life thirty

That was like bad news.

When I couldn't sleep in the dark night, who would believe that Guoping and Liang Ruoling looked like when they got married, she was wearing a white wedding dress, walking to me like an angel, Huanhuan was wearing a small dress, holding a flower basket by her side like an elf Dancing in circles.

But the day I envisioned became someone else's property.

Zhan Yuze came prepared, and it was a fatal blow. I was unprepared and was killed by surprise.

After he left, I opened the document in my hand and found a plain and stylish invitation card, and my eyes instantly became moist, as if I saw Liang Ruoling design it by himself, very similar to her style.

Zhan Yuze actually chatted with me in the ward for more than two hours that day, but I didn't really listen to it. I only occasionally responded with a few words, or a boring "um, yes, yes, ah..."

I have always felt that Liang Ruoling is such a holy existence to me, but when I fell in love with her subtly, the holy shell of her in my heart was already shattered. She should have been just an ordinary person to me a long time ago. woman.

My mind is full of the days when she accompanied me in my psychological recovery, as if the person I loved was by my side, never leaving, and staying together forever.

But now, she's someone else's

Fiancee—less than half a month after leaving me.

I turned on the phone with tears in my eyes, the dialog box on the top was still empty, I clicked on it, edited paragraph after paragraph, but deleted them all, and then put down the phone weakly, watching my body parts being damaged so many times, For the first time, I felt uneasy.

My retention at that time didn't work, it was because she had already found her future partner and was going back to get married, yet I had the audacity to use such a childish way to retain her.

I felt that I was ridiculous, and maybe I was even more ridiculous in her eyes—it was just a pawn being used, but I played my role to the extreme.

I rummaged through my phone as if discouraged, but I couldn't find anyone who could express my grievances. For a while, I felt that I was not only ridiculous but also pitiful, pathetic, and deplorable.

After that, I became more and more negative in the hospital. The doctor didn’t know what terrible things happened to me. He only thought that I was still worrying about my ex-wife. From time to time, he would come to comfort me, and then began to bring me daily. on a bouquet of sunflowers.

Even though I said no, I have no interest in that thing at all, he still stubbornly placed the flower on the table next to my bed, and then said a few words of comfort as usual.

Sunshine up, sunflowers

The petals show a beautiful color, which is very inspiring and hard-working, but I just want to go home quickly and hug my daughter whom I haven't seen for a long time.

But when I was finally discharged from the hospital, it was Huanhuan who greeted me crying when I returned home.

"Woooooo... Dad, Sister Lingling is going to be someone else's mother, what should I do... Huanhuan doesn't want her to be someone else's mother, Huanhuan wants Sister Lingling to be her own mother... Woooooo... Sister Lingling clearly promised that Huanhuan would come back to find her father... woo woo woo woo..."

I looked at the embarrassing old Li and his apprentice behind her. They didn't seem to know about it, and they were also at a loss.

As for me, I originally thought that I could finally relax in a comfortable place after a long absence, but when I heard Huanhuan crying, my mood couldn't get better.

The hand that was holding Huanhuan was also released, and she stood up.

"Don't cry, what she wants to do is her freedom. You can't be selfish and want to influence other people's lives because of your own preferences! Do you hear me?"

This is the first time I have spoken to Huanhuan in such a harsh tone. Although I feel distressed when I see her, I really want to hug her to coax her and wipe her tears away, but I can only use this method Let her get out as soon as possible before she gets too deep.

It is said that children are forgetful

, but I know that Huanhuan's memory has begun to show some signs. Maybe I think she will forget things, but she will remember them quietly without telling me, and mention them to me after a long time.

I don't want her to live in the same pain as mine at this age. If I let her know that what Liang Ruoling did to us was all a show, I don't know if she can bear the bloody reality.

Lao Li stepped forward and pushed me away, glared at me, hugged Huanhuan who was stunned by me, wiped away the tears on her little face with distress, frowned and said to me: "Don't worry about your own affairs." Take your anger out on the child!"

I ignored him, carried my things in the living room, went back to the bedroom by myself, and slept until the next afternoon.

This is the most decadent time I've ever been. If anything, the straw that broke the camel's back was the news of their engagement.

People in darkness can endure darkness all the time, but if someone takes them to a place of light and feels the beauty of light, then they will undoubtedly die when they return to darkness.

I think I could have endured all that fate brought me, but once there was redemption, what I had endured before became nothingness. I began to look forward to beauty, and wanted to have beauty, but beauty abandoned me, then just want

I die.

When I woke up, I frantically cleaned up everything about Liang Ruoling on my phone. She gave me prestige news, photos, and text messages, all of which were completely deleted, as well as Hu Lishu’s prestige, and everyone who could be related to Liang Ruoling’s news. I deleted them all.

Of course, I didn't delete Zhan Yuze. I haven't been so angry that I offended my parents.

Then I began to feel that I should be alive. I stretched my waist refreshed, opened the curtains, and the sun shone into the room. I suddenly remembered the bunch of sunflowers that had been replaced in the hospital. My eyes softened and I called I ordered a bouquet of flowers to be delivered to my home.

Just as he was about to open the door, he heard a soft knock on the door.

Opening the door, it was Huanhuan with a timid face, red and swollen eyes, and a bowl of sweet soup in his hand.

"Dad, don't be angry anymore, Huanhuan knows it's wrong..."

As soon as I opened my mouth, I didn't feel tense in an instant. I squatted down and cried like a fool.

I think I must be the most unreputable and cowardly father in the whole world, who can cry in front of his children.

But after crying, I drank the sweet soup that Huanhuan specially asked Lao Li to learn, as if the car was filled with gasoline after a long journey, I really came back to life.

"Are you really thinking about it this time? Go to her engagement banquet?"

(End of this chapter)