Stunned for You

Fu Sitian felt that he was going to melt in the gentleness of Shi Yi.

Grandma likes Fu Sitian who is submissive, uncle likes sensible Fu Sitian, aunt likes Fu Sitian who knows how to look at his face, teacher likes Fu Sitian with good grades, classmates like Fu Sitian with good temper... Everyone likes her, in fact, there is a premise.

For the first time, someone told her that she didn't need to pretend or be suppressed, and that she could be loved just as she was who she was.

She knew that when she was in deep love, she might not be able to believe the pledge of each other, but at least at this moment, at the moment when Shi Yi said it, her heart is true—

She is really loving herself so passionately and unreservedly.

Fu Sitian stared at her deeply, his eyes gradually becoming foggy, "Shi Yi..." she muttered helplessly. Feelings that are as gentle as water and turbulent like waves waved in her chest, and words could not express at all.

She moved her throat, and when she got closer, Shi Yi closed her eyes, her long eyelashes quivered, and she fluttered with a kiss.

Shi Yi was slightly surprised, but soon curled his lips, hugged Fu Sitian, and cooperated with her to plunge into it.

The indoor temperature keeps rising. Everything happened naturally...

The sound of spring rain outside the window hits the window glass, from light rain, to squally rain, to the beginning of the rain, wave after wave...

When the heavy rain stopped, Shi Yi put his arms around Fu Sitian, pulled away her wet forehead, and kissed her gently.

Fu Sitian rested in her arms with peace of mind, his breathing was anxious and heavy, but his heart was calm.

She could feel that something was being melted away. Or maybe Shi Yi helped her melt something. She embraced Shi Yi, and her body and mind were closer than ever before.

Shi Yi asked her softly, "Is it still uncomfortable?"

She shook her head shyly.

Shi Yi smiled and asked, "Are you tired?"

Fu Si quietly replied: "It's okay."

The voice was rustling, and it itched Shi Yi's heart. Shi Yi made a laughing sound, teasing her: "Then... do it again?"

Fu Sitian raised his head from Shi Yi's neck, his eyes were still wet, with a bright surprise. Three times!

Shi Yi knew it, hooked her lips, and rubbed her: "Tired?"

Fu Sitian looked down and admitted: "Um..." In fact, it's not tired, it's very sour.

"Then you just said it was okay?"

"No... It's okay if you don't do it." Fu Sitian said softly, acting like a baby unconsciously.

Shi Yi was soft-hearted. The atmosphere was just right, and Shi Yi discussed with her: "Will you come over more in the future?"

Combining the above words, what the phrase "come over" means is clear to Fu Sitian. "Yeah." She agreed shyly.

Shi Yi proceeded step by step: "But with the frequency of part-time jobs like yours right now, we may not have too much time to come. Si Tian, ​​don't force yourself to be so tight, okay to lower the frequency?"

Fu Sitian hesitated.

Shi Yi said bluntly: "Si Tian, ​​you forced yourself to be so tight, is it because you are under pressure to associate with me?"

Fu Sitian opened his mouth. After such intimacy, he could not conceal Shi Yi, and he was reluctant to conceal it. She bit her lip and said, "A little bit..."

Shi Yi's emotions went down, but his eyes were still gentle: "Si Tian, ​​I really don't need it. I hope we can enjoy each other when we talk about this relationship. You say you want you to be the existence that can make my life better, then I Yes. But now you make me feel that I am the existence that makes your life stressful."

"Shi Yi, no." Fu Sitian explained nervously: "Pressure and beauty are not contradictory, and pressure is also part of beauty."

"You can be better without pressure, and enjoy more, can't you?" Shi Yi confessed: "You have pressure. In fact, it makes me feel pressured."

Fu Sitian was dumb. She suddenly discovered that she was immersed in her own weakness, and indeed had not considered the feeling of being in that position of Shi Yi. "Yes..." She subconsciously wanted to apologize, but Shi Yi interrupted: "Don't apologize."

"Si Tian, ​​I don't want an apology. You didn't do anything wrong, but I hope you don't work so hard. Don't become so hard because of me."

"For me, money is really not important. Time is much more important than money, and your health is even more important. After you work, I may still be in graduate school. You will be much richer than me. You have always been with me. So caress, just want me to caress like you in the future, can't account for more of you, right?"

"No, of course not." Fu Sitian eagerly.

"Then you don't have to tell me so clearly. I will transfer the living expenses to you later." Shi Yi calmed down: "If you really can't let go, then you will be more capable than me in the future, so compensate me more. One point, come back. We have a long, long time, don’t worry at this moment."

Both soft and hard, Fu Sitian was speechless.

Shi Yi's dark eyes stared at Fu Sitian, as if waiting for her answer.

After a long while, Fu Sitian promised: "Okay, Shi Yi, I know, I promise you, I will try my best."

She tried to persuade herself to let go of unnecessary self-esteem here. When possible, Yi is right. For Shi Yi, giving the right things is more important than giving the expensive things. Shi Yi wants to be with him and without pressure. This is what she should give the most.

The corners of Shi Yi's lips floated and smiled, "Don't try your best, be sure."

Fu Sitian followed with a smile and indulged: "Okay, I must."

Shi Yi was satisfied.

The two of them stayed warm for a while, and their exhaustion came over. They were sticky and uncomfortable, and they had the mind to take a bath.

Because it was late, in order to save time, the two took a bath together for the first time.

As a result, I never expected that time was not saved, but more time was spent.

Coming out of the bathroom in the middle of the night, Fu Sitian was about to fall apart and fell asleep when he touched the bed.

Shi Yi sat on the side of the bed and looked at her sleeping face, satisfied and distressed. From the time she met Fu Sitian, her self-control did not seem to take effect on her.

She loved the way Fu Sitian was at that time. That was Fu Sitian, who was hard to see on weekdays, and relaxed at will. Only at that moment, she felt that Fu Sitian was completely open, opened the transparent shell, and let herself touch the most real, most complete, and most self-conscious Fu Sitian.

She raised her sore arms and held the hair dryer to help Fu Sitian dry the wet hair carefully.

Fu Sitian was at a loss and slept soundly.

Shi Yi blew and blew, and smiled.

The hair was dry, she turned off the hair dryer, helped Fu Sitian put her hair on the pillow, rubbed her forehead lightly, and leaned over to kiss her forehead lightly.

"Good night, come here."

On the second day, Fu Sitian woke up to the vibration of the alarm clock that had forgotten to turn off. Shi Yi's hand was placed on her body, frowning slightly, as if she would be awake.

Fu Sitian quickly turned over and touched the alarm clock on the bedside table. The alarm clock turned off and the phone was put back on the counter. Fu Sitian's eyes fell on the photo placed behind the phone.

She is in the photo. The photos are very artistic, like close-up shots of movies. The background is the blurred stage of the Sinan Hall and many blurry classmates. In the focus, she is wearing a long black dress with a slender neck and cold eyes, like a black swan left alone.

Obviously it was taken during a sign language exercise competition.

Yesterday she wanted to ask how Shi Yi had this picture.

"What are you looking at?" Shi Yi's low, lazy voice came from behind.

Fu Sitian turned around and fell into Shi Yi's soft embrace. Shi Yi circled her and rubbed her forehead with her forehead, sleepy eyes, but with a faint smile, without the discomfort of being awakened at all. "Why do you wake up so early?"

Fu Sitian said softly: "

The alarm clock forgot to turn off. Did it bother you too? "She kept her volume low, for fear of Shi Yi's sleepiness when she ran away.

However, Shi Yi became more mindful and cared about her, "Will it hurt today?"

Fu Sitian Ergen heated up in an instant.

The word "pain" awakened her memory of sleeping all night.

"Don't you want to come in?"

"I'm not afraid."

"Shi Yi, I want to hurt you."

Wherever the love came, she would still take the initiative again, but at this moment, thinking back, Fu Sitian was still too ashamed. She shuffled with embarrassment, "It's okay", and changed the subject, "Shi Yi, why do you have this picture?"

Shi Yi's gaze fell along her gaze onto the bedside photo frame, unobtrusively: "I shot it."

At that time, their relationship was the most freezing point, Shi Yi still secretly took pictures of her? Fu Sitian's eyes lit up, he wanted to laugh in surprise and tried hard to hold his laughter.

Shi Yi pretended to be calm: "Luhe asked me to be her full-time photographer."

Fu Sitian laughed: "Then you shot me?"

Shi Yi said nothing was wrong: "A stage, it's normal to shoot."

But the close-up shot is not normal. Fu Sitian laughed but said nothing.

Shi Yi's neck flushed, and his face remained motionless. Later, when Jian Lu and looking through the SLR looked at the photos, they also complained: "Why do I think the focus of all your photos is not on me?"

In fact, she didn't mean it. It was also when she checked the photos with Jian Luhe that she discovered that her eyes had been following Fu Sitian unconsciously, and her eyes were pretending to be her.

But that day, Fu Sitian not only pretended not to see her, but also happily ran to Chen Xizhu, and the two left arm in arm, talking and laughing. She didn't want to admit it.

Shi Yi was embarrassed and forced her to cover Fu Sitian's eyes and let her go back to sleep.

Of course Fu Sitian refused, and wanted to ask more questions. The two played around for a while, and Fu Sitian yawned, really sleepy. I slept too late last night, and now I wake up too early. Shi Yi touched her ears and coaxed her: "Sleep for a while."

Fu Sitian's eyes waved with a light "um", and he closed his eyes obediently, resting on Shi Yi's pillow, and buried it in her neck.

Shi Yi touched the top of her hair, sniffed the fragrance of her hair, and spent the good time this weekend with her.

Wake up and feel that I love you very much.

The bed is warm, and the lover is in the arms.

Listening to the rain faintly, the morning light is good.

Shi Yi has always been a person who wants the wind to get the wind and the rain to get the rain, but this kind of satisfying and stable feeling is only felt in Fu Sitian until now.

Si Tian gave her too many differences in life.

The author has something to say: I wake up and feel that I love you very much. Quoted from Zhu Shenghao.