The paranoid bosses are all my boyfriends

chapter Ten

Su Jingyan's eyes were covered with water vapor, the corners of his eyes were a little red, and his expression was a little wrinkled, pitiful.

He arched his nose, the tip of his nose was red, as if he would cry out because of grievance in the next second.

And his mouth was even more tightly biting on Lu Yichen's shoulder.

The moment Su Jingyan's expression changed slightly, Lu Yichen's heart tightened suddenly, as if he didn't feel any pain, he didn't struggle at all, instead he stretched out his hand and wiped the corner of Su Jingyan's eye with his fingertips.

Even though the other party hadn't shed tears yet, Lu Yichen's heart felt as if he had been stabbed severely by a knife. This kind of pain was more than a thousand times more intense than the pain on his shoulder.

All of Su Jingyan's memories were stimulated. When his memory was awakened, his brain was already in a trance. In addition to the strong love, he was also full of grievances and anger.

But when he found out that Lu Yichen was bitten by him, the other party still cared about his emotions, and even willingly let him bite him without any resistance.

Most of his grievance was worn away by the other party.

He held Gulu in one hand, and freed up the other hand, and the mouth that was tightly biting Lu Yichen began to loosen.

The two of them are standing at the east gate of a cafeteria. There is no one around, and few people usually go through this gate, so Su Jingyan was a little surprised when they met Li Chonglong just now.

The reason is also simple, their school is considered half aristocratic school, the whole school is divided into several canteens, and the dishes are also divided into Chinese and Western food, the chefs in the five canteens are different, and the tastes are also very different.

Each cafeteria has four doors, so students have a lot of options for eating.

The first canteen is the farthest from the teaching building, and it is also recognized as the most unpalatable canteen, and the east gate is the farthest way around, so few people go here.

But because of Su Jingyan's high popularity, he often needs to avoid the biggest flow of people.

Lu Yichen saw that he turned around and turned his back to himself, knowing that the other party was angry with him, so he immediately stuck to him, forcing the other party to face him again, his expression was not as calm as it was at the beginning, it was real With pity for Su Jingyan.

Looking at this face, Su Jingyan still couldn't help but feel a little angry, but his memories, except the real world, every other dream world that he experienced personally, the memories also emerged in his mind bit by bit .

Those true feelings, those vows, time and time again, of course he knows that Lu Yichen's love for him is absolutely true and cannot be faked.

It was also because of this that Su Jingyan couldn't understand why Lu Yichen refused to wake up from the dream, but chose to continue sleeping.

Lu Yichen is his lover. The two of them have been together for nearly ten years and even got married, but because of an accident, Lu Yichen had a traffic accident, which directly turned him into a vegetable.

The probability of vegetative people waking up is extremely low, but Su Jingyan was not reconciled. After learning that the Academy of Sciences was conducting research in this area, he did not hesitate to join the research of this experiment, and signed a confidentiality agreement with the Academy of Sciences to conduct Clinical Trials.

This experiment is unprecedented. The original intention is to connect the patient's brain waves to the psychologist, allowing the psychologist to enter the patient's brain world and stimulate the patient to wake up from the dream.

Although Lu Yichen is in a vegetative state, his brain is very sensitive to all external stimuli, and even has great resistance. Every doctor who tries will suffer extreme pain when he first enters Lu Yichen's brain world. Great repulsion, and finally forced to quit.

After experiencing almost ineffective failures again and again, Su Jingyan volunteered to enter Lu Yichen's brain world.

Because Lu Yichen was only against him, without any precautions or vigilance, he firmly believed that only he could wake Lu Yichen up.

Adhering to a scientific and rigorous attitude, the Academy of Sciences spent several months for Su Jingyan to systematically learn psychological knowledge, the process of how to help patients wake up, and even signed the life and death certificate, but it still did not wear off his courage to put everything in one basket .

However, just after he entered Lu Yichen's brain world, something unexpected happened to the Academy of Sciences. Su Jingyan's memory was cleared and he became a part of Lu Yichen's brain world.

It's as if he existed in Lu Yichen's brain world from the very beginning. Not only did he lose the memory of real life, but he even had more memories of his life in these worlds in his mind for no reason, which made him perfect blended in.

But at the same time, he also forgot the purpose of his entry.

Or maybe it was because of his innate obsession with Lu Yichen, as soon as he saw Lu Yichen, he would take the initiative to stick to him, and the two became lovers again.

According to the normal development, with the end of the first world, Lu Yichen should wake up, but when he was summoned by the Academy of Sciences, he withdrew from the brain world, Lu Yichen still did not wake up.

Through the research and analysis of the Academy of Sciences, they found that it was not that Lu Yichen did not have the ability to wake up, but that he voluntarily stayed in the brain world and did not want to wake up.

And Su Jingyan also followed Lu Yichen, struggling to live in the brain world.

This kind of entering other people's brain world is an abnormal consumption for any normal person.

The longer Su Jingyan stays in Lu Yichen's brain world, the more consequences Su Jingyan will have to bear in the real world.

Even so, Su Jingyan still has no hesitation and no regrets.

But that feeling of sadness also became more and more intense the moment the memory came back to life.

Su Jingyan couldn't control it any longer, as if the faucet had been turned off, tears flowed out cracklingly, covering Su Jingyan's face in the blink of an eye.

Lu Yichen's pupils shrank suddenly, and he kept wiping the tears on the opponent's face with his fingertips, and said hoarsely, "Don't cry, don't cry."

As a result, when he said this, Su Jingyan not only didn't stop crying, but cried more and more fiercely, his nose was also gasping, and his nose became more and more red.

Lu Yichen's heart ached so badly that he couldn't bear it anymore, he directly hugged him into his arms, together with Gulu who was tucked into Su Jingyan's hand, hugged him tightly.

Su Jingyan put his head on Lu Yichen's shoulder, sobbing feebly, while crying, he began to complain, and complained in a soft voice, "You bully me every day!"

Lu Yichen was a little at a loss, so he could only use practical actions to hug him tighter, "I'm sorry."

Su Jingyan choked up, twitched his nose, his voice was a little slurred, and asked in turn, "Yichen, you, why do you think I will definitely leave you?"

Su Jingyan asked a very difficult question, he really couldn't figure it out.

Lu Yichen's eyes changed accordingly, his brows trembled, his throat rolled up and down, his entire facial features became a little distorted and hideous, and he remained silent for a long while, but he didn't speak.

Su Jingyan wanted to break free from Lu Yichen's arms, and then looked at each other, but he just tried a little bit harder, and was firmly held in Lu Yichen's arms.

"..." Su Jingyan was silent.

It was somewhat expected.

It is very in line with Lu Yichen's usual style.

If Su Jingyan hadn't recovered his memory, he might still be hugged by Lu Yichen, after all, he really had no resistance to his sudden toughness.

But just because Su Jingyan knew Lu Yichen so well, the tighter Lu Yichen imprisoned him, the more Lu Yichen didn't want to face reality.

On a certain level, this is actually Lu Yichen's way of escaping.

Wait a moment.

Su Jingyan's eyes trembled.

Suddenly he realized something.

In Lu Yichen's brain world, every time, his image is almost set up as a heartthrob who is hired by others, while Lu Yichen's image is almost all ghosts, villains and other darker characters .

It was as if he was always positive and sunny, while Lu Yichen was always hiding in the shadows.

There are gaps between two people that can never be bridged.

And Lu Yichen's brain world, to a certain extent, is actually the reflection and portrayal of Lu Yichen's consciousness.

Thinking of this, Su Jingyan became a little uneasy.

"Let go of me." Su Jingyan said in a very strong tone, short but powerful.

"...No." Lu Yichen buried his head on Su Jingyan's side neck, his voice became hoarse, and the words he said almost contained a little pleading, which sounded very pitiful.

Su Jingyan's expression changed again, and Xiaoluyan blinked accordingly.

Yichen's character...

Seems a bit different?

This kind of difference does not mean that there is a big contrast, but that he suddenly felt that the youthful Lu Yichen in front of him did not look calm at all, he was obviously the same paranoid and perverted.

But obviously, the one in front of me seems to be...

A little childish?

Su Jingyan frowned, as if suddenly realizing something.

What a doctor of the Academy of Sciences once said to him suddenly appeared in his mind, "Psychiatrist Alfred Adler once said that lucky people are healed by childhood all their lives, just like You, and the unlucky ones, have been healing childhood all their lives, just like Lu Yichen."

Thinking of this, Su Jingyan's body trembled a little.

Lu Yichen seemed to have noticed the changes in his body, and hugged him even tighter.

"It's actually hard for me to imagine that the two of you will be a couple, because you two don't seem to be from the same world at all, because you have too many choices, but in his world, you are special. "

A lot of things suddenly popped up in Su Jingyan's mind, and there were all kinds of buzzing in his head.

He seemed to understand why.

"Yichen." Su Jingyan rubbed his head against the other person's hair, and the words he said were very soft and compassionate.

Lu Yichen lowered his head and didn't speak. He rubbed Su Jingyan's side of his neck back with his actions to prove that he was listening.

It was also at this moment that Su Jingyan suddenly realized that Lu Yichen's body was trembling no less than his own, or even worse.

"I won't leave you." Su Jingyan replied very solemnly, even with an accent, enunciating each word very clearly.

"..." Lu Yichen didn't speak.

Su Jingyan smiled, and said again, "I will never leave you," paused and paused, his tone becoming a little helpless, "So, don't cry."

Lu Yichen's body froze.

Just at this time, after being obedient in Su Jingyan's arms for a long time, the docile Gulu suddenly let out a very inappropriate "meow".

"..."

"..."

Well, the good atmosphere was disturbed by Gulu again.