Special Years

"In the past, I never gave in. Whenever new recruits came to the company, I would show a few hands to calm them, and then watch them show their adoring eyes, and I felt a sense of accomplishment in my heart."

Yan Ming stood beside a tree beside the runway, stretched out his hand to touch the trunk of the tree, and scratched his fingers on the bark.

"For a while, I thought it was my vanity. I have to compete for the top prize in everything, to be in the limelight."

Zhuang Yan felt that there was something in Yan Ming's words.

So he asked, "Master, are you unconvinced by this leg injury..."

He wondered if Yan Ming had become a little disheartened because he felt frustrated about quitting training.

Yan Ming turned around, looked at Zhuang Yan seriously, and suddenly smiled.

"Hahaha, Zhuang Yan, you still don't know me well enough. No, you don't understand, I am willing to withdraw from training this time, and I am not unconvinced. Although I am competitive, I am not that small. Victory or defeat is a soldier. As usual, I am a soldier and understand this truth."

"That's..." said Zhuang Yan, "but I don't understand. Why didn't you persevere yesterday? Since you have persevered here, you are only one hundred meters away..."

Yan Ming said: "It was me who suddenly realized, understand? I figured it out and thought it through. I found that I always liked to show a few stunts in front of the soldiers, trying to restrain others, that's not me being competitive. , in fact, because I am less and less confident."

"Do you understand that feeling?" Yan Ming asked again.

Zhuang Yan really didn't understand, so he could only shake his head lightly.

Yan Ming sighed: "It's like walking at night, you have to shout a few times to strengthen yourself. I'm not vain, I'm afraid. When a soldier gets old, he becomes oily and even less confident. I always feel that I can outperform the years, Yesterday, I suddenly saw myself clearly, solemnly, I can't do it anymore... Not only is I old, but also injured, I can no longer run dozens of kilometers a day like before, and I can still run with a log on my back. For the first mile, my body wouldn't allow it."

"Yesterday I wanted to try again and take a look, but I suddenly found out that if I do this, I will cheat my comrades, and I will also cheat you young players. I can be competitive, but I I can't be selfish, I can't drag others into the water in order to satisfy my own wishes, be a comrade-in-arms, there is no such thing as a law..."

Captain Yan Ming's voice trembled slightly.

It's like his heart.

"Don't say that, Master, you can go and be the commander," said solemnly.

Yan Ming said: "The captain said he wanted me to be an instructor, but I knew that was taking care of me. To be honest, I don't like being a political cadre, I like commanding positions. And I'm afraid my legs won't recover in the future. , it is impossible to return to the combat post, if that is the case, I would rather change careers."

Zhuang Yan still wanted to persuade, but Yan Ming raised his hand to signal him to stop persuading him.

"Okay, I know my situation, don't persuade me, you should be happy for me, I went to the public security department, and the benefits are very good. The SWAT team in S city has long wanted me to go there, your sister-in-law. I also happened to work there, which used to be convenient for taking care of the family. For eleven years, I have been a soldier for eleven years and four months. In these eleven years, I have only taken six vacations, and it took less than half a year. I owe your sister-in-law..."

Speaking of this, he suddenly shook his head and waved his hand.

"Forget it, let's not talk about that. I should congratulate you, you passed the Devil's Week assessment, I think you three senior soldiers from the hunter detachment really made a face for your Captain Han this time. , I will definitely dig a foot in the wall."

Zhuang Yan was a little embarrassed by Yan Ming's praise, so he said modestly: "I'm not that good. After I became a soldier, I didn't feel that I was the best in the company, in the coaching team, or in the hunter detachment."

Yan Ming smiled and said, "That's because you have never really examined yourself. With your military qualities, you are the best in our Red Arrows team. It just takes some time to polish."

After a pause, he said again: "Forget it, I won't say more about these words. I'm looking for you today because I have something to tell you."

solemnly said: "Master, you can say whatever."

Yan Ming reached into his pocket, touched it, and took out a notebook with a cowhide cover. It was the size of a palm, not too small, but there were quite a few pages.

Hand the notebook to the solemn.

"Take it."

"What is it?"

"Take it, these are some skills I have trained on rifles and pistols for so many years. I have both old and new guns, and I am not good at sniping. Maybe not as good as you, but rifles and pistols, I think they can still guide you. yours."

Zhuang Yan took the book and flipped through it.

There are some training experiences in it. Although it is not as standard as the textbook, it is more suitable for actual training.

This thing is a treasure. It is a unique skill that Yan Ming has accumulated over the years. It is not in the textbook, and it is very precious.

"This..." said solemnly, "it's too precious..."

He felt a little embarrassed.

People have practiced for so many years, and they have come up with so little experience, so I took it like this, and I always felt as if I owed them something.

Yan Ming's face tensed and he said, "Take it!"

Zhuang Yan jumped down and retracted his hand.

Yan Ming said: "I have all this stuff in my mind. Besides, it is reserved for those in need. You can teach it to your soldiers when you become an officer in the future."

Zhuang Yan was a little embarrassed and said: "Master, I'm quite the same, it depends on whether the troops want it or not."

"Why not?!" Yan Ming said: "If you can study abroad this time, you will definitely do it when you come back. Why give a soldier indicator? You still don't understand?"

Zhuang Yan smiled and said, "I don't understand."

Yan Ming sighed and said: "Zhengyan, although your training is excellent, if you really want to be an officer, or want to be an officer, there are some things you can't learn from textbooks, and being an officer is also a kind of knowledge. The relationship above should also deal with the relationship below. When you are a platoon leader, you have to mobilize the enthusiasm of several squad leaders, and when you are a company commander, you have to manage several platoon leaders and your deputies. These are not in the training materials. can learn..."

Zhuang Yan felt that Yan Ming's words were meaningful.

He seemed to understand, but he didn't seem to understand completely.

Seeing Zhuang Yan did not understand, Yan Ming left the tree and continued to walk on the runway. As he walked, he said, "Remember, there are three ways to be a soldier. One is to do what others do, and how to do it. This road is safe. It's not easy to go wrong. Find a pacesetter, follow others to learn, and learn enough, at least it won't be too sad in the army."

"The other is to do what the leader asks you to do. This road is wide and the leader likes it. It is a road to achieve results, but people with strong personalities will have a hard time doing it, and I also despise such people, UU Reading www.uukanshu.com is boring."

"The third rule is to do what you want. Do what you think is right. You have to stick to it, be worthy of the party and the country, be worthy of the people, do the most appropriate thing in your own post, and be worthy of your own military. Years. Actually, this is the road that you Captain Han took. But this road is a rugged mountain road, or it may be a small path. It is tiring and hard to walk. If no one appreciates you, it will be very hard."

After that, the man stopped and looked solemnly.

"Solemnly, if one day you really become an officer, have you figured out which path you want to take?"

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I was in a bad mood last night and complained, thank you dear readers for your comfort.

Now that I have written this book, I will write it well and carefully, just like the solemnity in the book, if you choose your own path, you must keep walking, walk well, and be worthy of yourself.

In the end, I'm still a little more vulgar - big brothers, big sisters, beauties and little brothers, ask for a monthly pass!