The Badboy Is My Bully

♡ L I L Y ' S  POV  ♡

He pushed me up against a tree while attacking my neck with kisses. I was so lost in the pleasure that I couldn't think straight and the only thing that would come out of my mouth was breathy  moans. Finally finding my voice I stopped him before it could go further.

" Asher stop we can't do this"

He looked at me disappointed before masking it with an uninterested look. He put me back down slowly before going to pick up his shirt he threw when we were in our heated moment. Looking anywhere but him I too went to look for my clothes.

I was in the middle of putting my clothes back when I heard Asher clear his throat before calling my name. I turned around to look at him feeling flushed and still a bit excited from the events earlier.

" I'm sorry lil, I was caught in the moment"

" It's fine it won't happen again, it was a mistake" it wasn't but I'll never tell him that

His features turned to anger when those words came out of my mouth and for a second I wanted to take it back but didn't when his stupid mouth opened to speak

" Yes it was a mistake that will never happen again,I don't know why I stooped so low and touched you that way. He shivered like he was disgusted just by thinking about it

"Wow back to being an asshole I see, you're a fucking piece of shit Asher"  damn him and his way of always making me feel like shit.

I turned around from him pulling my shirt over my head and got ready to stump, well limp my ass out of here and away from him. Even if I might get lost because I don't have a clue as to where we are.

"Lil I'm sorry I didn't mean it" he rushed out grabbing my hand to stop me from leaving

"I brought you here to explain my actions so that's what I'll do" he said his tone sounding defeated

"One minute you're all nice to me and then you go back to being an asshole!" I yelled  back and pulled my hands away from him,because it tingled everywhere he touched and I wouldn't be able to think properly.

"Just let me explain"

"Go right ahead I'm tired of hearing those words over and over just get on with the explaining already!"

He took in a deep  breath before going to sit on the grass which was under the tree we just had the heated moment.  Remembering it I blushed and kept my head down and sat down next to him making sure I leave enough space between us.

" This might not make sense to you but just hear me out before you judge me okay"

"It all started when I first saw you. Remember  my parents were the ones who dropped me off that day?"  I nodded  my head for him to continue

Yeah I remember those horrible people. How could I forget when they were the ones who called my mom horrible names because of our financial status. We weren't rich like them and they didn't want to associate with poor people like us. Not that it gave them the right to treat us like we were nothing.

"  It was the first time I saw you and I was so drawn to you that I told my parents I wanted to be your friend." He looked at me from the corner of his eyes while blushing.

What? Asher wanted  to be my friend. Then again I do remember him smiling at me on the first day. But I also remember his mom pulling him roughly to look at her and said something to him which made him look back at me with disgust.

" they got really mad at me and mom yelled at me to stay away from you because you and your mom were poor. She said if I  would be your friend  they would disown me"   he mumbled

Did Asher parents hate us that bad to bully their son to stay away from me. Were we that disgusting to them?

" but it still didn't give you the right to bully me Asher. No one didn't want to be my friend because of you." I said back angrily

"I know lil and I'm sorry it just that I was so mad at them that I took it out on you. I was angry that I couldn't be your friend so I didn't want anyone  else to be yours."

"So you're trying to say that you didn't want me to have friends other than you?" I raised my eyebrow

"Yes, if I couldn't be your friend then no one else could." He shrugged like that was common sense

"You had no right Asher!  You fucking put me through hell."

" I know and I'm sorry can we please start over?" He asked sounding desperate

" What about your parents? I know damn well they wouldn't agree to us being friends now."

" I figured that from you not stopping the bullying when we are in college." I muttered out angrily

" Yes I brought up the idea of being friends with you to them recently  and they flipped out. They actually said that they wouldn't pass down the family business to me and I worked damn hard to earn it."

"But that's the thing lil I just can't stay away from you. Can't we just keep it a secret? I mean we have a project to do together so it wouldn't look suspicious if we hang out." He looked at me hopefully

" I don't know Asher this is a lot to take in. What about the bullying will it stop?"  I asked

"Don't worry I won't bully you anymore" he said defiantly

Taking five minutes to think about it I made up my mind.  It doesn't sound to bad to be his friend. His parents are assholes  though.

"We can be friends,  but what about Shelly?"

"Don't worry about Shelly I'll take care of her"

" we will take things slow though I'm still not comfortable with you yet. I can't just forget about the things you did to me.