Sword Master, Becomes a failed student

94. 37. Excellent, Master Lumian! (4)

After hearing the Lumian's words, Tania looks him in the eye without speaking for a long time.

I wanted to say a lot. But I couldn't open my mouth because it wasn't clear in my head.

She starts thinking calmly, one by one.

‘Few of the many aspiring knights can reach the edge of Expert. ’

Cold facts.

Most of them will even wake up after their 30s.

There were very few people on Expert before the age of 30, and it was hard to find in a small country like Tarazan. Earl Kronen's current housekeeper was added to Expert at the age of 24.

By the way, I could have been Expert? ’

The continent's greatest talent for pulling out the sword at the age of 17, at the age of Philip III?

"Hahaha......."

Tania smiles.

It was a smile that felt no strength at all.

“What are you talking about, now? ”

“Literally. You could have been Sword Expert. A long time ago.”

“That makes sense. ”

“Why do you think that doesn't make sense? Look, you still don't trust yourself. ”

Tania closes her eyes and puts her hands on her forehead.

I felt like I was dealing with a child who couldn't communicate, but she held on to the stuffiness and let it go.

“I'm not a negative person, but I'm also not a ridiculous idealist. I don't trust me? No confidence? You're exaggerating. If you're trying to cheer me on, stop. Too much.”

The Lumian does not back down.

Rather, it was a stronger tone than Tania's, rebutting with a voice that contained even the hottest heat.

“If a person who can do 1 wishes for 10, he is overzealous, but he can do 20, 30, and wanting 10 is self-denial. ”

“Phew. That's enough..."

“Carl Kroner and Theoro and Boomer are aiming to become Experts before graduating from the Academy, saying that they will become a master every day before the age of 30. You think they're stupid? ”

“You're an idiot. A fool who gets drunk on talent and doesn't know the truth. ”

“No, you're an idiot to me. ”

“This……! ”

Tania flinches.

I know you said it because you thought of yourself, but this was too much.

I didn't want to continue talking anymore. He tries to shoot it with a stronger tone, but the Lumian hangs up again.

“I'll show you the evidence. ”

"......."

An intriguing remark.

The gentle anger remained, but I couldn't help but overhear. She quietly looks at you with a sign that she knows.

But the Lumian approaches her instead of speaking.

Tania looks embarrassed to see him moving back, but I feel a strange sensation on his back.

It was the hand of the Lumen.

She is surprised, and the Lumian speaks in a calm voice.

“From now on, I'm going to spill a little of my error. ”

"......."

“There's no need to perform, but close your eyes and focus on the inside. Especially the fault side. ”

Somewhat lower voice than usual. I felt a heavy sense of trust.

Tania stops trying to pout and closes her eyes with a slightly red face. He then focused on his disconnect, as the Lumians had instructed.

After a while, the Lumian's energy slowly flows in. Tania sighs and groans low.

I felt it earlier, but it was a very harmonious energy.

Usually, when someone else's error comes in, it conflicts with their own, but it never happens. She carefully observes the luminous energy in a relaxed mind.

His slow movements enter the disconnect along the passageway. And it spread thin and wide. I was able to see the flow of energy in more detail than before, because I was not focused on performance.

That's how I felt.

Something hard surrounded by her armor.

What I didn't even know was that I was still killing my breath.

“Is this…? ”

“Tania's error. But he's asleep now. No, rather than saying that I fell asleep..."

The aura of the lumen knocks at the wall of error very slightly. Nevertheless, he didn't budge.

“It's better to say it's like a wall that defines your limits. ”

"......."

After that, the Lumian moved a little more vigorously. To make Tania feel better when she's asleep.

About 10 minutes later. He reaches back to his seat after taking the Srr error.

And I looked into Tania's eyes.

Her eyes tremble.

“Do you get it now? ”

“…… what? ”

“How much error lies in your body. and how that error is being used. ”

"......."

You're putting yourself on the line. You're hitting the wall. I can't do more than a third of my abilities working on it. "

Tania doesn't open her mouth.

It was not without vibration. Rather, he was in a state of shock and couldn't say anything.

"I was making my own limits? ’

I never thought of it that way.

Rather, I kept thinking that I had exceeded my limit.

No one expected her to pick up the sword.

No one thought she was talented.

No one thought she'd make first grade.

Every time I broke people's prejudices, I pretended to be invisible, but no one knew how much I loved it in the dorm room with no one.

By the way.

"I myself, I was biased?" ’

I couldn't admit it easily.

However, the Lumian's words continued endlessly.

“I don't know exactly why you don't trust yourself. Maybe he's been biased, maybe he's overcompensated to not be arrogant, maybe the environment is narrow. ”

"......."

“But you can't do that from now on. You can't be satisfied with the top of your class, you can't be satisfied with the top of the Academy, and you can't be satisfied with the top of Tarazan. We have to compete in a much, much wider world than that. ”

“…… May I be alone? ”

Tania mutters in silence, hearing everything the Romans have to say.

I felt confused by his firm expression. She adds a note.

“Wait, I just want to clear my head. Sorry."

The Lumian nods.

He gets up from his seat and approaches the door.

Before leaving, he looked back at Tania and said,

“See you tomorrow, sunbae. ”

Duck.

I feel lucky.

Tania looks at him as he disappears.

After a long time, she mutters with a sigh.

“What should I do...?" "

* * *

“Ha.”

After escaping the women's dormitory, the lumen sighs. Seeing his sullen face, the women around him whispered something to themselves.

But he had no intention of caring about that side.

At the moment, all I could think about was Tania.

‘Hard to overcome. ’

I know, I know.

It may not be completely the same as her, but she has also experienced similar experiences in her previous life.

‘About three years after I became Expert…….'

At that time, he was heavily deterred from many people.

Despite his humble roots as a eunuch, he was on the verge of Expert in his late teens. It was natural that envy, prejudice, and malice were concentrated.

‘Pretending to be good at something that doesn't even have a dick. ’

‘At best, that's where the limit is. How many people are sparkling and disappearing in the beginning? ’

"Your strengths are slow, but can you reach higher heights? ’

‘Just in case. Perhaps if you learned the rhodes of Rhodegia! ’

‘Hahahaha, that sounds like it. ’

Of course, the knights who knew the fame did not gossip, but as most people do, the Lumians were also accepting only negative ratings more widely.

That's why Slump came. At that time, the Lumian was trapped in countless words that discouraged him, disparaging his own possibilities.

That's it for you.

You've done well for yourself.

You know, it's kind of a no-penis thing.

So he lived every day in a state of mind. It was about a year ago.

There was one person who gave him a pep talk.

‘Sir Ryan needs to be bright and confident. ’

‘…… degradation of the Crown Prince. ’

‘What brings you down? Let me see your hands. ’

Philip III, the knight king of his childhood.

He was a child who could make a majestic face even with a green face that was only seven years old.

The prince's strict orders forced the Lumians to lend a hand.

And he squeezed his two fingers together and said,

"Every article of Jennas should be the best, and act like the best. ’

'.......'

‘Walk tall. Keep your chest up. And then flatten the nose of the unknightly, laughing at you behind your back.'

‘Well, degradation…….'

‘As a prince. You must protect it. ’

After finishing the horse, the young knight smiled and left for the short bridge.

Since then.

He decided to lay down his life for the Lord, and he showed some crazy growth speed.

‘I don't know what environment Tania grew up in or what kind of situation she's in. ’

It was a shame.

If I'd known that, I could have helped her a lot more. He didn't know much about Tania.

But that didn't mean there was nothing I could do.

The Lumian nods with a willful face.

‘You won't be able to follow half the warmth the Lord has given me....'

Still, not enough if you can play a similar role. Then maybe we can melt down her wall?

‘Good. Let's make it happen somehow. ’

The heartfelt Lumian quickly returned to his quarters.

And then I started thinking about things that would inspire confidence in her. The guidance process was further refined.

After a short while, dawn came, but I didn't feel tired at all.

Rather, my eyes sparkled. You are eager to help Tania in any way you can.

But the effort was colossal.

“I'll work hard. ”

“Huh? ”

“I'll work hard. ”

From Tania's mouth, which I met early in the morning, positive words came out.

The Lumian looks away at her words, which are unexpected.

Whether it was funny or not, Tania covers her mouth and laughs.

“Hehe, why. Were you surprised by the change in attitude in one day? ”

“Oh, no? Huh? No, I mean... Hmm. ”

The Lumian stammers for a moment.

Scratching his back head, he laughs and loses his job.

“A little, to be honest? ”

“Phew, I still don't know, actually. As per your standards, I don't think I'll be able to trust you for a while. ”

What the hell is this?

The Lumian stares at Tania fat.

You said you'd try hard before, so why are you saying negative things again?

But she wasn't finished.

She kicks the boulder from the ground and continues to speak.

“I can't believe I'm more talented than Carl Kroner, the genius of the continent...... and even the knight king of my youth. No matter how positive or generous you are. It's hard to be that confident. ”

“But……."

“So, instead, I'm going to trust you. ”

“…… me? ”

The Lumian replies with a stupid look.

Tania nods, smiling.

“Yes. It's a little hard to believe in myself...... but I think you can. He's the teacher who dragged me here in a week. ”

"......."

“You believe in me. You believe in my possibilities. If I believed in you, wouldn't it be like believing in me? What, are you nervous? ”

“Oh, no. I'm a little embarrassed..."

Literally.

In fact, he was going to say something similar.

If you don't trust him, trust yourself. If you trust me, I'll make sure you get up to Sword Expert within the year.