The Reluctant Bride

"Why not? Gu Xuewu, she won't die, and I will never have the opportunity to be with you. So, what's wrong with me like this? So many people die every day in this world. Am I responsible for their deaths? ?"

"you……"

Seeing Gu Xuewu stunned, she didn't regret it anymore, picked up all the emotions in her heart, stood up, and looked straight at his.

"Zhou Ying is dead. So what? Yes. I let her go, but will she leave if I let her go? After all, isn’t she not loving you enough or trusting you enough? If she loves you, She believes in you, how could she leave so easily?"

"Qiao Xinwan." Gu Xuewu shook his head and clenched his fists. I couldn't believe what I heard: "How can you do this? At this time, you can still put the blame on a dead person?"

"Otherwise?" Qiao Xinwan raised her eyebrows and raised her lips, revealing sarcasm: "What do you want me to say? I'm sorry? I'm wrong?"

"Qiao Xinwan." Gu Xuewu stepped forward and squeezed her shoulders hard, his expression was full of shock: "Don't talk like that."

Xu so kind of heart. He really, really didn't like her, she didn't like her.

"I'm going to talk like this." Qiao Xinwan let him pinch, without resisting, looking at Gu Xuewu: "Look, how good she is to die. She is not dead, you are not going to go to her to accompany her now? She died. Now, won’t you be with me? Haven’t my purpose been achieved?"

Gu Xuewu couldn't listen anymore: "Have you said enough?"

"No." Qiao Xinwan shook her head, looked at Gu Xuewu's eyes, and watched the expectation in his eyes darken and turned into disappointment. She didn't know what he was expecting or what he was disappointed.

She only knew that the person he loved was Zhou Ying, from before to now.

When Zhou Ying was alive, she couldn't compete with her, and she couldn't compete with Zhou Ying when she died. She lost, completely lost.

She also knows that she is such a person, she will not change because of Gu Xuewu, but it was before or now: "Gu Xuewu, I am such a person. I am selfish and selfish. I use my means to achieve my goal. I love you. I want you to love me too. If you can't love me, I will remove all obstacles around you and let you love me. Do you understand now?"

Gu Xuewu's body took a step back, then took a step back. Looking at Qiao Xinwan's face. This woman is not alone with Qiao Xinwan who was cuddling shyly in her arms before.

The woman he likes is not so aggressive, not so bitter.

But they are the same person again. The same eyebrows, the same facial features. The memory overlaps, returning to a long time ago. At that time, Qiao Xinwan was like this.

Jie Sidi Li, acrimonious. Willful and selfish. Fight with him every day, quarrel with him.

Was he too blind in love, or did he never see Qiao Xinwan clearly?

What he wanted was only an answer, but not such an answer.

Gu Xuewu looked into her eyes, he should be angry. In fact, when he came, he didn't know what answer he wanted. Zhou Ying was dead. The news of her death came so suddenly and caught him off guard.

And Zhou Ying's death was so dramatic. He loved that woman and wanted an answer deep in his heart.

Is he not good enough? Was it because he did too little and gave her too little sense of security that made her distrust him like this? Just leave easily?

The frustration in his heart. Bored. All those things made him anxious to know an answer and a result.

And this time. Those shock at the beginning, Wan Xi. Now it has become helpless, puzzled, and disappointed. There are many, many emotions that he doesn't know.

"Qiao Xinwan. Do you really love me?" asked gently, Gu Xuewu's voice, with a little doubt: "Do you really love me, or is it because of your childhood obsession, because you can't get me." That's why?"

Qiao Xin was stunned for a moment. She didn't miss the disappointment in Gu Xuewu's eyes. She put aside her head and told herself not to look into Gu Xuewu's eyes. The nail fell into the palm. He suddenly turned his face and met his gaze straight.

"You're right, maybe I don't love you. Maybe I just have been obsessed with, and then clinging, unwilling to not get you. So I must get you. Gu Xuewu. Maybe I don't love you at all."

"No. Not maybe." Qiao Xinwan raised her lips: "I really don't love you. Yes, I don't love you. I don't love you at all."

Gu Xuewu nodded and looked at Qiao Xinwan's eyes. It was as uncomfortable as being stabbed in the heart.

If he knew about Zhou Ying's death before, it made him entangled, not knowing what to do, and felt irritated and depressed. So at this time. He is heartbroken.

Because of Qiao Xinwan's answer, he was so painful. The heart was bleeding at this time.

"Qiao Xinwan. You are really cruel." He should be angry, he should be angry. But he can't get angry now. Looking at Qiao Xinwan, she didn't understand how things could become like this.

"Thank you for the compliment." Qiao Xinwan said blankly: "I have always been like this. This is not the first time you know."

Gu Xuewu nodded, indeed, it was not the first time he knew. It is not the first time that he understands that Qiao Xinwan is a woman who treats others and herself.

But why, he still feels heartache? Very heartache?

Is it more heartache than knowing Zhou Ying died? Xinwan, Qiao Xinwan, how can she? Treat him in this way?

Nodded heavily and took a deep breath. He is messy now, he needs time to calm down. He didn't want to make any wrong decisions when he was impulsive.

Seeing the stubbornness in Qiao Xinwan's eyes. The various between the two people flashed through his mind like a flash in the pan, and he spoke softly.

"Tell me, do you regret it?"

She did so much for him, gave so much, but finally found that she was only a momentary obsession and a momentary infatuation. Instead of love, then, does she regret it?

"Regret?" Qiao Xinwan smiled. The most cruel thing in this world is to never give people a chance to regret. And she is the same. It's just that she will never face Gu Xuewu to admit this.

"I don't regret it." The four words made a sound, her lips raised, and she smiled brightly, without letting Gu Xuewu see, her fists clenched together, almost bleeding from the palms.

"Gu Xuewu. I don't regret it. Even if the time comes up again, I will do that too."

She would also chase Zhou Ying away. The same will prescribe medicine to Gu Xuewu, and the same will do everything possible to marry him. She does not regret it.

"Really?" Gu Xuewu had no idea what to say. Take a step back and take a step back.

Turn around and leave. He wanted to calm down.

Qiao Xinwan watched him walking towards the door, and when his hand touched the doorknob, she suddenly spoke slightly.

"This time, we don't need to divorce."

Qiao Xinwan's words caused Gu Xuewu's body to pause, his hand on the doorknob clenched tightly, his tall body froze there, motionless.

After thinking for a long time, he said softly: "I will not cancel the wedding."

"But I will." Qiao Xinwan's eyes were wet, and she said softly: "Gu Xuewu, I don't want you anymore. I won't marry you."

The veins on Gu Xuewu's hand appeared. With a tight grip, the sentence Qiao Xinwan said I don't love you flashed in his mind.

"up to you."

His voice did not fluctuate. He opened the door decisively, slammed it hard, and then left.

After Qiao Xinwan closed the door, she softened and slid down on the ground. She stared at the closed door hollowly, feeling that all her strength had been taken away.

Many chaotic scenes passed through her mind little by little. The eyes feel astringent and dry.

There was an uncomfortably depressed emotion in her heart that she wanted to cry, but she found that she couldn't cry anymore.

Happiness is short-lived after all, and she has lost Gu Xuewu.

No, that's not right, she has never had Gu Xuewu before, not before, and not now. In the future, he will not be his own.

Those short, good times just passed. In recollection, it was like a dream.

And now, when the dream wakes up, everything is over. It's all over.

Qiao Xinwan laid her body on the floor just like that, unable to move for a long time.

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Zheng Qimei looked at Guan Li who appeared in front of her, holding a large bouquet of roses in his hand, with a flattering smile: "Xiao Qi, you forgive me."

"Go away,"

Seeing him makes her feel more annoying than seeing Tang Yanan. Close the store door, watching Guan Li, who has been sticking to the side.

"I have nothing to do with you, you can go."

"Little Qi, don't be like this." Guan Li Jianghua raised in front of her: "I really want to start again with you. Forgive me."

"Guan Li." Zheng Qimei couldn't listen anymore, grabbed her bag, and walked forward without looking.

"Little Qi, Qi, Qi." Guan Li followed her. Keep moving forward: "Seven, seven, I love you. I was wrong before, you give me a chance, I swear. I will not be like this anymore. I will be good to you and my children Yes, okay?"

"Get off." Zheng Qimei wanted to kick him: "I'll say one last time, you stay away from me. I don't want to see you."

"Seven, seven." Guan Li's smile became a little stiff: "Don't be so unfeeling. Think about the happy time we had before, and we can do it in the future. Think about your son. I promise, I will treat him. Very good. I'll treat him like my own child. Just forgive me."

"The last name is Guan." Zheng Qimei really couldn't listen at this time: "Have you said enough? Happy time? When I see you, I feel sick. When I think of the way you are in bed with that bitch, I think Spit. Do you want me to think about the past? How far are you rolling me. Don't let me see you."

Rao Guan Li was ready again, his face changed when he heard this, and he looked at Zheng Qimei’s face: "You. Zheng Qimei. You. Don’t be too much. I, I want you, it’s yours. Blessing, otherwise you are dragging a child, who else do you think would want you?"

"Thank you." Zheng Qimei really hated how she was blind before, and she was so indifferent: "You don't want to, you can go farther. Don't come to annoy me."

"I..." Guan Li thought about leaving, but thought of another thing. He immediately laughed again: "Seven, seven, I was wrong. Can I make a mistake? You forgive me. I promise, it won't be like this in the future. Really. I was mad at you just now. I... "

After a word was not said, the tall figure that appeared behind Zheng Qimei made him startled. The feeling of being thrown out by him the previous two days was still there. She shrank her neck and stuffed the rose into Zheng Qimei’s hands.

"Seven, seven, you think about it, I, I will come to you tomorrow."

After saying this, he walked away as if running away.

"Neuropathy."

There was nothing wrong with it. Zheng Qimei rolled her eyes and looked at the bouquet of roses in her hands before she wanted to throw them away. She had two hands but moved the bouquet of flowers faster than her. Then throw it aside.

She was taken aback for a moment, then turned her gaze, and saw Tang Yanan standing behind her with a gloomy face, his face was very ugly.

He folded his hands on his chest and glanced at Tang Yanan before he wanted to have an attack, and then remembered that he wanted to throw it away, forget it.

After crossing Tang Yanan, he was about to leave, his arm was clenched, he pulled her body in his direction and looked at her face: "Sister Zheng, you are my wife."

"We are divorced."

"I do not remember."

"Of course you don't remember." Zheng Qimei sneered: "You don't remember how we got married, how can you remember how we got divorced?"

Tang Yanan did not remember, but she was already his wife and Xiao Nian was her son. This is an undeniable fact.

"Then get married again."

"No." Zheng Qimei didn't appreciate it at all: "Excuse me, please stay away from me, I will be annoyed when I see you."

"Sister Zheng." Tang Yanan coldly opened her face and looked at Sister Zheng: "Tell me. What do you think of me?"

"Didn't I just say, let you stay away from me." Zheng Qimei snorted, her voice not without mocking: "I just want this."

"Impossible." If Xiao Nian is not his son, then he might consider it. But Xiao Nian, and her, made him feel like he couldn't let go.

Xiao Nian's tender little face flashed in his mind. It was his son. The feeling he kissed Zheng Qimei was eager and familiar, as if he was not kissing this woman for the first time.

Those emotions grabbed his heart inexplicably and made him refuse to let go.

"Tang Yanan." Zheng Qimei is really tired, very tired. Since he can't remember it, what should I do? Tangled like this, is it interesting?

"Are you a man? If you are a man, just stay away from me. I can live well without you in the past. I can live well without you in the future. Understand?"

I didn't look at him anymore, and threw away his hand and went straight to go home. The weather today is not so good, she didn't bring out the little thoughts, now she is thinking too tightly, and can't wait to go home soon.

In a hurry, she did not notice that Tang Yanan had been standing still. There was thunder in the distance, and it looked like it was going to rain tonight.

Tang Yanan stood still. The words of Zheng Qimei just now made his brain sore.

"Are you a man?" This sentence is so familiar, it seems that someone has said to him, who is it?

The sharp headache made his body stagger. He stepped back a few steps and leaned against the railing on the side of the road.

"Tang Yanan, I will go to America with you."

Still the sentence just now, the voice is familiar, it seems to be Zheng Qimei's?

Is it hers? Tang Yanan suffered a pain in his head and leaned his body against the railing and stopped moving. In the distance, Zheng Qimei had already walked to the gate of the community, and Tang Yanan didn't follow her behind her.

There was a faint loss in my heart. His persistence only reaches this point.

Humph. This is the man.

Fortunately, she did not agree to let Tang Yanan return to her world. If you forget it, forget it all. She thought he had never appeared before, so it would be much better.

And she didn't know that Tang Yanan fainted because of her head pain. Fortunately, she was found by passers-by and was sent to the hospital...

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Something is wrong.

Mother Qiao looked at the order from the hotel just now on the table. Look upstairs again. Just now I asked Xinwan to look at the gift list, but she didn't come down. There was no eagerness on his face.

In the afternoon, I heard that Gu Xuewu had come, and his daughter lost his soul as soon as he left, and he didn't have the joy of getting married before. This young couple won't fight anymore, right?

Suspicious in my heart, after thinking about it, I went straight upstairs and asked Qiao Xin Wan.

"Xinwan. The hotel has been booked, and it says that everything has been arranged for the venue. Mom will accompany you to have a look in the afternoon?"

"No need." Qiao Xinwan packed her luggage in the room: "Mom. There won't be a wedding."

"What?" Mother Qiao stared at her daughter: "You, what are you talking about?"

"I said, there will be no wedding." Qiao Xinwan put the clothes in her suitcase and looked at Qiao's mother: "I just booked the ticket. I will go to Denmark next week."

"Xinwan?" Mother Qiao felt that there was a problem with her ears: "You, what are you talking about? Everything has been ordered for this marriage, and you have agreed to it. You, what are you doing now?"

"It's not that I'm having a temper." Qiao Xinwan was very calm. Always calm: "Mom, I won't marry Gu Xuewu. The wedding is cancelled. It's causing trouble for you and Dad. I'm sorry."

"Xinwan." Mother Qiao really didn't know what these young people were thinking: "What trouble is not troublesome. What is going on, Gu Xuewu meant? Or did you mean it? You guys, you guys quarreled?"

"No." Qiao Xinwan shook her head and looked at Mother Qiao's face with a calm voice: "I meant it. It was also what he meant. We are not suitable."

"..." Mother Qiao looked at her daughter's face, she couldn't say a word. What the **** is this?

"That's it." Qiao Xinwan smiled, the smile didn't reach the bottom of his eyes: "I can do well by myself."

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In Du Libin's box, he watched Gu Xuewu drink one cup after another. Do not. That action cannot be called drinking. It's more appropriate to call a drink.

Gu Xuewu came this afternoon and kept drinking like this. What happened?

"Boss?" When Gu Xuewu opened the second bottle of wine, he stretched out his hand to block his movements: "You will hurt your body if you drink like this."

"Go away." Gu Xuewu waved his hand away. After opening a drink, he took another gulp: "Leave me alone."

"Boss." How could Du Libin ignore it? He wants to drink, should he drink elsewhere?

"Don't drink it."

"I told you to go away, did you hear?"

Du Libin was silent. This was the first time Gu Xuewu had spoken to him in such a tone. Fist clenched, he turned and left.

He left, and the box was quiet again. Gu Xuewu felt comfortable and took a sip, Qiao Xinwan's face flashed through his mind.

"You're right, maybe I don't love you. Maybe I just have been obsessed with, and then clinging, unwilling to not get you. So I must get you. Gu Xuewu. Maybe I don't love you at all."

"No. Not maybe. I really don't love you."

"I do not love you."

Gu Xuewu threw the bottle out and flew to the wall. It fell down again. He leaned back.

"Go, you, M's."

He rarely scolds bad words, and since entering politics, he has been careful. Words and deeds, never let others talk. However, there was no one else in this box at this time, and this was Du Libin's place again, leaving him unscrupulous.

Pulling his tie violently, he opened another bottle of wine. Raise your head and drink it all.

Du Libin outside the door did not go far, listening to the movement inside, his eyebrows were tightly twisted, but he said nothing. Turned around and left.

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In the morning, when Gu Xuewen came in, the room was very dark. As soon as he entered the door, he smelled a bit of alcohol, and he turned and looked at Dolibin. The eyebrows are slightly raised.

"What's up? Didn't you know to persuade you yesterday?"

"I didn't call you to persuade you? But you won't come?" Du Libin gave him a blank look: "I called you at 11 o'clock. It's already 8 o'clock in the morning."

Gu Xuewen's face was a little uncomfortable, you need to know. At night, he spends time with his wife. Zuo Panqing is now back to work. He is not at home during the day, and he is holding two sons as soon as he comes back. He has no status.

If you don't pay close attention to his wife's time at home, I'm afraid he will have no place in his wife's heart.

"I don't care, you go." Du Libin was annoying himself. Throwing down this sentence, turned around and left.

Gu Xuewen cleared up his emotions and entered the door, the pungent smell of alcohol made his eyebrows tighten. Turn on the ventilation fan in the box. Stepped forward and patted Gu Xuewu, who was just sleeping on the sofa.

"brother?"

Gu Xuewu did not move.

"Brother?" Gu Xuewu didn't move.

Gu Xuewu glanced across the room, a mess. There are at least five empty bottles. This Gu Xuewu is really desperate.

Ruthless in his heart, Gu Xuewen got up and went to the bathroom, filled a basin of cold water, came out, and went up to Gu Xuewu on the sofa.

"Wow." With a cry, the cold stimulation made Gu Xuewu on the sofa sit up. With a splitting headache, he couldn't figure out where he was.

I want to open my eyes and see clearly, but I have a terrible headache. Shaking his head, shaking off the water on his face, opened his eyes, and saw Gu Xuewen's face magnified in front of him.

"Learning?" Why is he here? Just saying these two words, the voice is terribly uncomfortable.

"Awake?" Gu Xuewu pulled out a few tissues on the coffee table and stuffed him into his hand: "Are you awake?"

Gu Xuewu calmed himself down, sat up, took the tissue in his hand and wiped off the water on his face: "Why are you here?"

"Why am I here?"

Gu Xuewen was like when he asked a joke: "Are you asking what you are doing?"

Gu Xuewu didn't answer his question, and rubbed his eyebrows. His head hurt. He didn't remember how much wine he drank yesterday. The body is full of water. Very uncomfortable. He stood up in disgust and wanted to clean the room upstairs.

Gu Xuewen clenched his hand and looked into his eyes: "Whoever wants to get married, shouldn't they be a little restrained?"

convergence?

Gu Xuewu ignored Gu Xuewen, he stood up and went straight to the room upstairs to wash.

Gu Xuewen was about to follow, and Gu Xuewu's cell phone on the other side of the sand was ticked twice. He picked it up, looked at the call on it, swiped his finger, and picked it up. .

"Boss, my sister-in-law has booked a flight to Denmark. Are you going to Denmark for your honeymoon? Why only book one?"

Denmark?

Gu Xuewen didn't mind listening, hung up the phone, and followed upstairs.

Gu Xuewu upstairs went into the bathroom to wash, but did not close the door. After thinking about it, Gu Xuewen poured a glass of water for him. Called the waiter again to deliver a meal.

Everything was done. Gu Xuewu took a good bath and came out. His clothes were dirty. He only wore a bath towel around his waist. I took the cup that Gu Xuewen handed over and drank the warm water inside, feeling a lot more comfortable in my throat.

"Thank you." Looking at Gu Xuewen: "What are you looking for?"

"I just heard a news." Gu Xuewen looked at Gu Xuewu, and his eyes flashed inquiries: "Qiao Xinwan booked a ticket to Denmark."

"Hey." Gu Xuewu let go of his hand holding the cup, and the cup fell to the ground and broke into one place.

His sharp gaze swept through Gu Xuewen's eyes: "What did you say?"

"Qiao Xinwan, booked a ticket to Denmark." Gu Xuewen was surprised and surprised. Seeing the shock in Gu Xuewu's eyes: "If I remember correctly, you will get married in half a month?"

marry? Gu Xuewu closed his eyes. Sit down on the sofa and sit motionless.

"What the **** is going on?" Gu Xuewen sat down on the sofa, "Why is Qiao Xinwan going to Denmark? Only one person's ticket? You are not getting married?"

Gu Xuewu did not answer and did not move. Very confused in my mind,

"We don't need a divorce."

"I will not cancel the wedding."

"But I will, I don't love you, I don't want you anymore."

"up to you……"

Yesterday's conversation flashed through my mind again. Especially her sentence, I don't love you.

I don’t love you, you don’t love you, I don’t love you...

"Brother?" He was silent, and Gu Xuewen's eyes flashed with worry.

Gu Xuewu sat for a while, and finally recovered from those words. Looking at Gu Xuewen, he couldn't find what to say.

"Brother. Qiao Xinwan is going to Denmark. You..."

Without waiting for Gu Xuewen to finish speaking, Gu Xuewu's cell phone in his hand doubled again. It was from Kobayashi.

He handed the phone to Gu Xuewu and let him listen.

"Big brother, my sister-in-law has booked a flight to Denmark. Only one person is booked. Are we going to stop her, like last time?"

Gu Xuewu's body stayed there for a long, long time, and finally spoke to the phone.

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Today is seven thousand words, the update is complete. What would Gu Xuewu do? Continue tomorrow. . .

I am rectifying the wiring at home, and there is a power outage from time to time. I will hurry up and finish writing the update.

The comments are too late to reply one by one, but I take them seriously.

I didn't excuse anyone. I just want to say that human nature has weaknesses. No one is perfect, that's it.

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