Stunned for You

It was the same last time, like a dream, in the dark, Shi Yi stood in the dormitory, watching him with very gentle and gentle eyes, and then pushed himself into the abyss with very hurtful and hurtful words. That kind of pain was too unforgettable. From then on, she was restrained even in her dreams and did not dare to go overboard.

There was only a moment of ecstasy, and then a sober panic. Subconsciously, she wanted to withdraw her hand.

However, Shi Yi held her with greater force to prevent her from breaking free.

Fu Sitian suddenly became confused, his head couldn't work, and his heart was completely out of order. "Shi Yi..." She trembled as if she wanted to ask something: "You..."

Shi Yi stared at her unblinkingly, pleading faintly in his eyes.

Fu Sitian's question disappeared in his throat. Sadness appeared in her eyes, she suddenly gave a wry smile, raised her head, closed her eyes, and said to herself, "I must be crazy..."

Otherwise, how can hallucinations occur.

The faint voice was crying. Shi Yi couldn't see her expression, only she could see the girl's tears slipping from her chin like a broken string, piercing her heart.

She didn't know why Fu Sitian said that. But she never wanted to see Fu Sitian crying, no longer wanted Fu Sitian to be so wronged and pained. She wet her eyes, let go of Fu Sitian's hand, and climbed up with the handrail of the ladder. She stood at a height of a head shorter than Fu Sitian. She stretched out her hand and supported Fu Sitian's chin with her palm, and wiped Fu Sitian with great affection. With tears.

The coldness of the fingertips on the cheeks is too real, and the tenderness is too real. Fu Sitian pinched his fingertips fiercely with his fingertips on the sheet.

The pain is numb, and this vain is not over. Fu Sitian opened his tearful eyes and looked at the face she was dreaming about, she couldn't love and couldn't forget, and she completely broke down. "Shi Yi... Tell me, am I dreaming? Am I crazy?"

Her pale little face was full of tears, as if she couldn't wipe it anymore. Shi Yi stroked Fu Sitian's cheek, his throat was blocked, his voice was dumb, but his tone was soft as if he could squeeze out water: "It's not a dream, it's true. Si Tian, ​​I'm sorry, I kept you waiting for so long."

"Make you wronged."

In the dimness, Fu Sitian's breathing suddenly became deeper. "Shi Yi, why... why are you doing this?"

Why don't she like her and don't let her dislike her, why she has already convinced herself to give up, and has tried to get used to living in the dark, but she has to come to give her hope, provoke her, and push her deeper into despair .

She couldn't support it, wanted to hold back the cry but couldn't do it, choked up and said, "What do you want, what do you want me to do?"

She clenched her lower lip, fearing that the cry might leak out, curled up and hid her head in her knees. The whimper was held in the throat, very light and stuffy.

The sound is weak but the sound is confusing. Shi Yi's tears rolled down uncontrollably.

She leaned forward and embraced Fu Sitian. In the embrace, the girl's shoulders were shaking, her hands were so thin. Shi Yi's heart was cut like a knife, "I don't want to do anything." She put her forehead against the top of Fu Sitian's hair, and her voice was stained with astringent meaning, "I want to be with you. I want to accompany you with insomnia and sleep with you. I want to give you a smile and the stars."

"Stian, promise me, will you be my girlfriend?"

Fu Sitian's body was shaking more severely. Shi Yi's voice echoed all over her head, "Sitian, promise me, okay to be my girlfriend?", a huge wave of joy engulfed her with endless sorrow and swallowed her mercilessly.

Every cell in her body was clamoring for her to agree, but she bit her lower lip and said with blood in it, "No, Shi Yi."

She raised her head and looked at Shi Yi. With her long eyelashes flapping, tears fell steadily, with endless love and despair in her eyes.

Shi Yi didn't understand. Si Tian...rejected her? Her head is still unwilling to react, but her heartache has swept through her limbs, almost unable to grasp the armrest to stabilize her body.

"Why? Don't you like me?" Shi Yi lost all expressions, his voice was as low as stagnant water.

Fu Sitian shook his head, exhausted his last strength, and said sadly: "Shi Yi, you have a boyfriend."

"Didn't you mean disgusting?"

She admonished Shi Yi, and also admonished herself: "Don't be like your father." Don't hurt innocent people in the name of love.

Shi Yi frowned slowly, frowning tighter and tighter, "I have a boyfriend?"

"Who? I don't know myself?"

The inexplicable and displeased on her face didn't seem to be fake, Fu Sitian even forgot to breathe, the whole person was stunned, his head swayed over a certain possibility, and the heartbeat became frantic for an instant.

"You...didn't you agree to the pursuit of the guy who often goes to class with you?" she said with a tight throat.

Shi Yi looked at her pitiful and nervous look, and suddenly understood, faded away from pain, rejoicing and angry, "Who did you listen to nonsense?"

The denial in her tone could be heard by anyone.

Fu Sitian's tears stopped, his lips slightly opened, and a huge surprise burst into his eyes.

Shi Yi was frightened and couldn't help sighing. She raised her hand and flicked Fu Sitian's forehead, "Who do you think of me?"

Fu Sitian seemed to be stunned by surprise, motionless, it was her that was reflected in the pulsating waves. Shi Yi's heart softened again. Following the movement of flicking her forehead, she lowered her knuckles, and gently scraped her nose, "I am a different person from him."

Her expression was so serious that Fu Sitian felt at ease: "I admit, I thought about avoiding, thought about being with Xia Ke. However, I couldn't do it, and I rejected him. What disgusts is not liking itself, it is the first to deceive the innocent. Three."

"I will never be like my dad."

"Stian, I apologize for the prejudice I have had."

Fu Sitian's numb body was completely resurrected. It has been a long time since she heard how her heartbeat was jumping for joy and vigorously beating in her chest. The whole person was fluttering and ecstatic, as if he was alive after a disaster, obviously wanted to laugh, blinked, but tears blurred his vision.

By the way, Yi was still giving her more happiness, stimulating her tear ducts, "So there is no boyfriend, I will ask again."

She grabbed Fu Sitian's hand, her fingers interlaced, her eyebrows were calm, and she was smiling, but there was unconcealable tension in her voice, "Sitian, do you still like me? Would you still like to be with me?"

At that moment, Fu Sitian was convinced that he saw his own bright starry sky in Shi Yi's eyes.

She couldn't help it anymore, lowered her body, put her arms around Shi Yi's neck, and declared to her mouth the countless thoughts that she wanted to kill and thought that she would never be ugly again: "I like you, Shi Yi, I like you, very much. like you very much."

Tears ran down his neck into Shi Yi's heart.

Shi Yi hugged her back tightly, his nose was breathless, and the bottom of his eyes was also covered with mist.

Just as she was about to talk, the door of the dormitory squeaked.

She heard it, and Fu Sitian heard it too. Without time to think, Fu Sitian quickly let go of Shi Yi and sat upright; Shi Yi was inexplicably guilty by her reaction, and he quickly jumped off the ladder and stood on the ground.

Panicked, all in one go, everything was only in the blink of an eye.

The door "creaking" disappeared, several seconds passed, the imaginary footsteps did not sound.

The two of them turned their heads and looked at the door at the same time. A thin gap appeared between the door and the door frame, and the lights in the walkway cast a slender light on the wall.

It should be blown by the wind...

Shi Yi mechanically turned back to look at Fu Sitian, who also blushed and looked at her. With eyes facing each other, Shi Yi couldn't help but curled his lips suddenly and laughed.

What a stupid thing she did tonight.

Fu Sitian curled his eyebrows as a result of her smile, tears still hung on her long eyelashes, tears breaking into a smile.

No one was willing to move their eyes, and looked at each other and laughed for a few seconds. The two of them felt sweet and a little embarrassed.

The laughter stopped, and the air was quiet for two seconds. Fu Sitian lowered his eyes and asked lightly: "Did you come by car?"

Shi Yi dried his throat, "Yeah."

"Then... do you want to go back?" Fu Sitian unconsciously twisted the quilt, glanced at Shi Yi quickly, and then lowered his head.

Shi Yi thought she was too cute like this. The heart was full as if something was going to overflow.

She approached, deliberately raised her head to find Fu Sitian's eyes, and asked: "Then can I not go back?"

Fu Sitian's eyes waved, biting his lip without speaking, supporting his arm, and stepped back. What does it mean, it goes without saying.

Shi Yi let out a laughter with satisfaction. The shackles that had been sleepy for her for a long time disappeared.

"Lend me slippers. Can I wash my feet?"

"Good." Fu Sitian responded obediently.

There was only a pair of plain cotton mops beside the ladder. Shi Yi bent over and lifted it and walked to the bathroom. Fu Sitian suddenly called her nervously: "Shi Yi, did you come here without shoes?"

Shi Yi stiffened, and hid him embarrassedly, with a natural "um" cry.

The swaying sound of the bed rang out in the quiet space, and then Fu Sitian landed barefoot in front of her eyes.

"Shi Yi, you..." She hesitated to say, "Idiot."

She yelled at her, her eyes turned red quickly, and she grabbed the slippers in Shi Yi's hand and squatted down, and told her in a muffled voice: "You put your shoes on first. I'll turn on the light to see if it hurts."

The warm little hands touched her feet regardless of the dirt, and the warm liquid dripped down.

Shi Yi's heart was scalded.

She stretched out her hand and pulled Fu Sitian's shoulder, Fu Sitian looked up at her unclearly, Qing Lingling's eyes were full of distress.

"I wear it myself."

Fu Sitian blinked, her attractive lips slightly opened and closed, "Okay, I'll turn on the light."

She stood up, and just about to turn around and walk towards the door, Shi Yi suddenly grabbed her wrist with one hand and the back of her head with the other, pushing her onto the ladder.

Before she could be astonished, Shi Yi's nose was rubbed against her, and her soft lips fell.

Fu Sitian couldn't describe the feeling at that moment.

It seemed that there was an electric current passing through the whole body in an instant, and her pores all over her body were erected, and her whole body seemed to be filled with heart, throbbing poundingly, she was almost deprived of oxygen.

Shi Yi pressed her lips lightly and pressed them repeatedly. Fu Sitian couldn't stand it anymore, and she felt dizzy and weakened.

Shi Yi let go of her.

She pressed her forehead, panting lightly, her eyes were still dyed with undissipated heat, her red lips slowly raised, and the whole person was like a blooming white rose.

Cold and luxurious, soft but not charming, intriguing.

"Sitian." She called her with a smile. "I just didn't have time to say it."

"I like you too."

"I like you very much."