life thirty

There is no feeling of parting sadness in the immature voice, but it is still not as brisk as usual.

I watched Huanhuan finished speaking, and gave me an angry look. Only then did I understand that this little guy has been staying with Liang Ruoling and the others recently. Even if he is not very clear about what happened between adults, everyone She can feel the emotional changes most directly.

Now that Liang Ruoling is leaving, for Huanhuan who has been looking forward to letting Liang Ruoling move into our house, she is undoubtedly the most disappointed.

I don't know how to digest this matter, and then how to act, but to put it bluntly, my side is simply a waste.

I don't even have the capital to keep her and tell her not to leave.

Hu Lishu's words are like a spell, and I am really just the kind of person who deserves to wait, not to have.

What she meant when she told me "then just wait" was actually "if you can wait, then just wait."

I didn't understand what she meant at the time, but time passed by for a few days, and my mood and situation were very different. I could always understand what she said, but it was too late, and there was no longer any effect.

While standing still, I took a quick look at myself, and came to the conclusion that I am not even qualified to practice for her now.

real

To tell you the truth, it's the first time I've grown up to feel that I'm doing something so disgusting, so unhuman.

I don't know if others will think of me like this, but for the woman who helped me through the most difficult period without hesitation, I chose to stand by and watch when she was forced into a situation where she was forced to face the enemy.

Even if I acted like an irrational man at the time, amid thousands of disgusting comments, I vindicated Liang Ruoling, or tried to tell the truth...

Then maybe I will be more confident in trying to retain Liang Ruoling now.

But in reality, I didn't do anything.

The principle I have always believed in is that if you treat me one-third of the way, I will treat you seven times better.

But now everyone in the room is looking at me, as if they were looking at a wolf-hearted person. I am powerless and shameless to refute their gazes and the suspicion in my heart, even if the door to the upstairs has been closed. Being opened, even if the last contact between me and Liang Ruoling has not been broken, I can still use this last practice meal to meet her.

But the steps were heavy and hard to move. After finally taking the steps, the person walked straight to the study. I could hear Hu Lishu scolding angrily behind her, and something was thrown loudly by her .

I can still hear Lao Li helplessly

Huan called over, like an old father, explaining to her the things to pay attention to when practicing the meal later.

I'm like a person who has nothing to do with this matter, listening to their affairs and not getting involved.

The moment the door was mechanically closed, the sound was cut off from the outside, I leaned against the door, finally lost all strength, slipped and fell to the ground, crying bitterly.

I don't know why I have the face to cry, but I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. I don't want Liang Ruoling to leave my world like this. Obviously everything is going to end, and I have to bear it for a while. After my divorce lawsuit is over, I will Tell her, be with her.

I am really not reconciled, at this last moment, I lost all opportunities for future development.

As if sentenced to death, it seems that there will be no chance to meet her again in this life.

A man who is as useless as I am is hopeless.

My redemption in the past is now leaving angrily because of the harm I have suffered. I very much hope that Liang Ruoling can come down and tell me the news that she is leaving, instead of just a note and a practical meal.

But what qualifications do I have to expect her to do.

Who would consider giving others a step down when they are covered in bruises?

The note he sent home was my last chance, but

When I returned to the study, there was really nothing.

"Hmph, I really don't know what to think. After being so busy, she almost came in to bring footwashing water! Why are there still men who don't care about such a girl?"

"It's the first time I've seen a girl like Xiaoliang in all these years of my life. She's so good, but why is her love life so bumpy!"

"Master, your words are too sweet! This is obviously because some people are blind and can't see people and do things! Didn't you realize that if he could see people, he would still be at this age and his wife would run away with others!"

Every word and every sentence was scolded to the point. As the saying goes, bystanders know what kind of person I am, and they can be said to see clearly what kind of person I am.

Even if the two of them deliberately scolded me at the door, I don't know what I should do now.

The so-called love should let go, and that's what it feels like.

I feel more and more that I have no reason to see Liang Ruoling again. If I can't give someone happiness, if I can't protect her well, then I can't selfishly stop her from running towards her own happiness, right?

After a long time, I thought about my thought at that time, I wanted to die on the spot, and I had no other thoughts.

I was decadent in the room for two days, and even the food and drink expenses were omitted, and the guest Lao Li and the others also felt that I was like this

The way of doing things is not advisable, and I don't want to control my life at all.

When I went out again, Hu Lishu kicked the door open again, punched me until one of my eyes was swollen, dragged me out like dragging garbage, and dragged me all the way to the balcony.

My head was pinned on the edge of the balcony by her, and after being stunned by her punch, I couldn't react at all what she wanted to do, until I saw Liang Ruoling carrying something, and sat in the taxi with a sad expression.

I suddenly seemed to wake up, struggled to stand up, subconsciously supported the edge of the balcony with my hands and jumped down.

"boom!"

A sharp pain spread all over my body, but now I don't have time to worry about where I broke it, and I don't want to pay attention to the loud scolding from above. I just struggled to stand up and staggered towards the taxi with red taillights on.

I don't know what I want to do, but I only know that the moment I see Liang Ruoling again, I just want to see her and hear her voice.

But the car seemed to be on purpose, when I was about to approach, I stepped on the accelerator and drove away.

I seemed to have lost my last motivation, my mind was spinning, and there was another "bang!", and I fell directly to the ground.

The whole body completely disobeyed the command, and the severe pain spread all over the body, but the consciousness seemed to be immersed in some kind of sadness.

Am I feeling bad for Liang Ruoling's departure?

(End of this chapter)