life thirty

I have to get my mind back to normal for Huanhuan!

This idea reverberated deeply in my mind, settled down, and then grew bigger and bigger.

I began to paralyze myself crazily, making myself look fearless, and began to deeply analyze the death of Song Yu's brother, so as to reduce my sense of guilt about this matter in the depths of my subconscious.

In essence, it was a ridiculous accident caused by their own family. It has nothing to do with me. I feel guilty because I have been a family for so many years. Now that he has an accident under my nose, my conscience is disturbed. .

But carefully reminding myself of their family's evil deeds over the years, I can feel my growing hatred.

Once hatred surpasses the last emotional kindness.

I looked at the face in the mirror, and it seemed the outlines were beginning to sharpen.

It seemed that even my gaze began to sharpen. I tried to recall what it was like before I took the face, but my mind started to go blank.

A piece of courier was delivered to my home, and I asked the workers to build a small shed on the balcony outside, with glass on both sides.

Put all the fitness equipment in, treadmills, dumbbells, sit-up boards...

It's like building a small gym on the balcony.

"Why do you suddenly want to exercise?"

i am running

Sweating profusely on the plane, Liang Ruoling came out of the living room, holding a bag of snacks, which were Huanhuan's favorite chocolate bars.

"I feel that I am idle at home, so I should exercise more."

"Then why has the food become so bland recently?"

Exercise more, quit meaty and greasy food, go to bed early and get up early, maintain good work and rest habits, and keep your mood happy at all times...

These are all ways to keep your mental state in top shape that you can find online.

I wanted to prevaricate casually, but seeing Liang Ruoling's serious face, I didn't know what to say for a moment.

"Tell me if you are under too much pressure. Didn't I help you share the burden at the beginning, but now you feel unfamiliar with me?"

She looked calm, but looked at me with tenderness in her eyebrows and eyes.

I just felt a soreness rushing up my nose, I couldn't hold back the tears for a moment, and burst out wildly.

The treadmill didn't stop under my feet, and my tears and sweat fused together. I always felt that there was something strange about Liang Ruoling, as if it existed specifically to restrain me. I couldn't hide things from her from the beginning to the end.

The situation that day was hilarious.

A big man was crying and talking non-stop on the treadmill, and in front of him was a woman in a white gauze skirt, with fair skin and as beautiful as an angel, looking at the embarrassing woman with clear eyes.

Man.

If the momentary bad luck is to let me encounter better things, I think to be honest, I would like to thank Song Yu who brought bad luck to my life in my early thirties.

Because it made my life usher in a better Liang Ruoling.

Talking, eating, and exercising with one person is really much better than being alone.

And since knowing that I have a problem with my mental state, Liang Ruoling has also actively checked spiritual books, and will help me take a mental questionnaire after a period of time, and then do some probing questions to evaluate my mental state.

Although I often ask those embarrassing questions about Song Yu, I can obviously feel refreshed and free from the weird pressure I had before.

Everything is beautiful, as if those bad things never happened before, and Liang Ruoling and Huanhuan are my whole world.

Of course, the premise of all this is that no woman came to see me.

That day, Liang Ruoling took Huanhuan to the supermarket to buy groceries. I just finished playing the video and told them what they were going to buy when there was a very unfriendly knock on the door.

When I opened the door, there was a woman in sexy clothes, taller than Liang Ruoling, reaching the height of my ears by visual estimation.

A tight red dress with a black leather jacket and flaming red lips.

It's the opposite of Liang Ruoling

Type, a woman with a strong sense of presence.

Seeing her frowning, impatient look, and her beautiful eyes looking up and down at me, I didn't know what to say for a moment.

"You are the divorced old man that Lingling said? You are so stupid, why did she like you!"

A simple sentence stirred up a thousand waves in my heart. According to Liang Ruoling's self-cultivation, he would never use such uneducated words, and the concept of "seeing me" seems to have a different meaning.

Does Liang Ruoling like me too?

My heart was beating up and down, but the woman in front of me was not polite at all, she just pushed me away, walked in, and whistled to Lao Li and his apprentice who were sitting in the living room watching TV, as a greeting.

Then I wandered around the room by myself, bedroom, living room, kitchen, bathroom and my translucent gym.

I was wondering what she wanted to do, and Lao Li and his apprentice also looked at me puzzled.

I saw her suddenly turn around and look at me, her eyes moved down and stopped at a strange place.

"Where do you usually like to do it with her? In this small gym outside?"

"Cough, cough, cough!"

Coughing three times in unison, Lao Li and I looked at each other in dismay. Such presumptuous words came from a woman's mouth!

Still facing the three big men of us, he said it without changing his face!

This woman is terrifying!

This is my first feeling.

Subconsciously, I wanted to explain that Liang Ruoling and I were just friends, but I didn't have time to say it.

Seeing the surprised reactions of the three of us, she shrugged like nothing happened, opened the refrigerator and took out Liang Ruoling's favorite beer, opened it and took a sip, frowned and said, "Except for you to live well, to be honest, I can't think Any reason for Lingling to look at you."

Saying that, smash your mouth and put the beer on the table, "It's been so many years, but I still like this light beer. Why don't you have Laobai? I came here overnight, I was so sleepy, I want to drink some Refresh yourself with wine."

I subconsciously wanted to go to the kitchen and make her a cup of coffee, but he was the same as Liang Ruoling, I knew what I was thinking just by moving it casually.

"If you don't drink coffee, that stuff won't work."

I had no choice but to go downstairs and buy her a bottle of Laobaigan, but when I went upstairs, I found that she and Lao Li had gotten along with each other at some point, chatting carelessly, saying shameless things, but at the same time feeling like It seemed to follow something, and did not break through the bottom line.Stay within a surprising but acceptable range.

"Hawking and chirping, like a bitch."

She unceremoniously took the wine away from me, and didn't intend to ask us to drink together, she opened the bottle and drank it directly.

(End of this chapter)