At three in the afternoon, Lu Yinbing took Xia Yitong to see the psychiatrist who had made an appointment. The psychiatrist was the one who treated her a few years ago. The two met and said a few words and recounted the old together. Later, Xia Yitong went in. She was waiting outside.

Knowing that time is not short, Lu Yinbing pulled out from his bag and carried it with him~www.wuxiaspot.com~John Williams' "Stoner", about a life of an ordinary person who is constantly disappointed against nothingness .

There is a pot of orchids growing at the door of the counselor's office. They are growing well, and the leaves are fresh and tender and full of vitality. When Lu Yinbing was tired from reading, he went to see the orchid to relieve his fatigue. When he went to see the orchid for the fifth time, the office door opened and the doctor politely sent Xia Yitong out.

Lu Yinbing stood up immediately.

"For the time being, come here twice a week." When she heard the doctor say this, she walked over and asked worriedly, "Is it serious?"

The doctor looked at Xia Yitong, and Xia Yitong nodded. The doctor said: "Moderate and mild schizophrenia, psychological counseling and medication, calm mood, there is a high chance of recovery. Her own psychology is still very strong, she can distinguish hallucinations, and there is no major problem. ."

"Thank you, doctor." Lu Yinbing didn't drop the big rock until now.

The doctor smiled upon hearing this, "I charge a lot, and it's not free. Why do you thank you." Yanbi couldn't help but said angrily, "Okay, take people back, you young people don't want to film. Is it possible to get mental illness casually? I am not afraid of affecting my life."

Lu Yinbing curled his mouth upwards.

Xia Yitong had just received psychological counseling, and she was very calm and listened carefully.

The doctor looked at it and didn't lose his temper. He prescribed risperidone to Xia Yitong, and arranged a time for the next meeting, and the two set off for home. Did not go home, first found a restaurant to eat, high-end western restaurant, candlelight dinner.

But this meal was eaten very silently, and it was almost the new year. Compared with last year, although the two lived in two places, the occasional phone call was like glue. Although they are in one place this year, I always feel that there is something invisible between them.

The two sat opposite each other. Xia Yitong moved the chair directly next to Lu Yinbing, with his right arm attached to Lu Yinbing's left hand: "Mr. Lu..."

"Huh?" Lu Yinbing looked at her, "What's wrong?"

Xia Yitong pulled her plate over, lowered her head and cut the steak inside into small pieces: "Aren't you going to tell me?"

"say what?"

"The reason you left the group."

"Oh."

Oh. In the impression that Lu Yinbing had not spoken to her so coldly, Xia Yitong couldn't help being slightly astonished. Lu Yinbing instantly changed his eyes and voice: "Shall we go back and talk about it? Eat first."

So soon Xia Yitong thought that he had just had an illusion.

"it is good."

There was only a monotonous sound of knife and fork colliding on the dining table. Lu Yinbing drank, but Xia Yitong did not drink. She was responsible for driving back. Lu Yinbing stared at a point in front of him for a long time, and a thought flashed past the village and the shop: How tired.

The lover around him is so fresh, considerate and gentle, loves to laugh and act like a baby, Lu Yinbing's eyes flicker, and his eyes fall from the void to the real lover. Xia Yitong seems unhappy. Is it because of her? She made Xia Yitong unhappy.

"Teacher Xia."

"Yes." Before Xia Yitong could react, a piece of tender beef was handed to her mouth. Xia Yitong opened her mouth to bite, and her eyes lit up for an instant.

Lu Yinbing held her neck with his hands and squeezed her soft flesh.

The air warmed up a bit, and the two of you gave me a bite and I ate dinner one bite at a time. After drinking more than half of the red wine, Lu Yinbing was a little bit on the face.

She went back to take a bath and slept directly after being drunk at night. Xia Yitong took the medicine and lay in Lu Yinbing's arms at night, turning on the lights to sleep. I don’t know if it’s the medicine, or the psychological counseling, or because of Lu Yinbing’s tight arms, or all three. The voice in Xia Yitong’s ears is no longer so arrogant, and the hallucinations appear, but Lu Drinking ice frowned in her sleep, Xia Yitong had to whisper to her mother: "I have to take care of her now, next time."

Mother Xia was very considerate of her, and even came to see her daughter-in-law who had never been through the door.

Xia Yitong introduced: "Mom, she is very good."

Mother Xia teased her: "What is your introduction, and where is she good?"

Xia Yitong said: "It's very good everywhere, very dedicated, very good acting, and very good to me."

Xia's mother pointed to Lu Yinbing and said, "You see she was so moved that she cried."

Xia Yitong was taken aback for a moment, his fingers touched the corner of Lu Yinbing's eyes, the liquid was hot and moist, and it was salty and sour in his mouth.

Lu Yinbing cried in his dream.

This cognition and hindsight directly smashed into her mind, smashing Xia Yitong all over. In any case, she couldn't imagine that someone like Lu Yinbing would be so sad in his dream for some reason.

Xia Yitong's forehead was pressed against Lu Yinbing's forehead, and she felt her trembling, sobbing and crying, as if a blunt knife was being sharpened in her heart, and she could barely breathe.

She held Lu Yinbing's shoulder with her hand, trying to shake her awake, her eyes changed a few times, and she slowly let it down as if her hand had separated.

Xia Yitong lay on the bed with her face up, a drop of clear tears leaking from the corner of her eyes into the pillow under her.

The two biological clocks had a planned strike together. The next day they slept until noon. This time there was no Xiaoxi to call for lunch, and they didn’t wake up at noon. They were hungry to the point where they would have stomachache if they didn’t eat anything. get up.

Xia Yitong went to see the tear marks on the corner of Lu Yinbing's eyes, and the other side looked as if nothing had happened, as if he didn't remember what happened last night. Naturally, Xia Yitong would not try to expose her, but she wanted to know why.

It has been two days since her return. Lu Yinbing has been silent about the matter. There is reason to doubt, no, it is almost certain that she is evading and adopting a procrastination policy. How long can it be delayed?

I woke up in a hurry to wash, spent the whole day in bed, ordered a takeaway at night, and decided to go to bed after eating. This kind of Lu Yinbing is too abnormal. As soon as she mentioned this problem, she would look for various reasons and talk about it later. On the third night, Xia Yitong couldn't bear it anymore and jammed her on the sofa in the living room.

"Can you tell me the reason now?"

She is young, strong, straightforward, malleable, and has a beauty that is different from her. In the future, more people will like her. Lu Yinbing looked at her, and her mind was filled with messy thoughts, which she couldn't control.

Can't hide, then get out of the snail house.

"I may not be able to be another actor." Lu Yinbing said, "I fell down the stairs last time and hit my head, there was..." She took a few breaths, her eyes were red, and she continued to move on. He said, "Aftereffects...I...can't remember the lines."

She choked out: "It can't be cured..."

She thought she had accepted the facts and could say these words in a very calm tone, but in the face of Xia Yitong, she could no longer pretend to be herself. She was very sad, very sad, and was about to die in pain.

I want to cry happily.

Her tears really fell urgently and fiercely, and she cried bitterly against Xia Yitong's shoulder.

Xia Yitong muttered: "How could this be?"

But the broken woman in her arms told her: This is how it is, ridiculous, but it happened.

Dong Yafei was sentenced to five years and spent five years in prison. She deserved the crime. What did Lu Yinbing do wrong? Why would it not be enough to walk around before the ghost gate closed for half his life, and still have to pay her for the rest of her life?

God, if you have eyes, why is it so unfair.

"Ho..." Xia Yitong looked up at the ceiling, smiled sarcastically and sharply, then closed her eyes, tears raining down.

...

Lu Yinbing was tired from crying in her arms, and Xia Yitong raised her hand and pressed her against her chest. The towel pulled over one side was brought to cover the two of them, and then slowly collapsed her upper body and lay on the sofa together.

In a crowded space, sometimes it feels safer. She felt that there were traps around her, and under each trap there was a huge mouth that wanted to eat people. She waited for her and Lu Yinbing to show up, swallowing them in one bite, leaving no bones.

"Let's be right here." Xia Yitong said.

Lu Yinbing looked around with his jet black eyes and buried his face in her arms again. The two of them slept on the sofa for a night, their clothes wrinkled, Xia Yitong was still crushed by her arm cramps, and could not move for a long time. Lu Yinbing stretched her tendons and screamed with pain. Most of them were acting like a baby, Lu Yinbing. Eat this set very much and rewarded a kiss.

Lu Yinbing went to the kitchen to make breakfast. Xia Yitong laid hands on her. The simple style, sandwiches and hot milk, bathed in the morning sun, enjoying the breakfast at home bite by bite, as if all the haze had been swept away.

"It's going to get moldy at home every day, shall we go out for a stroll today?" It was not Xia Yitong who made the suggestion, but Lu Yinbing.

Xia Yitong agreed too quickly, choked on the sandwich, pressed her neck and couldn't stop nodding, for fear that she would change her mind.

Lu Yinbing: "There is a temple on Mount XX, let's go there."

This time Xia Yitong stayed for a while and said, "Okay. But why did you suddenly remember to go to the temple?"

Lu Yinbing replied: "He is upset, I want to calm down."

The temple is a two-hour drive away from the place where Lu Yinbing lives. It is a real suburb. The monuments of this place are well-preserved. It is not very spiritual, and the incense is flourishing. There are also many people during the working day. Most of them are older, but there are also sad young people. People, walking in front of the Daxiong Hall.

The temple holds the golden body of the Bodhisattva, sitting on the lotus platform, very soft between the eyebrows, showing a bit of compassion. The light came in from the outside, and the whole body of the Buddha statue seemed to be covered with a layer of precious light, and the face was solemn.

The sound of beating the wooden fish and chanting scriptures sounded in the Daxiong Hall, and the Buddha's sound was Zhuangsu.

Xia Yitong and Lu Yinbing knelt on the futon, she looked at from the corner of her eye, Lu Yinbing's side was soft, and she bowed her head religiously at the Buddha statue in front of her.

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