The paranoid bosses are all my boyfriends

third chapter

"Let's eat."

The man's voice was always hoarse, his eyes shone slightly, he walked out of the kitchen slowly, cast a deep glance at Su Jingyan who was sitting on the sofa, and gently put the prepared pasta on the coffee table next to him .

When Su Jingyan heard the man's voice, he opened his eyes suddenly, and sat up with a jolt, his whole body was groggy.

I don't know if it's because of being too tired, or for other reasons. The man just entered the kitchen for a while, and within a few minutes of sitting alone on the sofa, his eyelids began to fight, and then he leaned against the Fell asleep on the sofa.

The moment the man called him, he suddenly woke up with a sense of distortion like a dream. The whole person sat on the sofa and blinked, and he couldn't even turn his brain around.

"Ah? Good." Su Jingyan moved his head looking left and right, his expression looked dizzy, with a bit of childish stupidity, and the stupid hair on the top of his head exploded, and there was a moment Kind of indescribably cute.

The man stared at Su Jingyan with blazing eyes, his dark eyes were as calm as a pool of stagnant water, his eyeballs moved in a small arc, and landed on top of Su Jingyan's head, the originally expressionless man hooked the corners of his mouth at this moment unexpectedly, no As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to touch the top of Su Jingyan's head.

Su Jingyan was unprepared and shivered. His sleepy mind was stimulated by the man's sudden action, and most of the sleepiness disappeared in an instant. There was no sleepiness at all, and the whole person became extremely awake.

As his brain began to resume functioning, his face also flushed red belatedly, as if he could easily squeeze out water.

The man still stared at Su Jingyan quietly with his sickly eyes that seemed to be able to see everything, his whole face was still expressionless, under the hazy yellow light, the man looked very pale, without a trace of vitality .

He gently sat next to Su Jingyan, with his thighs touching Su Jingyan's, intentionally or not.

Su Jingyan involuntarily took a breath, swallowed, his body trembled twice, and he managed to stabilize himself.

It's not that he doesn't like the intimacy of men with him, but that his body reacts very strongly to these movements, like a conditioned reflex, completely out of the control of his brain.

and…

His reactions...

Before meeting Lu Yichen, nothing happened at all...

It is completely aimed at Lu Yichen alone...

The more Su Jingyan thought about it, the more frightened he became, and an answer that was ready to come out took shape in his heart.

He panicked and didn't dare to think about it. He hurriedly stopped his wild thoughts, slowly withdrew his eyes, and looked at the food that the man put on the table for him.

A bowl of fungus shredded pork noodles that is no more homely.

The color and fragrance are complete, and there is a hot aroma, covered with onion and garlic, and some side dishes.

Of course, these are not the point.

The point is that there is a fried egg on top of this bowl of noodles, a fried egg that has been fried into a heart shape...

Su Jingyan blushed, and opened his mouth, as if something suddenly exploded in his mind, his scalp felt a little numb.

He paused with his hands, picked up the bowls and chopsticks on the table cautiously, and then carefully peeked at the man sitting next to him with his corner of the eye.

Unexpectedly, his eyes just looked in the direction of the man for a little bit, and they directly met the man's obscure and changing eyes.

With a "boom", Su Jingyan felt the blood in his brain start to flow back, his whole body was numb and sore, he forgot to blink his eyes, and stood motionless on the spot, looking at the man.

Su Jingyan's heart also missed half a beat.

It's a very delicate experience.

A kind of experience that just looks at each other's face, as long as two people look at each other calmly, even if they don't do anything, their hearts will be moved ten thousand times.

It's him…

Growing up so big is an experience I have never experienced.

The man in front of him seemed to be fabricated according to his aesthetics, and his demeanor and demeanor could accurately point to points that he couldn't even describe himself.

Dark and sour.

What's even more strange is that he always feels as if he has seen this face a long time ago, it is very subtle.

Su Jingyan blushed, looked at the man's thoughtful expression, and suddenly lowered his head as if trying to cover up, then grabbed the chopsticks, took a big mouthful of powder, stuffed it into his mouth, blinked his eyes crazily, as if I'm hiding something.

It may be that he was the only one in the air chattering, chattering, and the terribly silent voice was even more embarrassing.

Su Jingyan raised his head, looked at the surrounding environment, did not dare to look at the man's expression, held back a sentence for a long time, and hooked up, "Do you like collecting things very much?"

Although the man's home was simple, concise, and a bit horribly clean, there were many things hanging on the walls that ordinary people would never hang - specimens.

Numerous animal and plant specimens.

There are plants, butterflies, and insects. But generally speaking, they are small things, not very big.

The man sitting next to him pursed his lips after hearing Su Jingyan's words, his face was still calm, but he could only notice the moment when Su Jingyan's voice fell, the man's brows sank, Even those unfathomable eyes flickered slightly.

The man tilted his head, avoiding Su Jingyan's eyes, rolled his eyes, and asked hoarsely, with his unique low tone, "Why do you say that."

And at the moment he spoke, his hand also seemed to inadvertently reach out to the back of Su Jingyan's neck, without touching it, but simply placed it on it, with an indescribably weird feeling.

Su Jingyan was supposed to react greatly to the man's random small movements, but the man's hand suddenly rested on his neck, scaring him so much that he almost dropped his chopsticks on the ground.

He lowered his head, pointed to the surrounding furnishings carefully with his index finger, and his voice became smaller and smaller, as if he had no confidence at all, "Because all the plants hanging on your wall are specimens, I feel like there are very few of them. There are people who hang these things in their homes."

Following his instructions, the man glanced at the specimen map hanging on the wall of the room, raised his eyebrows, did not speak, lowered his eyes again, and rarely looked away from Su Jingyan.

But the man's hands that were just resting on Su Jingyan's neck moved as if they were beating the beat. Su Jingyan, who had a slight arc but scratched, felt a little shy and shrugged his shoulders.

In addition, the man's hands were already cold, and because of the low temperature at night, Su Jingyan shivered inexplicably when he felt the temperature on his neck.

But simply, it may be that he is inherently stubborn, or that he really has no doubts and precautions towards men, and he didn't think about it at all. Taking advantage of his stomach protesting because of hunger, Su Jingyan buried his head again and put his heart and soul into it. Many of them joined the army of fans.

The man sat by the side and stared at Su Jingyan for a long time with a weird and veiled gaze, as if sizing up a precious collection, from head to toe, he looked at Su Jingyan seriously.

The man hooked his lips silently, and his Adam's apple rolled.

want to.

A dangerous gleam flashed in the man's eyes, with a bit of cruel bloodthirsty, like the calm before the storm.

When Su Jingyan was immersed in eating fans, thinking that the man would not answer his question, the man was silent for a moment, then slowly spoke, but a strange light flashed in his eyes.

Responding casually in a voice and tone almost to himself, "Yeah, I really like collecting those beautiful things."

The moment the man mentioned the words "beautiful things", the man's gaze fell on Su Jingyan, and the corners of his mouth even trembled uncontrollably.

just like…

Su Jingyan is what he mentioned...

"Beautiful things."

The eyes are naked, with a strong aggressiveness and aggressiveness, which makes people feel a little frightened and cannot be ignored.

The man stared at Su Jingyan, and slowly tilted his head.

Then make them into specimens, keep their most beautiful moments, and keep them forever.

Tsk.

Su Jingyan nodded when he heard the man's answer, but didn't notice the man's strangeness at all.

Chewing the powder in his mouth, he continued vaguely, "Then what do you usually collect?"

The man raised his eyebrows, his eyes drifted inadvertently to a direction, and there was a locked door in that direction.

I don't know what the man is staring at this door, as if there is something hidden in that room.

The man's hand resting on Su Jingyan's neck also started beating with his fingers, and gradually changed to pinching Su Jingyan's neck.

This action made Su Jingyan shiver straight this time.

The neck is the most vulnerable part of a person, it is connected to every pulse, as long as it is used casually, it can kill a person.

Ah.

The man used an expression as if he was seriously remembering what he had collected until the end, his eyes moved slightly and flashed.

There was an indescribable sense of excitement all over his body, and his voice was hoarse with a bit of madness, and he replied, "There are quite a lot of them. I have everything. When I see something I like, I will collect it."

Cat carcasses, wolf eyes, snake skins, tiger skins,…

whee.

Su Jingyan blinked his thoughtful eyes, as if he had a small notebook for memorizing things in his heart, secretly remembering men's preferences.

Hastily asked several questions about men's lives.

Such as "usual recreational activities", "what kind of food do you like to eat", "what is your favorite thing to do"... just like a questionnaire survey, one question after another is asked.

The man answered one by one very patiently.

The moment the man finished answering a new question and the voice fell, Su Jingyan's Xiaolu's eyes trembled twice. After swallowing the powder in his mouth, he involuntarily pursed his lips and bit his lower lip. The wall of flesh inside the lip.

It was as if he was having some psychological struggle in his heart, and he wanted to say something, but for some reason it was stuck in his throat, and he didn't say a word for a long time.

Su Jingyan took a deep breath, his eyes were a little erratic, he could even be said to be guilty and began to look around, but he didn't dare to look at the man's face, it seemed unintentional, but in fact he asked what was deepest in his heart. Questions to know.

"Have you always lived here alone? Where's your lover?"

After finishing speaking, Su Jingyan felt that his question was really inappropriate. Who would start to report their family name after they had just met for less than an hour.

It was also because of this that Su Jingyan was so guilty, so embarrassed that he was almost ashamed, and even a little annoyed, why did he really ask everything, it was so useless. .

What's more, the purpose in his words is too strong, it is Sima Zhao's heart, and everyone knows it.

Su Jingyan lowered his head even more because of this.

When the man heard his words, his expression paused, and the hand on Su Jingyan's neck also moved down slowly, and it was actually slowly pulled away.

Su Jingyan felt the change in his neck, his heart sank suddenly, his heart tightened, and he held his breath.

But the man's hand finally stopped on the sofa, but he didn't completely let go of Su Jingyan, but continued to stick to his skin.

It's just that the man at this moment looked at Su Jingyan with strange eyes because of what Su Jingyan said just now. There was a flash of emotion in his eyes, and then he continued to stare at Su Jingyan with a very complicated expression. Look.

The sickness and madness in the man's eyes did not diminish, but it seemed that something was added, restraining, or suppressing something.

Even the blue veins on the man's forehead were almost bursting, looking terrifying.

It's a pity that Su Jingyan didn't realize this.

The man lowered his eyes for a moment, looked at the nervous and anxious young man next to him, squinted his eyes, and answered in a monosyllable, "Yes."

It can be regarded as an answer to Su Jingyan's first question, and it can also be regarded as affirming the fact that he is single.

When Su Jingyan heard this, he was overjoyed.

Immediately turned around excitedly, looked at the man's face, beamed with joy, without any reserve, repeatedly confirmed, "Really?"

After he finished speaking, he probably noticed that his reaction at this time seemed to be a little too excited, so he immediately restrained his expression, pretended to cough twice, and narrowed his eyes.

It's just that the blush around his cheeks has not dissipated, and because he was really excited, he looked at the man from time to time, and met the man's thoughtful eyes several times.

Su Jingyan was so ashamed that he immediately sat up straight, forced his movements back to the original position, turned his head, and tried his best to restrain his excitement so as not to look at the man's face.

How embarrassing!

Why have you been ashamed so many times today!

The man looked at Su Jingyan's ears and neck that were flushed from shame, and his eyes changed, revealing a naked and aggressive gaze.

His heart was even more different from the past, when he saw beautiful things and was so excited that he wanted to make a specimen.

It's as if someone simply threw a small stone, but the entire lake that was originally calm began to ripple.

The man paused, his eyes were momentarily dull, and his right hand subconsciously touched the position of his heart.

Well, no heartbeat, so no heart.

But this place seemed to be filled with something, making every cell in his body shouting crazily, fascinated, even enjoying it.

This is an experience he has never experienced before.

Not bad, even with a little bit of glee, even…

sweet?

The man was startled, and his eyes, which had been out of focus due to thinking, refocused again.

At this moment, the way he looked at Su Jingyan became very strange.

This look carried a bit of scrutiny, and seemed to be unbelievable, as if he thought it was impossible in his heart.

The man looked at Su Jingyan with extremely complicated eyes, but there was something mixed in his eyes, as if it was not the first time the man saw Su Jingyan, he was very familiar with Su Jingyan.

This kind of scrutiny is like seeing the little white mouse he raised suddenly behave abnormally, and then let the owner who was not interested in him suddenly become interested in him.

Su Jingyan didn't know anything about the change in the man's eyes, opened his mouth, and quickly swallowed the last few mouthfuls of noodles in the bowl.

But the last bite was too big, causing him to bulge his cheeks all at once.

What's even more funny is that at this moment, because of the tension and excitement just now, there is still a blush on his face that hasn't faded.

This time, his face turned into a monkey's butt, big and red, which looked very funny.

The whole person seemed a little bit amused.

Su Jingyan himself could hardly hold back his laughter.

He chewed the food covered in the mouth with some difficulty, holding the bowl and chopsticks in one hand, and covering his mouth with the other.

Probably to ease the embarrassment, he sat up from the sofa in a jiffy.

Talking in an indistinct voice, "I'm done eating, I'm going to wash the dishes now."

Then, without looking back, she walked briskly, not daring to look at the man's face, and rushed directly to the kitchen.

Just like a little kid who did something bad and didn't dare to tell his parents, he fled the scene as fast as he could to cover it up.

The man sat quietly on the sofa, his eyeballs moved with Su Jingyan's movement, the speed of rotation was very slow, and there was no expression on his face, just like an emotionless robot.

If it weren't for his eyeballs still moving, the man would have looked like a lifeless puppet. In addition, his face was very pale and his lips were bloodless. He was no different from a corpse in a hospital morgue. .

I'm afraid it wasn't for Su Jingyan's embarrassment, so he didn't dare to come out of the kitchen to face the reality, and spent a long time in the kitchen abruptly even washing the dishes.

The man's eyes slowly retracted from the kitchen, and slowly moved to the folds of the sofa that the young man had just sat on. temperature.

It was as if the room was so cold that there was no trace of it, but because of this sudden person, it added a bit of fireworks for no reason.

It makes the surrounding houses, which should be so strict that even sofa folds should not be left, look a little more homely. .

The man's right hand slowly placed on his heart, feeling a change in his emotions.

This is a feeling that he can't describe at all, or even describe.

- do you want to kill him for a specimen?

-I want to, but this time, I suddenly couldn't bear it.

The author has something to say: "But this time" (emphasis added)

You taste, you taste carefully.