was looking at him. It seems that some air flow emanating from him has become a light. I felt like I was dreaming. It seemed like I was having an illusion.

“Ahh · · · · · · · · · · ·. ”

At that moment, my anxious feelings disappeared and I was relieved. The feeling of stiffness in my mind rose like an explosion. I had never felt this intense emotion before.

The world that looked dull began to look bright.

“What are you doing?"

“Yes? · · · · · · · · · · ·. ”

I looked at Seok-jun's voice and turned my head again. Someone who was there was already gone.

Was he dreaming for a while? A warm, warm sensation that seemed to comfort her still remained in her heart.

The fear was gone. I felt all the stiffness of my body was loosened and I no longer felt the pressure of Seok-jun. There was a song that came to mind. It was a ballad, not a pop song, but I thought I could digest it well now. It was a song I always wanted to sing, but did not try because emotions were hard to express.

She sang while forgetting that it was a test. It was still the middle of winter, but I was immersed in singing imagining the warm spring breeze. It was my first time singing along with the flow of emotions.

I didn't remember how to call her. When I woke up, the trainees were applauding, and Seok-jun nodded in satisfaction.

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